November 19, 2003
Chantilly, VA
Dear friends,
Just a quick note this time. More will come soon.
Please pray for our dear Klavdia. I was just informed that she is bed-ridden suffering from pneumonia. She has a friend taking care of her and another bi-lingual mutual friend is acting as go-between so Klavdia and I can still communicate. Praise God for friends!
Thank you as always for your faithfulness. I promise you will hear from us soon with news and
plans for the future.
In Him,
E'beth
Sunday, November 23, 2003
Monday, August 18, 2003
August 18, 2003
Chantilly, Virginia
Dear Partners and Friends,
It is most certainly time for an update. This one is pretty important so I pray you will read it through. In the news:
- AN APPOINTMENT
- VISA WOES CONTINUE
- FUNDING EMERGENCY
- LETTERS TO YOU FROM RUSSIA
- IN CLOSING
AN APPOINTMENT
In June of this year the Siberia/Far Eastern Conference of the Russia UMC met and made a special appointment. Yours truly was appointed as a pastoral candidate to Khabarovsk. For real!
I have been deeply concerned for the UMC in Khabarovsk—there are two churches in the city and both are currently without pastoral leadership. So I approached Bishop Minor and asked him if there was any way that I could qualify to be appointed as a pastor under the Russia conference if I were to be enrolled in an American Seminary approved by him. He was quite agreeable to this idea and so, upon returning to the U.S. I applied to and was accepted by Asbury Theological Seminary where I will begin studies through their Extended Learning Program working towards my Masters of Divinity.
VISA WOES CONTINUE
Meanwhile, back at the ranch, as the saying goes, we still wait to iron out the wrinkles with my LOI. Our superintendent, Pastor Yelena Chudinova, will be in Khabarovsk on the 23rd bringing with her a document that will give a member of our church the authority to sign the LOI application and other legal documents for the church that will be acceptable to the governing authorities. We pray that this will make way for my LOI to be accepted by the FSB (and anyone else interested) and thus get Tanya and I back to Khabarovsk.
FUNDING EMERGENCY
Meanwhile, back at THIS ranch, the Mission Society leadership informed me that my ministry balance is in the red and that I cannot be authorized to return to the field until this problem is resolved. After some conversations and running of numbers, we find that an additional $9,000 needs to be received rather quickly to eliminate the debt and thus release me to return to my mission.
Please help!
The current state of the U.S. economy has impact many missionaries, charitable organizations and other not-for-profits. It’s understandable and difficult for all of us—giver and receiver. But I’m still of the belief that God owns everything—it’s simply up to us to distribute His gifts as He counsels. Unfortunately some donors have been forced to reduce or stop their donations bringing us to this uncomfortable point. I know if we pull together our mission will continue and flourish.
LETTERS FOR YOU FROM RUSSIA
I shared the funding concern with our ministry partners in Russia, both at Legacy of Christ Center and Blessing UMC in Khabarovsk. We have received some letters from them for you. They are praying diligently and have written from their hearts.
--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------Dear brothers and sisters in Christ!
We are a family from a remote Russian town that is writing this letter to you. We would like to tell you how we came to God and how he helps us and how he leads us.
Not long ago our family had a lot of problems, troubles, sadness and anxiety. We were at the point of divorce. One day we came to Blessing United Methodist Church (at that time it was not our church) for the first time as guests. It was a wonderful spring Sunday. We were welcomed by smiling kind people. Our Pastor Elizabeth surrounded us with attention and care. Since that time we tried not to miss any services in our church.
Since we came to church many things changed in our lives. We see things differently and recognize the spiritual values for living. For our family it is very important to come to know more about God, faith, the church, and Jesus Christ. We cannot wait for Elizabeth’s return to teach us more. With her help our family found Jesus and with Him peace and love.
Thank you for your missionaries and their work in Russia. There are more families like ours who need help and shepherding.
With Christ’s love,
Natasha and Andrei Baklaik.
--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Dear Brothers and Sisters in Christ,
My name is Sergei Dennisov. I lived in Jakutia 20 years. I came to God when my life was destroyed. I won’t tell you about my life before I came to God. Elizabeth knows and can tell you--I trust her. I came to God in 1998 and finished the Bible school in 2000. In my heart I always had a desire to build a summer camp for children somewhere on the picturesque bank of the river. But I did not have any experience and I asked God to bring me to the people who can teach me. In my local church in Jakutia there was a call to go to Khabarovsk to help Joy McRae to build a shelter for street children. Now the building of the Center for the children is close to being finished.
During the time of my work here I met many businessmen who have their offices in the surrounding area and I saw an opportunity to sew a seed of God’s word. Now they are our friends. They observe us. Therefore we want to attract them to help. We need your prayers and financial help. But the biggest support we need is leadership. We need a high level leader like Elizabeth. Absence of our leader feeds our helplessness. We need to learn a lot from you and gain from your experience.
As I write this letter I find myself in a difficult situation after a car accident. I see many things differently. I think we must be more united and not put hindrances in each other’s ways. And one more thing I see clearly is if we will not help to each other and try to find faults in each other the enemy will use it against us. The three days before the car accident I prayed for a drug addicted mafia man who started being aggressive toward Christians. On the next day a journalist wrote an article about me and the Children’s Center. And the day before this I had taken responsibility for two teenagers from the village Nikolayevka who were on trial for stealing. They were in a gang. I was asked to help with the street children in that village. But our enemy does not like our work and directed a drunk-driver to hit the car where the boys and I were. The second before the collision I asked God to protect the children. I did not feel fear for myself. So having had this rich experience I address you to say that we must be set to fight our enemy; we must not relax one moment but continue our collaborative work. Therefore I ask our Lord Jesus Christ to open your hearts and give you wisdom that we can together finish the work; that we will not be ashamed before our Father because we did not save his little ones. Let us not allow our enemy to destroy what we started to do for our God. God will help us to reap a good harvest.
With respect to all of you,
Sergei Dennisov
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I have received several more letters but will pass them on to you in a latter e-mail.
I am working on a DVD presentation to send out to our current donors as well as potential new donors. (If you don’t receive our snail-mail messages and would like to, please e-mail us your mailing address.) It’s a bit labor intensive, but I think the results will merit the effort. As we labor to expand our donor base, we also realize that this is a time-consuming effort that will bear fruit over time. However, our current emergency, the elimination of the debt, must be addressed within the next 30 days or so in order for Tanya and I to return when we finally receive my LOI (we’re believing!). We in the field, Russian and foreign worker alike, pray that our partners will pray with us and that those that are called and able will release us from this debt so that we may continue with the work our Lord has entrusted to us.
IN CLOSING
Do no let my professional writing style fool you—my heart has long been troubled. This summer has been one of the most difficult of my life. The stress and frustration I’ve experienced over the LOI and the funding deficit has been overwhelming at times. My concerns about Tanya’s schooling and the timing of all of this has forced me to enroll her in a local school here in Virginia with hopes that she won’t fall behind in the Russian school when we finally arrive in Khabarovsk. This has been very stressful for her as well. We’re both “homesick,” missing our friends, our work, our puppy. For my part, I remain focused and driven toward the goal God set before me. Despite the many and continuing setbacks, my eyes remain on the ball God gave me. He hasn’t taken that ball from me, nor replaced it with one of a different color. So I can only conclude that my calling and mission remains the same.
My dear friend Klavdia has shouldered the responsibility of the Center, the Church and my apartment as well as processing the LOI in my absence. She too has suffered much this summer struggling alone with our long-distance e-mail connection to do my work and hers. I’m sure she never imagined the level of responsibility she’d end up shouldering when she became my “translator.” Klavdia has moved way beyond that role and I know the burden has been heavy at times. Please pray for her that she may be encouraged and strengthened, and that she will receive the full measure of Christ’s joy because of her faithful service to Him. Also pray that I may soon return to her side s o that we can continue working in partnership, sharing the burdens as well as the joys.
Thank you, my dear partners and friends, for your continued faithfulness in your prayers and gifts. We all trust you to see us through this time of crisis and wait with full expectation for your assistance.
Please send your donations to:
MSUM
P.O. Box 922637
Norcross, GA 30010-2637
Mark checks: Salisbury Support
With love in Christ,
E’beth and Tanya,
Legacy of Christ Center and
Blessing UMC
Chantilly, Virginia
Dear Partners and Friends,
It is most certainly time for an update. This one is pretty important so I pray you will read it through. In the news:
- AN APPOINTMENT
- VISA WOES CONTINUE
- FUNDING EMERGENCY
- LETTERS TO YOU FROM RUSSIA
- IN CLOSING
AN APPOINTMENT
In June of this year the Siberia/Far Eastern Conference of the Russia UMC met and made a special appointment. Yours truly was appointed as a pastoral candidate to Khabarovsk. For real!
I have been deeply concerned for the UMC in Khabarovsk—there are two churches in the city and both are currently without pastoral leadership. So I approached Bishop Minor and asked him if there was any way that I could qualify to be appointed as a pastor under the Russia conference if I were to be enrolled in an American Seminary approved by him. He was quite agreeable to this idea and so, upon returning to the U.S. I applied to and was accepted by Asbury Theological Seminary where I will begin studies through their Extended Learning Program working towards my Masters of Divinity.
VISA WOES CONTINUE
Meanwhile, back at the ranch, as the saying goes, we still wait to iron out the wrinkles with my LOI. Our superintendent, Pastor Yelena Chudinova, will be in Khabarovsk on the 23rd bringing with her a document that will give a member of our church the authority to sign the LOI application and other legal documents for the church that will be acceptable to the governing authorities. We pray that this will make way for my LOI to be accepted by the FSB (and anyone else interested) and thus get Tanya and I back to Khabarovsk.
FUNDING EMERGENCY
Meanwhile, back at THIS ranch, the Mission Society leadership informed me that my ministry balance is in the red and that I cannot be authorized to return to the field until this problem is resolved. After some conversations and running of numbers, we find that an additional $9,000 needs to be received rather quickly to eliminate the debt and thus release me to return to my mission.
Please help!
The current state of the U.S. economy has impact many missionaries, charitable organizations and other not-for-profits. It’s understandable and difficult for all of us—giver and receiver. But I’m still of the belief that God owns everything—it’s simply up to us to distribute His gifts as He counsels. Unfortunately some donors have been forced to reduce or stop their donations bringing us to this uncomfortable point. I know if we pull together our mission will continue and flourish.
LETTERS FOR YOU FROM RUSSIA
I shared the funding concern with our ministry partners in Russia, both at Legacy of Christ Center and Blessing UMC in Khabarovsk. We have received some letters from them for you. They are praying diligently and have written from their hearts.
--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------Dear brothers and sisters in Christ!
We are a family from a remote Russian town that is writing this letter to you. We would like to tell you how we came to God and how he helps us and how he leads us.
Not long ago our family had a lot of problems, troubles, sadness and anxiety. We were at the point of divorce. One day we came to Blessing United Methodist Church (at that time it was not our church) for the first time as guests. It was a wonderful spring Sunday. We were welcomed by smiling kind people. Our Pastor Elizabeth surrounded us with attention and care. Since that time we tried not to miss any services in our church.
Since we came to church many things changed in our lives. We see things differently and recognize the spiritual values for living. For our family it is very important to come to know more about God, faith, the church, and Jesus Christ. We cannot wait for Elizabeth’s return to teach us more. With her help our family found Jesus and with Him peace and love.
Thank you for your missionaries and their work in Russia. There are more families like ours who need help and shepherding.
With Christ’s love,
Natasha and Andrei Baklaik.
--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Dear Brothers and Sisters in Christ,
My name is Sergei Dennisov. I lived in Jakutia 20 years. I came to God when my life was destroyed. I won’t tell you about my life before I came to God. Elizabeth knows and can tell you--I trust her. I came to God in 1998 and finished the Bible school in 2000. In my heart I always had a desire to build a summer camp for children somewhere on the picturesque bank of the river. But I did not have any experience and I asked God to bring me to the people who can teach me. In my local church in Jakutia there was a call to go to Khabarovsk to help Joy McRae to build a shelter for street children. Now the building of the Center for the children is close to being finished.
During the time of my work here I met many businessmen who have their offices in the surrounding area and I saw an opportunity to sew a seed of God’s word. Now they are our friends. They observe us. Therefore we want to attract them to help. We need your prayers and financial help. But the biggest support we need is leadership. We need a high level leader like Elizabeth. Absence of our leader feeds our helplessness. We need to learn a lot from you and gain from your experience.
As I write this letter I find myself in a difficult situation after a car accident. I see many things differently. I think we must be more united and not put hindrances in each other’s ways. And one more thing I see clearly is if we will not help to each other and try to find faults in each other the enemy will use it against us. The three days before the car accident I prayed for a drug addicted mafia man who started being aggressive toward Christians. On the next day a journalist wrote an article about me and the Children’s Center. And the day before this I had taken responsibility for two teenagers from the village Nikolayevka who were on trial for stealing. They were in a gang. I was asked to help with the street children in that village. But our enemy does not like our work and directed a drunk-driver to hit the car where the boys and I were. The second before the collision I asked God to protect the children. I did not feel fear for myself. So having had this rich experience I address you to say that we must be set to fight our enemy; we must not relax one moment but continue our collaborative work. Therefore I ask our Lord Jesus Christ to open your hearts and give you wisdom that we can together finish the work; that we will not be ashamed before our Father because we did not save his little ones. Let us not allow our enemy to destroy what we started to do for our God. God will help us to reap a good harvest.
With respect to all of you,
Sergei Dennisov
--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
I have received several more letters but will pass them on to you in a latter e-mail.
I am working on a DVD presentation to send out to our current donors as well as potential new donors. (If you don’t receive our snail-mail messages and would like to, please e-mail us your mailing address.) It’s a bit labor intensive, but I think the results will merit the effort. As we labor to expand our donor base, we also realize that this is a time-consuming effort that will bear fruit over time. However, our current emergency, the elimination of the debt, must be addressed within the next 30 days or so in order for Tanya and I to return when we finally receive my LOI (we’re believing!). We in the field, Russian and foreign worker alike, pray that our partners will pray with us and that those that are called and able will release us from this debt so that we may continue with the work our Lord has entrusted to us.
IN CLOSING
Do no let my professional writing style fool you—my heart has long been troubled. This summer has been one of the most difficult of my life. The stress and frustration I’ve experienced over the LOI and the funding deficit has been overwhelming at times. My concerns about Tanya’s schooling and the timing of all of this has forced me to enroll her in a local school here in Virginia with hopes that she won’t fall behind in the Russian school when we finally arrive in Khabarovsk. This has been very stressful for her as well. We’re both “homesick,” missing our friends, our work, our puppy. For my part, I remain focused and driven toward the goal God set before me. Despite the many and continuing setbacks, my eyes remain on the ball God gave me. He hasn’t taken that ball from me, nor replaced it with one of a different color. So I can only conclude that my calling and mission remains the same.
My dear friend Klavdia has shouldered the responsibility of the Center, the Church and my apartment as well as processing the LOI in my absence. She too has suffered much this summer struggling alone with our long-distance e-mail connection to do my work and hers. I’m sure she never imagined the level of responsibility she’d end up shouldering when she became my “translator.” Klavdia has moved way beyond that role and I know the burden has been heavy at times. Please pray for her that she may be encouraged and strengthened, and that she will receive the full measure of Christ’s joy because of her faithful service to Him. Also pray that I may soon return to her side s o that we can continue working in partnership, sharing the burdens as well as the joys.
Thank you, my dear partners and friends, for your continued faithfulness in your prayers and gifts. We all trust you to see us through this time of crisis and wait with full expectation for your assistance.
Please send your donations to:
MSUM
P.O. Box 922637
Norcross, GA 30010-2637
Mark checks: Salisbury Support
With love in Christ,
E’beth and Tanya,
Legacy of Christ Center and
Blessing UMC
Thursday, August 14, 2003
August 5, 2003
Chantilly, Virginia
GOOD NEWS... we think. Klavdia wrote today and told me that she and Eduard, the deputy pastor of Blessing UMC, the church inviting me to Khabarovsk (and the one I pastor), met with the Minister of Religious Affairs who instructed them on how to communicate with the FSB. They then met with the FSB agent in charge of foreign guests and were informed that the only problem is that Eduard does not have an official appointment to the church from the UMC Conference and thus cannot sign the LOI. The passport and visa agencies didn't know this so they approved the paperwork and sent it on to the FSB. So, our Senior Pastor (District Super.) will get this straightened out and we can reapply. Then we have to wait yet another month for the results. I guess I'd better figure out what to do with Tanya and myself for another month!
I cannot thank you enough for your prayers. It has been a very difficult time for us all but I can see how God is using this time of trials to grow and improve us for His service. The coming month will still be a bit trying as things can go wrong. Murphy's law seems to be even more effective in Russia than it is here... Please do not cease to approach the Throne of Grace petitioning our God for His intercession in this matter.
I find waiting so very frustrating, don't you? One of the things I pass on in my discipling relationships is that one of the most important spiritual skills we must learn is that of waiting. We can do it with patience, or without patience. We will still wait. God is not worried about time--He has just enough to complete His purposes. I have done a lot of waiting in my life... I'm still not any good at it. So, as my good friend Doug likes to say at some of the most inappropriate times... "IT'S GOOD TRAINING!" I think he's right, actually. God accomplishes amazing things during our times of waiting. The results are pretty amazing. He never wastes anything and lives are transformed in the process. He does a lot of preparation during those down times as well--preparing us for what comes next. These past few years have been extremely trying for us spiritually, psychologically and physically. I can't imagine it's going to get easier. The enemy doesn't like what we're doing in Khabarovsk so he'll probably be pretty busy doing all he can to sabotage our efforts. Perhaps this time is needed to prepare us to face what comes. After all, every soldier must be properly trained and equipped before going to the front lines.
Thank you again for your prayers--past, present and future. Please keep them coming. Meanwhile, we'll keep you posted.
With love and great quantities of gratitude,
E'beth and Tanya
Chantilly, Virginia
GOOD NEWS... we think. Klavdia wrote today and told me that she and Eduard, the deputy pastor of Blessing UMC, the church inviting me to Khabarovsk (and the one I pastor), met with the Minister of Religious Affairs who instructed them on how to communicate with the FSB. They then met with the FSB agent in charge of foreign guests and were informed that the only problem is that Eduard does not have an official appointment to the church from the UMC Conference and thus cannot sign the LOI. The passport and visa agencies didn't know this so they approved the paperwork and sent it on to the FSB. So, our Senior Pastor (District Super.) will get this straightened out and we can reapply. Then we have to wait yet another month for the results. I guess I'd better figure out what to do with Tanya and myself for another month!
I cannot thank you enough for your prayers. It has been a very difficult time for us all but I can see how God is using this time of trials to grow and improve us for His service. The coming month will still be a bit trying as things can go wrong. Murphy's law seems to be even more effective in Russia than it is here... Please do not cease to approach the Throne of Grace petitioning our God for His intercession in this matter.
I find waiting so very frustrating, don't you? One of the things I pass on in my discipling relationships is that one of the most important spiritual skills we must learn is that of waiting. We can do it with patience, or without patience. We will still wait. God is not worried about time--He has just enough to complete His purposes. I have done a lot of waiting in my life... I'm still not any good at it. So, as my good friend Doug likes to say at some of the most inappropriate times... "IT'S GOOD TRAINING!" I think he's right, actually. God accomplishes amazing things during our times of waiting. The results are pretty amazing. He never wastes anything and lives are transformed in the process. He does a lot of preparation during those down times as well--preparing us for what comes next. These past few years have been extremely trying for us spiritually, psychologically and physically. I can't imagine it's going to get easier. The enemy doesn't like what we're doing in Khabarovsk so he'll probably be pretty busy doing all he can to sabotage our efforts. Perhaps this time is needed to prepare us to face what comes. After all, every soldier must be properly trained and equipped before going to the front lines.
Thank you again for your prayers--past, present and future. Please keep them coming. Meanwhile, we'll keep you posted.
With love and great quantities of gratitude,
E'beth and Tanya
July 29, 2003
Chantilly, Virginia
I just received news that my letter of invitation to return to Khabarovsk was rejected by the FSB (former KGB). The Minister of Religious Affairs, Mr. Svichov, is going to speak with the FSB and appeal their decision. So once again we wait.
We have no idea how things will turn out. I am, quite frankly, in shock right now and don't know what to think. But I do trust that God has everything under control so will trust that the outcome will be in His will.
We would all appreciate your prayers right now. The church in Khabarovsk is as shocked as I am and quite prepared to go to the FSB themselves. They are wisely leaving it to the experts. Please keep them in prayer as we await a final decision. Please also pray for Tanya and me--if we are not to return to Khabarovsk, we'll have to quickly develop a plan 'B'!
Thank you for your continuous prayers and support. We'll weather this as we have all other
challenges along the way. God is bigger, more powerful, more faithful, and certainly more loving than anyone or any power on earth. I am His to command.
I'll let you know how things turn out just as soon as I hear.
Grace and peace,
E'beth
Chantilly, Virginia
I just received news that my letter of invitation to return to Khabarovsk was rejected by the FSB (former KGB). The Minister of Religious Affairs, Mr. Svichov, is going to speak with the FSB and appeal their decision. So once again we wait.
We have no idea how things will turn out. I am, quite frankly, in shock right now and don't know what to think. But I do trust that God has everything under control so will trust that the outcome will be in His will.
We would all appreciate your prayers right now. The church in Khabarovsk is as shocked as I am and quite prepared to go to the FSB themselves. They are wisely leaving it to the experts. Please keep them in prayer as we await a final decision. Please also pray for Tanya and me--if we are not to return to Khabarovsk, we'll have to quickly develop a plan 'B'!
Thank you for your continuous prayers and support. We'll weather this as we have all other
challenges along the way. God is bigger, more powerful, more faithful, and certainly more loving than anyone or any power on earth. I am His to command.
I'll let you know how things turn out just as soon as I hear.
Grace and peace,
E'beth
Thursday, June 19, 2003
May 22, 2003
Chantilly, Virginia
SPECIAL NOTICE!!!
Greetings All!
Tanya and I arrived safely yesterday and are now happily ensonsed in our U.S. home with our friends Doug and Maryalice. Tanya is thrilled to be back in America and is going around with a silly grin on her face repeating, "I'm a U.S.A. citizen!" What a kid.
Our trip went smoothly, and our time in customs broke the speed record. I think we logged five minutes total processing time! Unpresendented!
Here's the SPECIAL NOTICE:
You are invited to a potluck celebration dinner at my home church, Pender UMC, on Saturday, May 31st at 6:00 p.m. The address is 12401 Alder Woods Dr., Fairfax, VA 22033. Church phone: (703) 278-802. My home phone: (703) 222-7187.
Tanya and I would just love to travel around and visit all of our supporting partners, but this is not possible this trip. So, we decided to invite you to come to us if it's possible for you. I know many of you live far away in other states--some in other countries! But know that we will include you in our little party in our hearts.
If you can come join us, please do! Please RSVP via phone or e-mail at this address. Bring a covered dish of some kind and join the fun! Come meet Tanya and praise God with us for this Salisbury family miracle.
Love,
E'beth & Tanya
Chantilly, Virginia
SPECIAL NOTICE!!!
Greetings All!
Tanya and I arrived safely yesterday and are now happily ensonsed in our U.S. home with our friends Doug and Maryalice. Tanya is thrilled to be back in America and is going around with a silly grin on her face repeating, "I'm a U.S.A. citizen!" What a kid.
Our trip went smoothly, and our time in customs broke the speed record. I think we logged five minutes total processing time! Unpresendented!
Here's the SPECIAL NOTICE:
You are invited to a potluck celebration dinner at my home church, Pender UMC, on Saturday, May 31st at 6:00 p.m. The address is 12401 Alder Woods Dr., Fairfax, VA 22033. Church phone: (703) 278-802. My home phone: (703) 222-7187.
Tanya and I would just love to travel around and visit all of our supporting partners, but this is not possible this trip. So, we decided to invite you to come to us if it's possible for you. I know many of you live far away in other states--some in other countries! But know that we will include you in our little party in our hearts.
If you can come join us, please do! Please RSVP via phone or e-mail at this address. Bring a covered dish of some kind and join the fun! Come meet Tanya and praise God with us for this Salisbury family miracle.
Love,
E'beth & Tanya
May 13, 2003
Dear friends,
Well, Tanya and I are off to Moscow today for our month and a half trip ending eventually in Virginia. I wanted to send a last note alerting you to use ebethheart@yahoo.com as my e-mail address until we return June 30th.
We're doing our best to leave things in good order here. It's hard to leave our growing church and our beloved friends here. But it's nice to have folks to miss!
Please keep us in prayer as we apply for Tanya's visa to enter the U.S. and apply for my visa to return to Russia. Our lives get more and more complicated every day it seems.
Love to all,
E'beth and Tanya
Dear friends,
Well, Tanya and I are off to Moscow today for our month and a half trip ending eventually in Virginia. I wanted to send a last note alerting you to use ebethheart@yahoo.com as my e-mail address until we return June 30th.
We're doing our best to leave things in good order here. It's hard to leave our growing church and our beloved friends here. But it's nice to have folks to miss!
Please keep us in prayer as we apply for Tanya's visa to enter the U.S. and apply for my visa to return to Russia. Our lives get more and more complicated every day it seems.
Love to all,
E'beth and Tanya
Friday, May 02, 2003
April 28, 2003
Dear partners, friends, and family,
I probably should be doing the ironing, but I also need to write an update… and a very long list of other things. I would d rather talk to my partners any day, so this item got pushed to the top of my to-do list.
The weather is fine and warm. Lots of sun, too little rain, and smoke from forest fires cloud the works. Tanya and I have a cold (and anyone else who has had contact with us and Klavdia, who gave it to us in the first place), and Jazzy, our faithful Sheltie, still follows me all over the house earning the name Velcro Dog. All is well in the Salisbury household.
Here is the news:
ADOPTION:
This item will soon be ticked off the headline list. Wahoo! We have ALL of the documentation formalizing the adoption of Tanya on this end of things. Now on to Moscow to visit the U.S. Embassy where we will get her visa to enter the States so we can finalize the process on that end. I’m SO excited! So is Tanya! Thank you for your continued prayers and loving support.
HOMEWARD BOUND:
We have purchased tickets that will bring us home for a month. We will spend a week in Moscow [May 13-21] for adoption business, UMC business (I hope to meet with Bishop Minor while there), and just to see the sites. Klavdia will be traveling with us to act as interpreter and tour guide—and very fun and loving friend. Klavdia knows Moscow well and we’ll be able to see all the best things under her guidance. It is actually also a good excuse to get her to Moscow to visit the Australian Embassy to see if she can secure a visa to go visit Australia. She has been invited by some Australian Christian friends she met and worked with here in Khabarovsk and we hope she can secure a visa to visit them now. I pray that she may be granted this opportunity. She sure deserves it!
Then on to Virginia, arriving at Dulles on May 21st at 4:00 p.m. on Aeroflot 317. We hope to spend a week in Nevada visiting my mother the first week in June, attend a missionary furlough retreat in Atlanta June 16th or so, and spend the rest of the time in Fairfax. We’ll return to Russia on June 22nd to attend the Annual conference for the Siberia/Far Eastern UMC Conference in Ekaterinburg and visit all the great ministries the church there has begun, including prison ministries and alcohol rehabilitation. We hope to learn as much as we can from our brothers and sisters in Ekaterinburg and see what we can get started here in Khabarovsk.
NEW VISA:
While I am in the States I will need to get a new visa for the coming year—well, at least we pray it will be for the year. The laws are ever changing here in Russia, as in other parts of the world, and now the government is trying to limit visas to three months. I have spoken to the local Minister of Religions Affairs and he indicates that he will do what he can to get me a one-year visa as usual. He is trying to figure out how this new law works too! I praise God for the good relationships with that department of the local government. As before, a new agreement between my home church and the local church will need to be signed and certified, a letter of invitation issued, and then on to applying for the visa. Please pray about this process—it is complicated with lots of hidden potholes.
BLESSING UMC:
This Sunday was Easter here in Russia and I conducted my very first Easter service and Communion service as the acting pastor/spiritual leader of this small congregation. It was truly a blessed day for us all, and especially for me. It is my favorite day of the year, a day in which we celebrate our Lord’s victory over death, granting us once again fellowship with our Creator God in eternity. It was a real joy to review the life, death, and resurrection of Christ around a table on which was placed the bread and wine, symbolizing His broken body and poured-out blood. We had a guest with us that wants to continue worshiping with us… so we continue growing. Tanya appears to have the gift of hospitality… or she just likes to party! She baked a pound cake and colored 40 eggs (that matched a good portion of our kitchen and her jeans by the time she was done), which she served after the service along with a few other goodies brought by other members.
We also decided to have our first church picnic. So we are going on May 2nd out to the country to enjoy the traditional Russian Shashleek—a kind of shish kabob affair of marinated pork on a skewer, cooked over an open fire. Delicious! Sergei Dennisov claims to be the master chef, so he is in charge of the meat. The rest of us will add salads and drinks. We are all very excited! Tanya told us on the way out to Nikolayevka yesterday that she really likes our little church—it feels like home she says. It is a rare blessing to be a founding member of a new and growing congregation—it carries great responsibilities, is a lot of work, and it also gives us the opportunity to inject our own character and personality into the family. We are all being blessed in our efforts.
LEGACY OF CHRIST CENTER:
Great news! We received approval to purchase the property for the Center and we received enough funding in time to offer a down payment on the purchase! It was pretty close for a while there. The seller was very anxious to sell because of financial setbacks, and we almost lost the property to another buyer because of the time we needed to get everything set up right. However, God is in charge of all of our affairs and we were able to get in under the wire. A bit stressful for us developing Christians, and first-time buyers, but it was certainly good faith training! The property will be registered and owned by the Russian United Methodist Church, but allocated for the use of the Center. We have just received notice of another donation that will allow us to pay for the property in its entirety and begin some of the rehabilitation work. We will start with wiring (no surprise there) and refurbishing the heating system (a must in this climate). In fact, we will probably install a boiler large enough so that we can sell heat to our neighbors. Then the real fun begins! We get to knock down a couple of walls and build a BIG room for a lot of good programs and events. Now we are really excited! Today I am off to sign documents, explore the local banking system, and investigate property laws. It seems that I get deeper and deeper enmeshed in the local culture every day. Hmm… what is left? The military, I think. I will stay out of that one (hopefully)!
IN CLOSING:
Things have been pretty stressful during these past few months. As I look back I can see how God has accomplished great things in our lives and ministry here. I’m filled with awe and gratitude. Not surprisingly the enemy has been paying attention as well. It is a good news-bad news story. The good news is that, whenever we received the attention of the enemy, it usually means we are doing something right with our Lord Jesus. The bad news is that the efforts of the enemy can be deceptive and hurtful within the Body of Christ. I have been on the receiving end of some of these strategic incursions, where misperceptions, miscommunication, and gossip have caused some problems in relationships with people I have always considered to be friends and co-laborers. The Holy Spirit has exhorted me to be supremely vigilant and prayerful so that I am not drawn in and deceived into creating even more of a breach in relationships or become judgmental and unforgiving. This is not easy and certainly goes against my own willfulness!
I have been looking back on the vision we received for the ministry of the Center here in Khabarovsk. The central purpose of this ministry is to respond to the prayer of Jesus in John 17:20-21: My prayer is not for them alone. I pray also for those who will believe in me through their message, that all of them may be one, Father, just as you are in me and I am in you. May they also be in us so that the world may believe that you have sent me. This is one prayer recorded in the Bible that has yet to be answered. It tugs at my spirit constantly. It is also the last thing Satan wants to see fulfilled! Recent events in my own life and ministry have confirmed that great efforts are being expended to keep the Body of Christ fragmented and uncooperative. We, the Church, are the only answer possible to Christ’s prayer—we are also the reason His prayer goes unfulfilled. The enemy is determined and very crafty. In fact, sometimes he uses us as his instruments against each other and the Body—especially when we are overwhelmed with stress, needs, and an overabundance of activites. We must be very careful not to allow ourselves to be used in this way. And so I am determined to redouble my commitment to the vision of Christ for unity in the Body, no matter what the price. I will be more careful in my communication with my brothers and sisters in Christ, and will be extremely vigilant for any possible obstacles to trust and faith present in my life and ministry. Therefore let us stop passing judgment on one another. Instead, make up your mind not to put any stumbling block or obstacle in the way of your brother. (Rom. 14:13) I also will refuse to take offense from my brothers and sisters in Christ, but will instead ask that the Holy Spirit produce much fruit in my life in response to them: But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness and self-control. Against such things there is no law. Those who belong to Christ Jesus have crucified the sinful nature with its passions and desires. Since we live by the Spirit, let us keep in step with the Spirit. Let us not become conceited, provoking and envying each other. (Gal. 5:22-26)
May our Lord bless you abundantly for your faithfulness to His vision for His beloved family.
Love,
Ebeth
Dear partners, friends, and family,
I probably should be doing the ironing, but I also need to write an update… and a very long list of other things. I would d rather talk to my partners any day, so this item got pushed to the top of my to-do list.
The weather is fine and warm. Lots of sun, too little rain, and smoke from forest fires cloud the works. Tanya and I have a cold (and anyone else who has had contact with us and Klavdia, who gave it to us in the first place), and Jazzy, our faithful Sheltie, still follows me all over the house earning the name Velcro Dog. All is well in the Salisbury household.
Here is the news:
ADOPTION:
This item will soon be ticked off the headline list. Wahoo! We have ALL of the documentation formalizing the adoption of Tanya on this end of things. Now on to Moscow to visit the U.S. Embassy where we will get her visa to enter the States so we can finalize the process on that end. I’m SO excited! So is Tanya! Thank you for your continued prayers and loving support.
HOMEWARD BOUND:
We have purchased tickets that will bring us home for a month. We will spend a week in Moscow [May 13-21] for adoption business, UMC business (I hope to meet with Bishop Minor while there), and just to see the sites. Klavdia will be traveling with us to act as interpreter and tour guide—and very fun and loving friend. Klavdia knows Moscow well and we’ll be able to see all the best things under her guidance. It is actually also a good excuse to get her to Moscow to visit the Australian Embassy to see if she can secure a visa to go visit Australia. She has been invited by some Australian Christian friends she met and worked with here in Khabarovsk and we hope she can secure a visa to visit them now. I pray that she may be granted this opportunity. She sure deserves it!
Then on to Virginia, arriving at Dulles on May 21st at 4:00 p.m. on Aeroflot 317. We hope to spend a week in Nevada visiting my mother the first week in June, attend a missionary furlough retreat in Atlanta June 16th or so, and spend the rest of the time in Fairfax. We’ll return to Russia on June 22nd to attend the Annual conference for the Siberia/Far Eastern UMC Conference in Ekaterinburg and visit all the great ministries the church there has begun, including prison ministries and alcohol rehabilitation. We hope to learn as much as we can from our brothers and sisters in Ekaterinburg and see what we can get started here in Khabarovsk.
NEW VISA:
While I am in the States I will need to get a new visa for the coming year—well, at least we pray it will be for the year. The laws are ever changing here in Russia, as in other parts of the world, and now the government is trying to limit visas to three months. I have spoken to the local Minister of Religions Affairs and he indicates that he will do what he can to get me a one-year visa as usual. He is trying to figure out how this new law works too! I praise God for the good relationships with that department of the local government. As before, a new agreement between my home church and the local church will need to be signed and certified, a letter of invitation issued, and then on to applying for the visa. Please pray about this process—it is complicated with lots of hidden potholes.
BLESSING UMC:
This Sunday was Easter here in Russia and I conducted my very first Easter service and Communion service as the acting pastor/spiritual leader of this small congregation. It was truly a blessed day for us all, and especially for me. It is my favorite day of the year, a day in which we celebrate our Lord’s victory over death, granting us once again fellowship with our Creator God in eternity. It was a real joy to review the life, death, and resurrection of Christ around a table on which was placed the bread and wine, symbolizing His broken body and poured-out blood. We had a guest with us that wants to continue worshiping with us… so we continue growing. Tanya appears to have the gift of hospitality… or she just likes to party! She baked a pound cake and colored 40 eggs (that matched a good portion of our kitchen and her jeans by the time she was done), which she served after the service along with a few other goodies brought by other members.
We also decided to have our first church picnic. So we are going on May 2nd out to the country to enjoy the traditional Russian Shashleek—a kind of shish kabob affair of marinated pork on a skewer, cooked over an open fire. Delicious! Sergei Dennisov claims to be the master chef, so he is in charge of the meat. The rest of us will add salads and drinks. We are all very excited! Tanya told us on the way out to Nikolayevka yesterday that she really likes our little church—it feels like home she says. It is a rare blessing to be a founding member of a new and growing congregation—it carries great responsibilities, is a lot of work, and it also gives us the opportunity to inject our own character and personality into the family. We are all being blessed in our efforts.
LEGACY OF CHRIST CENTER:
Great news! We received approval to purchase the property for the Center and we received enough funding in time to offer a down payment on the purchase! It was pretty close for a while there. The seller was very anxious to sell because of financial setbacks, and we almost lost the property to another buyer because of the time we needed to get everything set up right. However, God is in charge of all of our affairs and we were able to get in under the wire. A bit stressful for us developing Christians, and first-time buyers, but it was certainly good faith training! The property will be registered and owned by the Russian United Methodist Church, but allocated for the use of the Center. We have just received notice of another donation that will allow us to pay for the property in its entirety and begin some of the rehabilitation work. We will start with wiring (no surprise there) and refurbishing the heating system (a must in this climate). In fact, we will probably install a boiler large enough so that we can sell heat to our neighbors. Then the real fun begins! We get to knock down a couple of walls and build a BIG room for a lot of good programs and events. Now we are really excited! Today I am off to sign documents, explore the local banking system, and investigate property laws. It seems that I get deeper and deeper enmeshed in the local culture every day. Hmm… what is left? The military, I think. I will stay out of that one (hopefully)!
IN CLOSING:
Things have been pretty stressful during these past few months. As I look back I can see how God has accomplished great things in our lives and ministry here. I’m filled with awe and gratitude. Not surprisingly the enemy has been paying attention as well. It is a good news-bad news story. The good news is that, whenever we received the attention of the enemy, it usually means we are doing something right with our Lord Jesus. The bad news is that the efforts of the enemy can be deceptive and hurtful within the Body of Christ. I have been on the receiving end of some of these strategic incursions, where misperceptions, miscommunication, and gossip have caused some problems in relationships with people I have always considered to be friends and co-laborers. The Holy Spirit has exhorted me to be supremely vigilant and prayerful so that I am not drawn in and deceived into creating even more of a breach in relationships or become judgmental and unforgiving. This is not easy and certainly goes against my own willfulness!
I have been looking back on the vision we received for the ministry of the Center here in Khabarovsk. The central purpose of this ministry is to respond to the prayer of Jesus in John 17:20-21: My prayer is not for them alone. I pray also for those who will believe in me through their message, that all of them may be one, Father, just as you are in me and I am in you. May they also be in us so that the world may believe that you have sent me. This is one prayer recorded in the Bible that has yet to be answered. It tugs at my spirit constantly. It is also the last thing Satan wants to see fulfilled! Recent events in my own life and ministry have confirmed that great efforts are being expended to keep the Body of Christ fragmented and uncooperative. We, the Church, are the only answer possible to Christ’s prayer—we are also the reason His prayer goes unfulfilled. The enemy is determined and very crafty. In fact, sometimes he uses us as his instruments against each other and the Body—especially when we are overwhelmed with stress, needs, and an overabundance of activites. We must be very careful not to allow ourselves to be used in this way. And so I am determined to redouble my commitment to the vision of Christ for unity in the Body, no matter what the price. I will be more careful in my communication with my brothers and sisters in Christ, and will be extremely vigilant for any possible obstacles to trust and faith present in my life and ministry. Therefore let us stop passing judgment on one another. Instead, make up your mind not to put any stumbling block or obstacle in the way of your brother. (Rom. 14:13) I also will refuse to take offense from my brothers and sisters in Christ, but will instead ask that the Holy Spirit produce much fruit in my life in response to them: But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness and self-control. Against such things there is no law. Those who belong to Christ Jesus have crucified the sinful nature with its passions and desires. Since we live by the Spirit, let us keep in step with the Spirit. Let us not become conceited, provoking and envying each other. (Gal. 5:22-26)
May our Lord bless you abundantly for your faithfulness to His vision for His beloved family.
Love,
Ebeth
April 12, 2003
Dear friends and family,
As promised, attached is the story I put together about our adoption experience. My computer is clean and possesses the latest upgrade for virus identification and elimination, so the document should be safe for you to open. [THE STORY CAN BE FOUND ON HERE]
Thank you again for all your prayers and support. More news soon!
Love,
Ebeth
Dear friends and family,
As promised, attached is the story I put together about our adoption experience. My computer is clean and possesses the latest upgrade for virus identification and elimination, so the document should be safe for you to open. [THE STORY CAN BE FOUND ON HERE]
Thank you again for all your prayers and support. More news soon!
Love,
Ebeth
Saturday, April 05, 2003
April 4, 2003
WAHOOOOO!!! Prayer works! We received a positive decision from the judge, after several hours of discussions, none of which were problems for us—but for the local administration. In the end, to the surprise of most present, the judge approved the adoption. Needless to say, we’re ecstatic! We experienced a true miracle that glorifies our Lord and has got a few unbelievers wondering what happened. Ya gotta love it.
THANK YOU for all your prayers and support. I’ll write a full report soon.
GO GOD!!!
Love,
E’beth
WAHOOOOO!!! Prayer works! We received a positive decision from the judge, after several hours of discussions, none of which were problems for us—but for the local administration. In the end, to the surprise of most present, the judge approved the adoption. Needless to say, we’re ecstatic! We experienced a true miracle that glorifies our Lord and has got a few unbelievers wondering what happened. Ya gotta love it.
THANK YOU for all your prayers and support. I’ll write a full report soon.
GO GOD!!!
Love,
E’beth
April 3, 2003
Dear friends and family,
Well, we’re at the place where the rubber meets the road. PLEASE PRAY.
Tomorrow we go to court once again to secure Tanya’s adoption. Unfortunately many things are surfacing at this last moment that are causing more than a little anxiety. There is actually talk that the judge might deny the adoption and accuse Natasha, who’s been Tanya’s legal guardian, of “selling” Tanya to me for money. It is difficult for me to view things through Russian eyes. My paradigm is very American with all our checks and balances, our love for truth and honor, and the old “innocent until proven guilty” philosophy. These things do not stand up in this country as they do in ours. So, the first assumption is criminal intent. This is what the people involved fear will be assumed. My hope is that they are simply catastrophizing. There is no way to prove this allegation one way or another, but they are talking of “creating” some proof at this late date (we go to court in 18 hours) just in case the judge takes this direction. They tell us our word will not be good enough.
So, things are pretty ugly and we cannot really predict what will happen tomorrow. I ask that you all pray faithfully about this situation. I’m going to hang my hat on God’s faithfulness and believe, with all my being, that if I obey Him and tell the truth, that He will honor my obedience with His blessings. None of us have done anything wrong. We also have no power in this situation except that of God. This is truly where the rubber of faith meets the road of God’s Word.
Tanya is unaware of all of this and I hope she remains so for now. Please keep her in prayer as well. I need to remain calm and at peace so she won’t pick anxiety up off her Mama.
Romans 5:1-5 Therefore, since we have been justified through faith, we have peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ, through whom we have gained access by faith into this grace in which we now stand. And we rejoice in the hope of the glory of God. Not only so, but we also rejoice in our sufferings, because we know that suffering produces perseverance; perseverance, character; and character, hope. And hope does not disappoint us, because God has poured out his love into our hearts by the Holy Spirit, whom he has given us.
Shalom,
E’beth
Dear friends and family,
Well, we’re at the place where the rubber meets the road. PLEASE PRAY.
Tomorrow we go to court once again to secure Tanya’s adoption. Unfortunately many things are surfacing at this last moment that are causing more than a little anxiety. There is actually talk that the judge might deny the adoption and accuse Natasha, who’s been Tanya’s legal guardian, of “selling” Tanya to me for money. It is difficult for me to view things through Russian eyes. My paradigm is very American with all our checks and balances, our love for truth and honor, and the old “innocent until proven guilty” philosophy. These things do not stand up in this country as they do in ours. So, the first assumption is criminal intent. This is what the people involved fear will be assumed. My hope is that they are simply catastrophizing. There is no way to prove this allegation one way or another, but they are talking of “creating” some proof at this late date (we go to court in 18 hours) just in case the judge takes this direction. They tell us our word will not be good enough.
So, things are pretty ugly and we cannot really predict what will happen tomorrow. I ask that you all pray faithfully about this situation. I’m going to hang my hat on God’s faithfulness and believe, with all my being, that if I obey Him and tell the truth, that He will honor my obedience with His blessings. None of us have done anything wrong. We also have no power in this situation except that of God. This is truly where the rubber of faith meets the road of God’s Word.
Tanya is unaware of all of this and I hope she remains so for now. Please keep her in prayer as well. I need to remain calm and at peace so she won’t pick anxiety up off her Mama.
Romans 5:1-5 Therefore, since we have been justified through faith, we have peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ, through whom we have gained access by faith into this grace in which we now stand. And we rejoice in the hope of the glory of God. Not only so, but we also rejoice in our sufferings, because we know that suffering produces perseverance; perseverance, character; and character, hope. And hope does not disappoint us, because God has poured out his love into our hearts by the Holy Spirit, whom he has given us.
Shalom,
E’beth
March 30, 2003
Dear friends,
This will be a short one this time. I just wanted to let you know that the adoption hearing has been postponed for a week because no one from the Ministry of Education was present this past Friday. The judge could not proceed with the case without their testimony. Our case is extremely unique and complicated so it will take more time and more information to create a clear picture for the judge.
Please keep us in prayer. It’s a bit stressful to show up for court and then have it postponed. The good news is that we’ve now seen the judge and the environment of the hearing so are better prepared psychologically for next Friday.
We’ll let you know how things went as soon as we can. Thank you for your faithful prayers and concern.
Love,
E’beth
Dear friends,
This will be a short one this time. I just wanted to let you know that the adoption hearing has been postponed for a week because no one from the Ministry of Education was present this past Friday. The judge could not proceed with the case without their testimony. Our case is extremely unique and complicated so it will take more time and more information to create a clear picture for the judge.
Please keep us in prayer. It’s a bit stressful to show up for court and then have it postponed. The good news is that we’ve now seen the judge and the environment of the hearing so are better prepared psychologically for next Friday.
We’ll let you know how things went as soon as we can. Thank you for your faithful prayers and concern.
Love,
E’beth
March 19, 2003
Greetings!
The weather isn’t worth mentioning, so I won’t. Here’s the news:
CHRISTIAN CENTER BUILDING DRIVE
http://www.sermonaudio.com/plus_gallery.asp?SourceID=ebethheart&GalleryID=eb31703362
The above link will take you to pictures of the proposed facility for “Legacy of Christ Christian Center.” Soon we’ll have an estimate of the purchase and repair of this space and will provide that information once available.
VISITORS
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A group of folks from the States visited us these past two weeks; among them was Ann Hollinger, a great lady with a mission to share sobriety with any and all who seek freedom from the chains of alcohol. Ann brought a message of great hope, some Alcoholics Anonymous literature and some seed money to start our own AA group here in Khabarovsk. Please click on the above web link and meet Ann and see her in action!
CHURCH LIFE
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I have to confess that I’m thoroughly enjoying my stint as pastor of Blessing UMC. Together with the growing congregation, I am developing new by-laws and an accountability structure that will ensure the stability, Christ-centeredness, and long-life of this church. We are electing a board of five people to oversee the workings of the church and make decisions by majority vote. In this way no one individual will have autonomous power over any aspect of the church’s life or operations. We will begin this next Sunday developing by-laws that will guide our steps in future. In addition, I have started a church journal in which we will record the activities and decisions during each church service both in Khabarovsk and in Nikolayevka such as attendance, offerings received, members received, as well as decisions made and actions taken by the church board or the leadership throughout the week, such as how offerings are spent. We will select a treasurer to keep this journal and make a report each week to the congregation. The journal will be available to any member at any time to ensure that the pastor and leadership remain accountable to the flock they serve. Everyone is responding very well to these new initiatives and they are relieved to know that from now on everything in our church life will be transparent to all.
At the Ark in Nikolayevka, we minister to men who have hit a real low in their lives. Some are recently released from prison; others have simply lost everything, including direction in life and a place to live. All struggle with alcohol and drug abuse. Misha, the director, and I came up with a creative way to collect tithes and offerings from men who don’t really get paid (or who can’t yet be trusted with money if they do!). If they are unable to give a monetary tithe or offering, they are encouraged to give of their time and skills. This past week for instance, we recorded the following as offerings received in Nikolayevka: 1) general community service; 2) gave a cord of wood to a poor older woman in the neighborhood, cut and stacked; 3) unloaded a delivery truck; 4) cut and stacked wood for a widow; 5) yard cleanup; 6) Stacked wood for Natasha (this is the widow of the driver of the car in which Misha experienced his second car accident this year). You should have heard these men enthusiastically give their report! I nearly cried.
Ann Hollinger was with us at the Ark this past week as well. She really blessed us by sharing her testimony of recovery from alcoholism and the celebration of 26 years of sobriety, “one day at a time.” We really knew the Holy Spirit was with us when we sang the hymn of preparation. I’d not had a chance to confer with Edik about the hymn selections, so we were pleasantly surprised that he had chosen “This is the Day” as our hymn. You see, Ann had brought AA coins that say “One day at a time” on one side, and “This is the Day that the Lord has made” on the other. To make things really fun and interesting, we sang this praise song in three languages! First in Russian, then in English and then, would you believe, in Korean?! One of our members is a teacher of the Korean language and he gave a great rendition of this praise song for us! Thanks Gena—good voice too! You know, sometimes I’m tempted to feel just a little bit guilty when I’m having such a good time and I call it work!
I also attended an Interchurch Prayer Meeting held in a community center in Khabarovsk on the 15th. Click on the link above to see the pictures and text for a description of this great event.
NEW PROGRAM NOTES
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Ann’s visit is the culmination of long journey. Many things have occurred in the past several months that have made it very clear to us that one of the first programs we need to begin with the restart of the Center’s ministries is to address the horrible problem of alcohol abuse in this country. I don’t know all the statistics, but most Russian men live only to the ripe old age of 57 because of alcohol abuse. We’ve had inquiries on behalf of family members who struggle with the disease of alcoholism and realize there isn’t one chapter of Alcoholics Anonymous meeting in this city or region. Part of the problem, of course, is the fact that AA is run by its membership and its members are simply people who have decided to quit drinking, one day at a time. Well, most Russians will admit that drinking “too much” can be a problem, but all celebrations, holidays, and times of stress are addressed with alcohol. I’ve never met anyone struggling with alcohol abuse who even considered complete abstinence. They’d love to find a way of drinking “just enough” not to create a problem. Unfortunately, there are no social “stops” or inhibitions to encourage moderation or abstinence.
Now I can claim personal experience in alcoholism. Not my own, but that of someone I’ve know and worked with here for five years. I’ve seen first hand the damage and destruction alcohol can create in relationships, ministries, churches, families, communities… as well as personal quality of life and health. I’ve watched a person on the brink of death due to liver failure because of alcohol abuse. I’ve experienced a person’s inability to tell the truth, and the desperate efforts to collect enough money (through various dishonest means) to ensure there’s enough alcohol to see him through the day and night. Ann described the effects of an alcoholic’s influence over the family and community like a mobile. Any movement the alcoholic makes causes all other connected elements to move as well. This has certainly been the case with my friend. It’s enough to break your heart.
In response to this experience as well as God’s leading, I am determined to facilitate the beginning of a local chapter of AA. God has provided one of the persons who will become its first member…it only takes two. I already have an idea who to invite to be that second person. Alanon is also very much needed and we will start that group as well—I will be its first member. As I sat at Ann’s feet and learned about the disease of alcoholism with its accompanying enabling and codependent behaviors, I was shocked at how easily one can get caught up in this dance in total ignorance. I never want to find myself as an enabler, albeit ignorant, of someone struggling with alcohol abuse. I know the signs now and I will learn how to deal with this disease in a healthy way that will benefit everyone involved. I will commit myself to abstinence and sobriety “one day at a time” along with my struggling friends. Please join us in prayer and support for this new program!
CHALLENGES
Sometimes I have to check my sanity and my connection with the “Boss.” Here I am thinking of buying some property for the Center, which will require additional funds up front (although we’ll save on monthly expenses in the long-haul) and my ministry account is still in the red. You guys have been real troopers and made a real dent in our deficit. Please know we’re still a bit behind and any “extra” you can send our way will quickly get us in the black again. It’s important that this deficit be eliminated before we move forward with the new building program. We’re doing all we can to limit expenses on this end and to encourage new donors to join us.
This is a very difficult time for America economically, it appears. Many churches are experiencing budget deficits and are scrambling to make ends meet. Giving to missions and other humanitarian aide programs has diminished considerably. I feel especially blessed to be in partnership with such great folks who have faithfully continued their support in these difficult times. I want to encourage us all to remember that God owns everything, He never experiences economic setbacks, and He’ll provide if we’ll believe. Let’s not panic and hoard our pennies for a “rainy day.” Every day is a rainy day somewhere and God can’t rain His blessings on us if we won’t exercise faith in His promises and generosity. So I’m moving forward in faith, believing that God will provide for HIS ministry here in Khabarovsk. I hope you’ll continue to believe with me and with your local church. Let’s not let our spiritual enemy get to us through doubt and fear, just as our earthly enemies are using terrorism to paralyze us and cause us to duck for cover. Put on the full armor of God and climb in the trenches! The battle belongs to the Lord!
With great love and gratitude,
E’beth
Greetings!
The weather isn’t worth mentioning, so I won’t. Here’s the news:
CHRISTIAN CENTER BUILDING DRIVE
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The above link will take you to pictures of the proposed facility for “Legacy of Christ Christian Center.” Soon we’ll have an estimate of the purchase and repair of this space and will provide that information once available.
VISITORS
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A group of folks from the States visited us these past two weeks; among them was Ann Hollinger, a great lady with a mission to share sobriety with any and all who seek freedom from the chains of alcohol. Ann brought a message of great hope, some Alcoholics Anonymous literature and some seed money to start our own AA group here in Khabarovsk. Please click on the above web link and meet Ann and see her in action!
CHURCH LIFE
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I have to confess that I’m thoroughly enjoying my stint as pastor of Blessing UMC. Together with the growing congregation, I am developing new by-laws and an accountability structure that will ensure the stability, Christ-centeredness, and long-life of this church. We are electing a board of five people to oversee the workings of the church and make decisions by majority vote. In this way no one individual will have autonomous power over any aspect of the church’s life or operations. We will begin this next Sunday developing by-laws that will guide our steps in future. In addition, I have started a church journal in which we will record the activities and decisions during each church service both in Khabarovsk and in Nikolayevka such as attendance, offerings received, members received, as well as decisions made and actions taken by the church board or the leadership throughout the week, such as how offerings are spent. We will select a treasurer to keep this journal and make a report each week to the congregation. The journal will be available to any member at any time to ensure that the pastor and leadership remain accountable to the flock they serve. Everyone is responding very well to these new initiatives and they are relieved to know that from now on everything in our church life will be transparent to all.
At the Ark in Nikolayevka, we minister to men who have hit a real low in their lives. Some are recently released from prison; others have simply lost everything, including direction in life and a place to live. All struggle with alcohol and drug abuse. Misha, the director, and I came up with a creative way to collect tithes and offerings from men who don’t really get paid (or who can’t yet be trusted with money if they do!). If they are unable to give a monetary tithe or offering, they are encouraged to give of their time and skills. This past week for instance, we recorded the following as offerings received in Nikolayevka: 1) general community service; 2) gave a cord of wood to a poor older woman in the neighborhood, cut and stacked; 3) unloaded a delivery truck; 4) cut and stacked wood for a widow; 5) yard cleanup; 6) Stacked wood for Natasha (this is the widow of the driver of the car in which Misha experienced his second car accident this year). You should have heard these men enthusiastically give their report! I nearly cried.
Ann Hollinger was with us at the Ark this past week as well. She really blessed us by sharing her testimony of recovery from alcoholism and the celebration of 26 years of sobriety, “one day at a time.” We really knew the Holy Spirit was with us when we sang the hymn of preparation. I’d not had a chance to confer with Edik about the hymn selections, so we were pleasantly surprised that he had chosen “This is the Day” as our hymn. You see, Ann had brought AA coins that say “One day at a time” on one side, and “This is the Day that the Lord has made” on the other. To make things really fun and interesting, we sang this praise song in three languages! First in Russian, then in English and then, would you believe, in Korean?! One of our members is a teacher of the Korean language and he gave a great rendition of this praise song for us! Thanks Gena—good voice too! You know, sometimes I’m tempted to feel just a little bit guilty when I’m having such a good time and I call it work!
I also attended an Interchurch Prayer Meeting held in a community center in Khabarovsk on the 15th. Click on the link above to see the pictures and text for a description of this great event.
NEW PROGRAM NOTES
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Ann’s visit is the culmination of long journey. Many things have occurred in the past several months that have made it very clear to us that one of the first programs we need to begin with the restart of the Center’s ministries is to address the horrible problem of alcohol abuse in this country. I don’t know all the statistics, but most Russian men live only to the ripe old age of 57 because of alcohol abuse. We’ve had inquiries on behalf of family members who struggle with the disease of alcoholism and realize there isn’t one chapter of Alcoholics Anonymous meeting in this city or region. Part of the problem, of course, is the fact that AA is run by its membership and its members are simply people who have decided to quit drinking, one day at a time. Well, most Russians will admit that drinking “too much” can be a problem, but all celebrations, holidays, and times of stress are addressed with alcohol. I’ve never met anyone struggling with alcohol abuse who even considered complete abstinence. They’d love to find a way of drinking “just enough” not to create a problem. Unfortunately, there are no social “stops” or inhibitions to encourage moderation or abstinence.
Now I can claim personal experience in alcoholism. Not my own, but that of someone I’ve know and worked with here for five years. I’ve seen first hand the damage and destruction alcohol can create in relationships, ministries, churches, families, communities… as well as personal quality of life and health. I’ve watched a person on the brink of death due to liver failure because of alcohol abuse. I’ve experienced a person’s inability to tell the truth, and the desperate efforts to collect enough money (through various dishonest means) to ensure there’s enough alcohol to see him through the day and night. Ann described the effects of an alcoholic’s influence over the family and community like a mobile. Any movement the alcoholic makes causes all other connected elements to move as well. This has certainly been the case with my friend. It’s enough to break your heart.
In response to this experience as well as God’s leading, I am determined to facilitate the beginning of a local chapter of AA. God has provided one of the persons who will become its first member…it only takes two. I already have an idea who to invite to be that second person. Alanon is also very much needed and we will start that group as well—I will be its first member. As I sat at Ann’s feet and learned about the disease of alcoholism with its accompanying enabling and codependent behaviors, I was shocked at how easily one can get caught up in this dance in total ignorance. I never want to find myself as an enabler, albeit ignorant, of someone struggling with alcohol abuse. I know the signs now and I will learn how to deal with this disease in a healthy way that will benefit everyone involved. I will commit myself to abstinence and sobriety “one day at a time” along with my struggling friends. Please join us in prayer and support for this new program!
CHALLENGES
Sometimes I have to check my sanity and my connection with the “Boss.” Here I am thinking of buying some property for the Center, which will require additional funds up front (although we’ll save on monthly expenses in the long-haul) and my ministry account is still in the red. You guys have been real troopers and made a real dent in our deficit. Please know we’re still a bit behind and any “extra” you can send our way will quickly get us in the black again. It’s important that this deficit be eliminated before we move forward with the new building program. We’re doing all we can to limit expenses on this end and to encourage new donors to join us.
This is a very difficult time for America economically, it appears. Many churches are experiencing budget deficits and are scrambling to make ends meet. Giving to missions and other humanitarian aide programs has diminished considerably. I feel especially blessed to be in partnership with such great folks who have faithfully continued their support in these difficult times. I want to encourage us all to remember that God owns everything, He never experiences economic setbacks, and He’ll provide if we’ll believe. Let’s not panic and hoard our pennies for a “rainy day.” Every day is a rainy day somewhere and God can’t rain His blessings on us if we won’t exercise faith in His promises and generosity. So I’m moving forward in faith, believing that God will provide for HIS ministry here in Khabarovsk. I hope you’ll continue to believe with me and with your local church. Let’s not let our spiritual enemy get to us through doubt and fear, just as our earthly enemies are using terrorism to paralyze us and cause us to duck for cover. Put on the full armor of God and climb in the trenches! The battle belongs to the Lord!
With great love and gratitude,
E’beth
March 12, 2003
Dear friends and family,
I had to look up my last Journal to see when I last wrote and where I left off. It’s been a crazy three weeks. However, we’ve all survived and the Center is up and running.
The great news is that spring has sprung… well, at least we’re getting temperatures above freezing, which causes the ice and snow to melt and creates… mud. Unfortunately spring is one of the ugliest times of year here. And dirty… wow! However, we’re grateful for the good this all brings, like patches of ground without ice on them to walk on. Or lighter coats and fewer clothes to wear. Other than that, can’t think of much to recommend the current weather conditions.
So, we’ll move on to the real news.
ADOPTION REPORT
We have a court date! March 28th we’ll be going to court to finally finish this long, drawn out process. Please keep praying about this as we still need to receive a favorable decision from the judge. Following that, we’ll head for the American Embassy in Moscow (need to be there on April 9th) to get Tanya’s visa that will allow her to enter the U.S., at which point she’ll become an American citizen. Wahoo! Don’t stop the praying… we’re not there yet!
MINISTRY UPDATE
The Center: As I reported earlier, the Center has successfully moved and we’re up and running. We have evaluated operations over the past two years and are currently developing some new SOPs that we hope will make it more successful. Currently we are working with ministry leaders in the area of crisis pregnancy and the military chaplaincy program making the Center facilities available to them and coaching and supporting them as they either start or continue their ministries. I’ve observed over the years that many folks have great intentions when they take on a ministry but few skills, abilities or experience to make them successful. One of the primary services of the Center, as I see it, is to help these individuals get the right start and stay with them as they develop and implement their ministry plans. We’re getting a pretty good response overall.
Our next step is to visit the local pastors and see where we can be of help without stepping on their toes. We need to identify what community needs the local churches are successfully meeting and then try to develop support structures in areas that are not being addressed. As an example, we plan to start an AA program at the Center. We’ve had a wonderful guest with us recently who’s a 25 year graduate of the AA program. Ann is giving us a lot of good guidance and brought some AA materials with her in English and Russian. She also brought some seed money to purchase more materials here in Russia for the program. What a blessing she’s been! Please pray with us for the success of this ministry. Because AA is dependent on its own members (people who voluntarily decide to quit drinking) it might be a challenge to get it started. Few people here seem to think drinking is much of a problem, to be honest. Some will admit drinking “too much” is a problem, but they are unwilling to quit altogether, which is the only way to beat alcoholism. Another program under discussion is helping a U.S. church implement an “Adopt an Orphanage” program where they want to develop a training business at the orphanage that will both train the orphans in a skill they can make a living with and provide income for the orphanage. Lots of great opportunities exist and we’ll carefully evaluate each one and make sure we have the human and financial resources for a successful development and implementation before we take the project on.
Church Life: Once again I’ve accepted the challenge and privilege of acting as interim pastor for a local church. I’m truly enjoying this labor of love as the small congregation of Blessing UMC and I work together to restore the fellowship and grow it in numbers and spiritual strength. We have a second fellowship as an affiliate of the church at a rehabilitation center in a nearby village. The men at the rehab center seem to be responding well to the church structure and the message of the gospel. Last week we welcomed two new members into the fellowship. The church has not practiced this ceremony in the past but we agreed it was good to begin so there’s a real covenant to this particular congregation. What’s truly exciting is that the two new members are strong Christian MEN! Misha is the director of the rehab center, and Sergei is a long time friend who comes to us from another local church specifically to be a “helper.” He’s also the director of the workshop where we meet. Sergei drives us to the village every Sunday evening for services out there. What a great start! Please keep us in prayer.
House Groups: I’ve moved my Bible study and discipleship group to my home for the time being. These groups still continue with great enthusiasm and good attendance. I hope they too will grow.
Individual Counseling: I find myself doing more and more individual counseling either to minister to emotional needs or to assist folks called to ministry in specific areas. This is very rewarding but challenging. I feel I’ve been in school these past three years, learning about the culture and the people so that I can be of some service to them in a culturally appropriate way. I’ve so much more to learn too! But I tread carefully and softly so as not to give offense or apply strictly American cultural values and standards where they simply don’t fit. It can get interesting! Please remember to keep me in prayer so that I’ll remain sensitive and loving while also remaining firm in the truth that applies to us all. Please also pray for those who come to me for counseling that they will have open hearts and minds to receive the one guidance that’s sure to deliver them, the Holy Spirit.
BIG CHALLENGES AHEAD
As I reported in my last Journal, we have a great opportunity to purchase some space for the Center at a very affordable price. I’ll take pictures of the space and post them on the web for you to see. I’ll need to raise some additional funding for this purchase so please be in prayer about becoming a partner in this as well. I’ll give you more details soon, I promise!
IN CLOSING
Two months ago or so I couldn’t have told you what I’d be doing next year. I have another year’s commitment on my current term here but things were getting pretty rough and I was seriously considering returning to the U.S. early. However, as is usually the case, if you pray and wait a bit, things will clear up (well, actually God mows them down), and if you’re still and quiet enough you’ll hear God’s voice telling you exactly what to do. So… I’m ready and energized to complete my term of service here and we’ll see if I’m to re-up for another term. My goal now is to get this ministry well planted and in good National hands so that all options are open. I know I’ll be in God’s service the rest of my life—what else would I want to do?—so I’ll just keep looking to Him for guidance and direction. Sometimes I’m even tempted to salute!
More than anything I’m amazed at the blessings of joy and peace God has poured out on Tanya and me. I know He’ll continue to be faithful as we remain obedient to His call and His continuing guidance. Thank you so much for your faithful prayers and support that have made it possible for me to obey God’s call and persevere through the battles on the spiritual front. I couldn’t make it without you.
Love,
E’beth
Dear friends and family,
I had to look up my last Journal to see when I last wrote and where I left off. It’s been a crazy three weeks. However, we’ve all survived and the Center is up and running.
The great news is that spring has sprung… well, at least we’re getting temperatures above freezing, which causes the ice and snow to melt and creates… mud. Unfortunately spring is one of the ugliest times of year here. And dirty… wow! However, we’re grateful for the good this all brings, like patches of ground without ice on them to walk on. Or lighter coats and fewer clothes to wear. Other than that, can’t think of much to recommend the current weather conditions.
So, we’ll move on to the real news.
ADOPTION REPORT
We have a court date! March 28th we’ll be going to court to finally finish this long, drawn out process. Please keep praying about this as we still need to receive a favorable decision from the judge. Following that, we’ll head for the American Embassy in Moscow (need to be there on April 9th) to get Tanya’s visa that will allow her to enter the U.S., at which point she’ll become an American citizen. Wahoo! Don’t stop the praying… we’re not there yet!
MINISTRY UPDATE
The Center: As I reported earlier, the Center has successfully moved and we’re up and running. We have evaluated operations over the past two years and are currently developing some new SOPs that we hope will make it more successful. Currently we are working with ministry leaders in the area of crisis pregnancy and the military chaplaincy program making the Center facilities available to them and coaching and supporting them as they either start or continue their ministries. I’ve observed over the years that many folks have great intentions when they take on a ministry but few skills, abilities or experience to make them successful. One of the primary services of the Center, as I see it, is to help these individuals get the right start and stay with them as they develop and implement their ministry plans. We’re getting a pretty good response overall.
Our next step is to visit the local pastors and see where we can be of help without stepping on their toes. We need to identify what community needs the local churches are successfully meeting and then try to develop support structures in areas that are not being addressed. As an example, we plan to start an AA program at the Center. We’ve had a wonderful guest with us recently who’s a 25 year graduate of the AA program. Ann is giving us a lot of good guidance and brought some AA materials with her in English and Russian. She also brought some seed money to purchase more materials here in Russia for the program. What a blessing she’s been! Please pray with us for the success of this ministry. Because AA is dependent on its own members (people who voluntarily decide to quit drinking) it might be a challenge to get it started. Few people here seem to think drinking is much of a problem, to be honest. Some will admit drinking “too much” is a problem, but they are unwilling to quit altogether, which is the only way to beat alcoholism. Another program under discussion is helping a U.S. church implement an “Adopt an Orphanage” program where they want to develop a training business at the orphanage that will both train the orphans in a skill they can make a living with and provide income for the orphanage. Lots of great opportunities exist and we’ll carefully evaluate each one and make sure we have the human and financial resources for a successful development and implementation before we take the project on.
Church Life: Once again I’ve accepted the challenge and privilege of acting as interim pastor for a local church. I’m truly enjoying this labor of love as the small congregation of Blessing UMC and I work together to restore the fellowship and grow it in numbers and spiritual strength. We have a second fellowship as an affiliate of the church at a rehabilitation center in a nearby village. The men at the rehab center seem to be responding well to the church structure and the message of the gospel. Last week we welcomed two new members into the fellowship. The church has not practiced this ceremony in the past but we agreed it was good to begin so there’s a real covenant to this particular congregation. What’s truly exciting is that the two new members are strong Christian MEN! Misha is the director of the rehab center, and Sergei is a long time friend who comes to us from another local church specifically to be a “helper.” He’s also the director of the workshop where we meet. Sergei drives us to the village every Sunday evening for services out there. What a great start! Please keep us in prayer.
House Groups: I’ve moved my Bible study and discipleship group to my home for the time being. These groups still continue with great enthusiasm and good attendance. I hope they too will grow.
Individual Counseling: I find myself doing more and more individual counseling either to minister to emotional needs or to assist folks called to ministry in specific areas. This is very rewarding but challenging. I feel I’ve been in school these past three years, learning about the culture and the people so that I can be of some service to them in a culturally appropriate way. I’ve so much more to learn too! But I tread carefully and softly so as not to give offense or apply strictly American cultural values and standards where they simply don’t fit. It can get interesting! Please remember to keep me in prayer so that I’ll remain sensitive and loving while also remaining firm in the truth that applies to us all. Please also pray for those who come to me for counseling that they will have open hearts and minds to receive the one guidance that’s sure to deliver them, the Holy Spirit.
BIG CHALLENGES AHEAD
As I reported in my last Journal, we have a great opportunity to purchase some space for the Center at a very affordable price. I’ll take pictures of the space and post them on the web for you to see. I’ll need to raise some additional funding for this purchase so please be in prayer about becoming a partner in this as well. I’ll give you more details soon, I promise!
IN CLOSING
Two months ago or so I couldn’t have told you what I’d be doing next year. I have another year’s commitment on my current term here but things were getting pretty rough and I was seriously considering returning to the U.S. early. However, as is usually the case, if you pray and wait a bit, things will clear up (well, actually God mows them down), and if you’re still and quiet enough you’ll hear God’s voice telling you exactly what to do. So… I’m ready and energized to complete my term of service here and we’ll see if I’m to re-up for another term. My goal now is to get this ministry well planted and in good National hands so that all options are open. I know I’ll be in God’s service the rest of my life—what else would I want to do?—so I’ll just keep looking to Him for guidance and direction. Sometimes I’m even tempted to salute!
More than anything I’m amazed at the blessings of joy and peace God has poured out on Tanya and me. I know He’ll continue to be faithful as we remain obedient to His call and His continuing guidance. Thank you so much for your faithful prayers and support that have made it possible for me to obey God’s call and persevere through the battles on the spiritual front. I couldn’t make it without you.
Love,
E’beth
Wednesday, February 19, 2003
February 18, 2003
Sniff, sniff… Here we go again. After spending a month running flu re-lapses about four weeks ago, I’m again in the race. Don’t know who passed me the baton in this relay, but I grasped it and held on tight. Wonder how long this race will last. They call it “grip” and it could be almost anything from influenza to an upper respiratory infection, from bronchitis to the common cold. Haven’t figured it out yet. The measuring rod appears to be the presence or absence of fever. Folks are most impressed if you have a fever. If you don’t and just feel like crud, you get no sympathy. I’m fortunate; yesterday I was running a fever so everyone has been very understanding. I’m doing better today in that department but still feel cruddy so hope no one asks if I’m running a temperature. There’s nothing worse when your sick than getting no sympathy!
Other than that, here’s the news:
ADOPTION MOVES FORWARD TO LAST STEP
Yes, folks, we’re seeing the light at the end of the tunnel. Now the question is, is it a friendly fire? We finally completed the last documents, the court application letters. Our coordinator is going to the court today to secure a court date. Please pray that it’ll be soon and that we’ll receive a favorable decision. After all we’ve been through and the many, many doors God has opened in this unique and somewhat difficult adoption, I can hardly doubt He will prevail to the very end. But, hey! I’m all for taking out a little insurance.
CENTER NEWS: BIG CHANGES AHEAD
First I want to thank all of you for your generous and timely donations that have significantly reduced my ministry account debt. You really came through and I’m more grateful than words can express, so I won’t try.
In return, and after much prayer and meditation, I have been led to make some fiscal decisions to further reduce costs and eliminate the debt completely, as well as pave the way for the future growth and success of the Center’s ministry. Somewhat to my surprise, other decisions also had to be made that are creating a bit more change than we bargained for. I’m confident that all the changes are Spirit directed so I know all will come out well in the end. Here’s a summary:
1. Pastor Fyodor has experienced some personal setbacks that have necessitated a change in staffing. Klavdia, whom I’ve described to you in much detail in previous journals, has agreed to step in as the Administrative Director of the Center. We’re all very grateful that Klavdia was willing to sacrifice her organized life-style to take on these responsibilities just as things are getting exciting. She has her work cut out for her and she knows it. I’ve known Klavdia for nearly five years, have worked side-by-side with her for many of those as she assisted me in communicating by being one of the best translators I’ve ever worked with. Most of all, she’s a very dear friend and trusted co-worker who has always been an advocate, intercessor, supporter and helper at the Center from its inception.
Meanwhile, we are all praying for our brother Fyodor, assisting him as much as possible, and are confident that he will be fulfilled and successful in his pastoral calling. This is a difficult transition time for our brother. His health has suffered a great deal as well since this summer and your prayers are much needed.
2. In December the Center staff had a meeting and we agreed to look for a more affordable facility. Rents have doubled and continue to increase exponentially as the city grows, attracting merchants, businessmen, and ne’er-do-wells to this frontier land of opportunity. Our current landlord has done quite well for himself these past two years and we’ve decided we’ve helped fatten his pockets long enough. We set a deadline of the end of February. God led us to a facility that just happens to be next door to the workshop of a colleague whose ministry is to street kids. Joy and I collaborate at times and are accountability partners as well as good friends. Joy has agreed to allow us to use one of the rooms in the workshop temporarily to house our children’s and women’s ministries. Sergei, the director of the workshop, secured an office in the building next door that we can use to continue our office services and communications ministries. This also gives us a “store front” while we search for more permanent digs.
What we didn’t expect was that this building would provide our more permanent location. The third floor is owned by friends of Sergei’s, business men who are working diligently to rehabilitate old administration buildings next to a military base. This is where the office is located we are going to use. It turns out that half of this floor, five rooms, is for sale. The price is too good to pass up and we’re investigating the full details. We could conceivably pay for the space with what we’d spend for 8 months rent in the current location. The possibilities are wonderful for growth. Lots of repairs need to be done, of course, but we’d have time to do that while we continue our usual operations. I’ll give you more details as they come in.
Please pray about this opportunity. It’s getting harder and harder to find affordable rental space in the city. In addition, we sometimes hear of laws that go before the Duma here that are attempting to prevent Christian churches and ministries from renting space for their services. The governor has forbidden any public institutions from renting space to Christians already. It would be of great benefit and security to us to own our own property.
3. It is always advisable to keep authorities informed of one’s intentions; therefore, Klavdia and I met with the Minister of Religious Affairs and his deputy last week. We informed them of the leadership changes as well as the impending move. As always it was a friendly meeting and they wished us well, commenting again about the real need for this kind of ministry. They asked us what our specific plans and programs are at this point. I told him we would be continuing our current work and aggressively investigating the “holes” in ministries and services available to the community. I’d rather not reinvent the wheel and I’d much prefer doing one thing very well than a lot of things poorly. They agreed with this philosophy.
Another point of interest that arose in this meeting is regarding visas. I’m here under a religious visa, as you know. Recently there have been some changes in the laws that limit the time span for foreign visas to three months. That’s pretty harsh when one lives here. Being limited to one-year visas is hard enough. I was assured that I could continue getting a one-year visa, however. Hmmm… I do hope it pans out that way.
All this is exciting, albeit stressful. Please keep praying for us diligently. I’m excited about the prospects but also vigilant for obstacles and directional alternatives. Mostly I’m listening to the Holy Spirit. I know He’s got the blueprint!
IN CLOSING
I think that’s enough for one journal, don’t you? I’m so very encouraged by the great enthusiasm many Christians in this city have for the Center’s ministry and the love and trust they express for me. I’m overwhelmed to be honest. Many folks are coming up with ideas for the Center and are offering all kinds of help, including rough labor to put the place to rights. Others are struggling with the changes. Moving and changing goes against the grain of these former soviet citizens. Generally people were born, grew up, and died in the same house or at least town. It was a mark of true citizenship and patriotism to have only one work stamp in your labor book (indicating you’d held one job your entire life). So it is reasonable to expect some resistance and discomfort regarding the coming changes. Being a parent has taught me a great deal about waiting these storms out—time really does heal a lot of wounds. Please pray that these transitions will go smoothly and that everyone associated with the ministry will be blessed and filled with peace.
Meanwhile… stay tuned!
Love,
E’beth
Sniff, sniff… Here we go again. After spending a month running flu re-lapses about four weeks ago, I’m again in the race. Don’t know who passed me the baton in this relay, but I grasped it and held on tight. Wonder how long this race will last. They call it “grip” and it could be almost anything from influenza to an upper respiratory infection, from bronchitis to the common cold. Haven’t figured it out yet. The measuring rod appears to be the presence or absence of fever. Folks are most impressed if you have a fever. If you don’t and just feel like crud, you get no sympathy. I’m fortunate; yesterday I was running a fever so everyone has been very understanding. I’m doing better today in that department but still feel cruddy so hope no one asks if I’m running a temperature. There’s nothing worse when your sick than getting no sympathy!
Other than that, here’s the news:
ADOPTION MOVES FORWARD TO LAST STEP
Yes, folks, we’re seeing the light at the end of the tunnel. Now the question is, is it a friendly fire? We finally completed the last documents, the court application letters. Our coordinator is going to the court today to secure a court date. Please pray that it’ll be soon and that we’ll receive a favorable decision. After all we’ve been through and the many, many doors God has opened in this unique and somewhat difficult adoption, I can hardly doubt He will prevail to the very end. But, hey! I’m all for taking out a little insurance.
CENTER NEWS: BIG CHANGES AHEAD
First I want to thank all of you for your generous and timely donations that have significantly reduced my ministry account debt. You really came through and I’m more grateful than words can express, so I won’t try.
In return, and after much prayer and meditation, I have been led to make some fiscal decisions to further reduce costs and eliminate the debt completely, as well as pave the way for the future growth and success of the Center’s ministry. Somewhat to my surprise, other decisions also had to be made that are creating a bit more change than we bargained for. I’m confident that all the changes are Spirit directed so I know all will come out well in the end. Here’s a summary:
1. Pastor Fyodor has experienced some personal setbacks that have necessitated a change in staffing. Klavdia, whom I’ve described to you in much detail in previous journals, has agreed to step in as the Administrative Director of the Center. We’re all very grateful that Klavdia was willing to sacrifice her organized life-style to take on these responsibilities just as things are getting exciting. She has her work cut out for her and she knows it. I’ve known Klavdia for nearly five years, have worked side-by-side with her for many of those as she assisted me in communicating by being one of the best translators I’ve ever worked with. Most of all, she’s a very dear friend and trusted co-worker who has always been an advocate, intercessor, supporter and helper at the Center from its inception.
Meanwhile, we are all praying for our brother Fyodor, assisting him as much as possible, and are confident that he will be fulfilled and successful in his pastoral calling. This is a difficult transition time for our brother. His health has suffered a great deal as well since this summer and your prayers are much needed.
2. In December the Center staff had a meeting and we agreed to look for a more affordable facility. Rents have doubled and continue to increase exponentially as the city grows, attracting merchants, businessmen, and ne’er-do-wells to this frontier land of opportunity. Our current landlord has done quite well for himself these past two years and we’ve decided we’ve helped fatten his pockets long enough. We set a deadline of the end of February. God led us to a facility that just happens to be next door to the workshop of a colleague whose ministry is to street kids. Joy and I collaborate at times and are accountability partners as well as good friends. Joy has agreed to allow us to use one of the rooms in the workshop temporarily to house our children’s and women’s ministries. Sergei, the director of the workshop, secured an office in the building next door that we can use to continue our office services and communications ministries. This also gives us a “store front” while we search for more permanent digs.
What we didn’t expect was that this building would provide our more permanent location. The third floor is owned by friends of Sergei’s, business men who are working diligently to rehabilitate old administration buildings next to a military base. This is where the office is located we are going to use. It turns out that half of this floor, five rooms, is for sale. The price is too good to pass up and we’re investigating the full details. We could conceivably pay for the space with what we’d spend for 8 months rent in the current location. The possibilities are wonderful for growth. Lots of repairs need to be done, of course, but we’d have time to do that while we continue our usual operations. I’ll give you more details as they come in.
Please pray about this opportunity. It’s getting harder and harder to find affordable rental space in the city. In addition, we sometimes hear of laws that go before the Duma here that are attempting to prevent Christian churches and ministries from renting space for their services. The governor has forbidden any public institutions from renting space to Christians already. It would be of great benefit and security to us to own our own property.
3. It is always advisable to keep authorities informed of one’s intentions; therefore, Klavdia and I met with the Minister of Religious Affairs and his deputy last week. We informed them of the leadership changes as well as the impending move. As always it was a friendly meeting and they wished us well, commenting again about the real need for this kind of ministry. They asked us what our specific plans and programs are at this point. I told him we would be continuing our current work and aggressively investigating the “holes” in ministries and services available to the community. I’d rather not reinvent the wheel and I’d much prefer doing one thing very well than a lot of things poorly. They agreed with this philosophy.
Another point of interest that arose in this meeting is regarding visas. I’m here under a religious visa, as you know. Recently there have been some changes in the laws that limit the time span for foreign visas to three months. That’s pretty harsh when one lives here. Being limited to one-year visas is hard enough. I was assured that I could continue getting a one-year visa, however. Hmmm… I do hope it pans out that way.
All this is exciting, albeit stressful. Please keep praying for us diligently. I’m excited about the prospects but also vigilant for obstacles and directional alternatives. Mostly I’m listening to the Holy Spirit. I know He’s got the blueprint!
IN CLOSING
I think that’s enough for one journal, don’t you? I’m so very encouraged by the great enthusiasm many Christians in this city have for the Center’s ministry and the love and trust they express for me. I’m overwhelmed to be honest. Many folks are coming up with ideas for the Center and are offering all kinds of help, including rough labor to put the place to rights. Others are struggling with the changes. Moving and changing goes against the grain of these former soviet citizens. Generally people were born, grew up, and died in the same house or at least town. It was a mark of true citizenship and patriotism to have only one work stamp in your labor book (indicating you’d held one job your entire life). So it is reasonable to expect some resistance and discomfort regarding the coming changes. Being a parent has taught me a great deal about waiting these storms out—time really does heal a lot of wounds. Please pray that these transitions will go smoothly and that everyone associated with the ministry will be blessed and filled with peace.
Meanwhile… stay tuned!
Love,
E’beth
Thursday, February 13, 2003
January 16, 2003
Dear partners and friends,
Greetings from the cold Russian Far East. That’s it for the weather!
In this issue I want to share a bit about my own personal ministries at the Center. One is our ongoing Bible Study and the other is our Discipleship Group. Both continue strongly and attendance has been steady. I’m seeing my sisters in Christ growing strong in their faith and responding to God’s call on their lives.
Of course, I’ll give you a short update on the adoption process as well.
BIBLE STUDY GROUP
In our Bible Study group we took a break from going through the Bible to study a bit about the lifestyle of the people who lived during the time the books of the Bible were being recorded and about the history of the Bible itself. Very interesting stuff. We’re doing a very sketchy overview, but that’s enough to truly expand our understanding and appreciation for the Word of our Lord and the human instruments God used to record it.
This week we were discussing the history of the Bible and someone asked me how much of it I’d read, when I was introduced to it, etc. It took me down memory lane and God used this opportunity to show us something I’d never noticed before. I thought it might interest you.
I shared with the group that I was first introduced to the Bible in Spanish. I grew up in Mexico City under the care of my great aunt and uncle. They had retired there after completing their missionary service in that field. We went to church each week (a different denomination than the one I belong to now) and I grew up with the Bible stories and all that goes along with being active participants in a church fellowship. Even today I hear the same hymns we sang then translated into the languages of whatever country I happen to be living in at the time.
I’ve now lived in three different countries long enough to need to acculturate myself; a painful and lengthy process of adjusting my own habits, beliefs, preconceptions, behavior, etc. to a foreign culture. First it was Mexico, then the U.S., and now Russia. This practice of adjustment has caused me to approach every day things in a unique way. As I talked about my experience with God’s word, I realized that I was approaching God’s Heavenly culture in a similar way that I approach an earthly foreign culture. Now this is interesting!
God’s word calls us to “be holy, for I am holy.” (Lev. 19:2, Matt. 5:48) Jesus Christ lived among us and showed us how to live as Citizens of Heaven in this “foreign world.” I realized I have a strong advantage in understanding what God is calling us to become based on my experience in moving about this world adjusting to various cultures. In fact, my experience with the denomination of my childhood is quite different in many ways than that in my current denomination. It’s like moving from one country to another. There are many things that cultures hold in common with one another. People are still people; we all eat, drink, celebrate, live and die. The ingredients of life are basically the same, but how we mix them and apply them have many, many variations. These variations are what cause us so much discomfort.
As a missionary I approach cultural adjustments purposefully. We study about “culture shock” and its many symptoms and adjustments. We expect differences, and we expect to experience discomfort in adjusting to these differences. What occurred to me, which I shared with my group, is that we should also expect differences between our earthly culture and God’s culture. We should also expect to experience some discomfort as we continually attempt to adjust ourselves to God’s culture, becoming holy or perfect and Christ-like.
As I continue to struggle with the Russian culture (yes, it continues to be uncomfortable), I realize that I’m surrounded by the culture and thus am always reminded of where I am. This helps me adjust. As a Christian, however, it’s easy for me to become distracted and not receive the environmental “queue’s” that assist me in being aware of who and where I am, and what my goal is. This is why spending time in God’s word is so very important. It’s also why the discipleship process is the most important work of the Church. We must spend as much time as possible in the culture to which we wish to become acculturated in order for the change in us to happen. We must be purposeful as well. In order for me to successfully serve the people of this country, it is imperative that I adjust to their culture as much as possible. We call this being “incarnational.” This is indeed the greatest and most difficult sacrifice I make. I’ve experienced many stops and starts, I’ve made many mistakes, and there have been times when I just wanted to give up. However I realize I cannot obey God’s call on my life if I don’t voluntarily and proactively desire to make this adjustment.
I approach my life in Christ in a similar way. My goal is not to be a “good Christian.” Frankly, that’s impossible. Like all of us, I’m a work in process. However, I can make my goal the pursuit of acculturation to God’s Heavenly Culture. That means I sacrifice my earthly habits and desires, I adjust my attitudes and preconceptions, I willingly allow the Holy Spirit to teach me, guide me, and transform me so that I become more and more “like” the one true “human” Citizen of Heaven, Jesus Christ Himself. I continue to make mistakes, struggle against the discomfort, and sometimes completely abandon the effort for a period of time. But my goal has not changed. I continue to pursue this cultural adjustment and willingly, if hesitantly, suffer the “culture shock” that is a guaranteed accompaniment to this pursuit.
I also use this approach while visiting churches of the various Christian traditions. I remember what it is about each church that is “centrally similar.” That is that we all follow the same Lord, and believe Him to be who He claims to be. That is our common ingredient. But each denomination or tradition has its own “mix,” and this mix can make us feel mightily uncomfortable. So I remember my cross-cultural training and apply it in this instance as well. Instead of judging the “culture” as bad or wrong because it’s different (that is our first inclination, unfortunately), I observe it and learn to appreciate or adjust to the differences. I also try to recognize true “evil” when I see it. Each earthly culture has its bad spots—murder is still murder no matter how you try to justify it, for instance, or lying is still lying even though some might try to cover it up with diplomatic hyperbole or cultural imperatives. In the same way, there are heresies in many Christian traditions throughout the world. While I might recognize these, they don’t necessarily destroy the entire value of that particular church’s entity. There is nothing pure on this earth—not anywhere. Why would I expect it in the Church? It’s filled with the same people that walk the streets of every city in every country I’ve ever visited.
For example, when I go into the Russian Orthodox Church, I see how the people are kept separate from God by doors and accompanying teaching that divide the people in the sanctuary from the “Holy of Holies.” The Bible tells us that the great veil that separated the Holy from the Holy of Holies in the Temple in Jerusalem was torn from top to bottom upon Christ’s death, indicating that Jesus is our only High Priest and no human intermediary is required for any person to approach God. Now we can and are expected go to Him directly. I’m saddened by this misbelief because it keeps people from developing a personal relationship with God through Jesus Christ. They are missing so much. God is the one who put up the separating veil in His temple originally and He’s the one who tore it down. Why do we insist on second-guessing Him?
However, I don’t discount the Russian Orthodox Church because of this misbelief. Instead I see truly devout people worshipping at this church and I know God honors and delights in their worship. They are approaching God in the only way they know because that’s what they’ve been taught. God is a compassionate Being who loves His creatures. He’s gone to great lengths to bridge the gap that has separated us from Him since our fall into sin. He’s not going to create new mechanisms for division, trust me! That’s the devil’s handiwork. And this is just one example in one church—they exist in almost every other church as well, I’d wager.
After all is said and done, I recognize that the only one I can really criticize is myself. No wonder Jesus told us not to judge one another. We’re so unqualified! What standard will we use anyway? So I will continue to pursue acculturation to God’s culture and to the Russian culture. Just because it makes me uncomfortable doesn’t make it “wrong.” What I can do is try not to make others uncomfortable myself while I continue to seek God’s pleasure and allow Him to transform me into the image of His Son. That’s enough for me to handle, believe me.
DISCIPLESHIP GROUP
In my discipleship group we’re studying the book “Telling Yourself the Truth.” In this course we are looking at the misbeliefs that exist in our “self-talk” that keep us in bondage to fear, anxiety, anger and other emotions that cause dysfunction in our lives. Many of the ladies who attend my studies a English speakers and several asked for their own copy of this book. It’s very encouraging to me, their teacher, that they are taking such an interest. Although the speak English, it is difficult for them to read the language so I know they’re going to a lot of effort.
Klavdia is translating for me again and she is a true scholar. She reads the chapter we’ll cover in advance, accompanied by many dictionaries so that she has a good grasp of the material we’ll cover before we begin. I read the chapter in English, and she translates into Russia for the non-English speakers. Thanks to her advance work, the reading seems seamless, despite the use of two languages.
We’ve had some excellent discussions. This is somewhat unusual in this culture because it’s based on secrecy and lack of trust. I’ve learned a very important lesson in missions. It can take a long time to develop relationships based on trust with people—especially in a culture such as this one. The investment I’ve made into relationships with these women is certainly paying off now as they tentatively begin to share personal challenges and allow others to enter into a discussion about them within the context of the material we’re covering. I prepared the ground for this carefully by teaching them a bit about interpersonal communication skills. It’s wonderful to see them put these new skills into practice!
ADOPTION
There isn’t much new to report on this front. We are still waiting to hear from the orphan databank in Moscow. With the holidays and other delays, it’s taking a bit of time to get their response. In the meantime, however, we’re busily connecting the dots on this end. This week we visited the social worker in charge of the Central District of Khabarovsk, the area in which I live. She’s a wonderful, caring and humorous young woman who is being very helpful and supportive. She will also be in court with us when we reach that point.
The reason for our visit was because we were told that we’d have to do another home study on this end. The one we had done before was done by another district administration, the one in which Natasha lives. The social worker asked to meet with me, so we went. In the end she decided to trust me and not do a home study until the adoption has been completed. Now that was really nice of her.
The really interesting aspect of this visit is that Tanya went with us. This was her first exposure to an official involved in her adoption. I know it’s terribly difficult for a child of Tanya’s age to sit and wonder what’s going to happen to her. She shares with me her anxiety about having to appear in court, which she must do because of her age, and that she’s really worried that the judge will deny the adoption. On the other side she’s confused and concerned about leaving her country of birth one day and permanently cutting ties with her birth family, which she remembers well.
The social worker and our Adoption coordinator went over some common questions they’ve heard the judge ask older adoptable children. Some of these scared Tanya a bit. One of them especially kind of stopped her in her tracks. The judge might ask her if she’s aware that she may never return to Russia. Tanya looked at me with a worried expression on her face and I asked her what her answer would be. She said she wasn’t sure. I gently suggested she needed to “get” sure before arriving at the court. I reminded her of our past conversations in which I told her I’d always encourage her to retain her Russian roots and would assist her in returning to her country and even contacting her birth family when she felt she was ready to do that. In fact, we’re retaining her family’s last name as her middle name. This reminder immediately reassured her and she was prepared to answer that question in the affirmative without concern. Of course, there are many questions that could be asked that we cannot predict, so Tanya will need to prepare herself and we will work with her I doing that.
Tanya’s anxieties and concerns have offered many opportunities to strengthen our relationship and strengthen and develop her relationship with God. We are reminded that God has led us to this point by opening every door and smoothing every path. We’ve faced anxious and bad times together and He has always brought us into the light, increased the quality of our lives, surrounded us with love, and showed us His grace and mercy all along the way. I remind Tanya that each difficult step increases our faith in God and prepares us for the next challenge ahead. We can count on their being one, that’s for sure!
We both thank you so much for your prayers and concerns for us and this adoption. Please keep those prayers coming as this final step is the most trying. The good news is that every official we’ve talked to is very optimistic and supportive. I know they will do everything in their power to help us reach a successful conclusion.
With love and gratitude,
E’beth
Dear partners and friends,
Greetings from the cold Russian Far East. That’s it for the weather!
In this issue I want to share a bit about my own personal ministries at the Center. One is our ongoing Bible Study and the other is our Discipleship Group. Both continue strongly and attendance has been steady. I’m seeing my sisters in Christ growing strong in their faith and responding to God’s call on their lives.
Of course, I’ll give you a short update on the adoption process as well.
BIBLE STUDY GROUP
In our Bible Study group we took a break from going through the Bible to study a bit about the lifestyle of the people who lived during the time the books of the Bible were being recorded and about the history of the Bible itself. Very interesting stuff. We’re doing a very sketchy overview, but that’s enough to truly expand our understanding and appreciation for the Word of our Lord and the human instruments God used to record it.
This week we were discussing the history of the Bible and someone asked me how much of it I’d read, when I was introduced to it, etc. It took me down memory lane and God used this opportunity to show us something I’d never noticed before. I thought it might interest you.
I shared with the group that I was first introduced to the Bible in Spanish. I grew up in Mexico City under the care of my great aunt and uncle. They had retired there after completing their missionary service in that field. We went to church each week (a different denomination than the one I belong to now) and I grew up with the Bible stories and all that goes along with being active participants in a church fellowship. Even today I hear the same hymns we sang then translated into the languages of whatever country I happen to be living in at the time.
I’ve now lived in three different countries long enough to need to acculturate myself; a painful and lengthy process of adjusting my own habits, beliefs, preconceptions, behavior, etc. to a foreign culture. First it was Mexico, then the U.S., and now Russia. This practice of adjustment has caused me to approach every day things in a unique way. As I talked about my experience with God’s word, I realized that I was approaching God’s Heavenly culture in a similar way that I approach an earthly foreign culture. Now this is interesting!
God’s word calls us to “be holy, for I am holy.” (Lev. 19:2, Matt. 5:48) Jesus Christ lived among us and showed us how to live as Citizens of Heaven in this “foreign world.” I realized I have a strong advantage in understanding what God is calling us to become based on my experience in moving about this world adjusting to various cultures. In fact, my experience with the denomination of my childhood is quite different in many ways than that in my current denomination. It’s like moving from one country to another. There are many things that cultures hold in common with one another. People are still people; we all eat, drink, celebrate, live and die. The ingredients of life are basically the same, but how we mix them and apply them have many, many variations. These variations are what cause us so much discomfort.
As a missionary I approach cultural adjustments purposefully. We study about “culture shock” and its many symptoms and adjustments. We expect differences, and we expect to experience discomfort in adjusting to these differences. What occurred to me, which I shared with my group, is that we should also expect differences between our earthly culture and God’s culture. We should also expect to experience some discomfort as we continually attempt to adjust ourselves to God’s culture, becoming holy or perfect and Christ-like.
As I continue to struggle with the Russian culture (yes, it continues to be uncomfortable), I realize that I’m surrounded by the culture and thus am always reminded of where I am. This helps me adjust. As a Christian, however, it’s easy for me to become distracted and not receive the environmental “queue’s” that assist me in being aware of who and where I am, and what my goal is. This is why spending time in God’s word is so very important. It’s also why the discipleship process is the most important work of the Church. We must spend as much time as possible in the culture to which we wish to become acculturated in order for the change in us to happen. We must be purposeful as well. In order for me to successfully serve the people of this country, it is imperative that I adjust to their culture as much as possible. We call this being “incarnational.” This is indeed the greatest and most difficult sacrifice I make. I’ve experienced many stops and starts, I’ve made many mistakes, and there have been times when I just wanted to give up. However I realize I cannot obey God’s call on my life if I don’t voluntarily and proactively desire to make this adjustment.
I approach my life in Christ in a similar way. My goal is not to be a “good Christian.” Frankly, that’s impossible. Like all of us, I’m a work in process. However, I can make my goal the pursuit of acculturation to God’s Heavenly Culture. That means I sacrifice my earthly habits and desires, I adjust my attitudes and preconceptions, I willingly allow the Holy Spirit to teach me, guide me, and transform me so that I become more and more “like” the one true “human” Citizen of Heaven, Jesus Christ Himself. I continue to make mistakes, struggle against the discomfort, and sometimes completely abandon the effort for a period of time. But my goal has not changed. I continue to pursue this cultural adjustment and willingly, if hesitantly, suffer the “culture shock” that is a guaranteed accompaniment to this pursuit.
I also use this approach while visiting churches of the various Christian traditions. I remember what it is about each church that is “centrally similar.” That is that we all follow the same Lord, and believe Him to be who He claims to be. That is our common ingredient. But each denomination or tradition has its own “mix,” and this mix can make us feel mightily uncomfortable. So I remember my cross-cultural training and apply it in this instance as well. Instead of judging the “culture” as bad or wrong because it’s different (that is our first inclination, unfortunately), I observe it and learn to appreciate or adjust to the differences. I also try to recognize true “evil” when I see it. Each earthly culture has its bad spots—murder is still murder no matter how you try to justify it, for instance, or lying is still lying even though some might try to cover it up with diplomatic hyperbole or cultural imperatives. In the same way, there are heresies in many Christian traditions throughout the world. While I might recognize these, they don’t necessarily destroy the entire value of that particular church’s entity. There is nothing pure on this earth—not anywhere. Why would I expect it in the Church? It’s filled with the same people that walk the streets of every city in every country I’ve ever visited.
For example, when I go into the Russian Orthodox Church, I see how the people are kept separate from God by doors and accompanying teaching that divide the people in the sanctuary from the “Holy of Holies.” The Bible tells us that the great veil that separated the Holy from the Holy of Holies in the Temple in Jerusalem was torn from top to bottom upon Christ’s death, indicating that Jesus is our only High Priest and no human intermediary is required for any person to approach God. Now we can and are expected go to Him directly. I’m saddened by this misbelief because it keeps people from developing a personal relationship with God through Jesus Christ. They are missing so much. God is the one who put up the separating veil in His temple originally and He’s the one who tore it down. Why do we insist on second-guessing Him?
However, I don’t discount the Russian Orthodox Church because of this misbelief. Instead I see truly devout people worshipping at this church and I know God honors and delights in their worship. They are approaching God in the only way they know because that’s what they’ve been taught. God is a compassionate Being who loves His creatures. He’s gone to great lengths to bridge the gap that has separated us from Him since our fall into sin. He’s not going to create new mechanisms for division, trust me! That’s the devil’s handiwork. And this is just one example in one church—they exist in almost every other church as well, I’d wager.
After all is said and done, I recognize that the only one I can really criticize is myself. No wonder Jesus told us not to judge one another. We’re so unqualified! What standard will we use anyway? So I will continue to pursue acculturation to God’s culture and to the Russian culture. Just because it makes me uncomfortable doesn’t make it “wrong.” What I can do is try not to make others uncomfortable myself while I continue to seek God’s pleasure and allow Him to transform me into the image of His Son. That’s enough for me to handle, believe me.
DISCIPLESHIP GROUP
In my discipleship group we’re studying the book “Telling Yourself the Truth.” In this course we are looking at the misbeliefs that exist in our “self-talk” that keep us in bondage to fear, anxiety, anger and other emotions that cause dysfunction in our lives. Many of the ladies who attend my studies a English speakers and several asked for their own copy of this book. It’s very encouraging to me, their teacher, that they are taking such an interest. Although the speak English, it is difficult for them to read the language so I know they’re going to a lot of effort.
Klavdia is translating for me again and she is a true scholar. She reads the chapter we’ll cover in advance, accompanied by many dictionaries so that she has a good grasp of the material we’ll cover before we begin. I read the chapter in English, and she translates into Russia for the non-English speakers. Thanks to her advance work, the reading seems seamless, despite the use of two languages.
We’ve had some excellent discussions. This is somewhat unusual in this culture because it’s based on secrecy and lack of trust. I’ve learned a very important lesson in missions. It can take a long time to develop relationships based on trust with people—especially in a culture such as this one. The investment I’ve made into relationships with these women is certainly paying off now as they tentatively begin to share personal challenges and allow others to enter into a discussion about them within the context of the material we’re covering. I prepared the ground for this carefully by teaching them a bit about interpersonal communication skills. It’s wonderful to see them put these new skills into practice!
ADOPTION
There isn’t much new to report on this front. We are still waiting to hear from the orphan databank in Moscow. With the holidays and other delays, it’s taking a bit of time to get their response. In the meantime, however, we’re busily connecting the dots on this end. This week we visited the social worker in charge of the Central District of Khabarovsk, the area in which I live. She’s a wonderful, caring and humorous young woman who is being very helpful and supportive. She will also be in court with us when we reach that point.
The reason for our visit was because we were told that we’d have to do another home study on this end. The one we had done before was done by another district administration, the one in which Natasha lives. The social worker asked to meet with me, so we went. In the end she decided to trust me and not do a home study until the adoption has been completed. Now that was really nice of her.
The really interesting aspect of this visit is that Tanya went with us. This was her first exposure to an official involved in her adoption. I know it’s terribly difficult for a child of Tanya’s age to sit and wonder what’s going to happen to her. She shares with me her anxiety about having to appear in court, which she must do because of her age, and that she’s really worried that the judge will deny the adoption. On the other side she’s confused and concerned about leaving her country of birth one day and permanently cutting ties with her birth family, which she remembers well.
The social worker and our Adoption coordinator went over some common questions they’ve heard the judge ask older adoptable children. Some of these scared Tanya a bit. One of them especially kind of stopped her in her tracks. The judge might ask her if she’s aware that she may never return to Russia. Tanya looked at me with a worried expression on her face and I asked her what her answer would be. She said she wasn’t sure. I gently suggested she needed to “get” sure before arriving at the court. I reminded her of our past conversations in which I told her I’d always encourage her to retain her Russian roots and would assist her in returning to her country and even contacting her birth family when she felt she was ready to do that. In fact, we’re retaining her family’s last name as her middle name. This reminder immediately reassured her and she was prepared to answer that question in the affirmative without concern. Of course, there are many questions that could be asked that we cannot predict, so Tanya will need to prepare herself and we will work with her I doing that.
Tanya’s anxieties and concerns have offered many opportunities to strengthen our relationship and strengthen and develop her relationship with God. We are reminded that God has led us to this point by opening every door and smoothing every path. We’ve faced anxious and bad times together and He has always brought us into the light, increased the quality of our lives, surrounded us with love, and showed us His grace and mercy all along the way. I remind Tanya that each difficult step increases our faith in God and prepares us for the next challenge ahead. We can count on their being one, that’s for sure!
We both thank you so much for your prayers and concerns for us and this adoption. Please keep those prayers coming as this final step is the most trying. The good news is that every official we’ve talked to is very optimistic and supportive. I know they will do everything in their power to help us reach a successful conclusion.
With love and gratitude,
E’beth
January 2, 2003
HAPPY NEW YEAR!
Well, now we get to remember to write 2003 instead of 2002 on our checks and phone messages. But wait! We don’t have checks in Russia! Whew, that’s one down.
Tanya and I celebrated the New Year quietly, as I usually do. This is not Tanya’s first choice, but I’m no party animal so…besides, as is usual, I’m celebrating with a cold. Good reason to stay indoors in sub-zero weather. Everyone else, however, seemed to be having and good, loud, and drunk time. Another good reason for staying indoors.
Tanya and I did ventured out yesterday to Lenin Square to check out this year’s ice sculptures. Pretty good! I’ll get pictures and post them on the website sometime before it all melts away. We did notice that, whereas last year there were a lot of sculpted dragons, this year we see a lot of beautiful angels. Now there’s an improvement! We also meandered down to the Central park where winter games such as slides, merry-go-rounds and other such things were available to play on. Good way to freeze to death! We played a bit, and then ducked into a very crowded cafE9 to warm up a spell before venturing further. It was good to get some fresh air and enjoy the snowfall.
Now that we’ve covered the main news (the weather) here are other things to take a look at:
UPDATED WEB PHOTOS
Check out the following link for updates on the activities at the Center as well as some personal stuff (pictures of my dog! Hah!) Things are very busy at the Center now as Galya and her team prepare to visit most or the surrounding orphanages (about 20) with a troop of kids and adults dressed up as animals telling the story of Jesus’ birth.
http://www.sermonaudio.com/ebethheart
LOOKING TOWARD THE FUTURE
We continue to be challenged with a view toward the future. We are asking questions like, “How will the Center be funded?” “Where will it be located?” “What is my continued role in its direction and growth?” and many others. I am so pleased and blessed to have been able to establish this ministry, in partnership with the local National Christians, and with you, our financial and prayer partners. Now it is time to look at its continuation and growth. Please continue praying about this ministry and its future. It is more and more apparent each day that the ministry of Christ’s Legacy Christian Center is much Needed and valued. There are innumerable ministry opportunities just waiting to be grasped, if only. We are faced with many challenges that threaten the life of the Center. Please ask the Holy Spirit to guide you in praying for us and supporting us!
ADOPTION
Nothing new there -- still waiting to hear from the children’s databank office in Moscow. The Holidays always interrupt everything, don’t they? Please keep Tanya and I in prayer during this very stressful “waiting” period. Waiting is not humanities favorite or most mastered activity! This dead period is especially hard for Tanya who’s gone through a failed adoption already. She’s holding up, but it’s tough!
IN CLOSING
I’ve gained so much encouragement and guidance from Oswald Chambers’ “My Utmost for His Highest” over the years. My good friend Holly set up my computer so that, when I log on to the Internet, the first website that pops up is this devotional. So each morning I read that day’s offer and am blessed and renewed. I noticed this morning, as the January 1 devotional popped up, that I’m beginning yet another year in this same devotional. It never grows old and I continue to learn, grow and be blessed by Chambers’ wisdom. What a great way to start the New Year! I invite you to try it as well. Here’s the link. http://www.gospelcom.net/rbc/utmost/today/
May our Lord continue to bless us and keep us as we seek to always give our “Utmost for His Highest!”
Love in Him,
E’beth
HAPPY NEW YEAR!
Well, now we get to remember to write 2003 instead of 2002 on our checks and phone messages. But wait! We don’t have checks in Russia! Whew, that’s one down.
Tanya and I celebrated the New Year quietly, as I usually do. This is not Tanya’s first choice, but I’m no party animal so…besides, as is usual, I’m celebrating with a cold. Good reason to stay indoors in sub-zero weather. Everyone else, however, seemed to be having and good, loud, and drunk time. Another good reason for staying indoors.
Tanya and I did ventured out yesterday to Lenin Square to check out this year’s ice sculptures. Pretty good! I’ll get pictures and post them on the website sometime before it all melts away. We did notice that, whereas last year there were a lot of sculpted dragons, this year we see a lot of beautiful angels. Now there’s an improvement! We also meandered down to the Central park where winter games such as slides, merry-go-rounds and other such things were available to play on. Good way to freeze to death! We played a bit, and then ducked into a very crowded cafE9 to warm up a spell before venturing further. It was good to get some fresh air and enjoy the snowfall.
Now that we’ve covered the main news (the weather) here are other things to take a look at:
UPDATED WEB PHOTOS
Check out the following link for updates on the activities at the Center as well as some personal stuff (pictures of my dog! Hah!) Things are very busy at the Center now as Galya and her team prepare to visit most or the surrounding orphanages (about 20) with a troop of kids and adults dressed up as animals telling the story of Jesus’ birth.
http://www.sermonaudio.com/ebethheart
LOOKING TOWARD THE FUTURE
We continue to be challenged with a view toward the future. We are asking questions like, “How will the Center be funded?” “Where will it be located?” “What is my continued role in its direction and growth?” and many others. I am so pleased and blessed to have been able to establish this ministry, in partnership with the local National Christians, and with you, our financial and prayer partners. Now it is time to look at its continuation and growth. Please continue praying about this ministry and its future. It is more and more apparent each day that the ministry of Christ’s Legacy Christian Center is much Needed and valued. There are innumerable ministry opportunities just waiting to be grasped, if only. We are faced with many challenges that threaten the life of the Center. Please ask the Holy Spirit to guide you in praying for us and supporting us!
ADOPTION
Nothing new there -- still waiting to hear from the children’s databank office in Moscow. The Holidays always interrupt everything, don’t they? Please keep Tanya and I in prayer during this very stressful “waiting” period. Waiting is not humanities favorite or most mastered activity! This dead period is especially hard for Tanya who’s gone through a failed adoption already. She’s holding up, but it’s tough!
IN CLOSING
I’ve gained so much encouragement and guidance from Oswald Chambers’ “My Utmost for His Highest” over the years. My good friend Holly set up my computer so that, when I log on to the Internet, the first website that pops up is this devotional. So each morning I read that day’s offer and am blessed and renewed. I noticed this morning, as the January 1 devotional popped up, that I’m beginning yet another year in this same devotional. It never grows old and I continue to learn, grow and be blessed by Chambers’ wisdom. What a great way to start the New Year! I invite you to try it as well. Here’s the link. http://www.gospelcom.net/rbc/utmost/today/
May our Lord continue to bless us and keep us as we seek to always give our “Utmost for His Highest!”
Love in Him,
E’beth
December 14, 2002
Dear friends,
We've been enjoying a delightful warming trend these past couple of days. Today it's 7 below zero! Balmy. This is of course a great improvement from the minus 15 of earlier this week. Gotta keep perspective on things. It was so cold that even natives were staying home, or keeping their kids home from school. So you can't blame this foreigner for shivering a bit.
Other than the weather report (the most interesting portion of the evening news of course) these are the current headlines:
1. Mission Accomplished
2. Holiday Preparations
3. Adoption Progress
4. In Closing
MISSION ACCOMPLISHED
Sometimes we're challenged with the hard things of life. I think you'll agree that accomplishing difficult goals, however, brings the greatest joy and satisfaction. I had such an experience this past week. Let me tell you a bit about it.
One of the most difficult challenges for the Church in this part of the world is due to lack of experience and lack of support systems. When a church leader experiences difficulties in his or her personal life and ministry, sometimes they need help. Unfortunately, there isn't much help in this far off land. There isn't much rest, either. Recently, a pastor I've known for nearly five years experienced a personal crisis in his life. Every aspect of his life and ministry was falling apart. He'd lost all his friends, the Body was unsupportive, he'd become reclusive and bitter, his home was in shambles, and he no longer felt the presence of God. He was in desperate need of rest, time alone to gather his thoughts, someone he could trust to shake things out with, and a new start. All of these needs seemed impossible to meet in this environment. That's when God recruited me. It was quite a surprise, really. My friend and I had been at odds with one another just like he was at odds with everyone else. But there was one difference. God had commanded me to love this guy, no matter what. So I did. It wasn't easy, but I did it knowing God would provide the love I lacked. And so, when my brother found himself at the end of his rope, I was the one left standing there. In the process, God changed me.
I was able to give my friend the gift of time and solitude for three months. I scraped together enough to rent a small flat where he could live with the understanding that we'd meet several times a week to talk and pray together. All of this with the approval and under the guidance of his superiors. We had many difficult conversations-he was truly experiencing great turmoil of mind and spirit. In addition, his physical health was a problem as he has a congenital heart disease that threatens and debilitates him periodically. I watched as my brother was broken in every area, feeling helpless to truly help him except by praying for him and loving him. I also watched God doing His best work.
Each week, I heard my brother share his inner thoughts and fears. We discussed almost every aspect of the spiritual journey, God's character, the enemy's strategies, and the meaning of Christ's sacrifice and victory. As with many of us, he had learned to preach the truth but in many ways failed to apply it to his own life and spirit. Slowly I watch the Holy Spirit heal the inner man. I just continued to obey. "Stay," He told me. "Just love him," He commanded.
During this three-month period I took on the pastoral responsibilities of his small church as well. It was a wonderful and fulfilling experience for me. Each Sunday I preached. I met with the family and leaders to help support them. I invited the congregation to participate in the healing of their pastor and his family. I watched as the love these dear people have for their pastor grew under the powerful light of Christ. And I was humbled.
Last week my brother announced his readiness to return to his family and his flock. He invited me to attend the church service marking his return. I was pleased to do so, along with several friends who'd been with me throughout this time. I saw the joy and peace on the faces of this congregation as they welcomed their pastor with open arms and hearts. I felt conspicuous, but wouldn't have missed this event for the world. Quietly joining the congregation I simply lifted prayers of thanksgiving and joy as I observed my friend in his rightful, God-appointed place once more. I've never completed a more satisfying mission in my life. I shed a couple of tears of joy, and departed with peace in my heart, knowing this flock was in good, strong hands once more.
Thank you, Father God, for never giving up on us! I know that He'll have someone waiting in the wings for me, should I find myself in a dark pit of hopelessness some day, with a hand ready to reach down and pull me up. God's grace has no limits-and it's beyond my comprehension. "My grace is sufficient for you." I know one thing for sure. God's love is the greatest power on earth. Nothing can stand against it!
HOLIDAY PREPARATIONS
I sometimes wonder if God had it all planned out this way. That Christmas comes during the cold part of the year. In this part of the world, cold is REAL cold and it is when the needs of the populace are the greatest. Unlike warmer fields of the world, Russia enjoys its longest season during the coldest time of the year. Food is scarce, heat is minimal, shelter essential to survival, the needs are greatest and the resources most scarce. However, it is also the time of year when we experience the greatest generosity of spirit. Seems like a great combination to me. So, we are all busy exercising our generosity and applying our energies towards meeting the desperate needs.
The Center just received a bunch of large boxes filled with mittens, socks, hats, and scarves for the orphans and street children of Khabarovsk. Galya will be very busy with her volunteers getting these distributed where they are most needed. She's also working hard on creating costumes that will be used for this year's Christmas program. Given our limited funding, she and her volunteers are truly squeezing out the creative juices. I'm so proud of them!
As I've shared with you, our women and teens have been making cushions as gifts for orphans on their birthdays. Recently a poll was taken in various orphanages. The kids were asked what they found to be most significant in their life that year. The majority remarked-receiving their cushions! Why? Because they were their very own! To think the hands of our volunteers made each cushion brings great joy to my heart. One side of the cushion is embroidered; the backside is covered with a bright colorful fabric. They are then filled with fiberfill and packaged up with some candies and a toy. Each cushion represents the love of our Lord-it too is individual, their very own! I pray these cushions will prove to be open doors to the hearts of these children in the future. We cannot preach the gospel to them now, but we can show the love of our Lord in other ways. Another successful mission!
As excited as I am that we can reach these kids, I'm even more excited about the number of Russian Nationals who are beginning to care about the needs of their own. It's been a slow process, but volunteerism is coming alive once more in Russia, in a small little spot in the middle of this Far Eastern city. I pray daily that this spirit will grow and spread throughout the Body in this country!
Yesterday, while I was madly trying to find an open ATM (the fifth one finally bore fruit), I noticed that great blocks of ice had been positioned on Lenin Square awaiting the sculptors' artistic flair. I wonder what this year's theme will be? The great New Year's tree is up in the central park, and the stores are filled with seasonal stuff to be purchased. Ah! Here's the world's view of Christmas. Oh well. Guess I'd better get busy. I'm determined to keep some of the spirit of Christ alive as well as enjoy the generosity of friends and family.
THE ADOPTION
We're experiencing another lull in the adoption process. We're still gathering documents, if you can believe that! But the timetable for its completion remains January sometime. Please keep praying!
IN CLOSING
What gifts will we give and receive this year, I wonder? Tanya keeps asking me what I want for Christmas. I can't think of a thing I need, really. I'm such a practical one-I look around and see the real needs of others and I can't come up with one thing I'd ask for this year. What I "want" is something else entirely. But my desires cannot be met with purchased gifts. How do you package up joy? "Joy to the world, the Lord has come!" Joy came wrapped in swaddling clothes and was found lying in a manger. Joy walked the roads of this earth, spreading itself unselfishly hither and yon. Joy submitted itself to the clutches of death and sang a new song of victory upon rising again. Joy awaits us around every corner, and within every believer's heart. Joy will not be contained nor defined. For Joy is the Lord. If I could only understand it better, grasp it tighter; never lose sight of it again. Our dim mirror grows dark indeed some days. However, light always dawns in the morning-I saw joy in a pastor's eyes, looking over the flock entrusted to him, knowing his Lord's grace covers a multitude of sins and failings, and His resurrection gives new life to the ones restored. I witnessed joy in the hearts of a faithful flock patiently waiting to hear the voice of their shepherd once more. I was filled with joy as I quietly walked away, back out into the horizon of a world so filled with the need for. JOY.
I wish you joy!
E'beth
Dear friends,
We've been enjoying a delightful warming trend these past couple of days. Today it's 7 below zero! Balmy. This is of course a great improvement from the minus 15 of earlier this week. Gotta keep perspective on things. It was so cold that even natives were staying home, or keeping their kids home from school. So you can't blame this foreigner for shivering a bit.
Other than the weather report (the most interesting portion of the evening news of course) these are the current headlines:
1. Mission Accomplished
2. Holiday Preparations
3. Adoption Progress
4. In Closing
MISSION ACCOMPLISHED
Sometimes we're challenged with the hard things of life. I think you'll agree that accomplishing difficult goals, however, brings the greatest joy and satisfaction. I had such an experience this past week. Let me tell you a bit about it.
One of the most difficult challenges for the Church in this part of the world is due to lack of experience and lack of support systems. When a church leader experiences difficulties in his or her personal life and ministry, sometimes they need help. Unfortunately, there isn't much help in this far off land. There isn't much rest, either. Recently, a pastor I've known for nearly five years experienced a personal crisis in his life. Every aspect of his life and ministry was falling apart. He'd lost all his friends, the Body was unsupportive, he'd become reclusive and bitter, his home was in shambles, and he no longer felt the presence of God. He was in desperate need of rest, time alone to gather his thoughts, someone he could trust to shake things out with, and a new start. All of these needs seemed impossible to meet in this environment. That's when God recruited me. It was quite a surprise, really. My friend and I had been at odds with one another just like he was at odds with everyone else. But there was one difference. God had commanded me to love this guy, no matter what. So I did. It wasn't easy, but I did it knowing God would provide the love I lacked. And so, when my brother found himself at the end of his rope, I was the one left standing there. In the process, God changed me.
I was able to give my friend the gift of time and solitude for three months. I scraped together enough to rent a small flat where he could live with the understanding that we'd meet several times a week to talk and pray together. All of this with the approval and under the guidance of his superiors. We had many difficult conversations-he was truly experiencing great turmoil of mind and spirit. In addition, his physical health was a problem as he has a congenital heart disease that threatens and debilitates him periodically. I watched as my brother was broken in every area, feeling helpless to truly help him except by praying for him and loving him. I also watched God doing His best work.
Each week, I heard my brother share his inner thoughts and fears. We discussed almost every aspect of the spiritual journey, God's character, the enemy's strategies, and the meaning of Christ's sacrifice and victory. As with many of us, he had learned to preach the truth but in many ways failed to apply it to his own life and spirit. Slowly I watch the Holy Spirit heal the inner man. I just continued to obey. "Stay," He told me. "Just love him," He commanded.
During this three-month period I took on the pastoral responsibilities of his small church as well. It was a wonderful and fulfilling experience for me. Each Sunday I preached. I met with the family and leaders to help support them. I invited the congregation to participate in the healing of their pastor and his family. I watched as the love these dear people have for their pastor grew under the powerful light of Christ. And I was humbled.
Last week my brother announced his readiness to return to his family and his flock. He invited me to attend the church service marking his return. I was pleased to do so, along with several friends who'd been with me throughout this time. I saw the joy and peace on the faces of this congregation as they welcomed their pastor with open arms and hearts. I felt conspicuous, but wouldn't have missed this event for the world. Quietly joining the congregation I simply lifted prayers of thanksgiving and joy as I observed my friend in his rightful, God-appointed place once more. I've never completed a more satisfying mission in my life. I shed a couple of tears of joy, and departed with peace in my heart, knowing this flock was in good, strong hands once more.
Thank you, Father God, for never giving up on us! I know that He'll have someone waiting in the wings for me, should I find myself in a dark pit of hopelessness some day, with a hand ready to reach down and pull me up. God's grace has no limits-and it's beyond my comprehension. "My grace is sufficient for you." I know one thing for sure. God's love is the greatest power on earth. Nothing can stand against it!
HOLIDAY PREPARATIONS
I sometimes wonder if God had it all planned out this way. That Christmas comes during the cold part of the year. In this part of the world, cold is REAL cold and it is when the needs of the populace are the greatest. Unlike warmer fields of the world, Russia enjoys its longest season during the coldest time of the year. Food is scarce, heat is minimal, shelter essential to survival, the needs are greatest and the resources most scarce. However, it is also the time of year when we experience the greatest generosity of spirit. Seems like a great combination to me. So, we are all busy exercising our generosity and applying our energies towards meeting the desperate needs.
The Center just received a bunch of large boxes filled with mittens, socks, hats, and scarves for the orphans and street children of Khabarovsk. Galya will be very busy with her volunteers getting these distributed where they are most needed. She's also working hard on creating costumes that will be used for this year's Christmas program. Given our limited funding, she and her volunteers are truly squeezing out the creative juices. I'm so proud of them!
As I've shared with you, our women and teens have been making cushions as gifts for orphans on their birthdays. Recently a poll was taken in various orphanages. The kids were asked what they found to be most significant in their life that year. The majority remarked-receiving their cushions! Why? Because they were their very own! To think the hands of our volunteers made each cushion brings great joy to my heart. One side of the cushion is embroidered; the backside is covered with a bright colorful fabric. They are then filled with fiberfill and packaged up with some candies and a toy. Each cushion represents the love of our Lord-it too is individual, their very own! I pray these cushions will prove to be open doors to the hearts of these children in the future. We cannot preach the gospel to them now, but we can show the love of our Lord in other ways. Another successful mission!
As excited as I am that we can reach these kids, I'm even more excited about the number of Russian Nationals who are beginning to care about the needs of their own. It's been a slow process, but volunteerism is coming alive once more in Russia, in a small little spot in the middle of this Far Eastern city. I pray daily that this spirit will grow and spread throughout the Body in this country!
Yesterday, while I was madly trying to find an open ATM (the fifth one finally bore fruit), I noticed that great blocks of ice had been positioned on Lenin Square awaiting the sculptors' artistic flair. I wonder what this year's theme will be? The great New Year's tree is up in the central park, and the stores are filled with seasonal stuff to be purchased. Ah! Here's the world's view of Christmas. Oh well. Guess I'd better get busy. I'm determined to keep some of the spirit of Christ alive as well as enjoy the generosity of friends and family.
THE ADOPTION
We're experiencing another lull in the adoption process. We're still gathering documents, if you can believe that! But the timetable for its completion remains January sometime. Please keep praying!
IN CLOSING
What gifts will we give and receive this year, I wonder? Tanya keeps asking me what I want for Christmas. I can't think of a thing I need, really. I'm such a practical one-I look around and see the real needs of others and I can't come up with one thing I'd ask for this year. What I "want" is something else entirely. But my desires cannot be met with purchased gifts. How do you package up joy? "Joy to the world, the Lord has come!" Joy came wrapped in swaddling clothes and was found lying in a manger. Joy walked the roads of this earth, spreading itself unselfishly hither and yon. Joy submitted itself to the clutches of death and sang a new song of victory upon rising again. Joy awaits us around every corner, and within every believer's heart. Joy will not be contained nor defined. For Joy is the Lord. If I could only understand it better, grasp it tighter; never lose sight of it again. Our dim mirror grows dark indeed some days. However, light always dawns in the morning-I saw joy in a pastor's eyes, looking over the flock entrusted to him, knowing his Lord's grace covers a multitude of sins and failings, and His resurrection gives new life to the ones restored. I witnessed joy in the hearts of a faithful flock patiently waiting to hear the voice of their shepherd once more. I was filled with joy as I quietly walked away, back out into the horizon of a world so filled with the need for. JOY.
I wish you joy!
E'beth
November 22, 2002
Dear Partners in Ministry,
Well, I'm still waiting for the forecasted snow to arrive. The landscape is overdue for a fresh coat of "clean." Temps are going below zero now so we anticipate a cold one. It's only November and everyone has their heavy coat and fur hat out. I can imagine how cold it's going to get when it's supposed to be real cold! Not looking forward to it.
I'm also waiting for my new crown to be made-no, not my heavenly crown, not yet anyway-but the crown that fell off my tooth the other night and disappeared. I probably swallowed it. At any rate, this being my second experience, I know just where to go. The last crown made for me here is great so I know this one will be good as well. The only problem is they don't use temporary crowns while we await the permanent one. So I'm walking around with a little stub of a tooth right in the front of my mouth. Pronouncing F, S and TH is a challenge, and I look pretty interesting too. I guess I can endure a couple of weeks with a bruised vanity. That old Christmas favorite keeps running through my head. "All I want for Christmas is my two front teeth, my two front teeth." All I want is one-and way before Christmas if you please!
THANK YOU
Several of you have written me saying you are making additional donations to my ministry account to help out with the current financial crisis. Thank you so much! I hope the results will show favorably in next month's report. In the meantime, I am taking a careful look at expenses and possible ways to reduce them. It's hard going as we're operating by the skin of our teeth as it is. Please keep our needs in mind as the crisis is not over yet!
UPDATE ON MISHA
Misha is home and sitting up-quite a challenge with a cast up to his hip. I understand his knee has been broken and he probably won't ever regain movement. Please keep Misha, his family and the Ark in prayer. He's out for the count for about three months, I understand. Thank you for your prayers and concern.
ADOPTION
The only exciting news I have for now is that Tanya's adoption process is moving along finally. Nata and I met with the local coordinator for the agency I'm using this week. We strategized about the last few documents needed for the court. I also had to get another blood test done-this time for hepatitis. So far I'm as healthy as the proverbial horse. Praise God! The great news is that Tanya's birth family has formally released her for adoption, as has the local children's administration in the village where they reside. Tanya's older sister wrote her a personal letter saying she was happy for her and knew this was the best possible alternative. She also sent pictures of the family so I saw a picture of Tanya's birth mother and her surroundings for the first time. What a sad life! Tanya is taking everything in stride. The forecast is that the adoption should be completed by the end of January. Wahoo!!! Please keep you prayers coming.
Grace and peace to you,
E'beth
Dear Partners in Ministry,
Well, I'm still waiting for the forecasted snow to arrive. The landscape is overdue for a fresh coat of "clean." Temps are going below zero now so we anticipate a cold one. It's only November and everyone has their heavy coat and fur hat out. I can imagine how cold it's going to get when it's supposed to be real cold! Not looking forward to it.
I'm also waiting for my new crown to be made-no, not my heavenly crown, not yet anyway-but the crown that fell off my tooth the other night and disappeared. I probably swallowed it. At any rate, this being my second experience, I know just where to go. The last crown made for me here is great so I know this one will be good as well. The only problem is they don't use temporary crowns while we await the permanent one. So I'm walking around with a little stub of a tooth right in the front of my mouth. Pronouncing F, S and TH is a challenge, and I look pretty interesting too. I guess I can endure a couple of weeks with a bruised vanity. That old Christmas favorite keeps running through my head. "All I want for Christmas is my two front teeth, my two front teeth." All I want is one-and way before Christmas if you please!
THANK YOU
Several of you have written me saying you are making additional donations to my ministry account to help out with the current financial crisis. Thank you so much! I hope the results will show favorably in next month's report. In the meantime, I am taking a careful look at expenses and possible ways to reduce them. It's hard going as we're operating by the skin of our teeth as it is. Please keep our needs in mind as the crisis is not over yet!
UPDATE ON MISHA
Misha is home and sitting up-quite a challenge with a cast up to his hip. I understand his knee has been broken and he probably won't ever regain movement. Please keep Misha, his family and the Ark in prayer. He's out for the count for about three months, I understand. Thank you for your prayers and concern.
ADOPTION
The only exciting news I have for now is that Tanya's adoption process is moving along finally. Nata and I met with the local coordinator for the agency I'm using this week. We strategized about the last few documents needed for the court. I also had to get another blood test done-this time for hepatitis. So far I'm as healthy as the proverbial horse. Praise God! The great news is that Tanya's birth family has formally released her for adoption, as has the local children's administration in the village where they reside. Tanya's older sister wrote her a personal letter saying she was happy for her and knew this was the best possible alternative. She also sent pictures of the family so I saw a picture of Tanya's birth mother and her surroundings for the first time. What a sad life! Tanya is taking everything in stride. The forecast is that the adoption should be completed by the end of January. Wahoo!!! Please keep you prayers coming.
Grace and peace to you,
E'beth
November 8, 2002
Dear Prayer Warriors and supporters,
I am writing a quick short note to ask you for your special prayers. You'll remember my friend Misha, who is the director of the rehab center, the ARK, in the village of Nikolayevka. He's been recovering from a near fatal car accident that he was involved in this summer. I just heard this morning that he's been involved in another car accident in which his driver, Boris, lost his life. Misha is back in the hospital. I don't have a report on his condition, but he is alive and we believe he suffered some broken bones.
Please pray for Misha, his wife Lida and his son Ilia, as well as for all of his friends and family. Also please pray for Boris's family and for his soul. Boris was around Christians a lot, but we don't know if he ever accepted Christ as Lord. One of the hardest things for me is to lose someone I like or love and not know the condition of their soul in eternity.
Thank you for your loving support off all of us in this far off land. The battle continues and the casualties keep mounting up.
Gratefully,
E'beth
Dear Prayer Warriors and supporters,
I am writing a quick short note to ask you for your special prayers. You'll remember my friend Misha, who is the director of the rehab center, the ARK, in the village of Nikolayevka. He's been recovering from a near fatal car accident that he was involved in this summer. I just heard this morning that he's been involved in another car accident in which his driver, Boris, lost his life. Misha is back in the hospital. I don't have a report on his condition, but he is alive and we believe he suffered some broken bones.
Please pray for Misha, his wife Lida and his son Ilia, as well as for all of his friends and family. Also please pray for Boris's family and for his soul. Boris was around Christians a lot, but we don't know if he ever accepted Christ as Lord. One of the hardest things for me is to lose someone I like or love and not know the condition of their soul in eternity.
Thank you for your loving support off all of us in this far off land. The battle continues and the casualties keep mounting up.
Gratefully,
E'beth
November 1, 2002
Hello there!
It's snowing outside, despite the forecasters' insistence that we'd see no snow this week. Oh well. They're no better at forecasting weather patterns in this part of the world than we are in the West! I'm all for snow. It makes everything look beautiful.
Tanya is home from school, which was a surprise. It turns out there was a bomb threat at her school. This happened last hear when a student wasn't ready for an exam. So he just called in a bomb threat, closed the school down, and got in some more study time. Now, don't try this at home! Good grief.
My schedule today includes beginning the medical examination required for the adoption process here in Russia. What fun. However, I'm delighted to finally have reached this juncture-it brings us closer to goal!
UPDATED WEBSITE
Please check out my updated website. My friend Holly has done a lot of work on it and I'm real proud of its look. I have also put in a lot of hours uploading new photographs. Almost all of the photo albums have been updated. So check it out at a www.geocities.com/Ebethheart and www.sermondaudio.com/Ebethheart.
CENTER NEWS
Fyodor organized his first conference ever, and it turned out pretty well for his first. It was a symposium on drug and alcohol rehabilitation. Christians from various cities in the Far East came to learn how to minister to this unique group. We had great leadership and participation from government agencies including the Director of Organized Crime and Drug Trafficking division of the Khabarovsk Krai Police and the head professor of psychiatry at the Medical Institute. A United Methodist pastor led the conference from Ekaterinburg and one from Switzerland who is also a Psychoanalyst. Good stuff. The turnout was a bit disappointing because there were several other conferences being offered to the Christian community in the city. However, I continue to reassure Fyodor that he did a great job considering everything. He says he's learned a lot and will do things differently next time. I'm so glad he's looking toward a "next time!"
I attended the conference for a few hours, speaking at one point about the power of love and God's way of loving. E. Stanley Jones, one of our great Methodist missionaries of the recent past, wrote extensively on the human psyche and spirit. He identified two primary needs every human shares-the need to love and be loved and the need to belong. Many people resort to drugs, alcohol, elicit sex and other immoral, unethical or unhealthy practices because these needs are not met. We in the church have a great opportunity to help meet these needs by learning how to love God's way enough to allow other's to hate us if need be-and provide an atmosphere and fellowship where they feel welcome and can belong. I also joined a "practice" support group, where folks were being trained on how to construct and manage a self-help support group. I found a blessing in this group for me, surprisingly and determined to begin one of my own. So Tuesday nights are now support group night and my first attempt received a pretty good response and good turnout.
This Monday Vicki Decker of Atlanta Georgia will be teaching many of us the inductive study method of the Bible. She's brought beautiful Bibles for this purpose-English for the U.S. team and Russian for the Nationals we wish to invite. We can always order more Bibles from Moscow for others who wish to join in. We really look forward to this study.
CRISIS OF THE WEEK
Pastor Fyodor asked me to meet with a woman this week. Natasha is the wife of Colya, a friend of Fyodor's who completed seminary training with him. Due to life pressures and, most likely, past addictions, Colya began to drink and then to abuse his wife and seven (yes, 7!) children. The situation became so dangerous that Natasha was forced to call the police and press charges. Therefore Colya has been in jail for some time now. Jails here are worse than you can imagine.
In talking with Natasha I learned that she and the kids don't have a place to live. This crisis seems to have precipitated Colya's fall. At one time, Colya was working at the Center as our night guard. We had to let him go because of his drinking, having no idea about the problems at home. Natasha and the kids are currently living in an unheated room in a building that is rented by Koreans for a Presbyterian church. They'll soon lose this building, which belongs to a bankrupt spirits factory that wants to sell. Winter is setting in hard and no one survives unprotected.
Only four of the seven kids were at home. One clearly has rickets; another's teeth are simply rotting out of her head. All are malnourished and in desperate need of new clothing. The room smelled of urine. They sleep in beds shoved together to make two queen sized sleeping areas. There the eight of them make due. Along one wall is a single hot plate and electric teapot to serve as a kitchen. I presume there's some kind of communal bathroom/shower in the building somewhere. Needless to say, it's impossible for Natasha to go to work with all the kids to care for. What to do?
I first talked with her about Colya and future plans. This month he will go to court to review his case, Natasha is the one who will determine whether he is released or not. He is begging Natasha to be let out and saying that he's changed completely and is a new man. Statistics indicate that this is common behavior under desperate circumstances; however, without outside intercession/counseling, support group therapy, etc.-the family will be placed in danger again as the man reverts to violence under the least provocation. Colya has additional provocation since Natasha has had him incarcerated. I don't want to see them become another statistic-especially a dead one. Unfortunately, these kinds of support services simply don't exist here. Again I asked, "What to do?"
What we discussed is that Colya needs to stay in a protected environment for the time being while being ministered to via the church. Fyodor is beginning a prison ministry-what a perfect start with his friend. In this way the family will be out of danger and we can start figuring out a way to get them out of this crisis situation. We're thinking of trying to locate a cottage in Red River for the family so they can join the existing church community there (many very good and caring women with a good children's ministry). With time we hope Natasha will be able to work again in schools and a phys. ed. Instructor. I indicated I would do what I could as long as she agreed to aggressively and thoughtfully continue to help her husband and protect her family at the same time. I've given her some time to think about this. She is to contact Fyodor with her decision and we will act on that.
An alternative might be that the rent will be extended on the building she's currently in and we can provide an electric heater for the room she's in. The city will not hook up hot water to that building so there's no hope for heat from that source. Please pray for Natasha, Colya and seven children!
FINANCIAL CRISIS
My own financial crisis continues. I want to thank the several of you who responded to my pleas for help with an additional donation to my ministry account at MSUM. Unfortunately, once you get behind, it takes a bit of effort to catch up. In fact, the hole can only grow deeper-and it is. I'm currently analyzing the giving and spending levels throughout the past year and plan to send out a mailing with a special appeal via snail mail. I feel a certain responsibility for not having communicated more often via regular mail. I am so grateful to my mother, who has agreed to take on the task of editing and mailing out a quarterly newsletter.
This situation has discouraged me a great deal since I don't understand why it exists. I know that for my part, I've cut down expenses to the bone. Despite the many opportunities for growth and to help those in desperate need, such as Natasha and her family, I cannot respond due to lack of funding. My personal funds are depleted as I absorb extra ministry expenses without reimbursement and try to keep up with Tanya's medical expenses.
If this crisis is not soon averted, I will be left with some very difficult decisions that will have a very broad negative effect on many lives. The Center is very successful and a great model others want to follow in other parts of the country. However, it must be funded externally as there is no way for it to become self-supporting in this economic environment. We have eliminated one key staff person, which necessitates that we close the Center at various times while those left are about ministry activities in other parts of the city. We have more volunteers who help in various areas, but the directors (Fyodor and
Galya) give their full time and must be compensated so they can live and support their families. Truly I'd like to increase the small stipend but can't even keep up with the small amount they are given now. Having reviewed all expenses, the only thing left is to cut down on services, in which case we may as well close down the Center.
Another opportunity for cutting expenses is with the ministry in the village of Cinda. I am currently Pastor Maxim's soul support in this ministry, with the exception of some help toward car repairs and special projects. If I can no longer support him, his ministry could fail as well.
I really want to avert such an aggressive move. So I must appeal to you to save our ministry. I know many have suffered financially in the States after 9/11 and the stock market troubles. Also, I realize that following the terrorist attack there are many needs in our own country that demand our efforts and funds. I just pray that our enemy does not gain a victory as we are distracted by our needs at home and loose focus on our call the serve abroad as well. I also pray that I will not be so discouraged that my own ministries begin to lose impetus, which can easily happen. Please be reminded that the ministry in Khabarovsk is "ours", not "mine." It is in your power, in response to the prompting of the Holy Spirit, to bring new life to the work in Khabarovsk.
I know many of you have done all you can. For this I am most grateful and ask that our Lord bless you with the abundance He has promised in return for our faithfulness. Please don't forget to pray for us-pray for protection from he who would have us fail!
IN CLOSING
What more can I say? I quote the Apostle Paul, who serves as mentor and guide even now: Ephesians 6:10-20 (NIV) 10Finally, be strong in the Lord and in his mighty power. 11Put on the full armor of God so that you can take your stand against the devil's schemes. 12For our struggle is not against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the powers of this dark world and against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly realms. 13Therefore put on the full armor of God, so that when the day of evil comes, you may be able to stand your ground, and after you have done everything, to stand. 14Stand firm then, with the belt of truth buckled around your waist, with the breastplate of righteousness in place, 15and with your feet fitted with the readiness that comes from the gospel of peace. 16In addition to all this, take up the shield of faith, with which you can extinguish all the flaming arrows of the evil one. 17Take the helmet of salvation and the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God. 18And pray in the Spirit on all occasions with all kinds of prayers and requests. With this in mind, be alert and always keep on praying for all the saints. 19Pray also for me, that whenever I open my mouth, words may be given me so that I will fearlessly make known the mystery of the gospel, 20for which I am an ambassador in chains. Pray that I may declare it fearlessly, as I should.
Let us all be encouraged by Paul's exhortation and act upon it. May the peace and grace of our Lord Jesus Christ always be with you.
Your sister in Christ,
E'beth
Hello there!
It's snowing outside, despite the forecasters' insistence that we'd see no snow this week. Oh well. They're no better at forecasting weather patterns in this part of the world than we are in the West! I'm all for snow. It makes everything look beautiful.
Tanya is home from school, which was a surprise. It turns out there was a bomb threat at her school. This happened last hear when a student wasn't ready for an exam. So he just called in a bomb threat, closed the school down, and got in some more study time. Now, don't try this at home! Good grief.
My schedule today includes beginning the medical examination required for the adoption process here in Russia. What fun. However, I'm delighted to finally have reached this juncture-it brings us closer to goal!
UPDATED WEBSITE
Please check out my updated website. My friend Holly has done a lot of work on it and I'm real proud of its look. I have also put in a lot of hours uploading new photographs. Almost all of the photo albums have been updated. So check it out at a www.geocities.com/Ebethheart and www.sermondaudio.com/Ebethheart.
CENTER NEWS
Fyodor organized his first conference ever, and it turned out pretty well for his first. It was a symposium on drug and alcohol rehabilitation. Christians from various cities in the Far East came to learn how to minister to this unique group. We had great leadership and participation from government agencies including the Director of Organized Crime and Drug Trafficking division of the Khabarovsk Krai Police and the head professor of psychiatry at the Medical Institute. A United Methodist pastor led the conference from Ekaterinburg and one from Switzerland who is also a Psychoanalyst. Good stuff. The turnout was a bit disappointing because there were several other conferences being offered to the Christian community in the city. However, I continue to reassure Fyodor that he did a great job considering everything. He says he's learned a lot and will do things differently next time. I'm so glad he's looking toward a "next time!"
I attended the conference for a few hours, speaking at one point about the power of love and God's way of loving. E. Stanley Jones, one of our great Methodist missionaries of the recent past, wrote extensively on the human psyche and spirit. He identified two primary needs every human shares-the need to love and be loved and the need to belong. Many people resort to drugs, alcohol, elicit sex and other immoral, unethical or unhealthy practices because these needs are not met. We in the church have a great opportunity to help meet these needs by learning how to love God's way enough to allow other's to hate us if need be-and provide an atmosphere and fellowship where they feel welcome and can belong. I also joined a "practice" support group, where folks were being trained on how to construct and manage a self-help support group. I found a blessing in this group for me, surprisingly and determined to begin one of my own. So Tuesday nights are now support group night and my first attempt received a pretty good response and good turnout.
This Monday Vicki Decker of Atlanta Georgia will be teaching many of us the inductive study method of the Bible. She's brought beautiful Bibles for this purpose-English for the U.S. team and Russian for the Nationals we wish to invite. We can always order more Bibles from Moscow for others who wish to join in. We really look forward to this study.
CRISIS OF THE WEEK
Pastor Fyodor asked me to meet with a woman this week. Natasha is the wife of Colya, a friend of Fyodor's who completed seminary training with him. Due to life pressures and, most likely, past addictions, Colya began to drink and then to abuse his wife and seven (yes, 7!) children. The situation became so dangerous that Natasha was forced to call the police and press charges. Therefore Colya has been in jail for some time now. Jails here are worse than you can imagine.
In talking with Natasha I learned that she and the kids don't have a place to live. This crisis seems to have precipitated Colya's fall. At one time, Colya was working at the Center as our night guard. We had to let him go because of his drinking, having no idea about the problems at home. Natasha and the kids are currently living in an unheated room in a building that is rented by Koreans for a Presbyterian church. They'll soon lose this building, which belongs to a bankrupt spirits factory that wants to sell. Winter is setting in hard and no one survives unprotected.
Only four of the seven kids were at home. One clearly has rickets; another's teeth are simply rotting out of her head. All are malnourished and in desperate need of new clothing. The room smelled of urine. They sleep in beds shoved together to make two queen sized sleeping areas. There the eight of them make due. Along one wall is a single hot plate and electric teapot to serve as a kitchen. I presume there's some kind of communal bathroom/shower in the building somewhere. Needless to say, it's impossible for Natasha to go to work with all the kids to care for. What to do?
I first talked with her about Colya and future plans. This month he will go to court to review his case, Natasha is the one who will determine whether he is released or not. He is begging Natasha to be let out and saying that he's changed completely and is a new man. Statistics indicate that this is common behavior under desperate circumstances; however, without outside intercession/counseling, support group therapy, etc.-the family will be placed in danger again as the man reverts to violence under the least provocation. Colya has additional provocation since Natasha has had him incarcerated. I don't want to see them become another statistic-especially a dead one. Unfortunately, these kinds of support services simply don't exist here. Again I asked, "What to do?"
What we discussed is that Colya needs to stay in a protected environment for the time being while being ministered to via the church. Fyodor is beginning a prison ministry-what a perfect start with his friend. In this way the family will be out of danger and we can start figuring out a way to get them out of this crisis situation. We're thinking of trying to locate a cottage in Red River for the family so they can join the existing church community there (many very good and caring women with a good children's ministry). With time we hope Natasha will be able to work again in schools and a phys. ed. Instructor. I indicated I would do what I could as long as she agreed to aggressively and thoughtfully continue to help her husband and protect her family at the same time. I've given her some time to think about this. She is to contact Fyodor with her decision and we will act on that.
An alternative might be that the rent will be extended on the building she's currently in and we can provide an electric heater for the room she's in. The city will not hook up hot water to that building so there's no hope for heat from that source. Please pray for Natasha, Colya and seven children!
FINANCIAL CRISIS
My own financial crisis continues. I want to thank the several of you who responded to my pleas for help with an additional donation to my ministry account at MSUM. Unfortunately, once you get behind, it takes a bit of effort to catch up. In fact, the hole can only grow deeper-and it is. I'm currently analyzing the giving and spending levels throughout the past year and plan to send out a mailing with a special appeal via snail mail. I feel a certain responsibility for not having communicated more often via regular mail. I am so grateful to my mother, who has agreed to take on the task of editing and mailing out a quarterly newsletter.
This situation has discouraged me a great deal since I don't understand why it exists. I know that for my part, I've cut down expenses to the bone. Despite the many opportunities for growth and to help those in desperate need, such as Natasha and her family, I cannot respond due to lack of funding. My personal funds are depleted as I absorb extra ministry expenses without reimbursement and try to keep up with Tanya's medical expenses.
If this crisis is not soon averted, I will be left with some very difficult decisions that will have a very broad negative effect on many lives. The Center is very successful and a great model others want to follow in other parts of the country. However, it must be funded externally as there is no way for it to become self-supporting in this economic environment. We have eliminated one key staff person, which necessitates that we close the Center at various times while those left are about ministry activities in other parts of the city. We have more volunteers who help in various areas, but the directors (Fyodor and
Galya) give their full time and must be compensated so they can live and support their families. Truly I'd like to increase the small stipend but can't even keep up with the small amount they are given now. Having reviewed all expenses, the only thing left is to cut down on services, in which case we may as well close down the Center.
Another opportunity for cutting expenses is with the ministry in the village of Cinda. I am currently Pastor Maxim's soul support in this ministry, with the exception of some help toward car repairs and special projects. If I can no longer support him, his ministry could fail as well.
I really want to avert such an aggressive move. So I must appeal to you to save our ministry. I know many have suffered financially in the States after 9/11 and the stock market troubles. Also, I realize that following the terrorist attack there are many needs in our own country that demand our efforts and funds. I just pray that our enemy does not gain a victory as we are distracted by our needs at home and loose focus on our call the serve abroad as well. I also pray that I will not be so discouraged that my own ministries begin to lose impetus, which can easily happen. Please be reminded that the ministry in Khabarovsk is "ours", not "mine." It is in your power, in response to the prompting of the Holy Spirit, to bring new life to the work in Khabarovsk.
I know many of you have done all you can. For this I am most grateful and ask that our Lord bless you with the abundance He has promised in return for our faithfulness. Please don't forget to pray for us-pray for protection from he who would have us fail!
IN CLOSING
What more can I say? I quote the Apostle Paul, who serves as mentor and guide even now: Ephesians 6:10-20 (NIV) 10Finally, be strong in the Lord and in his mighty power. 11Put on the full armor of God so that you can take your stand against the devil's schemes. 12For our struggle is not against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the powers of this dark world and against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly realms. 13Therefore put on the full armor of God, so that when the day of evil comes, you may be able to stand your ground, and after you have done everything, to stand. 14Stand firm then, with the belt of truth buckled around your waist, with the breastplate of righteousness in place, 15and with your feet fitted with the readiness that comes from the gospel of peace. 16In addition to all this, take up the shield of faith, with which you can extinguish all the flaming arrows of the evil one. 17Take the helmet of salvation and the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God. 18And pray in the Spirit on all occasions with all kinds of prayers and requests. With this in mind, be alert and always keep on praying for all the saints. 19Pray also for me, that whenever I open my mouth, words may be given me so that I will fearlessly make known the mystery of the gospel, 20for which I am an ambassador in chains. Pray that I may declare it fearlessly, as I should.
Let us all be encouraged by Paul's exhortation and act upon it. May the peace and grace of our Lord Jesus Christ always be with you.
Your sister in Christ,
E'beth
September 24, 2002
Dear Partners, Friends and Family,
It's been cooling off considerably here. I even pulled out the down comforter. That's saying something because I usually run warmer than most. The trees are beginning to drop their leaves, and soon we'll be able to see all the old buildings, dirt, garbage and other junk lying around. Not the prettiest time of year. We've had a few storms blow through here dropping refreshing rain. Today is clear in more ways than one.
WEATHERING STORMS
Speaking of storms. We've weathered some pretty hefty spiritual storms lately as well. It seems that we all suffer from bad communication-it is throughout the world. We prefer talking about others behind their back to speaking to them directly. This, of course, is in direct opposition to the Word of God. Unfortunately, this is one of the enemy's favorite tools to cause division, distrust, and disaster. My energies have been directed toward one of these storms in my own life and ministry that nearly destroyed all that we've accomplished here, as well as any prospects for the future, which are great. However, I obeyed the Word of God, to the letter, and God has proven Himself faithful once more. Now to repair and rebuild.
Storms blow in quickly and sometimes without warning. We have warning systems for atmospheric storms that can be helpful. Unfortunately, there is rarely any forewarning of spiritual storms. They hit hard and are usually a surprise. If we are not prepared for such storms, we can be destroyed. Obedience to God and living as Christ would live is our only hope. This has been proven to me once again.
Let this also serve as a reminder that your prayers are essential at every moment in every day. As with any army, the support systems must be in working order or the soldiers will not receive the resources they need to fight and win. Your prayers, communication, and financial support are the only reason we can keep going. Don't ever underestimate the value of what you do for this mission!
LOVING PATIENCE PAYS OFF
I'm also happy to report that waiting can pay off big time! I have been in some relationships over here for five years, waiting for trust to develop sufficiently so that healing can be accomplished in their lives. Finally one person seems to be responding, one who needs healing from great damage done to body, soul, and spirit. Please keep us in prayer as we launch into the valley of the shadow of death. We never walk through it alone, but it is an inhospitable place filled with memories, fears, hurts and hopelessness. My friend's faith is small right now, but it is enough for our God. We have mountains to move and our mustard seeds of faith are sufficient according to our Lord Jesus.
ORPHAGE PROGRAM
Galya and her group of volunteers have continued their visits to area orphanages to play with the kids. They have a really good program with a trampoline, parachute (they plan underneath it, archery, and have now added softball (a very popular game!). The Christian Youth Club members also go and seem to have a great time playing with the kids. My Tanya was pretty disappointed when she couldn't join the group because she had to be in school. Seeing my emphasis on ministry over almost everything else in life (except for her!), she seemed puzzled that I didn't feel that her going to the orphanages was more important that her going to school. Kids! Ya gotta love 'em.
We are grateful for the special donations we have received for the children's programs. One creative sister in Christ wrote a cookbook and sold it this summer, netting us $1,000 for the children's programs. I pray the Lord will bless her and multiply her gift in her own life!
CHRISTIAN YOUTH CLUB
After a break this summer, the Youth Club begins meeting once again this Thursday. Please pray the more kids will be attracted to this program. Also pray for the leaders and teachers as they learn how to best address the needs and spiritual growth of our kids. Galya tells me we have a great new youth leader, whom I will meet Thursday. We look forward to revitalizing the program, making it more interesting to the young people. I very much admire Galya's willingness to review and revise as necessary. Tanya approves heartily of a change, any change! She's a great measuring stick.
ADOPTION
Good news! One of the most important steps in Tanya's adoption has been accomplished. We have received approval from the U.S. Immigration and Naturalization Service for me to adopt a child. So, the U.S. side is done. We are waiting for a couple more document authentications and then the dossier will be ready to turn over to the Russian side and we'll proceed. Please keep us in prayer. Pray that the adoption will be approved in Russia as it has been in the U.S. Tanya and I are both very anxious to become a "legal" family.
Tanya shared something very precious with me recently. She told me that she was ready to let me take her birth mother's place. I cried. This is a HUGE step for any child. I told Tanya that I was overjoyed by her decision, but that it wasn't necessary. I will never demand that she shift her loyalty or her love from her birth mother. This is really impossible to do. Instead, we have and will continue to develop our own special relationship based on trust, love, and perseverance. Tanya is truly the greatest gift I have ever received. I will cherish her and care for her faithfully as God leads me.
IN CLOSING
This past month has been filled with many storms, lessons, and blessings. Always present is our Lord with His strength, wisdom, patience, and love. More than ever before I understand the importance of adhering strictly to God's code of honor, ethics, morality and faithfulness. It's difficult to do, in this rotten world. But as the Apostle Paul said so well, "I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me." May all glory, honor and praise be His forevermore.
With love, in Christ Jesus,
E'beth
Dear Partners, Friends and Family,
It's been cooling off considerably here. I even pulled out the down comforter. That's saying something because I usually run warmer than most. The trees are beginning to drop their leaves, and soon we'll be able to see all the old buildings, dirt, garbage and other junk lying around. Not the prettiest time of year. We've had a few storms blow through here dropping refreshing rain. Today is clear in more ways than one.
WEATHERING STORMS
Speaking of storms. We've weathered some pretty hefty spiritual storms lately as well. It seems that we all suffer from bad communication-it is throughout the world. We prefer talking about others behind their back to speaking to them directly. This, of course, is in direct opposition to the Word of God. Unfortunately, this is one of the enemy's favorite tools to cause division, distrust, and disaster. My energies have been directed toward one of these storms in my own life and ministry that nearly destroyed all that we've accomplished here, as well as any prospects for the future, which are great. However, I obeyed the Word of God, to the letter, and God has proven Himself faithful once more. Now to repair and rebuild.
Storms blow in quickly and sometimes without warning. We have warning systems for atmospheric storms that can be helpful. Unfortunately, there is rarely any forewarning of spiritual storms. They hit hard and are usually a surprise. If we are not prepared for such storms, we can be destroyed. Obedience to God and living as Christ would live is our only hope. This has been proven to me once again.
Let this also serve as a reminder that your prayers are essential at every moment in every day. As with any army, the support systems must be in working order or the soldiers will not receive the resources they need to fight and win. Your prayers, communication, and financial support are the only reason we can keep going. Don't ever underestimate the value of what you do for this mission!
LOVING PATIENCE PAYS OFF
I'm also happy to report that waiting can pay off big time! I have been in some relationships over here for five years, waiting for trust to develop sufficiently so that healing can be accomplished in their lives. Finally one person seems to be responding, one who needs healing from great damage done to body, soul, and spirit. Please keep us in prayer as we launch into the valley of the shadow of death. We never walk through it alone, but it is an inhospitable place filled with memories, fears, hurts and hopelessness. My friend's faith is small right now, but it is enough for our God. We have mountains to move and our mustard seeds of faith are sufficient according to our Lord Jesus.
ORPHAGE PROGRAM
Galya and her group of volunteers have continued their visits to area orphanages to play with the kids. They have a really good program with a trampoline, parachute (they plan underneath it, archery, and have now added softball (a very popular game!). The Christian Youth Club members also go and seem to have a great time playing with the kids. My Tanya was pretty disappointed when she couldn't join the group because she had to be in school. Seeing my emphasis on ministry over almost everything else in life (except for her!), she seemed puzzled that I didn't feel that her going to the orphanages was more important that her going to school. Kids! Ya gotta love 'em.
We are grateful for the special donations we have received for the children's programs. One creative sister in Christ wrote a cookbook and sold it this summer, netting us $1,000 for the children's programs. I pray the Lord will bless her and multiply her gift in her own life!
CHRISTIAN YOUTH CLUB
After a break this summer, the Youth Club begins meeting once again this Thursday. Please pray the more kids will be attracted to this program. Also pray for the leaders and teachers as they learn how to best address the needs and spiritual growth of our kids. Galya tells me we have a great new youth leader, whom I will meet Thursday. We look forward to revitalizing the program, making it more interesting to the young people. I very much admire Galya's willingness to review and revise as necessary. Tanya approves heartily of a change, any change! She's a great measuring stick.
ADOPTION
Good news! One of the most important steps in Tanya's adoption has been accomplished. We have received approval from the U.S. Immigration and Naturalization Service for me to adopt a child. So, the U.S. side is done. We are waiting for a couple more document authentications and then the dossier will be ready to turn over to the Russian side and we'll proceed. Please keep us in prayer. Pray that the adoption will be approved in Russia as it has been in the U.S. Tanya and I are both very anxious to become a "legal" family.
Tanya shared something very precious with me recently. She told me that she was ready to let me take her birth mother's place. I cried. This is a HUGE step for any child. I told Tanya that I was overjoyed by her decision, but that it wasn't necessary. I will never demand that she shift her loyalty or her love from her birth mother. This is really impossible to do. Instead, we have and will continue to develop our own special relationship based on trust, love, and perseverance. Tanya is truly the greatest gift I have ever received. I will cherish her and care for her faithfully as God leads me.
IN CLOSING
This past month has been filled with many storms, lessons, and blessings. Always present is our Lord with His strength, wisdom, patience, and love. More than ever before I understand the importance of adhering strictly to God's code of honor, ethics, morality and faithfulness. It's difficult to do, in this rotten world. But as the Apostle Paul said so well, "I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me." May all glory, honor and praise be His forevermore.
With love, in Christ Jesus,
E'beth
August 21, 2002
Dear Partners and Friends,
I'm so sorry it's been so long since I sent an update. After my whirlwind, three-month stay in the States, it's taken a bit of adjustment to get up and running again. I've confronted a few personal challenges and now feel ready to go forward once again. Here are the headlines:
THE CENTER IS DUPLICATED
This past month I was informed that our Center is being duplicated in Moscow. I'd heard a rumor of this, but the individual who’s doing it confirmed it personally. Such is the warmth and welcome of the Center that many feel at home there. So, why not do it elsewhere? Others who visit us from other parts of Russian and the world also comment that the Center is perfect for fellowship, meetings, and general hubbub. We are so pleased. I fact, a young Russian man from Vladivostok, I believe, wants to duplicate the Center there as well. It's a simple concept, really, but it works. Praise God!
MAKING DISCIPLINES
I'm very pleased with the fruit growing out of my Bible study and discipleship group. Most of those attending are now in their own ministries, having learned to listen to the Holy Spirit, live a Christ-like life, and going where God is at work. It's interesting that a Spiritual gifts inventory seems unnecessary when we're listening to the inner Counselor. We simply end up doing exactly what God has gifted us to do! Three wonderful women, Luda, Tanya O. and Tanya G. go to the local nursing home and minister to the handicapped and aged. Tanya O. tells me of one woman who's been in this facility for over 20 years. She's a quadriplegic and cannot do anything for herself. These good women now go and bathe her and give her lots of love. It's making such a difference in this one life! They do this all voluntarily, of course, which blows the folks away. I'm also watching a new romance develop between Tanya O. and the usher from the church I attend. He now driver the ladies to the nursing home and helps with heavy lifting and fixes things, like wheelchairs. I think the gift of service is the most precious.
Others are growing by leaps and bounds. In fact, I've started a few one-on-one counseling sessions, one for the long term, I'm certain. A young woman has struggled all her life with depression and finding purpose in life. I meet with her at least once or twice a week to help her find her way in this world. And do I have the answer! Please pray that she will listen and heed! This is a life on the brink that God wants to save.
CHILDREN MINISTRING TO CHILDREN
I'm really excited about a new project at the Center. The Sewing Circle is now meeting on Fridays to teach the youth to embroider with ribbon. I discovered this great craft while I was home. My stepmother does beautiful silk ribbon embroidery and, seeing her beautiful results, I decided to try my hand at it. Now everyone here is enamored of this craft. We use plain ribbon as it's readily available and much more affordable than silk. It's more difficult to work with, but we're enjoying the results nonetheless. Our first project is to make memory cushions for the children of targeted orphanages to commemorate special occasions, such as birthdays, graduations, etc.
EURASIAN UM CONFERENCE CONNECTION
Bishop Minor who heads our very large conference in this part of the world came to visit Khabarovsk a few weeks ago. It was a pleasure to meet with him and I was pleased to be invited to the Annual Conference in Moscow this coming month. This will be my first "official" visit with the UMC here under my new religious visa via the invitation of Blessing UMC. Although conferences are not my favorite venue, I'm pleased to make this connection and it will prove a blessing as we move forward.
IDEAS FOR THE FUTURE
I'm considering developing a training curriculum for working with the abandoned child. I've had several express and interest in the success with my own daughter and the desperate need for better information to minister to the abandoned, orphaned and runaway kids. In fact, a pastor’s wife in a town quite a ways approached me who would like us to help them minister in a juvenile prison facility. The directors of this facility are asking for Christian teaching to help these kids, some of which have actually murdered their own parents. This gave me the idea of training National missionaries to go to these towns and villages, work under the supervision of the local church, with direct accountability to us here. This would require financial sponsorship, for they would need to live near-by, and careful training and supervision. We'll see how this develops, if it does.
HEARTACHES AND HEALINGS
Temptation is always knocking at the door in a Christian's life, and its power seems especially strong in this part of the world. With the economic pressures everyone faces, some who have come to Christ and left drug and alcohol abuse, adultery, abandoning families and unethical practices in the past, find themselves drawn back into their clutches. We've experienced more than one defection to the enemy this summer, which has caused great sadness and brought us to our knees in prayer. Please keep the Church in prayer at all times! The battle is raging.
We've also seem some great healings of spirit and body. Misha is walking with the aid of only a cane. He's really quite remarkable! He was not expected to survive a disastrous auto accident earlier this summer. Instead, he is now a walking testimony to the power of prayer and our Father's love. The doctor, who did most of the surgery setting and pinning bones, is now in the hospital himself following a bad car accident. He's in worse shape that Misha was but with fewer injuries. Misha sees this as an opportunity to introduce this doctor to our wonderful Healer.
Unfortunately, Edik, who was in the car with Misha but suffered minimal injuries (or so we thought), is now in the same hospital with blood in his brain. Treatment may require surgery. Please keep Edik in prayer as he's become the right hand to Misha and he's very distressed for his brother and friend. I've helped a bit financially, and there may be more to come if surgery is required.
Fyodor has recovered from his near fatal illness this summer as well, although he still struggles getting enough oxygen in his system. Fortunately he's gone on a two-week vacation, which is much deserved and needed. I pray this time of rest will help revitalize him.
SPECIAL NEEDS
I just received the ministry financial report for July and see that our ministry funds are in the red. Costs are rising in the city (our rent has doubled) as Khabarovsk grows into her new role as the capital of the Russian Far East. This, added to the travel and equipping costs of my visit to the States, has caused a rather large hole in our financial picture. Your faithful and timely contributions are essential to our continued work. We are bearing much fruit that will last, and I know this pleases our Lord. Please take a moment to lift our work in prayer and also ask the Lord to direct you in how to best participate. I know God wants this ministry to grow. But right now we're struggling to maintain things as they are. Please don't forget us! Fyodor, Galya, Ira, my daughter Tanya, me and all those God reaches through us hold you in our hearts with gratitude and love for your generosity and faithfulness!
FAMILY NEWS
My little family is growing stronger every day. Tanya is remarkable in every possible way. She is also challenged with many health issues, which will accompany her throughout her life. Some of these challenges require expensive treatments and life-style adjustments for us both. I praise God that it is more affordable in Russia that it would be in the States! I'm also elated to learn that Tanya will be added to my health insurance coverage even now, during the adoption process. Thank you Lord!
Tanya struggled greatly knowing she can never ignore her health needs for a moment. Oh, how we take our bodies for granted! She has adjusted remarkable well, however. I'm teaching her to take personal responsibility for her health so she's prepared to deal with this in a constructive way throughout her life. We've also had the opportunity to talk about her biological family and how she came to have these health problems. We've learned that Tanya was born premature, which accounts for much of her physical issues. This has caused her some psychological distress as she comes to terms with the reality of her mother's promiscuity, multiple partners, multiple pregnancies, alcoholism and other issues. We've also learned that an older sister is following in the mother's footsteps. She is now living with a drug addict without the benefit of marriage, and that they have brought a mentally handicapped child into this world. Tanya's younger brother has also been put into a children's home. We've found out that he constantly runs away to go home, only to be sent back. How heart breaking. At the moment Tanya feels deceived, but grateful to know the truth now. I know from my own experience that kids are a lot smarter than we think and it's best to give them real information than to have the fill the blanks with their own, underdeveloped illusions. Now she is learning more about the reality of life for the poor in Russia and, hopefully, learning to have compassion for them, rather than anger. Now she can pray specifically for her biological family. And who knows? Maybe God will use her to help them one day. Your prayers for my beautiful girls will be much appreciated!
As for the adoption, we are still gathering documents and are approach the end of a very long tunnel. Once the dossier is completed, the process on this side will begin. Please keep us in your prayers.
IN CLOSING
Although it seems less remarkable as time goes by, I am still astounded at God's economy in the provision and use of resources-material, human, and supernatural. I work with so many broken people of every age, seeking hope and healing, and find that as the Lord ministers to them through me and heals them, He also works in me. He brings out areas in my own soul and spirit that need attention and puts me on a healing path along with those He puts in my temporary charge. I also see God teaching others as I share my own experiences with them. Luda, my dear friend and translator, told Tanya this past week that she was learning to be a mother from her Mama! What a remarkable thing. You see, God never wastes anything! He is the best model for everything in life. I'm going to keep sticking close to Him for sure!
I pray the Lord will shower His richest blessings upon you. May you be filled with His sweet shalom and stand freely and constantly in His presence.
Love in Christ,
E'beth
Dear Partners and Friends,
I'm so sorry it's been so long since I sent an update. After my whirlwind, three-month stay in the States, it's taken a bit of adjustment to get up and running again. I've confronted a few personal challenges and now feel ready to go forward once again. Here are the headlines:
THE CENTER IS DUPLICATED
This past month I was informed that our Center is being duplicated in Moscow. I'd heard a rumor of this, but the individual who’s doing it confirmed it personally. Such is the warmth and welcome of the Center that many feel at home there. So, why not do it elsewhere? Others who visit us from other parts of Russian and the world also comment that the Center is perfect for fellowship, meetings, and general hubbub. We are so pleased. I fact, a young Russian man from Vladivostok, I believe, wants to duplicate the Center there as well. It's a simple concept, really, but it works. Praise God!
MAKING DISCIPLINES
I'm very pleased with the fruit growing out of my Bible study and discipleship group. Most of those attending are now in their own ministries, having learned to listen to the Holy Spirit, live a Christ-like life, and going where God is at work. It's interesting that a Spiritual gifts inventory seems unnecessary when we're listening to the inner Counselor. We simply end up doing exactly what God has gifted us to do! Three wonderful women, Luda, Tanya O. and Tanya G. go to the local nursing home and minister to the handicapped and aged. Tanya O. tells me of one woman who's been in this facility for over 20 years. She's a quadriplegic and cannot do anything for herself. These good women now go and bathe her and give her lots of love. It's making such a difference in this one life! They do this all voluntarily, of course, which blows the folks away. I'm also watching a new romance develop between Tanya O. and the usher from the church I attend. He now driver the ladies to the nursing home and helps with heavy lifting and fixes things, like wheelchairs. I think the gift of service is the most precious.
Others are growing by leaps and bounds. In fact, I've started a few one-on-one counseling sessions, one for the long term, I'm certain. A young woman has struggled all her life with depression and finding purpose in life. I meet with her at least once or twice a week to help her find her way in this world. And do I have the answer! Please pray that she will listen and heed! This is a life on the brink that God wants to save.
CHILDREN MINISTRING TO CHILDREN
I'm really excited about a new project at the Center. The Sewing Circle is now meeting on Fridays to teach the youth to embroider with ribbon. I discovered this great craft while I was home. My stepmother does beautiful silk ribbon embroidery and, seeing her beautiful results, I decided to try my hand at it. Now everyone here is enamored of this craft. We use plain ribbon as it's readily available and much more affordable than silk. It's more difficult to work with, but we're enjoying the results nonetheless. Our first project is to make memory cushions for the children of targeted orphanages to commemorate special occasions, such as birthdays, graduations, etc.
EURASIAN UM CONFERENCE CONNECTION
Bishop Minor who heads our very large conference in this part of the world came to visit Khabarovsk a few weeks ago. It was a pleasure to meet with him and I was pleased to be invited to the Annual Conference in Moscow this coming month. This will be my first "official" visit with the UMC here under my new religious visa via the invitation of Blessing UMC. Although conferences are not my favorite venue, I'm pleased to make this connection and it will prove a blessing as we move forward.
IDEAS FOR THE FUTURE
I'm considering developing a training curriculum for working with the abandoned child. I've had several express and interest in the success with my own daughter and the desperate need for better information to minister to the abandoned, orphaned and runaway kids. In fact, a pastor’s wife in a town quite a ways approached me who would like us to help them minister in a juvenile prison facility. The directors of this facility are asking for Christian teaching to help these kids, some of which have actually murdered their own parents. This gave me the idea of training National missionaries to go to these towns and villages, work under the supervision of the local church, with direct accountability to us here. This would require financial sponsorship, for they would need to live near-by, and careful training and supervision. We'll see how this develops, if it does.
HEARTACHES AND HEALINGS
Temptation is always knocking at the door in a Christian's life, and its power seems especially strong in this part of the world. With the economic pressures everyone faces, some who have come to Christ and left drug and alcohol abuse, adultery, abandoning families and unethical practices in the past, find themselves drawn back into their clutches. We've experienced more than one defection to the enemy this summer, which has caused great sadness and brought us to our knees in prayer. Please keep the Church in prayer at all times! The battle is raging.
We've also seem some great healings of spirit and body. Misha is walking with the aid of only a cane. He's really quite remarkable! He was not expected to survive a disastrous auto accident earlier this summer. Instead, he is now a walking testimony to the power of prayer and our Father's love. The doctor, who did most of the surgery setting and pinning bones, is now in the hospital himself following a bad car accident. He's in worse shape that Misha was but with fewer injuries. Misha sees this as an opportunity to introduce this doctor to our wonderful Healer.
Unfortunately, Edik, who was in the car with Misha but suffered minimal injuries (or so we thought), is now in the same hospital with blood in his brain. Treatment may require surgery. Please keep Edik in prayer as he's become the right hand to Misha and he's very distressed for his brother and friend. I've helped a bit financially, and there may be more to come if surgery is required.
Fyodor has recovered from his near fatal illness this summer as well, although he still struggles getting enough oxygen in his system. Fortunately he's gone on a two-week vacation, which is much deserved and needed. I pray this time of rest will help revitalize him.
SPECIAL NEEDS
I just received the ministry financial report for July and see that our ministry funds are in the red. Costs are rising in the city (our rent has doubled) as Khabarovsk grows into her new role as the capital of the Russian Far East. This, added to the travel and equipping costs of my visit to the States, has caused a rather large hole in our financial picture. Your faithful and timely contributions are essential to our continued work. We are bearing much fruit that will last, and I know this pleases our Lord. Please take a moment to lift our work in prayer and also ask the Lord to direct you in how to best participate. I know God wants this ministry to grow. But right now we're struggling to maintain things as they are. Please don't forget us! Fyodor, Galya, Ira, my daughter Tanya, me and all those God reaches through us hold you in our hearts with gratitude and love for your generosity and faithfulness!
FAMILY NEWS
My little family is growing stronger every day. Tanya is remarkable in every possible way. She is also challenged with many health issues, which will accompany her throughout her life. Some of these challenges require expensive treatments and life-style adjustments for us both. I praise God that it is more affordable in Russia that it would be in the States! I'm also elated to learn that Tanya will be added to my health insurance coverage even now, during the adoption process. Thank you Lord!
Tanya struggled greatly knowing she can never ignore her health needs for a moment. Oh, how we take our bodies for granted! She has adjusted remarkable well, however. I'm teaching her to take personal responsibility for her health so she's prepared to deal with this in a constructive way throughout her life. We've also had the opportunity to talk about her biological family and how she came to have these health problems. We've learned that Tanya was born premature, which accounts for much of her physical issues. This has caused her some psychological distress as she comes to terms with the reality of her mother's promiscuity, multiple partners, multiple pregnancies, alcoholism and other issues. We've also learned that an older sister is following in the mother's footsteps. She is now living with a drug addict without the benefit of marriage, and that they have brought a mentally handicapped child into this world. Tanya's younger brother has also been put into a children's home. We've found out that he constantly runs away to go home, only to be sent back. How heart breaking. At the moment Tanya feels deceived, but grateful to know the truth now. I know from my own experience that kids are a lot smarter than we think and it's best to give them real information than to have the fill the blanks with their own, underdeveloped illusions. Now she is learning more about the reality of life for the poor in Russia and, hopefully, learning to have compassion for them, rather than anger. Now she can pray specifically for her biological family. And who knows? Maybe God will use her to help them one day. Your prayers for my beautiful girls will be much appreciated!
As for the adoption, we are still gathering documents and are approach the end of a very long tunnel. Once the dossier is completed, the process on this side will begin. Please keep us in your prayers.
IN CLOSING
Although it seems less remarkable as time goes by, I am still astounded at God's economy in the provision and use of resources-material, human, and supernatural. I work with so many broken people of every age, seeking hope and healing, and find that as the Lord ministers to them through me and heals them, He also works in me. He brings out areas in my own soul and spirit that need attention and puts me on a healing path along with those He puts in my temporary charge. I also see God teaching others as I share my own experiences with them. Luda, my dear friend and translator, told Tanya this past week that she was learning to be a mother from her Mama! What a remarkable thing. You see, God never wastes anything! He is the best model for everything in life. I'm going to keep sticking close to Him for sure!
I pray the Lord will shower His richest blessings upon you. May you be filled with His sweet shalom and stand freely and constantly in His presence.
Love in Christ,
E'beth
July 14, 2002
After a very long trip (34 hours in total), I arrived safely to Khabarovsk on June 26th. Awaiting me at the airport were the suspects including some rather pushy passengers in the baggage claim area and some rather overwhelmed customs officials. Ah! I was back in Russia. But also waiting on the other side of the barrier was my daughter Tanya, my teammates and an entire entourage of dear friends. Wow! What a wonderful welcome.
I was able to spend a few days with Tanya before she was off to camp. She was torn between staying with me and going but ultimately decided on going to camp as her Mama was obviously going to be very busy getting up and running again.
I’m happy to report that all is well, everyone is very busy, and our ministries are growing stronger each day. Obviously my presence is not indispensable, but does seem to be enjoyed.
Today I will preach at Blessing UMC for the first time. Pastor Fyodor is off to Moscow for seminary training. Fyodor is doing well after his stay in the hospital. He’s been very busy meeting with government officials, getting letter of invitation for foreign workers, and ministering to his flock.
VILLAGE MINISTRIES
Nikolayevka: I have committed to go to the village of Nikolayevka each Wednesday evening to hold a Bible study and disciple the women (and some men in the rehab center). Misha (the director) is recovering nicely from his near fatal car accident, although still confined to a wheelchair. The pins in his right arm should be removed this week and physical therapy for his arm and legs has begun. His spirits are high and his faith strong. He tells me the doctors are amazed at his recovery (or that he survived at all!), at his good spirits, and at the number of brothers and sisters in Christ who have ministered to him throughout his rehabilitation. When Misha left the hospital the doctor simply said, “God will take care of His man.” What a witness!
Misha’s wife, Lida, has been holding down the fort and taking on responsibilities beyond her years. Misha has asked me to minister to Lida and help her with this forced growth spurt. She will be coming to my home tomorrow and I hope to train her to become the leader of the Bible study in Nikolayevka and to minister to the women of the village. As always, God has provided lots of help. Several of the women I disciple have asked if they could go with me to the village. They are closer to Lida’s age (26) and I’m terribly excited that they are so keen on reaching out in this way. This offers a clear indication that the Discipling process is working.
Cinda: I visited the village of Cinda last Sunday and shared Christ’s revelation regarding our friendship with Him as I did in many churches in the U.S. We have another congregation committed to becoming the best friend Jesus can have. Yesterday Maxim brought the kids in to visit the Moscow Circus currently in town. I went along and was disappointed at the adult nature of the entertainment. I looked around just to make sure I wasn’t in Las Vegas! Such is the culture in this country.
CHILDREN’S AND YOUTH MINISTRIES
Galya and her group of volunteers have visited several orphanages in the area with their new program. I was very excited to know that the Youth Club also goes to the orphanages and plays with the kids providing great peer leadership development and practice. The youth enjoy going very much and I’m told that my Tanya has a special touch with these kids, knowing so well what it’s like living in an orphanage. I see God growing my daughter daily and using her even at the young age of 13 to represent the love of Christ to her peers.
In August, the group hopes to visit the remaining orphanages and continue building bridges and relationships. Galya tells me that more and more people from various churches have approached her asking to be included in this ministry. Thank you so much for making this all possible through your prayers and financial support! We are achieving the greatest possible end in encouraging and equipping the National Christians to minister to their own people.
Galya and a group of teachers and pastors from various churches are leading the Christian Camp in Blagaveshensk. The program is excellent and well run. Tanya has certainly enjoyed it and will return for the second session this evening, after short rest at home with Mom. She came home with two certificates for excellence in sports and camp life, as well as 15 new Bible verses stored in her memory and a pretty healthy looking tan.
There is so much more to tell you but I’ll save it for the next issue of the Khabarovsk Journal. Please keep us all in prayer and thank you so much for your continued faithful financial support. Nothing would happen without you!
Love,
E’beth
After a very long trip (34 hours in total), I arrived safely to Khabarovsk on June 26th. Awaiting me at the airport were the suspects including some rather pushy passengers in the baggage claim area and some rather overwhelmed customs officials. Ah! I was back in Russia. But also waiting on the other side of the barrier was my daughter Tanya, my teammates and an entire entourage of dear friends. Wow! What a wonderful welcome.
I was able to spend a few days with Tanya before she was off to camp. She was torn between staying with me and going but ultimately decided on going to camp as her Mama was obviously going to be very busy getting up and running again.
I’m happy to report that all is well, everyone is very busy, and our ministries are growing stronger each day. Obviously my presence is not indispensable, but does seem to be enjoyed.
Today I will preach at Blessing UMC for the first time. Pastor Fyodor is off to Moscow for seminary training. Fyodor is doing well after his stay in the hospital. He’s been very busy meeting with government officials, getting letter of invitation for foreign workers, and ministering to his flock.
VILLAGE MINISTRIES
Nikolayevka: I have committed to go to the village of Nikolayevka each Wednesday evening to hold a Bible study and disciple the women (and some men in the rehab center). Misha (the director) is recovering nicely from his near fatal car accident, although still confined to a wheelchair. The pins in his right arm should be removed this week and physical therapy for his arm and legs has begun. His spirits are high and his faith strong. He tells me the doctors are amazed at his recovery (or that he survived at all!), at his good spirits, and at the number of brothers and sisters in Christ who have ministered to him throughout his rehabilitation. When Misha left the hospital the doctor simply said, “God will take care of His man.” What a witness!
Misha’s wife, Lida, has been holding down the fort and taking on responsibilities beyond her years. Misha has asked me to minister to Lida and help her with this forced growth spurt. She will be coming to my home tomorrow and I hope to train her to become the leader of the Bible study in Nikolayevka and to minister to the women of the village. As always, God has provided lots of help. Several of the women I disciple have asked if they could go with me to the village. They are closer to Lida’s age (26) and I’m terribly excited that they are so keen on reaching out in this way. This offers a clear indication that the Discipling process is working.
Cinda: I visited the village of Cinda last Sunday and shared Christ’s revelation regarding our friendship with Him as I did in many churches in the U.S. We have another congregation committed to becoming the best friend Jesus can have. Yesterday Maxim brought the kids in to visit the Moscow Circus currently in town. I went along and was disappointed at the adult nature of the entertainment. I looked around just to make sure I wasn’t in Las Vegas! Such is the culture in this country.
CHILDREN’S AND YOUTH MINISTRIES
Galya and her group of volunteers have visited several orphanages in the area with their new program. I was very excited to know that the Youth Club also goes to the orphanages and plays with the kids providing great peer leadership development and practice. The youth enjoy going very much and I’m told that my Tanya has a special touch with these kids, knowing so well what it’s like living in an orphanage. I see God growing my daughter daily and using her even at the young age of 13 to represent the love of Christ to her peers.
In August, the group hopes to visit the remaining orphanages and continue building bridges and relationships. Galya tells me that more and more people from various churches have approached her asking to be included in this ministry. Thank you so much for making this all possible through your prayers and financial support! We are achieving the greatest possible end in encouraging and equipping the National Christians to minister to their own people.
Galya and a group of teachers and pastors from various churches are leading the Christian Camp in Blagaveshensk. The program is excellent and well run. Tanya has certainly enjoyed it and will return for the second session this evening, after short rest at home with Mom. She came home with two certificates for excellence in sports and camp life, as well as 15 new Bible verses stored in her memory and a pretty healthy looking tan.
There is so much more to tell you but I’ll save it for the next issue of the Khabarovsk Journal. Please keep us all in prayer and thank you so much for your continued faithful financial support. Nothing would happen without you!
Love,
E’beth
March 12, 2002
The countdown nears its end, and lift off is tomorrow at around 4:00 p.m. in whatever time zone I am. I’ll be crossing a number of time zones in my travels from Khabarovsk to Seoul, then on to Tokyo, Detroit, to finally arrive at my destination at Washington Dulles Airport 37 hours later. If all goes well. I don’t look forward to the journey but am excited about arriving at my destination. I’ll be home at 3:21 p.m. EST, March 14th, or so says my itinerary.
Meanwhile, incredible things have been happening in my life. Here are the headlines:
1. New Letter of Invitation Approved
2. A New Birth Through Quilting
3. Enthusiastic Disciples
4. Village Ministry Set to Explode
5. Tough Good-byes
NEW LETTER OF INVITATION APPROVED
So, the plan is that I leave Wednesday, March 13th and on Wednesday, March 6th, I still don’t have the needed contracts between my church and the church here (they’re lost somewhere in the bowels of DHL), and my appointment to see the Minister of Religious Affairs has been canceled because he’s sick. My question is how long is he going to be sick? Call back Monday, they tell us. Talk about stretching my faith.
The documents arrived on Friday. Monday came and the meeting was held. We met with Mr. Svichov around 5:00 p.m., two days before my departure. We talked for about an hour. Lots of laughter could be heard through the walls in the tomb-like "White House." Well? You didn’t expect me to take this whole thing seriously did you? Actually, it was a very friendly meeting and we were all quite relaxed.
The end result is that Mr. Svichov approves of our ministry here and will sign off on the letter of invitation required to apply for a visa -- a religious visa! I’m now officially a missionary in Russia. How about that? Not only that, but he’s personally walking it through the red tape and getting the letter to me in a day, instead of the usual ten.
You think that sounds good? The real miracle is that the previous Minister of Religious Affairs, the dreaded Mr. Nikulnikov, with whom I would have had to meet, retired the week before my meeting. Talk about timing. I can’t begin to explain the collective sigh of relief that was heard throughout the Christian community in the Far East! When God wants something done, He really pulls out the red carpet. I feel very loved by our Heavenly Father. Romans 8:28 is proven true once again.
Now on to the next step -- getting the visa. Please keep praying.
A NEW BIRTH THROUGH QUILTING
Strange headline. But it’s true. I am pleased. No, that’s not right. I’m overjoyed to announce that my fellow quilter and good friend Anya accepted the Lord this past Sunday. I couldn’t ask for a better going away present!
Anya is so quiet and shy. She doesn’t talk much but does a lot. She’s so talented in anything she puts her hands to. At first, we shared our joy of sewing and other crafts. For two years now we’ve met once a week with a group of women and cut, stitched, stretched, ironed, crocheted85 you name it. I first saw a bit of her heart when we delivered our first baby quilts to hospital #4 more than a year ago. This was only a beginning.
Some months later, without a word to anyone, she joined Natasha in working at a local street children’s shelter. Recently they’ve been taking a group of kids to the library once a week. Quite a treat for these "hooligans," and quite a challenge for the ladies.
One evening, as we sat around my living room having tea and sewing, I decided to invite Anya to church. I don’t know why I did this on this particular day and not before. I have to admit I was a bit surprised when she accepted. We’d never really talked about God or Jesus or anything much. She’d overhear things, of course. I did give her a Bible once. Mostly I just loved her. I guess that was enough.
More surprising was the fact that Anya kept coming to church. She didn’t say much. I’d keep asking her if she was comfortable and if she liked the service. She said, yes85 but it’s quite different, isn’t it? Different from what? I asked. The Russian Orthodox Church. Well, yeah, I had to agree on that one. We have a lively praise and worship team and we sing for an hour before the message even gets started. Church lasts a good three hours. There’s jumping, and clapping, and loud Amens and hallelujahs bouncing off the walls. It can get a bit rowdy. But she weathered it in her quiet and sweet way. Sometimes I wish I were more like Anya.
Last Sunday, Pastor Joe made an invitation for anyone who wanted to accept Jesus in their hearts to come forward. Several folks went forward, including my own Tanya’s new boyfriend, Misha. (Yeah, I’m worried she’s only 13 and he’s 14 and it’s already begun! I’ve become Mama Bear.) I was delighted as always to see the harvest of the Lord’s fields. I really wasn’t ready for what happened next. Anya quietly whispered to me (in Russian97I guess the Holy Spirit translated), that she wasn’t comfortable going forward but she did want to ask the Lord to come into her heart. Could she do it from her seat? She asked. Well, yeah! So together we prayed the prayer of confession and she gave her life to Christ.
I’ve been stunned for days. But I also saw a clear demonstration of our work here. We don’t preach, we don’t expound or threaten. We don’t thump Bibles or climb up on soap boxes (although the absence of said box has never silenced me in the past!). We just relate the way Jesus would. It isn’t our job to convert97that’s the job of the Holy Spirit. So, I guess I did my thing and He did His, and now we have a new sister on her way to eternity. It just doesn’t get better than that, does it?
ENTHUSIASTIC DISCIPLES
Another source of great joy is seeing the ladies of my Bible study and discipling group growing and bearing fruit. I’m amazed, really. They are so happy to be studying the Word and learning about the God they believe in. He’s become more real to them and their lives reflect the growing intimacy of their relationship with Him. It is so rewarding to know that my students are anxious to learn and apply all that I teach. It’s neat that they tell me about it too. I feel like God is pouring on the blessings by allowing me to see the fruit His work through me has produced. I feel honored and blessed to bear that fruit.
I understand there’s going to be quite a committee at the airport tomorrow. This could get embarrassing.
VILLAGE MINISTRY SET TO EXPLODE
Sometimes you get involved in something without realizing the speed at which God plans to travel. Maxim and his little church in Cinda is a case in point. I thought I’d just help the guy out with gasoline so he could keep going to the village, two hours from the city. Well, the group is outgrowing the small cottage, I understand. This is a nice problem to have. In addition, all the opposition he experienced prior to our partnership has fallen to the ground. God has opened every door there is and smoothed the path toward success and growth. Now Maxim says there’s an opportunity to start a group in a neighboring village.
Maxim is a true missionary.
Speaking of missionaries, one of the conditions of Maxim being able to register his church under the Pentecostal church’s banner, the local bishop said he needed to be "sent" as a missionary to this village. I don’t get the reasoning, but I do understand "conditions." Well, in the end, I was asked to send Maxim as a missionary to Cinda. I had a meeting with Valentin Romanuk and agreed to be Maxim’s supervisor. Now, how do you like that?! Here I am, a United Methodist, a woman in a patriarchal society, a foreign missionary, asked by the Pentecostal leader of the Far East to supervise a young male Russian pastor. You gotta love missions!
I’m very grateful to Pastor Joe Purcell, who has agreed to act as Maxim’s supervisor and helper in my absence this too was agreeable to Romanuk. Joe immediately got some good ideas to have his cell groups go out to the village to minister to this growing congregation and have the youth worship team go out and put on a Christian concert for the young folks. Thus, we have a village ministry explosion! Praise God!
TOUGH GOOD-BYES
This is a hard time for my little family. My Tanya is very distressed that I’m leaving and has been walking around with a long face and several bouts of crying these past few days. I don’t have a clue how to make this better or easier for us. I feel like my heart is being torn out. All I can do is hold her, reassure her, and try to be strong for us both. Good-byes are always harder for those being left behind. We crave your prayers for us both and those who will support, nurture, and minister to Tanya in my absence. Praise our Heavenly Father there are many who love her and will be there for her. Please also pray that she will be allowed to come to the States in June.
Speaking of good-byes, I’d better knock off and start packing. Oh! Make sure you use my yahoo e-mail address (see below) and not the Redcom address while I'm in the States. Sorry this got so long, but there is so much to share. God is so good! I hope to see many of you while I’m home. Until then, may our Lord bless and keep you.
In Christ,
E’beth
The countdown nears its end, and lift off is tomorrow at around 4:00 p.m. in whatever time zone I am. I’ll be crossing a number of time zones in my travels from Khabarovsk to Seoul, then on to Tokyo, Detroit, to finally arrive at my destination at Washington Dulles Airport 37 hours later. If all goes well. I don’t look forward to the journey but am excited about arriving at my destination. I’ll be home at 3:21 p.m. EST, March 14th, or so says my itinerary.
Meanwhile, incredible things have been happening in my life. Here are the headlines:
1. New Letter of Invitation Approved
2. A New Birth Through Quilting
3. Enthusiastic Disciples
4. Village Ministry Set to Explode
5. Tough Good-byes
NEW LETTER OF INVITATION APPROVED
So, the plan is that I leave Wednesday, March 13th and on Wednesday, March 6th, I still don’t have the needed contracts between my church and the church here (they’re lost somewhere in the bowels of DHL), and my appointment to see the Minister of Religious Affairs has been canceled because he’s sick. My question is how long is he going to be sick? Call back Monday, they tell us. Talk about stretching my faith.
The documents arrived on Friday. Monday came and the meeting was held. We met with Mr. Svichov around 5:00 p.m., two days before my departure. We talked for about an hour. Lots of laughter could be heard through the walls in the tomb-like "White House." Well? You didn’t expect me to take this whole thing seriously did you? Actually, it was a very friendly meeting and we were all quite relaxed.
The end result is that Mr. Svichov approves of our ministry here and will sign off on the letter of invitation required to apply for a visa -- a religious visa! I’m now officially a missionary in Russia. How about that? Not only that, but he’s personally walking it through the red tape and getting the letter to me in a day, instead of the usual ten.
You think that sounds good? The real miracle is that the previous Minister of Religious Affairs, the dreaded Mr. Nikulnikov, with whom I would have had to meet, retired the week before my meeting. Talk about timing. I can’t begin to explain the collective sigh of relief that was heard throughout the Christian community in the Far East! When God wants something done, He really pulls out the red carpet. I feel very loved by our Heavenly Father. Romans 8:28 is proven true once again.
Now on to the next step -- getting the visa. Please keep praying.
A NEW BIRTH THROUGH QUILTING
Strange headline. But it’s true. I am pleased. No, that’s not right. I’m overjoyed to announce that my fellow quilter and good friend Anya accepted the Lord this past Sunday. I couldn’t ask for a better going away present!
Anya is so quiet and shy. She doesn’t talk much but does a lot. She’s so talented in anything she puts her hands to. At first, we shared our joy of sewing and other crafts. For two years now we’ve met once a week with a group of women and cut, stitched, stretched, ironed, crocheted85 you name it. I first saw a bit of her heart when we delivered our first baby quilts to hospital #4 more than a year ago. This was only a beginning.
Some months later, without a word to anyone, she joined Natasha in working at a local street children’s shelter. Recently they’ve been taking a group of kids to the library once a week. Quite a treat for these "hooligans," and quite a challenge for the ladies.
One evening, as we sat around my living room having tea and sewing, I decided to invite Anya to church. I don’t know why I did this on this particular day and not before. I have to admit I was a bit surprised when she accepted. We’d never really talked about God or Jesus or anything much. She’d overhear things, of course. I did give her a Bible once. Mostly I just loved her. I guess that was enough.
More surprising was the fact that Anya kept coming to church. She didn’t say much. I’d keep asking her if she was comfortable and if she liked the service. She said, yes85 but it’s quite different, isn’t it? Different from what? I asked. The Russian Orthodox Church. Well, yeah, I had to agree on that one. We have a lively praise and worship team and we sing for an hour before the message even gets started. Church lasts a good three hours. There’s jumping, and clapping, and loud Amens and hallelujahs bouncing off the walls. It can get a bit rowdy. But she weathered it in her quiet and sweet way. Sometimes I wish I were more like Anya.
Last Sunday, Pastor Joe made an invitation for anyone who wanted to accept Jesus in their hearts to come forward. Several folks went forward, including my own Tanya’s new boyfriend, Misha. (Yeah, I’m worried she’s only 13 and he’s 14 and it’s already begun! I’ve become Mama Bear.) I was delighted as always to see the harvest of the Lord’s fields. I really wasn’t ready for what happened next. Anya quietly whispered to me (in Russian97I guess the Holy Spirit translated), that she wasn’t comfortable going forward but she did want to ask the Lord to come into her heart. Could she do it from her seat? She asked. Well, yeah! So together we prayed the prayer of confession and she gave her life to Christ.
I’ve been stunned for days. But I also saw a clear demonstration of our work here. We don’t preach, we don’t expound or threaten. We don’t thump Bibles or climb up on soap boxes (although the absence of said box has never silenced me in the past!). We just relate the way Jesus would. It isn’t our job to convert97that’s the job of the Holy Spirit. So, I guess I did my thing and He did His, and now we have a new sister on her way to eternity. It just doesn’t get better than that, does it?
ENTHUSIASTIC DISCIPLES
Another source of great joy is seeing the ladies of my Bible study and discipling group growing and bearing fruit. I’m amazed, really. They are so happy to be studying the Word and learning about the God they believe in. He’s become more real to them and their lives reflect the growing intimacy of their relationship with Him. It is so rewarding to know that my students are anxious to learn and apply all that I teach. It’s neat that they tell me about it too. I feel like God is pouring on the blessings by allowing me to see the fruit His work through me has produced. I feel honored and blessed to bear that fruit.
I understand there’s going to be quite a committee at the airport tomorrow. This could get embarrassing.
VILLAGE MINISTRY SET TO EXPLODE
Sometimes you get involved in something without realizing the speed at which God plans to travel. Maxim and his little church in Cinda is a case in point. I thought I’d just help the guy out with gasoline so he could keep going to the village, two hours from the city. Well, the group is outgrowing the small cottage, I understand. This is a nice problem to have. In addition, all the opposition he experienced prior to our partnership has fallen to the ground. God has opened every door there is and smoothed the path toward success and growth. Now Maxim says there’s an opportunity to start a group in a neighboring village.
Maxim is a true missionary.
Speaking of missionaries, one of the conditions of Maxim being able to register his church under the Pentecostal church’s banner, the local bishop said he needed to be "sent" as a missionary to this village. I don’t get the reasoning, but I do understand "conditions." Well, in the end, I was asked to send Maxim as a missionary to Cinda. I had a meeting with Valentin Romanuk and agreed to be Maxim’s supervisor. Now, how do you like that?! Here I am, a United Methodist, a woman in a patriarchal society, a foreign missionary, asked by the Pentecostal leader of the Far East to supervise a young male Russian pastor. You gotta love missions!
I’m very grateful to Pastor Joe Purcell, who has agreed to act as Maxim’s supervisor and helper in my absence this too was agreeable to Romanuk. Joe immediately got some good ideas to have his cell groups go out to the village to minister to this growing congregation and have the youth worship team go out and put on a Christian concert for the young folks. Thus, we have a village ministry explosion! Praise God!
TOUGH GOOD-BYES
This is a hard time for my little family. My Tanya is very distressed that I’m leaving and has been walking around with a long face and several bouts of crying these past few days. I don’t have a clue how to make this better or easier for us. I feel like my heart is being torn out. All I can do is hold her, reassure her, and try to be strong for us both. Good-byes are always harder for those being left behind. We crave your prayers for us both and those who will support, nurture, and minister to Tanya in my absence. Praise our Heavenly Father there are many who love her and will be there for her. Please also pray that she will be allowed to come to the States in June.
Speaking of good-byes, I’d better knock off and start packing. Oh! Make sure you use my yahoo e-mail address (see below) and not the Redcom address while I'm in the States. Sorry this got so long, but there is so much to share. God is so good! I hope to see many of you while I’m home. Until then, may our Lord bless and keep you.
In Christ,
E’beth
February 21, 2002
Greetings to all!
I can’t believe it’s been nearly a month since I wrote last. It’s been a busy time with a bit of illness for garnish. But we’re all up and running, despite the difficulties. The weather continues to be good. We got quite a pile of snow dumped on us last week, but temperatures have been unseasonably warm. Things are already melting85 our ice sculptures are having a short life this year. And to think people were freezing to death last year! Literally. Hospitals were closed down and folks sent home because they didn’t have heat. The mayor of Vladivostok got fired because he used the funds to buy fuel for personal gain and so folks froze. Death always seems to be knocking on the door over here, for one reason or another.
In this issue:
1. City/Church-Wide Prayer Finally Begins!
2. Religious Laws: Trouble Brewing
3. The Children: Public Confession from President Putin
4. New Directions: Communicating the Facts
5. Summary of Center Ministry Plans and Needs
6. Elizabeth’s Travel Plans: Tanya’s Tears and Hopes
CITY/CHURCH-WIDE PRAYER
If there’s one thing I’ve prayer for more fervently than any other thing it is for the unity of the Church in prayer. In fact, as you may recall, it was a primary goal of Christ’s Heritage Center to encourage this by bringing the pastors of the various churches together on a routine basis for this very activity. Unfortunately, the competitiveness between pastors, and fear of doctrinal impurity stopped us in our tracks. So I prayed that our Lord would find a way.
Two weeks ago I received a phone call from one of the pastors who is considered one of the most credible and successful. Pastor Sergei Demchik, from Fountain of Life Church, invited me to join a cadre of pastors to view the documentary "Transformations," which documents the revival of entire cities in four different countries. The united prayer of the pastors, leaders and laity of these cities started this revival. Following the viewing, the pastors once again performed their dance around the need to join together in prayer, abandoning their little kingdoms and concentrating on the good of the "Church" at large. It brought me to tears: really. It was a bit embarrassing, in fact. I kept silent the entire time (I know, this will surprise many) and prayed that God would keep me that way unless HE had something to say.
Evidently, He did have something to say and did so, with tears streaming down my face. Did you know that Jesus cries for His bride? He reminded us of the day of Pentecost, where the disciples simply waited in Jerusalem as instructed by their departed Lord. I believe they were afraid, feeling abandoned, and very confused about what they were waiting for. As we read in Acts 2, a great wind came and tongues of fire appeared on the heads of all present. THEN things began to happen as the Holy Spirit indwelled each follower of the Way. None were concerned about their territories, positions, possessions, what the Jones’s were doing, etc. They were simply waiting in submissive obedience.
As the Lord spoke through me, I began to see heads bowing, and countenances falling. Some nodded, others whispered to themselves, others just stared. But I could feel the presence of the Spirit with us, and I could sense unity beginning. His voice was gentle and loving, not harsh or condemning. A deep sadness filled me as the words came forth, and tears flowed freely down my face.
Further, He pointed out that there were many pastors not present at this meeting. Earlier in the meeting two things were said: One was that great care was taken to invite only the "credible" pastors. The second statement was that there are over 300 churches in the Khabarovsk area. Only 10 were at the table…and only two of the invited did not attend. We were exhorted not to forget the struggling evangelists and pastors, shepherds of small and unwanted flocks of the disenfranchised, the uneducated, the poor. Some of these pastors because they have been exiled from the general fellowship have fallen into acting in the flesh and are leading their small congregations down these paths. I begged these men not to forget their brothers and sisters. They must embrace them, encourage them, exhort them, and pray for them without ceasing.
At last, each pastor spoke with repentance and determination. They agreed to meet the very next Monday to begin praying together. I was encouraged and filled with joy. What an honor to serve my Lord is such a way. True, He chose not to use me or my ministry to be the center of this prayer effort, but in the end He did use the gentle words of a broken servant to reach the hearts of His disciples. It doesn’t get any better than that!
Monday evening, Pastor Sergei called me to report on their prayer time. He thanked me for my part, said they did cry for the city, the country, the Church along with Lord Jesus. In fact, they developed a prayer letter to go to all the churches with specific prayer focus for each day of the week. I myself was invited to be a prayer captain in my home Thursday nights at 7 p.m. Now we have prayer groups throughout the city on that night, praying for Khabarovsk, for Russia, for Christ’s Bride. I was invited to join the pastor’s prayer circle as well. I feel honored.
Won’t you join us? I’ll try to have a summary of the prayer letter translated and send it off to you. Let’s get this fire going big and strong!
RELIGIOUS LAWS: TROUBLE BREWING
The enemy is still busy trying to sabotage our work here. Now there is a law in the Duma that, if passed, would make it illegal to rent meeting facilities to any Christian organization other than the Russian Orthodox Church. Already the governor has told schools, auditoriums and other assembly places not to rent to Protestant and Catholic churches. Many leases are expiring and leaving congregations with no place to congregate. Needless to say, this issue is at the top of our prayer list.
In anticipation for this law being enacted, we need to purchase a building for the Center. Please seriously consider helping us raise the funds for such a purchase. If the law does come into effect, it will do so as of January 1, 2003. We have a short time. Of course, God’s still in His heavens and nothing He doesn’t want to happen will happen. But He does expect us to act wisely nonetheless.
THE CHILDREN: PUBLIC CONFESSION FROM PRESIDENT PUTIN
A couple of weeks ago President Putin went on public television and admitted that the number of street children far exceeded previous estimates. The worst news? The Russian Federation Government can’t handle the problem. What does this mean? It’s time for the Church to step in.
Who are the street children? Runaways from abusive home environments. Orphans who’ve run away from orphanages or simply not been picked up after the death of their parents. Children whose parents have kicked them out of their homes to fend for themselves. Some girls are actually trained to be prostitutes and boys to be thieves. This spells trouble for the next generation. Those that survive are beginning to form gangs: organized crime is taking an uglier form. These kids have nothing to live for and they’ve no morality or ethic to drive them and motivate them towards a respect for society and the life and property of others.
What’s the solution? Well, we’ve got to find one. That’s the direction the Center will be taking, along with others here who have made a tentative start to address the problem. This again makes it clear that we need a building: a big one! We need a place for these kids to go, to sleep, to eat, to find friendship and guidance. We need to help them find and/or create a better future.
NEW DIRECTIONS: COMMUNICATING THE FACTS
While I was silently listening to the pastors in our prayer meeting described above, I realized one of the problems was that they weren’t seeing just how bad things are here. Like most humans, they are adept at not seeing the dirt, the evil, and the dark. It’s when we leave our cloistered and protected environments and we finally see the cesspool the world has turned into that we admit we are faced with a disastrous crisis and that we haven’t the power to change or avert it. Only God has that power and only prayer will call upon it. I asked God how to reveal this. Now we have a new ministry! I envisioned going about the city and region, taking pictures and writing case studies of the worst cases. Then we’ll publish this information and get it out: in two languages! Each case will be updated throughout the years (God willing) so all can witness the power of the Gospel and God’s love.
It won’t surprise you, I’m sure, to hear that God immediately provided someone to do this work. My new partner, Maxim, with whom I minister to the growing fellowship in the village of Cinda, came to me to ask my advise on how to use his time in the City for the Lord. I suggested he use his professions, not knowing what it was. He said, "But I’m a photographer. How would I use that?" Can you feel the goose bumps? So, Maxim is now part of the staff as a professional photographer with the mission of going around and building stories with pictures. Klavdia and I will do the writing. Now that was quick work! It’ll also keep them both busy while I’m in the States.
SUMMARY OF CENTER MINISTRY PLANS AND NEEDS
So, to summarize (I know this got long!), here are the potential ministry directions for the Center and the perceived needs (thus far):
Ministry: Street Children
Needs: Large Building
Permits
Knowledge, Methodology
Materials
Staff and Volunteers; National and foreign
Operational Funding
Ministry: Orphanages
Needs: Operational Funding
Permits
Materials
Staff and Volunteers; National and foreign
Ministry: Photo-Journalism Case Studies
Needs: Camera Equipment; Still, Digital, and Video
Publishing Funding
Ministry: Transformation
Needs: Prayer Warriors!
ELIZABETH’S TRAVEL PLANS: TANYA’S TEARS AND HOPES
I finally have dates and reservations made. I’ll be leaving Khabarovsk March 13th, arriving into Washington Dulles Airport on March 14th at 3:21 p.m. My stay in the States will be of three to three and a half month duration IF I can bring Tanya over for the last month. If the authorities will not allow her to leave Russia (she would be traveling with Natasha so this shouldn’t be a problem), I’ll cut my visit short by a month. Needless to say, Tanya has shed a few tears anticipating my departure. However, anticipation of a visit to America helps dry them up pretty quickly.
During my visit home I have much to do. Rest, start the Tanya’s adoption, do some support raising, which will take my to California, visit a couple of churches that support two UMC’s in Khabarovsk under the Russian Initiative, one in North Carolina and one in Texas, and also visit as many supporting churches as time and energy will allow. So, if you’d like a visit, let me know and I’ll try to schedule as many as I can.
If Tanya can come over, I’ll reserve the month of June for her to visit family and friends that I’m sure will be very anxious to either meet her or see her once again. For the first time in my life I begin to understand the pain a mother feels being separated from her children. Talk about tears!
As for the religious visa85 we’re still working on it and, God willing, will have the contract signed and ready before I leave. Please keep praying!
May our Lord continue to bless you abundantly. I hope to see some of you very soon!
With love and gratitude,
E’beth
Greetings to all!
I can’t believe it’s been nearly a month since I wrote last. It’s been a busy time with a bit of illness for garnish. But we’re all up and running, despite the difficulties. The weather continues to be good. We got quite a pile of snow dumped on us last week, but temperatures have been unseasonably warm. Things are already melting85 our ice sculptures are having a short life this year. And to think people were freezing to death last year! Literally. Hospitals were closed down and folks sent home because they didn’t have heat. The mayor of Vladivostok got fired because he used the funds to buy fuel for personal gain and so folks froze. Death always seems to be knocking on the door over here, for one reason or another.
In this issue:
1. City/Church-Wide Prayer Finally Begins!
2. Religious Laws: Trouble Brewing
3. The Children: Public Confession from President Putin
4. New Directions: Communicating the Facts
5. Summary of Center Ministry Plans and Needs
6. Elizabeth’s Travel Plans: Tanya’s Tears and Hopes
CITY/CHURCH-WIDE PRAYER
If there’s one thing I’ve prayer for more fervently than any other thing it is for the unity of the Church in prayer. In fact, as you may recall, it was a primary goal of Christ’s Heritage Center to encourage this by bringing the pastors of the various churches together on a routine basis for this very activity. Unfortunately, the competitiveness between pastors, and fear of doctrinal impurity stopped us in our tracks. So I prayed that our Lord would find a way.
Two weeks ago I received a phone call from one of the pastors who is considered one of the most credible and successful. Pastor Sergei Demchik, from Fountain of Life Church, invited me to join a cadre of pastors to view the documentary "Transformations," which documents the revival of entire cities in four different countries. The united prayer of the pastors, leaders and laity of these cities started this revival. Following the viewing, the pastors once again performed their dance around the need to join together in prayer, abandoning their little kingdoms and concentrating on the good of the "Church" at large. It brought me to tears: really. It was a bit embarrassing, in fact. I kept silent the entire time (I know, this will surprise many) and prayed that God would keep me that way unless HE had something to say.
Evidently, He did have something to say and did so, with tears streaming down my face. Did you know that Jesus cries for His bride? He reminded us of the day of Pentecost, where the disciples simply waited in Jerusalem as instructed by their departed Lord. I believe they were afraid, feeling abandoned, and very confused about what they were waiting for. As we read in Acts 2, a great wind came and tongues of fire appeared on the heads of all present. THEN things began to happen as the Holy Spirit indwelled each follower of the Way. None were concerned about their territories, positions, possessions, what the Jones’s were doing, etc. They were simply waiting in submissive obedience.
As the Lord spoke through me, I began to see heads bowing, and countenances falling. Some nodded, others whispered to themselves, others just stared. But I could feel the presence of the Spirit with us, and I could sense unity beginning. His voice was gentle and loving, not harsh or condemning. A deep sadness filled me as the words came forth, and tears flowed freely down my face.
Further, He pointed out that there were many pastors not present at this meeting. Earlier in the meeting two things were said: One was that great care was taken to invite only the "credible" pastors. The second statement was that there are over 300 churches in the Khabarovsk area. Only 10 were at the table…and only two of the invited did not attend. We were exhorted not to forget the struggling evangelists and pastors, shepherds of small and unwanted flocks of the disenfranchised, the uneducated, the poor. Some of these pastors because they have been exiled from the general fellowship have fallen into acting in the flesh and are leading their small congregations down these paths. I begged these men not to forget their brothers and sisters. They must embrace them, encourage them, exhort them, and pray for them without ceasing.
At last, each pastor spoke with repentance and determination. They agreed to meet the very next Monday to begin praying together. I was encouraged and filled with joy. What an honor to serve my Lord is such a way. True, He chose not to use me or my ministry to be the center of this prayer effort, but in the end He did use the gentle words of a broken servant to reach the hearts of His disciples. It doesn’t get any better than that!
Monday evening, Pastor Sergei called me to report on their prayer time. He thanked me for my part, said they did cry for the city, the country, the Church along with Lord Jesus. In fact, they developed a prayer letter to go to all the churches with specific prayer focus for each day of the week. I myself was invited to be a prayer captain in my home Thursday nights at 7 p.m. Now we have prayer groups throughout the city on that night, praying for Khabarovsk, for Russia, for Christ’s Bride. I was invited to join the pastor’s prayer circle as well. I feel honored.
Won’t you join us? I’ll try to have a summary of the prayer letter translated and send it off to you. Let’s get this fire going big and strong!
RELIGIOUS LAWS: TROUBLE BREWING
The enemy is still busy trying to sabotage our work here. Now there is a law in the Duma that, if passed, would make it illegal to rent meeting facilities to any Christian organization other than the Russian Orthodox Church. Already the governor has told schools, auditoriums and other assembly places not to rent to Protestant and Catholic churches. Many leases are expiring and leaving congregations with no place to congregate. Needless to say, this issue is at the top of our prayer list.
In anticipation for this law being enacted, we need to purchase a building for the Center. Please seriously consider helping us raise the funds for such a purchase. If the law does come into effect, it will do so as of January 1, 2003. We have a short time. Of course, God’s still in His heavens and nothing He doesn’t want to happen will happen. But He does expect us to act wisely nonetheless.
THE CHILDREN: PUBLIC CONFESSION FROM PRESIDENT PUTIN
A couple of weeks ago President Putin went on public television and admitted that the number of street children far exceeded previous estimates. The worst news? The Russian Federation Government can’t handle the problem. What does this mean? It’s time for the Church to step in.
Who are the street children? Runaways from abusive home environments. Orphans who’ve run away from orphanages or simply not been picked up after the death of their parents. Children whose parents have kicked them out of their homes to fend for themselves. Some girls are actually trained to be prostitutes and boys to be thieves. This spells trouble for the next generation. Those that survive are beginning to form gangs: organized crime is taking an uglier form. These kids have nothing to live for and they’ve no morality or ethic to drive them and motivate them towards a respect for society and the life and property of others.
What’s the solution? Well, we’ve got to find one. That’s the direction the Center will be taking, along with others here who have made a tentative start to address the problem. This again makes it clear that we need a building: a big one! We need a place for these kids to go, to sleep, to eat, to find friendship and guidance. We need to help them find and/or create a better future.
NEW DIRECTIONS: COMMUNICATING THE FACTS
While I was silently listening to the pastors in our prayer meeting described above, I realized one of the problems was that they weren’t seeing just how bad things are here. Like most humans, they are adept at not seeing the dirt, the evil, and the dark. It’s when we leave our cloistered and protected environments and we finally see the cesspool the world has turned into that we admit we are faced with a disastrous crisis and that we haven’t the power to change or avert it. Only God has that power and only prayer will call upon it. I asked God how to reveal this. Now we have a new ministry! I envisioned going about the city and region, taking pictures and writing case studies of the worst cases. Then we’ll publish this information and get it out: in two languages! Each case will be updated throughout the years (God willing) so all can witness the power of the Gospel and God’s love.
It won’t surprise you, I’m sure, to hear that God immediately provided someone to do this work. My new partner, Maxim, with whom I minister to the growing fellowship in the village of Cinda, came to me to ask my advise on how to use his time in the City for the Lord. I suggested he use his professions, not knowing what it was. He said, "But I’m a photographer. How would I use that?" Can you feel the goose bumps? So, Maxim is now part of the staff as a professional photographer with the mission of going around and building stories with pictures. Klavdia and I will do the writing. Now that was quick work! It’ll also keep them both busy while I’m in the States.
SUMMARY OF CENTER MINISTRY PLANS AND NEEDS
So, to summarize (I know this got long!), here are the potential ministry directions for the Center and the perceived needs (thus far):
Ministry: Street Children
Needs: Large Building
Permits
Knowledge, Methodology
Materials
Staff and Volunteers; National and foreign
Operational Funding
Ministry: Orphanages
Needs: Operational Funding
Permits
Materials
Staff and Volunteers; National and foreign
Ministry: Photo-Journalism Case Studies
Needs: Camera Equipment; Still, Digital, and Video
Publishing Funding
Ministry: Transformation
Needs: Prayer Warriors!
ELIZABETH’S TRAVEL PLANS: TANYA’S TEARS AND HOPES
I finally have dates and reservations made. I’ll be leaving Khabarovsk March 13th, arriving into Washington Dulles Airport on March 14th at 3:21 p.m. My stay in the States will be of three to three and a half month duration IF I can bring Tanya over for the last month. If the authorities will not allow her to leave Russia (she would be traveling with Natasha so this shouldn’t be a problem), I’ll cut my visit short by a month. Needless to say, Tanya has shed a few tears anticipating my departure. However, anticipation of a visit to America helps dry them up pretty quickly.
During my visit home I have much to do. Rest, start the Tanya’s adoption, do some support raising, which will take my to California, visit a couple of churches that support two UMC’s in Khabarovsk under the Russian Initiative, one in North Carolina and one in Texas, and also visit as many supporting churches as time and energy will allow. So, if you’d like a visit, let me know and I’ll try to schedule as many as I can.
If Tanya can come over, I’ll reserve the month of June for her to visit family and friends that I’m sure will be very anxious to either meet her or see her once again. For the first time in my life I begin to understand the pain a mother feels being separated from her children. Talk about tears!
As for the religious visa85 we’re still working on it and, God willing, will have the contract signed and ready before I leave. Please keep praying!
May our Lord continue to bless you abundantly. I hope to see some of you very soon!
With love and gratitude,
E’beth
January 31, 2002
Dear Friends and Partners,
It appears that we are experiencing one of the warmest winters in recent memory. We expect temperatures around 20F about this time. Instead, it’s snowing like nobody's business. The wind is high, making me happier than usual to be indoors in a relatively warm apartment (I have no control over that). I hope Tanya isn't frozen by the time she gets home from school.
In this issue:
-Persecution is Real
-Center's Orphan Ministry Expands
-An Emerging Fellowship
-New Partnerships
-Personal Notes
PERSECUTION IS REAL
Today an young friend and pastor, Valodya, was at the Center using the phone. This is one of the small services we offer to those who don't have a telephone. I could tell he was a bit low and, right before he left, I interrupted my meeting and asked him how things were going. He said, "Praise God not so good." His story goes something like this:
A small congregation he serves in the village of Topolivo uses a building for a church. Just this week it was horrendously vandalized. Some unidentified person killed a dog, and used the dog to smear blood all over the building. The police were unable to find out who did it.
Then, a young man who has recently been released from prison came to the Lord. He was a big help around the church and community. For some unknown reason, the police beat him to a pulp and took his documents. This means he is not registered anywhere in the country, has no documentation, and thus does not exist. He cannot receive any government funded benefits, get a job, housing, medical care, etc.
While Pastor Valodya was out visiting church folks, someone came and once again vandalized the church building by breaking all the windows, removing the front door and creating a bigger hole where it once stood.
We do not know any more. Valodya's sponsoring pastor, a Korean, is now in Korea until March, leaving Valodya pretty much alone. I have invited him to come and spend some time with me on Friday's, along with my other young friend, Maxim (see below), for fellowship and prayer. In times like these, the worst thing is to feel like you're all alone. Please pray with us!
CENTER'S ORPHAN MINISTRY EXPANDS
Week before last I was invited to join the staff and crew of our successful children's Christmas program. The Center congratulated each participant and gave each a small memento of the occasion. Well done! Following the short ceremony, we had tea (of course) and discussed the future. These good people are gung-ho about helping their own orphans. I can't tell you how exciting it is to see Russian Nationals take an interest in their own downtrodden.
The plan is to organize a team of people to go to each orphanage in the area and "play" with the kids. Since we're not allowed to proselytize minor children, games and activities with a moral is the method of choice to lead the children toward the ultimate goal. I talked with them at some length about some of the hurdles we Americans have faced in our ministries in the orphanages. Much care must be taken not to step over the line as teachers and directors may report such infractions to the local authorities and thus terminate any chance we have of continuing our work there. Perception is the key, here. All it takes is for one child, with whom one of these well intended people becomes close, to report to his/her teacher what a great "secret" he just learned from one of the new friends. He' do this in complete innocence, but then the teacher would feel responsible to report this to the powers that be. Not only could this particular ministry be affected, but also the existence of the Center itself. So please pray!
Another concern is that these good people understand the long-term investment they must make in this work. Orphans are people, and they have feelings and needs. Christian workers, going into the orphanages, befriending the children, can represent the only hope these kids have. If something goes wrong, like the kid runs away or gets into trouble, the first person they'll think of calling is their Christian friend; the one who's been gentle and loving. We represent hope to these kids and may be the only "Jesus" they'll ever know. On the other hand, when the children come out of the orphanages and hit the streets, alone and unprotected for the first time, they again may reach out to their play friends, looking for protection and hope. We have to be prepared to answer them, in some way. How, is yet to be determined. At this point all I want to accomplish is a sense of awareness before they get started in this important work. Many times we think about the warm fuzzies we can hand out to the kids, but don't look down the line to their individual futures. We're losing 90 percent of the children to drugs, crime, prostitution and death. The only way this number will improve is through long-term relationships.
Everyone listened attentively and agreed. We also agreed to have a debriefing session following each visit to an orphanage to discuss their contacts and reactions. My hope is that we can become alert to problem areas and discuss the best way to move forward in each case. Please pray with us that this ministry will be successful in every way, and that we will all be given the wisdom, perseverance and love it will require.
AN EMERGING FELLOWSHIP
A young man I've known since 1997, who's completed seminary training here in Khabarovsk, approached me about a month ago about a ministry he has started in an outlying village. Maxim has run into some problems with ministry partners and has had to start afresh. He prayed and asked God to lead him to people who could advise him and help him succeed in this venture97to fulfill the vision God had given him. This brought him to my doorstep, and that of many others.
One of my major concerns for the church in Khabarovsk is the issue of accountability97or more accurately, the lack thereof. There is a great need to embrace the various independent ministries and ministers into a functional body where checks and balances exist to help guide, direct, and correct the well intended men and women. Maxim appears to agree with this premise, making it possible and interesting for me to lend him a hand.
The result is that I traveled two hours out of the city to the village of Cinda (accent on the last syllable) along with Valodya and his wife, Natasha. It was a beautiful drive through snow covered fields and forests, emerging at last into a picturesque little village any artist would be proud to paint. We pulled up at one of the many two-room cottages and were welcomed by Marina and her daughters into it's wood-heated interior. In the larger of the two rooms every chair and stool was set up to welcome the congregants. Klavdia and I were ushered to the best seats, next to the oil heater we shared with a 14-year-old cat during our visit.
Eighteen of us cozied in together and had a wonderful fellowship. One strong Christian woman, Lena, is totally blind. An old boy friend threw acid into her eyes nice guy! It is possible to recover some of her sight with surgery, but getting the money together to do that is nearly impossible for these poor people. It requires a trip to Moscow, with an escort, housing and hospital bills. I'm trying to ascertain what this would amount to and see if some help can be attained. Despite Lena's blindness, she's one of the happiest people I've ever known. What an inspiration.
Baba Natasha, the 87-year-young prayer warrior was also present. She prayed for years and years that a church would be established in her little village. She beamed as she looked around at the beginnings of the answer to her longings.
Also in attendance were children and adults of all ages. All of them women. I understand there is one man who attends most times, an ex-con who met the Lord while in prison. He much respected and loved by all.
I shared my testimony, which served to illustrate that life can be challenging for everyone from everywhere. I was so gratified to see such a warm response come from my listeners. We exchanged hugs with one another, as if we'd know each other for years. Ah! That's how it is in God's great family. I felt so at home and immediately loved everyone.
Toward the end of the short service, I asked the Lord to tell me what He wanted me to do with these dear people. The thought came to me to visit them once a month. I prayed for confirmation. On the drive back to the city, Maxim asked me two questions. First, would I be willing to visit this fellowship once a month? Yeah! I had my confirmation. The second question was, would I help him find a formal denomination he could join that would offer him the structure and much needed accountability. I was overjoyed! He went on to tell me the specific things he'd learned from listening to my testimony. This warmed my heart so much as the opposite is usually the case, especially among the men here. I have great hopes for Maxim's work with our Lord.
NEW PARTNERSHIPS
One of the many functions of the Center is networking churches and ministries together to better and more quickly achieve the ends of the Kingdom of God. One such partnership is emerging with another American worker here, who is pastoring a very successful local church. This church is a model, in opinion, for others. It belongs to a strong union, is evangelical, energetic, and growing throughout the Far East. Tanya and I have grown close Joe Purcell and his family (wife Mary, sons Joey, Peter, John and daughter Katie). Joe and I have discussed many ways we can collaborate together to bring more teaching, better-equipped ministries and programs.
Joe and Mary also serve as parental models for me and their children are models for Tanya. In addition, Joe is a good spiritual help to me here, as I'm so far away from my own home church and it's warm spiritual embrace. I thank the Lord for the Purcell's.
PERSONAL NOTE
Tanya has turned the big thirteen! She's pretty excited about becoming a teenager. What she doesn't know is that I'm tempted to do a disappearing act for the next several years! Seriously, she's growing into her age and into a beautiful young woman. I'm so proud of her!
As for me, I'm hanging in there! Our quilting group has decided to take up crocheting for a while and we're making a patchwork afghan together. I think we mostly enjoy getting together and chatting. Anya, one of the first and most faithful quilter, went to church with us on Sunday and plans to go again. Yeah!
Blessings and peace to you all,
E'beth
Dear Friends and Partners,
It appears that we are experiencing one of the warmest winters in recent memory. We expect temperatures around 20F about this time. Instead, it’s snowing like nobody's business. The wind is high, making me happier than usual to be indoors in a relatively warm apartment (I have no control over that). I hope Tanya isn't frozen by the time she gets home from school.
In this issue:
-Persecution is Real
-Center's Orphan Ministry Expands
-An Emerging Fellowship
-New Partnerships
-Personal Notes
PERSECUTION IS REAL
Today an young friend and pastor, Valodya, was at the Center using the phone. This is one of the small services we offer to those who don't have a telephone. I could tell he was a bit low and, right before he left, I interrupted my meeting and asked him how things were going. He said, "Praise God not so good." His story goes something like this:
A small congregation he serves in the village of Topolivo uses a building for a church. Just this week it was horrendously vandalized. Some unidentified person killed a dog, and used the dog to smear blood all over the building. The police were unable to find out who did it.
Then, a young man who has recently been released from prison came to the Lord. He was a big help around the church and community. For some unknown reason, the police beat him to a pulp and took his documents. This means he is not registered anywhere in the country, has no documentation, and thus does not exist. He cannot receive any government funded benefits, get a job, housing, medical care, etc.
While Pastor Valodya was out visiting church folks, someone came and once again vandalized the church building by breaking all the windows, removing the front door and creating a bigger hole where it once stood.
We do not know any more. Valodya's sponsoring pastor, a Korean, is now in Korea until March, leaving Valodya pretty much alone. I have invited him to come and spend some time with me on Friday's, along with my other young friend, Maxim (see below), for fellowship and prayer. In times like these, the worst thing is to feel like you're all alone. Please pray with us!
CENTER'S ORPHAN MINISTRY EXPANDS
Week before last I was invited to join the staff and crew of our successful children's Christmas program. The Center congratulated each participant and gave each a small memento of the occasion. Well done! Following the short ceremony, we had tea (of course) and discussed the future. These good people are gung-ho about helping their own orphans. I can't tell you how exciting it is to see Russian Nationals take an interest in their own downtrodden.
The plan is to organize a team of people to go to each orphanage in the area and "play" with the kids. Since we're not allowed to proselytize minor children, games and activities with a moral is the method of choice to lead the children toward the ultimate goal. I talked with them at some length about some of the hurdles we Americans have faced in our ministries in the orphanages. Much care must be taken not to step over the line as teachers and directors may report such infractions to the local authorities and thus terminate any chance we have of continuing our work there. Perception is the key, here. All it takes is for one child, with whom one of these well intended people becomes close, to report to his/her teacher what a great "secret" he just learned from one of the new friends. He' do this in complete innocence, but then the teacher would feel responsible to report this to the powers that be. Not only could this particular ministry be affected, but also the existence of the Center itself. So please pray!
Another concern is that these good people understand the long-term investment they must make in this work. Orphans are people, and they have feelings and needs. Christian workers, going into the orphanages, befriending the children, can represent the only hope these kids have. If something goes wrong, like the kid runs away or gets into trouble, the first person they'll think of calling is their Christian friend; the one who's been gentle and loving. We represent hope to these kids and may be the only "Jesus" they'll ever know. On the other hand, when the children come out of the orphanages and hit the streets, alone and unprotected for the first time, they again may reach out to their play friends, looking for protection and hope. We have to be prepared to answer them, in some way. How, is yet to be determined. At this point all I want to accomplish is a sense of awareness before they get started in this important work. Many times we think about the warm fuzzies we can hand out to the kids, but don't look down the line to their individual futures. We're losing 90 percent of the children to drugs, crime, prostitution and death. The only way this number will improve is through long-term relationships.
Everyone listened attentively and agreed. We also agreed to have a debriefing session following each visit to an orphanage to discuss their contacts and reactions. My hope is that we can become alert to problem areas and discuss the best way to move forward in each case. Please pray with us that this ministry will be successful in every way, and that we will all be given the wisdom, perseverance and love it will require.
AN EMERGING FELLOWSHIP
A young man I've known since 1997, who's completed seminary training here in Khabarovsk, approached me about a month ago about a ministry he has started in an outlying village. Maxim has run into some problems with ministry partners and has had to start afresh. He prayed and asked God to lead him to people who could advise him and help him succeed in this venture97to fulfill the vision God had given him. This brought him to my doorstep, and that of many others.
One of my major concerns for the church in Khabarovsk is the issue of accountability97or more accurately, the lack thereof. There is a great need to embrace the various independent ministries and ministers into a functional body where checks and balances exist to help guide, direct, and correct the well intended men and women. Maxim appears to agree with this premise, making it possible and interesting for me to lend him a hand.
The result is that I traveled two hours out of the city to the village of Cinda (accent on the last syllable) along with Valodya and his wife, Natasha. It was a beautiful drive through snow covered fields and forests, emerging at last into a picturesque little village any artist would be proud to paint. We pulled up at one of the many two-room cottages and were welcomed by Marina and her daughters into it's wood-heated interior. In the larger of the two rooms every chair and stool was set up to welcome the congregants. Klavdia and I were ushered to the best seats, next to the oil heater we shared with a 14-year-old cat during our visit.
Eighteen of us cozied in together and had a wonderful fellowship. One strong Christian woman, Lena, is totally blind. An old boy friend threw acid into her eyes nice guy! It is possible to recover some of her sight with surgery, but getting the money together to do that is nearly impossible for these poor people. It requires a trip to Moscow, with an escort, housing and hospital bills. I'm trying to ascertain what this would amount to and see if some help can be attained. Despite Lena's blindness, she's one of the happiest people I've ever known. What an inspiration.
Baba Natasha, the 87-year-young prayer warrior was also present. She prayed for years and years that a church would be established in her little village. She beamed as she looked around at the beginnings of the answer to her longings.
Also in attendance were children and adults of all ages. All of them women. I understand there is one man who attends most times, an ex-con who met the Lord while in prison. He much respected and loved by all.
I shared my testimony, which served to illustrate that life can be challenging for everyone from everywhere. I was so gratified to see such a warm response come from my listeners. We exchanged hugs with one another, as if we'd know each other for years. Ah! That's how it is in God's great family. I felt so at home and immediately loved everyone.
Toward the end of the short service, I asked the Lord to tell me what He wanted me to do with these dear people. The thought came to me to visit them once a month. I prayed for confirmation. On the drive back to the city, Maxim asked me two questions. First, would I be willing to visit this fellowship once a month? Yeah! I had my confirmation. The second question was, would I help him find a formal denomination he could join that would offer him the structure and much needed accountability. I was overjoyed! He went on to tell me the specific things he'd learned from listening to my testimony. This warmed my heart so much as the opposite is usually the case, especially among the men here. I have great hopes for Maxim's work with our Lord.
NEW PARTNERSHIPS
One of the many functions of the Center is networking churches and ministries together to better and more quickly achieve the ends of the Kingdom of God. One such partnership is emerging with another American worker here, who is pastoring a very successful local church. This church is a model, in opinion, for others. It belongs to a strong union, is evangelical, energetic, and growing throughout the Far East. Tanya and I have grown close Joe Purcell and his family (wife Mary, sons Joey, Peter, John and daughter Katie). Joe and I have discussed many ways we can collaborate together to bring more teaching, better-equipped ministries and programs.
Joe and Mary also serve as parental models for me and their children are models for Tanya. In addition, Joe is a good spiritual help to me here, as I'm so far away from my own home church and it's warm spiritual embrace. I thank the Lord for the Purcell's.
PERSONAL NOTE
Tanya has turned the big thirteen! She's pretty excited about becoming a teenager. What she doesn't know is that I'm tempted to do a disappearing act for the next several years! Seriously, she's growing into her age and into a beautiful young woman. I'm so proud of her!
As for me, I'm hanging in there! Our quilting group has decided to take up crocheting for a while and we're making a patchwork afghan together. I think we mostly enjoy getting together and chatting. Anya, one of the first and most faithful quilter, went to church with us on Sunday and plans to go again. Yeah!
Blessings and peace to you all,
E'beth
Monday, January 06, 2003
Khabarovsk Journal
December 15, 2001
THE HONEST SINNER'S CLUB
Pastor Misha and Edik came to visit me the other day. It was a surprise visit, not one of my favorite kind. Unlike Americans, Russians don't seem to have much of a concept of "privacy." As a matter of fact, they don't even have a word for it in their language, so I've been told. Calling ahead is not only non-cultural, it's also not practical. Many Nationals don't even have telephones or, because they walk and take public transportation, don't have access to a phone. But the main reason for drop-in visits is -- that's just the way it's done in Russia. Privacy has been one of the greatest sacrifices I've had to make.
Despite the unexpectedness (is that a word?) of this visit, my visitors are some of my favorite people. Besides, they followed another
Russian custom and brought a bottle of Coke and a box of chocolates. How can you turn that away? We had tea (this always includes a lot more than the beverage from which this custom is derived--luckily I had some soup left over) and chatted.
Edik, my 26-year-old orphan friend, is still struggling with growing up and becoming socialized. It's a universal problem for those
who've grown up in the State children's homes system. He complains that he's not growing spiritually and that he's very disappointed with other Christians. I just smile. Who isn't? Believers call each other hypocrites (it's always easier to see it in others, isn't it?) and
non-believers call Christians hypocrites (sounds repetitive) and many don't want anything to do with the faith because, if they joined up, they'd have to be with other Christians. Wasn't it Ghandi who said that Christianity was great except for the Christians? So, Edik and I went over the facts again.
1) Yes, WE are hypocrites. We can't help ourselves, it seems it's part of our sin nature (Ah! Don't like that word? SIN, SIN, SIN. Get
used to it, it's real.). As Christians we think it's so important to be "good," that we fake it. Looks good when we can pull it off, but it's
only an illusion. God doesn't like illusions so He'll usually come along a burst your bubble at some point or another. Then we get all
emotional for a while, but not for long before we proceed to create a new illusion. Who we're we trying to kid? The only one that's going for the fake job is the one who created it. God certainly sees the truth, and most people can see through a great deal of the facade. Non-believers are hypocrites too. But that's okay, I guess, because they don't live by the same standard nor are they subject to God's law. The end-result, of course, is much worse for them. But that's another topic.
2) Yes, WE are disappointments (you think you're disappointed with Christians -- you should ask Christ how HE feels. After all, He died for this motley crew!).
3) When you start getting upset at others, it's time to take a look in your own spiritual mirror-and stop there. Do not pass "Go," do
not collect $100. If you have any questions, refer to #1 & #2 above. Why do you think Jesus told his disciples not to judge? Because it's "bad?" Well, in a way I guess it is bad. Truth be told, however, the real issue is that we're simply not qualified to judge anyone. We are all simply mirror reflections of each other. Trust me on this, you're not going to see anything ugly in someone else that you don't possess yourself in large measure. That's part of our hypocrisy. So, what do you do? Live in a constant state of repentance, that's what. It's simple, but not easy.
4) When you feel you're not growing spiritually, that's when the most difficult work is being done. (I seriously believe God uses
boredom as a teaching tool -- He doesn't waste anything! We rarely sit still long enough for the Holy Spirit to do the transforming work that needs to be done-and there's a lot of it!) Besides, how can you know if you're growing spiritually or not? Have you seen your spirit lately? Me either. I think maybe God's the only one who knows what's going on in that realm so I'll trust him with the spiritual growth thing and concentrate on doing what He tells me to do, or not do, as the case may be.
5) Stop trying to "do" all the time and concentrate on "being." (Edik has the common bad habit of thinking that works alone will get him where he wants to go, which is mostly on a pedestal where everyone can admire him. Or, alternatively, at least if he's real busy doing the "Lord's work," it looks like he's on the "inside," which is a very desirable place for most humans to be. Ask any Pharisee.)
Like many of us, Edik goes around breaking the first three commandments on a regular basis. I've written about the first two commandments in my essay "Who is God," so I'll concentrate on the third -- taking the name of the Lord in vane. I like the way the NIV puts it: You shall not misuse the name of the Lord your God, for the Lord will not hold anyone guiltless who misuses his name.
There have been many discussion about what this commandment means. We've talked about taking oaths (which the
New Testaments exhorts us not to do), and about profanity using the word "god," or "Jesus." There may be other takes on this, but these are the one's I remember. But I see an even more profane misuse of God's name and that's in claiming to work for Him when you don't. I think I finally got it figured out. You see, you really can't do anything for God. He's God after all and he created this world just by speaking. What's He need with us? It is however possible to work with God, which He greatly desires in order to be in relationship with us. There's a catch -- it's by invitation only, and it has to come from the Boss Himself. So, no, you can't just go out and pitch a tent, and then tell everyone you're working for God. You can only work with God where He's already at work. He's the only one with power to create and transform, we humans have no power of our own, so why try to go solo? The only possible reward you can get is human admiration, which gets you nowhere in the Kingdom of God. Don't settle for so little. Besides, God doesn=92t take the misuse of his name lightly. I really feel sorry for those who misrepresent themselves as God=92s servants. Judgement day
will come, you know.
Edik has this habit of trying some new ministry ideas that he can't pull off by himself. What he does is he tries to Shanghai someone with credibility and ministry success (and a real calling) into getting involved with him, only to find out there's nothing to get involved in, or you end up holding the bag. He tried this on me recently. I didn't bite and called him on it. He admitted it was a ruse. God wasn't working there so Edik couldn't have received an invitation to join Him. "Knock it off!," I told him.
6) Don't worry about what other people think of you. The real disappointment turns out to be that, mostly, people aren't thinking
about you at all. This is what really gets us in trouble, I think. Edik has felt kind of invisible all his life. No parents, a system that
doesn't nurture you and does nothing to build self-worth, and then you get dumped into the world for what? You know the old saying, it's better to get bad attention than no attention at all? Well, in the church this translates to, if you can't be recognized as a real "doer" of the work of the Kingdom, be the best misfit, screw-up, needy person around. You can really work this angle, sometimes. My friend here is a master at it. Unfortunately, he's overdone it a bit and most folks run for cover when he's seen approaching.
7) Stop striving and just live your life to the glory of God. Now, if we'd just stick with this, we'd never loose. Brother Lawrence in "Practicing the Presence of God" impressed me by washing dishes to the glory of God. I use his example extensively. I suggested that Edik stop looking for ways to draw attention to himself, to impress others or, heaven forbid, impress God! Instead, I suggested he find ways to bring glory to God in the mundane activities of the day. I believe it's this practice that trains and qualifies us to serve with God in His great plan. As you strive to glorify God, your attention is on Him, instead of yourself, and, wouldn't you know it, you get to know Him! As you get to know God and spend lots of time with Him, inevitably you'll start acquiring some of His traits and habits. Now there's something God can use.
Brother Edik is now discipling under Pastor Misha in the village of Nikolayevka where Misha runs a rehabilitation center for ex-convicts.
Good place to practice the presence of God. I like Misha a lot. He's an honest sinner. I love honest sinners -- and God does too. After our discussion with Edik, we began to laugh at ourselves a bit (I always encourage this-it's so healing and humbling!). I suggested we start a club called "The Honest Sinners Club." Only honest sinners are welcome to join. Folks who are willing to expose the truth about themselves, first to themselves (seems the hardest part), and then to their fellow honest sinners will be granted entry. Honesty really brings relief, you know. It takes a lot of energy to fake it all the time.
A week after this discussion, another young pastor, Maxim, asked to speak with me. He told me of the antics of another pastor, whom I had trusted and was encouraging and helping. How sad to find out he's just another fake. Maxim was hurt by this other pastor, and lost a ministry opportunity, to which he is truly called. The other pastor took the funding and went off to do his own thing, excluding Maxim and misusing the funds. Now Maxim is at a standstill, in possession of a calling and a vision, but no funding.
I invited Maxim to join our club. He seems like the honest sort. We really need a system of accountability over here to keep him and others that way. The temptation here is so great, because the economy is so crippled. We have to acknowledge the temptation and establish checks and balances to assist our brothers and sisters. We can't just hand over money and responsibility, and then expect them to know what to do. Everyone is poor and needy. It's so easy to take a little from here and put it over there with every intention of paying it back but then something happens. We call it robbing Peter to pay Paul. In God's work it's a lot more than that.
The other pastor? I pray God will expose him and cause him to repent before judgement day. I have a collection of this type, unfortunately. One just rolled a minivan, which he'd pretty much extorted out of some good folks. I pray that one day he too will become an honest sinner.
How about you? You're a sinner, there's no way out of it. It's just a fact, not a judgement. The question is, will you be an honest sinner? As for me, I figure life's pretty tough already, so why not do the dirty work now instead of waiting for judgement day-it won't make things any worse. I'd just as soon hear Jesus say "Well done, good and faithful servant," when we meet face to face for the first time, than have to face His sadness and disappointment -- and judgement. Besides, I'm pretty tired and I'd like to spend my first few centuries just resting in heaven and drinking in the joy of the Lord.
So, want to join our club?
Your sister in Christ,
An honest sinner,
E'beth
December 15, 2001
THE HONEST SINNER'S CLUB
Pastor Misha and Edik came to visit me the other day. It was a surprise visit, not one of my favorite kind. Unlike Americans, Russians don't seem to have much of a concept of "privacy." As a matter of fact, they don't even have a word for it in their language, so I've been told. Calling ahead is not only non-cultural, it's also not practical. Many Nationals don't even have telephones or, because they walk and take public transportation, don't have access to a phone. But the main reason for drop-in visits is -- that's just the way it's done in Russia. Privacy has been one of the greatest sacrifices I've had to make.
Despite the unexpectedness (is that a word?) of this visit, my visitors are some of my favorite people. Besides, they followed another
Russian custom and brought a bottle of Coke and a box of chocolates. How can you turn that away? We had tea (this always includes a lot more than the beverage from which this custom is derived--luckily I had some soup left over) and chatted.
Edik, my 26-year-old orphan friend, is still struggling with growing up and becoming socialized. It's a universal problem for those
who've grown up in the State children's homes system. He complains that he's not growing spiritually and that he's very disappointed with other Christians. I just smile. Who isn't? Believers call each other hypocrites (it's always easier to see it in others, isn't it?) and
non-believers call Christians hypocrites (sounds repetitive) and many don't want anything to do with the faith because, if they joined up, they'd have to be with other Christians. Wasn't it Ghandi who said that Christianity was great except for the Christians? So, Edik and I went over the facts again.
1) Yes, WE are hypocrites. We can't help ourselves, it seems it's part of our sin nature (Ah! Don't like that word? SIN, SIN, SIN. Get
used to it, it's real.). As Christians we think it's so important to be "good," that we fake it. Looks good when we can pull it off, but it's
only an illusion. God doesn't like illusions so He'll usually come along a burst your bubble at some point or another. Then we get all
emotional for a while, but not for long before we proceed to create a new illusion. Who we're we trying to kid? The only one that's going for the fake job is the one who created it. God certainly sees the truth, and most people can see through a great deal of the facade. Non-believers are hypocrites too. But that's okay, I guess, because they don't live by the same standard nor are they subject to God's law. The end-result, of course, is much worse for them. But that's another topic.
2) Yes, WE are disappointments (you think you're disappointed with Christians -- you should ask Christ how HE feels. After all, He died for this motley crew!).
3) When you start getting upset at others, it's time to take a look in your own spiritual mirror-and stop there. Do not pass "Go," do
not collect $100. If you have any questions, refer to #1 & #2 above. Why do you think Jesus told his disciples not to judge? Because it's "bad?" Well, in a way I guess it is bad. Truth be told, however, the real issue is that we're simply not qualified to judge anyone. We are all simply mirror reflections of each other. Trust me on this, you're not going to see anything ugly in someone else that you don't possess yourself in large measure. That's part of our hypocrisy. So, what do you do? Live in a constant state of repentance, that's what. It's simple, but not easy.
4) When you feel you're not growing spiritually, that's when the most difficult work is being done. (I seriously believe God uses
boredom as a teaching tool -- He doesn't waste anything! We rarely sit still long enough for the Holy Spirit to do the transforming work that needs to be done-and there's a lot of it!) Besides, how can you know if you're growing spiritually or not? Have you seen your spirit lately? Me either. I think maybe God's the only one who knows what's going on in that realm so I'll trust him with the spiritual growth thing and concentrate on doing what He tells me to do, or not do, as the case may be.
5) Stop trying to "do" all the time and concentrate on "being." (Edik has the common bad habit of thinking that works alone will get him where he wants to go, which is mostly on a pedestal where everyone can admire him. Or, alternatively, at least if he's real busy doing the "Lord's work," it looks like he's on the "inside," which is a very desirable place for most humans to be. Ask any Pharisee.)
Like many of us, Edik goes around breaking the first three commandments on a regular basis. I've written about the first two commandments in my essay "Who is God," so I'll concentrate on the third -- taking the name of the Lord in vane. I like the way the NIV puts it: You shall not misuse the name of the Lord your God, for the Lord will not hold anyone guiltless who misuses his name.
There have been many discussion about what this commandment means. We've talked about taking oaths (which the
New Testaments exhorts us not to do), and about profanity using the word "god," or "Jesus." There may be other takes on this, but these are the one's I remember. But I see an even more profane misuse of God's name and that's in claiming to work for Him when you don't. I think I finally got it figured out. You see, you really can't do anything for God. He's God after all and he created this world just by speaking. What's He need with us? It is however possible to work with God, which He greatly desires in order to be in relationship with us. There's a catch -- it's by invitation only, and it has to come from the Boss Himself. So, no, you can't just go out and pitch a tent, and then tell everyone you're working for God. You can only work with God where He's already at work. He's the only one with power to create and transform, we humans have no power of our own, so why try to go solo? The only possible reward you can get is human admiration, which gets you nowhere in the Kingdom of God. Don't settle for so little. Besides, God doesn=92t take the misuse of his name lightly. I really feel sorry for those who misrepresent themselves as God=92s servants. Judgement day
will come, you know.
Edik has this habit of trying some new ministry ideas that he can't pull off by himself. What he does is he tries to Shanghai someone with credibility and ministry success (and a real calling) into getting involved with him, only to find out there's nothing to get involved in, or you end up holding the bag. He tried this on me recently. I didn't bite and called him on it. He admitted it was a ruse. God wasn't working there so Edik couldn't have received an invitation to join Him. "Knock it off!," I told him.
6) Don't worry about what other people think of you. The real disappointment turns out to be that, mostly, people aren't thinking
about you at all. This is what really gets us in trouble, I think. Edik has felt kind of invisible all his life. No parents, a system that
doesn't nurture you and does nothing to build self-worth, and then you get dumped into the world for what? You know the old saying, it's better to get bad attention than no attention at all? Well, in the church this translates to, if you can't be recognized as a real "doer" of the work of the Kingdom, be the best misfit, screw-up, needy person around. You can really work this angle, sometimes. My friend here is a master at it. Unfortunately, he's overdone it a bit and most folks run for cover when he's seen approaching.
7) Stop striving and just live your life to the glory of God. Now, if we'd just stick with this, we'd never loose. Brother Lawrence in "Practicing the Presence of God" impressed me by washing dishes to the glory of God. I use his example extensively. I suggested that Edik stop looking for ways to draw attention to himself, to impress others or, heaven forbid, impress God! Instead, I suggested he find ways to bring glory to God in the mundane activities of the day. I believe it's this practice that trains and qualifies us to serve with God in His great plan. As you strive to glorify God, your attention is on Him, instead of yourself, and, wouldn't you know it, you get to know Him! As you get to know God and spend lots of time with Him, inevitably you'll start acquiring some of His traits and habits. Now there's something God can use.
Brother Edik is now discipling under Pastor Misha in the village of Nikolayevka where Misha runs a rehabilitation center for ex-convicts.
Good place to practice the presence of God. I like Misha a lot. He's an honest sinner. I love honest sinners -- and God does too. After our discussion with Edik, we began to laugh at ourselves a bit (I always encourage this-it's so healing and humbling!). I suggested we start a club called "The Honest Sinners Club." Only honest sinners are welcome to join. Folks who are willing to expose the truth about themselves, first to themselves (seems the hardest part), and then to their fellow honest sinners will be granted entry. Honesty really brings relief, you know. It takes a lot of energy to fake it all the time.
A week after this discussion, another young pastor, Maxim, asked to speak with me. He told me of the antics of another pastor, whom I had trusted and was encouraging and helping. How sad to find out he's just another fake. Maxim was hurt by this other pastor, and lost a ministry opportunity, to which he is truly called. The other pastor took the funding and went off to do his own thing, excluding Maxim and misusing the funds. Now Maxim is at a standstill, in possession of a calling and a vision, but no funding.
I invited Maxim to join our club. He seems like the honest sort. We really need a system of accountability over here to keep him and others that way. The temptation here is so great, because the economy is so crippled. We have to acknowledge the temptation and establish checks and balances to assist our brothers and sisters. We can't just hand over money and responsibility, and then expect them to know what to do. Everyone is poor and needy. It's so easy to take a little from here and put it over there with every intention of paying it back but then something happens. We call it robbing Peter to pay Paul. In God's work it's a lot more than that.
The other pastor? I pray God will expose him and cause him to repent before judgement day. I have a collection of this type, unfortunately. One just rolled a minivan, which he'd pretty much extorted out of some good folks. I pray that one day he too will become an honest sinner.
How about you? You're a sinner, there's no way out of it. It's just a fact, not a judgement. The question is, will you be an honest sinner? As for me, I figure life's pretty tough already, so why not do the dirty work now instead of waiting for judgement day-it won't make things any worse. I'd just as soon hear Jesus say "Well done, good and faithful servant," when we meet face to face for the first time, than have to face His sadness and disappointment -- and judgement. Besides, I'm pretty tired and I'd like to spend my first few centuries just resting in heaven and drinking in the joy of the Lord.
So, want to join our club?
Your sister in Christ,
An honest sinner,
E'beth
Khabarovsk Journal
December 3, 2001
Dear friends, partners and relatives,
There seems to be a lot going on, as usual over here. I'll try to organize news in an orderly fashion and see if I can remember everything...
WEATHER
CHRIST'S HERITAGE CENTER
--Children's & Youth Ministry
--Quilting Group
--Military Chaplaincy Association
--Christian Businessman's Association
--Short-term Missions
--Future Plans
BIBLE STUDIES
BLESSING UNITED METHODIST CHURCH
PERSONAL
WEATHER
It's cold. Real cold. It's going to get a lot colder. It's snowed lightly a couple of times. Until the end of March or into April, that's going to be pretty standard. In the middle of May, summer starts here. Not much of a spring or fall to talk about.
CHRIST'S HERITAGE CENTER
Children's & Youth Ministry: Plans are underway for a pretty big holiday party for kids in January. Glaya and her helpers have organized a choir (of which Tanya is a member), has found a hall that will host the event free of charge (God is so good!), costumes are being made and, thanks to a generous church in Texas, funding has been provided to make this all possible. Galya plans to go around and visit orphanages and other children's homes to invite kids to the celebration. Small gifts will be given out to each one and the Christmas story--the way the Bible presents it--will be center stage. Lots of games will be played as well. They came up with a neat idea... they're going to give out puzzles to kids and, those who complete them can send them in to the Center and get a book with the story of the Gospel. They hope to keep connected to these kids on into the future. I'm invited to the party but am not sure I'll survive so many excited kids in one place. Hmm...gotta see my kid sing in the choir, however. Right?
The Christian Youth Club continues to be active and growing. Reading scripture, memorizing verses, and having friendly competitions
is a part of the program. Everyone seems to be enjoying it and it should continue to be a success well into the future.
Quilting Group: This group goes on with or without me, which is wonderful. I've been keeping a low profile at the center (been pretty
much absent, as a matter of fact) but that hasn't slowed anything down. A good sign when the Nationals go independent.
Military Chaplaincy Association: This group continues to grow and serve. I was excited to meet the president of the national organization--an American retired army gentleman. I'd tell you his name if I could remember it or if I could find his business card (which is somewhere on this desk!). He also brought with him three other gentlemen, one a retired Air Force General (whose business card I also possess somewhere), who are helping their Russian counterparts with this program. Seems strange, on the face of it, to have Americans helping make the Russian Army stronger (which must happen if it's populated with believers). But, hey, we're really building a Heavenly Army, after all. Right? I'm personally very glad this association exists as we're losing more and more of the young men to suicide, murder, drugs and alcohol abuse. Our Christian brothers give them hope, comfort and love.
Christian Businessman's Association: We were approached by a local pastor, Yuri Ilchenko, who asked if the Center staff would be
willing to help the leader of this association (a member of his church) put together and distribute invitations to local business people to
attend the meetings. So, Ira has a new task. Of course we're thrilled to assist in this and provide a place for them to meet each Saturday. I'm might take a hand in providing some communication and customer service guidelines for them so they can be more successful in a growing free market economy. We also invite any American businessman who is interested to come over and give a hand. Let us know if you're interested!
Short Term Missions: I've also been approached by interested folks in California who want to bring teams into Khabarovsk (and have
been doing so for the past couple of years) this coming summer. It so happened (yeah, right) that Grigory Vyugov dropped by with a great project for these folks. He ministers to the natives of this region, the Nanai, about four hours out of Khabarovsk. He wants to convert a vacant field, being donated by the local government, into a sports court with Tennis, Basketball, Volleyball, and Football facilities. He'd also like to provide a playground for little ones. There's great hunting and fishing to be enjoyed in this region as well so there's opportunity for some leisure as well work building this facility. We might have a match with this one.
Future Plans: As I shared last time, we'd been approached by the regional police big-wig with the proposition of giving the Center a
building if we'd do the repairs and do some local outreach for the street people in it. The building he had in mind needs more repair and equipping than he realized--estimated to cost about $400,000 US. Whew! So, he's looking for an alternative sight. The proposition is still alive. We'll see how this turns out. Meanwhile, we'll be collecting donations to fund the Center's growth when the time is right. Stay tuned!
BIBLE STUDIES
I've moved operations to a friend's house and the Bible study keeps going strong. We have a real committed group that keeps growing. With the cold weather setting in, some are a bit reluctant to leave their warm homes, but most come along anyway. I think we may make it out of Exodus 20 today. We've been studying God's character through the Ten Commandments for what seems an eternity--it's so clearly expressed in His laws. I'm going to propose starting up the Friday group again--perhaps in my apartment. Work goes on, praise God.
BLESSING UMC
I received the greatest blessing last week. Pastor Fyodor was visited by Helen Little, a representative from a church in North Carolina who has become the supporting congregation for Blessing UMC here in Khabarovsk. Helen's self-description was "A 70-year-old frugal
Methodist." She didn't tell us she's also delightful, energetic and extremely brave! She arrived in Khabarovsk without knowing one thing as to where she was staying, who to call, where to go... nothing. And she came alone despite being exhorted not to by concerned friends and loved ones. I had her stay with me and fell in love with this ball of energy. She and Fyodor got on real well and I think we've got a good relationship started here. We hope that Fyodor will soon be able to find a facility for his church and expand its ministries.
PERSONAL
You may or may not be wondering how things are going with my new visa. Well, they're still going--the red tape is longer than anticipated, but we're still plugging along. I estimate I'll get out of here no earlier than February now. I have to leave in March anyway as my current visa will expire by then. Please keep this in prayer!
Like all good American moms, I'm busily thinking about getting ready to get ready for Christmas. Since I didn't make it home before
this event, I'm going to have to get creative with gift-giving based on what's available here. We do have our tree up (at Tanya's insistence) and are enjoying it very much. I think Klavdia and I will make our way to the Singapore Market tomorrow and see if we can get started on the commercial end of this holiday. She also has to get new boots and a coat for winter. I love shopping in the US and hate it here--they took all the fun out of it what with lack of customer service, everything is in booths behind a counter where you can't get at it unless you ask, where you have to pay for something before you go down a long hall to try it on, and where the selection is less that wonderful and mostly from China (it's really depression to come home with something in size XL --it doesn't really help to know it's really an M in US terms).
Well, that's it from this end. Hopefully I'll remember to write to you again before Christmas... can't promise, however. I do need to
clean off my desk and that might take a while...
Blessings and love in Christ,
E'beth
December 3, 2001
Dear friends, partners and relatives,
There seems to be a lot going on, as usual over here. I'll try to organize news in an orderly fashion and see if I can remember everything...
WEATHER
CHRIST'S HERITAGE CENTER
--Children's & Youth Ministry
--Quilting Group
--Military Chaplaincy Association
--Christian Businessman's Association
--Short-term Missions
--Future Plans
BIBLE STUDIES
BLESSING UNITED METHODIST CHURCH
PERSONAL
WEATHER
It's cold. Real cold. It's going to get a lot colder. It's snowed lightly a couple of times. Until the end of March or into April, that's going to be pretty standard. In the middle of May, summer starts here. Not much of a spring or fall to talk about.
CHRIST'S HERITAGE CENTER
Children's & Youth Ministry: Plans are underway for a pretty big holiday party for kids in January. Glaya and her helpers have organized a choir (of which Tanya is a member), has found a hall that will host the event free of charge (God is so good!), costumes are being made and, thanks to a generous church in Texas, funding has been provided to make this all possible. Galya plans to go around and visit orphanages and other children's homes to invite kids to the celebration. Small gifts will be given out to each one and the Christmas story--the way the Bible presents it--will be center stage. Lots of games will be played as well. They came up with a neat idea... they're going to give out puzzles to kids and, those who complete them can send them in to the Center and get a book with the story of the Gospel. They hope to keep connected to these kids on into the future. I'm invited to the party but am not sure I'll survive so many excited kids in one place. Hmm...gotta see my kid sing in the choir, however. Right?
The Christian Youth Club continues to be active and growing. Reading scripture, memorizing verses, and having friendly competitions
is a part of the program. Everyone seems to be enjoying it and it should continue to be a success well into the future.
Quilting Group: This group goes on with or without me, which is wonderful. I've been keeping a low profile at the center (been pretty
much absent, as a matter of fact) but that hasn't slowed anything down. A good sign when the Nationals go independent.
Military Chaplaincy Association: This group continues to grow and serve. I was excited to meet the president of the national organization--an American retired army gentleman. I'd tell you his name if I could remember it or if I could find his business card (which is somewhere on this desk!). He also brought with him three other gentlemen, one a retired Air Force General (whose business card I also possess somewhere), who are helping their Russian counterparts with this program. Seems strange, on the face of it, to have Americans helping make the Russian Army stronger (which must happen if it's populated with believers). But, hey, we're really building a Heavenly Army, after all. Right? I'm personally very glad this association exists as we're losing more and more of the young men to suicide, murder, drugs and alcohol abuse. Our Christian brothers give them hope, comfort and love.
Christian Businessman's Association: We were approached by a local pastor, Yuri Ilchenko, who asked if the Center staff would be
willing to help the leader of this association (a member of his church) put together and distribute invitations to local business people to
attend the meetings. So, Ira has a new task. Of course we're thrilled to assist in this and provide a place for them to meet each Saturday. I'm might take a hand in providing some communication and customer service guidelines for them so they can be more successful in a growing free market economy. We also invite any American businessman who is interested to come over and give a hand. Let us know if you're interested!
Short Term Missions: I've also been approached by interested folks in California who want to bring teams into Khabarovsk (and have
been doing so for the past couple of years) this coming summer. It so happened (yeah, right) that Grigory Vyugov dropped by with a great project for these folks. He ministers to the natives of this region, the Nanai, about four hours out of Khabarovsk. He wants to convert a vacant field, being donated by the local government, into a sports court with Tennis, Basketball, Volleyball, and Football facilities. He'd also like to provide a playground for little ones. There's great hunting and fishing to be enjoyed in this region as well so there's opportunity for some leisure as well work building this facility. We might have a match with this one.
Future Plans: As I shared last time, we'd been approached by the regional police big-wig with the proposition of giving the Center a
building if we'd do the repairs and do some local outreach for the street people in it. The building he had in mind needs more repair and equipping than he realized--estimated to cost about $400,000 US. Whew! So, he's looking for an alternative sight. The proposition is still alive. We'll see how this turns out. Meanwhile, we'll be collecting donations to fund the Center's growth when the time is right. Stay tuned!
BIBLE STUDIES
I've moved operations to a friend's house and the Bible study keeps going strong. We have a real committed group that keeps growing. With the cold weather setting in, some are a bit reluctant to leave their warm homes, but most come along anyway. I think we may make it out of Exodus 20 today. We've been studying God's character through the Ten Commandments for what seems an eternity--it's so clearly expressed in His laws. I'm going to propose starting up the Friday group again--perhaps in my apartment. Work goes on, praise God.
BLESSING UMC
I received the greatest blessing last week. Pastor Fyodor was visited by Helen Little, a representative from a church in North Carolina who has become the supporting congregation for Blessing UMC here in Khabarovsk. Helen's self-description was "A 70-year-old frugal
Methodist." She didn't tell us she's also delightful, energetic and extremely brave! She arrived in Khabarovsk without knowing one thing as to where she was staying, who to call, where to go... nothing. And she came alone despite being exhorted not to by concerned friends and loved ones. I had her stay with me and fell in love with this ball of energy. She and Fyodor got on real well and I think we've got a good relationship started here. We hope that Fyodor will soon be able to find a facility for his church and expand its ministries.
PERSONAL
You may or may not be wondering how things are going with my new visa. Well, they're still going--the red tape is longer than anticipated, but we're still plugging along. I estimate I'll get out of here no earlier than February now. I have to leave in March anyway as my current visa will expire by then. Please keep this in prayer!
Like all good American moms, I'm busily thinking about getting ready to get ready for Christmas. Since I didn't make it home before
this event, I'm going to have to get creative with gift-giving based on what's available here. We do have our tree up (at Tanya's insistence) and are enjoying it very much. I think Klavdia and I will make our way to the Singapore Market tomorrow and see if we can get started on the commercial end of this holiday. She also has to get new boots and a coat for winter. I love shopping in the US and hate it here--they took all the fun out of it what with lack of customer service, everything is in booths behind a counter where you can't get at it unless you ask, where you have to pay for something before you go down a long hall to try it on, and where the selection is less that wonderful and mostly from China (it's really depression to come home with something in size XL --it doesn't really help to know it's really an M in US terms).
Well, that's it from this end. Hopefully I'll remember to write to you again before Christmas... can't promise, however. I do need to
clean off my desk and that might take a while...
Blessings and love in Christ,
E'beth
Khabarovsk Journal
November 14, 2001
Dear friends,
It's cold outside. Our highs are your lows in the Washington D.C. Metro Area. I don't think we're ever ready for winter, even when
we expect it. I wish I had expected it a bit sooner the other night when I stepped on some hidden ice and went flying. It was dark, I was alone, and leaves covered the patch of ice. Consequently I was sequestered at home a couple of days nursing a very sore head and stiff right side. That's dangerous! I'm a bit more cautious now that I'm alert to the danger. Since I fell on my way to Bible Study, the group just naturally circled around me and prayed for me. My head still hurt but my bruised spirit was certainly soothed. And, as you might expect, the Holy Spirit didn't let this inhibit His teaching.
This experience also alerted me to the realities we face in this world. When I fell, no one stopped to help me--and I didn't expected
anyone to. I lay on the street corner for a few moments while I assessed damage and moaned over a very painful head. I knew that I had to get up and get going because there was no other option. I felt very alone at that moment and the pain only served to highlight the feeling of defenselessness I experience in this land at times. Of course, I'm not really alone--but physical manifestations of comfort and companionship are sometimes not present. That's why the church exists and why families and friends are so important. No one should feel alone and abandoned--but so many do. This experience offered a clear reminder of what I'm supposed to be focusing on!
IMPORTANT, EXCITING NEWS!
A rather interesting possibility has been presented to us here. Fyodor received a call from the Commissioner of Police for the Khabarovsk Region asking for a meeting. Fyodor, puzzled, went to meet him. The man had a proposition. Quite simply, the regional
administration is interested in giving the Center a building if we will use a portion of it to start a shelter for the homeless--especially during the winter. As far as we can determine, we would be free to use the rest of the very large building for Fyodor's church, the Center and whatever else we need that will be beneficial to the community of Khabarovsk. On top of it all, this man's wife is a doctor and very interested in working with the handicapped and elderly. She would be available to work with us. The possibility of starting a nursing home was put on the table. There may be a possibility of funding this enterprise through the timber business as well. Our heads are spinning.
We are all a bit shocked and excited at the possibilities. To have an official relationship with the government administration here
would be incredibly good... mostly. We'd have the protection of the police, which we'd probably need if we decided to go the business
route--the Mafia doesn't like it when others succeed and they don't have their finger in the pie. If we went the timber route, it would be
virtually tax free and all proceeds would go back into the ministry. I have NO idea how to go about this but, interestingly enough, our own Ira's father knows all about the timber business--has 20 years of experience. So, we'll talk to him.
If this thing falls together, we'd get a building in great need of repair--which we'd have to finance. But the building would belong to the church. Given the doctor's interest, there exists the possibility of considering a medical mission here as well at some point in the
future. We'll investigate further and let you know.
The need for the homeless and disenfranchised is growing year by year. More and more people are losing their grip on society and the benefits of its system. I don't think the government knows what to do or has the wherewithal to do whatever that would be. We're told the Orthodox Church merely makes demands but offers no help. So they seem to be turning to those of us who, for some strange reason they have yet to understand, like to help people without reward or profit. As far as they can see, we're crazy. But so be it. If it will open doors, we'll be crazy for them.
Another alternative or perhaps and additional opportunity is a piece of property near one of the main squares downtown. Fyodor believes we could get it cheep and build on an existing foundation. The location is absolutely prime and would be a wonderful investment, no matter what we decided to do with it. Property values are going way up and properties are becoming harder to come by because of the increased status of the city and region of Khabarovsk. The upshot of the thing is, we'll need to move fast when if we decide to go this route.
Sunday a fellow-laborer thanked me for the use of the Center for his youth group while they sought a larger facility to rent. Our quilting group doesn't have enough space to function any more--and there's so much more we could be doing. Our place is great for small beginnings but that's about it. I'd love to have a large facility where more can be done in the long-term. Please pray for this project and pray that our rich Heavenly Father will provide the funds--after all, He owns everything. Our lands are being extended and God's blessings will follow. He will use us as His instruments to make his plan happen. I'm so excited to see how well received our ministry has become--by the church as well as by the local administration.
RED TAPE...
Bureaucracy and time-zones are still impeding progress on the visa process. I pray we'll get the documents done this month. I might
make it back home by New Years at this rate! Getting my religious visa is becoming more and more important as my team has expressed some concern over my activities under my current cultural exchange visa. There is concern that their work will come under unwanted scrutiny. I have been and remain very cautious to stay within the confines of the law, but perceptions are what counts in the end. So, I have ceased my public ministry until I secure the religious visa. This has caused quite a stir among my students... but we'll figure something out. In addition, because the U.S. has found it needful to tighten the restrictions in issuing visas to foreigners wishing to enter our country, these same restrictions are immediately adopted by the international community. The result is that these one-year visas may be hard to come by, if not impossible. The alternative may be a three-month visa, which would require me to leave the country every three months to renew it. Please pray for all of us and the work here.
IN CLOSING
This week has been interesting for me. I've come face-to-face with my emptiness. I see all the things that I do and say and realize
that I don't have the wisdom, the love, the knowledge or anything to do and say these things. I realize I truly am a vessel for God's use--and that's about it. It's an honor and I'm not complaining. However, as humans in our various cultures, we are all trained from a young age that success is important--that we should be working towards accomplishing or becoming something. Everything I ever worked toward I never reached. Now everything I do isn't of my own doing but God's (well, at least everything I seemingly do right! I do a lot of wrong things I don't credit the Almighty Creator of Everything with!). So it leaves me with a philosophical question I can't seem to find an answer to... and that is, "What is a human being supposed to be worth on his/her own, separate from the worth God gives him/her by virtue of being in relationship with Him?" The only answer I can come up with is "nothing." That's pretty hard on the ol' ego. Then the next question surfaces... "What am I supposed to be working toward if the only thing of value is what God does and is?" That's a tough one. There's got to be some motivation for remaining alive and ticking. The only answer I can come up with is to learn to love. After all, God IS love. Now there's a hard one! Some folks are just really hard to love. John 15:12 is a command in the
regard... "My command is this: Love each other as I have loved you." That goal ought to keep me busy until Kingdom come, don't you think? I'm given many, many opportunities to practice, too. How about you?
In His love,
E'beth
November 14, 2001
Dear friends,
It's cold outside. Our highs are your lows in the Washington D.C. Metro Area. I don't think we're ever ready for winter, even when
we expect it. I wish I had expected it a bit sooner the other night when I stepped on some hidden ice and went flying. It was dark, I was alone, and leaves covered the patch of ice. Consequently I was sequestered at home a couple of days nursing a very sore head and stiff right side. That's dangerous! I'm a bit more cautious now that I'm alert to the danger. Since I fell on my way to Bible Study, the group just naturally circled around me and prayed for me. My head still hurt but my bruised spirit was certainly soothed. And, as you might expect, the Holy Spirit didn't let this inhibit His teaching.
This experience also alerted me to the realities we face in this world. When I fell, no one stopped to help me--and I didn't expected
anyone to. I lay on the street corner for a few moments while I assessed damage and moaned over a very painful head. I knew that I had to get up and get going because there was no other option. I felt very alone at that moment and the pain only served to highlight the feeling of defenselessness I experience in this land at times. Of course, I'm not really alone--but physical manifestations of comfort and companionship are sometimes not present. That's why the church exists and why families and friends are so important. No one should feel alone and abandoned--but so many do. This experience offered a clear reminder of what I'm supposed to be focusing on!
IMPORTANT, EXCITING NEWS!
A rather interesting possibility has been presented to us here. Fyodor received a call from the Commissioner of Police for the Khabarovsk Region asking for a meeting. Fyodor, puzzled, went to meet him. The man had a proposition. Quite simply, the regional
administration is interested in giving the Center a building if we will use a portion of it to start a shelter for the homeless--especially during the winter. As far as we can determine, we would be free to use the rest of the very large building for Fyodor's church, the Center and whatever else we need that will be beneficial to the community of Khabarovsk. On top of it all, this man's wife is a doctor and very interested in working with the handicapped and elderly. She would be available to work with us. The possibility of starting a nursing home was put on the table. There may be a possibility of funding this enterprise through the timber business as well. Our heads are spinning.
We are all a bit shocked and excited at the possibilities. To have an official relationship with the government administration here
would be incredibly good... mostly. We'd have the protection of the police, which we'd probably need if we decided to go the business
route--the Mafia doesn't like it when others succeed and they don't have their finger in the pie. If we went the timber route, it would be
virtually tax free and all proceeds would go back into the ministry. I have NO idea how to go about this but, interestingly enough, our own Ira's father knows all about the timber business--has 20 years of experience. So, we'll talk to him.
If this thing falls together, we'd get a building in great need of repair--which we'd have to finance. But the building would belong to the church. Given the doctor's interest, there exists the possibility of considering a medical mission here as well at some point in the
future. We'll investigate further and let you know.
The need for the homeless and disenfranchised is growing year by year. More and more people are losing their grip on society and the benefits of its system. I don't think the government knows what to do or has the wherewithal to do whatever that would be. We're told the Orthodox Church merely makes demands but offers no help. So they seem to be turning to those of us who, for some strange reason they have yet to understand, like to help people without reward or profit. As far as they can see, we're crazy. But so be it. If it will open doors, we'll be crazy for them.
Another alternative or perhaps and additional opportunity is a piece of property near one of the main squares downtown. Fyodor believes we could get it cheep and build on an existing foundation. The location is absolutely prime and would be a wonderful investment, no matter what we decided to do with it. Property values are going way up and properties are becoming harder to come by because of the increased status of the city and region of Khabarovsk. The upshot of the thing is, we'll need to move fast when if we decide to go this route.
Sunday a fellow-laborer thanked me for the use of the Center for his youth group while they sought a larger facility to rent. Our quilting group doesn't have enough space to function any more--and there's so much more we could be doing. Our place is great for small beginnings but that's about it. I'd love to have a large facility where more can be done in the long-term. Please pray for this project and pray that our rich Heavenly Father will provide the funds--after all, He owns everything. Our lands are being extended and God's blessings will follow. He will use us as His instruments to make his plan happen. I'm so excited to see how well received our ministry has become--by the church as well as by the local administration.
RED TAPE...
Bureaucracy and time-zones are still impeding progress on the visa process. I pray we'll get the documents done this month. I might
make it back home by New Years at this rate! Getting my religious visa is becoming more and more important as my team has expressed some concern over my activities under my current cultural exchange visa. There is concern that their work will come under unwanted scrutiny. I have been and remain very cautious to stay within the confines of the law, but perceptions are what counts in the end. So, I have ceased my public ministry until I secure the religious visa. This has caused quite a stir among my students... but we'll figure something out. In addition, because the U.S. has found it needful to tighten the restrictions in issuing visas to foreigners wishing to enter our country, these same restrictions are immediately adopted by the international community. The result is that these one-year visas may be hard to come by, if not impossible. The alternative may be a three-month visa, which would require me to leave the country every three months to renew it. Please pray for all of us and the work here.
IN CLOSING
This week has been interesting for me. I've come face-to-face with my emptiness. I see all the things that I do and say and realize
that I don't have the wisdom, the love, the knowledge or anything to do and say these things. I realize I truly am a vessel for God's use--and that's about it. It's an honor and I'm not complaining. However, as humans in our various cultures, we are all trained from a young age that success is important--that we should be working towards accomplishing or becoming something. Everything I ever worked toward I never reached. Now everything I do isn't of my own doing but God's (well, at least everything I seemingly do right! I do a lot of wrong things I don't credit the Almighty Creator of Everything with!). So it leaves me with a philosophical question I can't seem to find an answer to... and that is, "What is a human being supposed to be worth on his/her own, separate from the worth God gives him/her by virtue of being in relationship with Him?" The only answer I can come up with is "nothing." That's pretty hard on the ol' ego. Then the next question surfaces... "What am I supposed to be working toward if the only thing of value is what God does and is?" That's a tough one. There's got to be some motivation for remaining alive and ticking. The only answer I can come up with is to learn to love. After all, God IS love. Now there's a hard one! Some folks are just really hard to love. John 15:12 is a command in the
regard... "My command is this: Love each other as I have loved you." That goal ought to keep me busy until Kingdom come, don't you think? I'm given many, many opportunities to practice, too. How about you?
In His love,
E'beth
Khabarovsk Journal
October 21, 2001
FIRST THINGS FIRST
Before I give you an update of our activities on this side of the world, I want to thank many of you for helping us through a financial rough spot. Your donations to Christ’s Heritage Center are bringing us out of the “red.” We are working hard to steward the resources of the Center very carefully, limiting expenses without limiting ministry opportunities. It has provided many learning and growing opportunities for the staff.
HIGHLIGHTS
Attendance at our weekly Bible study and our Friday morning studies in Human Nature are growing. Life has become even more challenging for me as I try to accommodate one-on-one sessions with folks who want to talk about personal problems and pray. It is my fervent hope that, in time, a culture of trust will be developed in our group so that some of these issues can be shared in the group. But trust is hard to come by and it will take a long time for this to happen, if it ever does. Please keep this in prayer!
One of our new attendees is Olga. She’s a professional seamstress who comes to our quilting group on Tuesdays, along with Anya from that group. I don’t know what her beliefs are but apparently she hasn’t a problem with my talk of God. After our meeting on Friday, she waited patiently for her turn just to say thank you and give me a kiss. Tanya said “Mom, you have lipstick on your face!” I replied, “Yeah! Ain’t it great?” Patience is a key ingredient in our work. It has taken the better part of a year and a half to see fruit from our quilting group toward spiritual interest. First you build relationships based on friendship and shared interests, and then folks might let you in a bit closer. This is what it’s all about!
Another extraordinary experience this week was a visit from my good friend, Pastor Misha. Misha is an ex-con who typically abused drugs and alcohol. He’s completed seminary training and is one of my favorite people. Why? Because he’s such an obvious sinner living in constant repentance. He is one of very few men here (actually the only one I can think of right now) who is open and honest regarding the truth about himself. He asked to come see me at home… alone, without a translator. Once he arrived, he purged himself of so many burdens. He’s struggling mightily with his past life, many times failing. My Russian isn’t good enough to really understand everything he said and certainly not good enough to say anything very intelligent. Honestly, I think that was God’s purpose. Misha needed to talk, not be talked to! He cried as he confessed and then we prayed together, after I reminded him that Jesus died for him and that he’s already forgiven! Ah! How easily we forget.
Edik also came by. I had to send him for a walk while I listened to Misha. Once he returned (perfect timing, of course) I fed the boys. I saw that Misha was sighing a lot and asked him about that. He said he’d not slept the night before. So, I shuffled him off to take a nap while Edik and I talked (again without a translator!). Edik has worked very hard at healing from the wounds of his orphan childhood. But he recognizes that the work will never end and had questions about how to proceed. It always comes down to keeping the goal in sight, always clinging to the Healer, and choosing sides.
As I looked back on these visits, I was amazed at the results. Results I’m not responsible for, I can tell you. As Joy and I were talking about this yesterday (Misha works with Joy and was afraid to tell her of his backsliding—he went to her after our visit, praise God, as I reassured him he was in no danger with her) we laughed as we realized how many times God puts us in situations where we’re forced to listen instead of talk (obviously not our natural tendency!). I asked myself, what was it that these young men came for, if not words of wisdom I couldn’t offer? It dawned on me that they came to be in God’s presence… and I’m overwhelmed to realize that they knew they would find it in my company. They knew that I’d offer no judgement and that they were safe. They knew that they’d receive love and encouragement… exhortation as needed, and ultimately, our Lord’s sweet peace. Now that’s fellowship!
Yesterday I met our Christian Businessmen’s group for the first time. We are enjoying the visit of some businessmen and a pastor from Alaska who were interested in meeting with this group. I was thrilled to see this growing group sitting in the Center discussing Christian business practices in a very corrupt world. Our American brothers have indicated a great interested in forming a lasting collaboration with this group to assist them become more successful in their enterprises. Yesterday they discussed the differences in the Russian and American markets and business approaches. This is great stuff and really makes me feel proud of our ministry here.
Our Alaskan friends, Pastor Al, Rocky and Steve will come to dinner tonight, along with my colleagues Joe and Mary Purcell who are hosting them, to discuss the Center’s ministries and plans. I hope to develop a collaborative relationship with Joe, expanding the resources and reach of Christ’s Heritage Center. For instance, my staff indicated that they want to pursue the area of humanitarian aide. This will require a great deal of work with the bureaucracies to set up this system. Please keep this in your prayers. We’ve been approached by Josh McDowell’s organization and we will also contact Samaritan’s Purse to see if they’re interested in working in the Russian Far East. This might be a long and difficult road given the terrorist activities and their success in causing so much fear. But God will make it happen if it’s in His plans. No fear on that score!
IN CLOSING
I think I learn more in my relationship with Tanya than she does, some days! This week has been full of revelation and illumination. I’m currently teaching Tanya about the difference between thinking and behaving like an orphan vs. a daughter. Although she is my daughter in every way that counts, and is treated accordingly, she still remains an orphan at heart (orphan in this case meaning anyone separated from their birth family for any reason). I think we finally got through because she asked me what the difference is. Following our discussion, I had a moment of clear insight into my own soul, as a child of God. You see, we too are adopted, making us children of God. But we don’t always drop the orphan mentality. We don’t really, truly believe we are God’s children in the depths of our souls. We read the words, we know the cliché’s, we even preach the concept—but few of us really “live” it, any more than Tanya has been living as my daughter. She calls me “Mama” but doesn’t respect the role fully. I call God “Father” but also don’t fully accept His role in my life as my father.
I pray I can make as much progress as she is in this area. I truly believe she understands now, and we can work on it together. The strange thing is… I think maybe I finally understand too. I truly am the daughter of our Creator God. It’s not just words. It’s real! It’s way past time I “become” what I “am.”
With love, from God’s daughter and your sister,
E’beth
October 21, 2001
FIRST THINGS FIRST
Before I give you an update of our activities on this side of the world, I want to thank many of you for helping us through a financial rough spot. Your donations to Christ’s Heritage Center are bringing us out of the “red.” We are working hard to steward the resources of the Center very carefully, limiting expenses without limiting ministry opportunities. It has provided many learning and growing opportunities for the staff.
HIGHLIGHTS
Attendance at our weekly Bible study and our Friday morning studies in Human Nature are growing. Life has become even more challenging for me as I try to accommodate one-on-one sessions with folks who want to talk about personal problems and pray. It is my fervent hope that, in time, a culture of trust will be developed in our group so that some of these issues can be shared in the group. But trust is hard to come by and it will take a long time for this to happen, if it ever does. Please keep this in prayer!
One of our new attendees is Olga. She’s a professional seamstress who comes to our quilting group on Tuesdays, along with Anya from that group. I don’t know what her beliefs are but apparently she hasn’t a problem with my talk of God. After our meeting on Friday, she waited patiently for her turn just to say thank you and give me a kiss. Tanya said “Mom, you have lipstick on your face!” I replied, “Yeah! Ain’t it great?” Patience is a key ingredient in our work. It has taken the better part of a year and a half to see fruit from our quilting group toward spiritual interest. First you build relationships based on friendship and shared interests, and then folks might let you in a bit closer. This is what it’s all about!
Another extraordinary experience this week was a visit from my good friend, Pastor Misha. Misha is an ex-con who typically abused drugs and alcohol. He’s completed seminary training and is one of my favorite people. Why? Because he’s such an obvious sinner living in constant repentance. He is one of very few men here (actually the only one I can think of right now) who is open and honest regarding the truth about himself. He asked to come see me at home… alone, without a translator. Once he arrived, he purged himself of so many burdens. He’s struggling mightily with his past life, many times failing. My Russian isn’t good enough to really understand everything he said and certainly not good enough to say anything very intelligent. Honestly, I think that was God’s purpose. Misha needed to talk, not be talked to! He cried as he confessed and then we prayed together, after I reminded him that Jesus died for him and that he’s already forgiven! Ah! How easily we forget.
Edik also came by. I had to send him for a walk while I listened to Misha. Once he returned (perfect timing, of course) I fed the boys. I saw that Misha was sighing a lot and asked him about that. He said he’d not slept the night before. So, I shuffled him off to take a nap while Edik and I talked (again without a translator!). Edik has worked very hard at healing from the wounds of his orphan childhood. But he recognizes that the work will never end and had questions about how to proceed. It always comes down to keeping the goal in sight, always clinging to the Healer, and choosing sides.
As I looked back on these visits, I was amazed at the results. Results I’m not responsible for, I can tell you. As Joy and I were talking about this yesterday (Misha works with Joy and was afraid to tell her of his backsliding—he went to her after our visit, praise God, as I reassured him he was in no danger with her) we laughed as we realized how many times God puts us in situations where we’re forced to listen instead of talk (obviously not our natural tendency!). I asked myself, what was it that these young men came for, if not words of wisdom I couldn’t offer? It dawned on me that they came to be in God’s presence… and I’m overwhelmed to realize that they knew they would find it in my company. They knew that I’d offer no judgement and that they were safe. They knew that they’d receive love and encouragement… exhortation as needed, and ultimately, our Lord’s sweet peace. Now that’s fellowship!
Yesterday I met our Christian Businessmen’s group for the first time. We are enjoying the visit of some businessmen and a pastor from Alaska who were interested in meeting with this group. I was thrilled to see this growing group sitting in the Center discussing Christian business practices in a very corrupt world. Our American brothers have indicated a great interested in forming a lasting collaboration with this group to assist them become more successful in their enterprises. Yesterday they discussed the differences in the Russian and American markets and business approaches. This is great stuff and really makes me feel proud of our ministry here.
Our Alaskan friends, Pastor Al, Rocky and Steve will come to dinner tonight, along with my colleagues Joe and Mary Purcell who are hosting them, to discuss the Center’s ministries and plans. I hope to develop a collaborative relationship with Joe, expanding the resources and reach of Christ’s Heritage Center. For instance, my staff indicated that they want to pursue the area of humanitarian aide. This will require a great deal of work with the bureaucracies to set up this system. Please keep this in your prayers. We’ve been approached by Josh McDowell’s organization and we will also contact Samaritan’s Purse to see if they’re interested in working in the Russian Far East. This might be a long and difficult road given the terrorist activities and their success in causing so much fear. But God will make it happen if it’s in His plans. No fear on that score!
IN CLOSING
I think I learn more in my relationship with Tanya than she does, some days! This week has been full of revelation and illumination. I’m currently teaching Tanya about the difference between thinking and behaving like an orphan vs. a daughter. Although she is my daughter in every way that counts, and is treated accordingly, she still remains an orphan at heart (orphan in this case meaning anyone separated from their birth family for any reason). I think we finally got through because she asked me what the difference is. Following our discussion, I had a moment of clear insight into my own soul, as a child of God. You see, we too are adopted, making us children of God. But we don’t always drop the orphan mentality. We don’t really, truly believe we are God’s children in the depths of our souls. We read the words, we know the cliché’s, we even preach the concept—but few of us really “live” it, any more than Tanya has been living as my daughter. She calls me “Mama” but doesn’t respect the role fully. I call God “Father” but also don’t fully accept His role in my life as my father.
I pray I can make as much progress as she is in this area. I truly believe she understands now, and we can work on it together. The strange thing is… I think maybe I finally understand too. I truly am the daughter of our Creator God. It’s not just words. It’s real! It’s way past time I “become” what I “am.”
With love, from God’s daughter and your sister,
E’beth
Khabarovsk Journal
October 14, 2001
Greetings,
In my studies in various fields, including psychology and communication, I read somewhere that it takes a human being, on average, about two years to adjust to a new life-style. I've always been disappointed to realize that I fall well within the bell curb of any statistic I've encountered. This translates to the fact that I'm just one of millions on this earth, struggling to make things work, and often falling short of the ideal. I'm not specia" I'm just regular. Having said that, I've come to the realization this week that I've been in Khabarovsk about a year and a half, and I'm conscious of a greater comfort and calm in my psyche, which translates to much calmer behavior! Sometimes, all we gotta do is wait and it's our least favorite exercise. What's really scary is what we do during the waiting period. So far I think the damage is minimal at least I hope so.
I think back on what I've been asked to adjust to it makes me feel a bit better about my common-ness. If you're going to ride bulls and come in on the medium along with all the other cowboys, you want to at least believe you rode the meanest, toughest and most ornery bull there is! Oh well such is human pride. It'll get us in the end.
I guess I've actually become a mother. It is one thing to do the job and entirely another to own the role. I'll never succeed in actually becoming "Russian," but at least I'm not reacting as negatively to the differences in our cultures. We are amazingly different and it's not very apparent on the surface. The hard part is to recognize the differences without judgement or condemnation. We humans are surely prone to label things as "bad" or "wrong" that are actually only "different." Even knowing all about this tendency and being conscious of it constantly, I still do it. Just another statistic.
All this to say I'm feeling pretty good today. Except for my stomach. Might pray for that, if you've a mind to. I'm afraid that what I need to do is eat right. I'm not terribly interested in eating right because it means exercising some discipline over my eating habits, which I really don't want to do. I really like eating wrong. Oh well I'm sure God has a purpose beyond my stomach in this one. I truly do sympathize with Tanya when she balks at my disciplining her. It is tedious and requires much effort on her part. I share with her my struggles with "Abba" so she doesn't feel quite so alone. Well enough of that.
MINISTRY
Things are pretty exciting these days. This past week was such a blessing. I was really busy, too. Ira gave me a rundown of the week's activities at the Center and I was amazed! God is surely using the place. Personally I'm teaching project planning and management and doing my regular activities as well. I work around Tanya's school schedule so I can be home when she comes home. It isn't always convenient for everyone, but I know what my priorities are! Turns out it's a good example to others -- so they tell me.
Monday night's study was great, as usual. We're still studying the Ten Commandments. Each one seems to elicit much thought and clarity into God's character. Right now we're studying about the Sabbath Rest, and what that really means. Fascinating.
In answer to my students request, I've begun yet another study on Friday mornings. We had our first this past Friday. I'm using an interesting, and very personal, format. I'm using my own life story as a backdrop to studying and understanding human nature and God's purposes fulfilled in our lives. I've had a pretty eventful life, which has turned out pretty well (much to the collective amazement of all who know me, including myself). We'll see how it goes. Part of my reasoning in using this format is to hopefully open the participants up to share their own lives. Developing trust is quite a challenge here. The other reason is that I own my own story and am free to use it as I wish. Given that my past is reconciled and I'm at peace with it, it's a clean platform on which to launch.
This week we talked about the various major concentrations of a human life -- physical, psychological, spiritual, etc. We began studying about the power of choice -- the greatest power on earth. Choice is a gift from God to humans -- a mixed blessing, so we've come to know well. It's a gift He will never take away because it would impugn His integrity to do so. He will allow us to make our choices, but we must also accept the consequences for each choice, consequences God has made very plain to us in His word. Our choices also have consequences for others. We will continually look at how choice always precedes action -- our choice or someone else's. But nothing happens in this world without someone making a choice first.
The quilting group is truly a circle of friends. Last week was Nata's birthday so we used the time to have tea and celebrate together. We'll get back to work next week.
RELATIONSHIPS
There are always ups and downs in human relationships. One of the hardest adjustments I've had to make (and am still making) is allowing my heart to get involved with people, without breaking it every other day. God really does want us to love one another -- it takes investment and risk. He gives us the love and also teaches us how to use it. We're working on it.
One of the most important aspects of love He's taught me is to "stay." Love doesn't stop. It isn't always a good feeling either. But it always stays where it's needed, no matter what. I'm beginning to understand why. Most parents understand this well. Unfortunately, I don't think we apply it as broadly as God intended for us to. It also applies to our "neighbor" The payoff is great, when there is one! Mine this week was having my friend and pastor from Red River come into the Center with his wife. They are reconciled and he's back in the game. She looked beautiful and loved. Thank you Lord. And thank all of you who prayed for this situation. Please don't stop! I saw Yura's hesitation in greeting me -- I just enfolded him in a great bear hug and told him I loved him and was so happy to see him. He just beamed. In departing he told me he was back in the ministry and at home. He expressed regret for wasting so much time.
We all fall -- over and over and over again. We will again. But our God never quits and He always stays right where we left Him, to be found and returned to when we come to our senses. A good model to emulate.
I've invited Renata to come visit me as often as possible, for support and lots of loving. Her husband has told her to divorce him. He will not be faithful to her and is staying in the world. "Crack," goes the heart again. I will continue praying that he will come to his senses and return to his family -- both earthly and heavenly. Please pray for Renata and her family. She has to find another apartment that she can afford. There's nothing for rent and only God can provide. I continue to give her translating work she can do at home to supplement her income. She's holding up very well -- I'm really proud of her. I'm looking forward to her visit today, along with Nastya and Lillia -- my grandkids! Tanya realized last night that this makes her an aunt. Our family keeps growing and growing -- but that's okay. We have lots of love to spare.
THE FUTURE
Please pray with me about the future of the Center. I'm amazed at the possibilities this ministry has -- and we need to expand. The rent on our small facility will be raised soon. What we really need is a building of our own, with many rooms for various ministries. This will require prayer and financial support. Please consider this and pass the word around, will you? I've also requested additional missionary staff -- most urgently a youth worker. MSUM will recruit for this position. Please pray that someone will answer the call soon.
I'd love to be able to have a place where kids could come any day of the week just to hang out and be loved, instead of running around loose on the streets getting into all the available trouble. We also need day care for moms that need to work, but can't afford to pay to have their children watched. Renata already watches one baby and earns enough for bus fare. I'd like to see her expand on this. We need a conference/school room for meetings and classes, as well as a "living room" for fellowship. A workroom for crafts, etc. would be wonderful as well. We're now on top of each other all the time, it seems. We're having to keep a tight calendar and turn folks away in order to accommodate all that's going on. The Center is unique and much needed. We'd also like to open a Christian bookstore. The list goes on. We need room!
Galya is working on a Christmas celebration for kids and youth this year. We're using this project as our model for learning how to plan and implement a project. Many, many local churches are invited to participate, and many have agreed. We hope to fund this project locally.
IN CLOSING
Together we've done a lot in the past year and a half. I can't thank you enough for your active participation, both in prayer and in financial support. Also, your personal notes are so welcome and appreciated. Sometimes someone's e-mail gets me over the hump. Thanks for "relating" to me from so far away. This is just the beginning! Please look ahead and think big. Ask God to bless you with greater abundance so that more can be done here in your ministry in Khabarovsk. Let me know if there is any way I can make things more "real" for you here. I "feel" you with me all the time -- I know we do this together. I'm just the on-the-ground representative. Remember that. Thank you, thank you, thank you!
Blessings and peace to you,
E'beth
October 14, 2001
Greetings,
In my studies in various fields, including psychology and communication, I read somewhere that it takes a human being, on average, about two years to adjust to a new life-style. I've always been disappointed to realize that I fall well within the bell curb of any statistic I've encountered. This translates to the fact that I'm just one of millions on this earth, struggling to make things work, and often falling short of the ideal. I'm not specia" I'm just regular. Having said that, I've come to the realization this week that I've been in Khabarovsk about a year and a half, and I'm conscious of a greater comfort and calm in my psyche, which translates to much calmer behavior! Sometimes, all we gotta do is wait and it's our least favorite exercise. What's really scary is what we do during the waiting period. So far I think the damage is minimal at least I hope so.
I think back on what I've been asked to adjust to it makes me feel a bit better about my common-ness. If you're going to ride bulls and come in on the medium along with all the other cowboys, you want to at least believe you rode the meanest, toughest and most ornery bull there is! Oh well such is human pride. It'll get us in the end.
I guess I've actually become a mother. It is one thing to do the job and entirely another to own the role. I'll never succeed in actually becoming "Russian," but at least I'm not reacting as negatively to the differences in our cultures. We are amazingly different and it's not very apparent on the surface. The hard part is to recognize the differences without judgement or condemnation. We humans are surely prone to label things as "bad" or "wrong" that are actually only "different." Even knowing all about this tendency and being conscious of it constantly, I still do it. Just another statistic.
All this to say I'm feeling pretty good today. Except for my stomach. Might pray for that, if you've a mind to. I'm afraid that what I need to do is eat right. I'm not terribly interested in eating right because it means exercising some discipline over my eating habits, which I really don't want to do. I really like eating wrong. Oh well I'm sure God has a purpose beyond my stomach in this one. I truly do sympathize with Tanya when she balks at my disciplining her. It is tedious and requires much effort on her part. I share with her my struggles with "Abba" so she doesn't feel quite so alone. Well enough of that.
MINISTRY
Things are pretty exciting these days. This past week was such a blessing. I was really busy, too. Ira gave me a rundown of the week's activities at the Center and I was amazed! God is surely using the place. Personally I'm teaching project planning and management and doing my regular activities as well. I work around Tanya's school schedule so I can be home when she comes home. It isn't always convenient for everyone, but I know what my priorities are! Turns out it's a good example to others -- so they tell me.
Monday night's study was great, as usual. We're still studying the Ten Commandments. Each one seems to elicit much thought and clarity into God's character. Right now we're studying about the Sabbath Rest, and what that really means. Fascinating.
In answer to my students request, I've begun yet another study on Friday mornings. We had our first this past Friday. I'm using an interesting, and very personal, format. I'm using my own life story as a backdrop to studying and understanding human nature and God's purposes fulfilled in our lives. I've had a pretty eventful life, which has turned out pretty well (much to the collective amazement of all who know me, including myself). We'll see how it goes. Part of my reasoning in using this format is to hopefully open the participants up to share their own lives. Developing trust is quite a challenge here. The other reason is that I own my own story and am free to use it as I wish. Given that my past is reconciled and I'm at peace with it, it's a clean platform on which to launch.
This week we talked about the various major concentrations of a human life -- physical, psychological, spiritual, etc. We began studying about the power of choice -- the greatest power on earth. Choice is a gift from God to humans -- a mixed blessing, so we've come to know well. It's a gift He will never take away because it would impugn His integrity to do so. He will allow us to make our choices, but we must also accept the consequences for each choice, consequences God has made very plain to us in His word. Our choices also have consequences for others. We will continually look at how choice always precedes action -- our choice or someone else's. But nothing happens in this world without someone making a choice first.
The quilting group is truly a circle of friends. Last week was Nata's birthday so we used the time to have tea and celebrate together. We'll get back to work next week.
RELATIONSHIPS
There are always ups and downs in human relationships. One of the hardest adjustments I've had to make (and am still making) is allowing my heart to get involved with people, without breaking it every other day. God really does want us to love one another -- it takes investment and risk. He gives us the love and also teaches us how to use it. We're working on it.
One of the most important aspects of love He's taught me is to "stay." Love doesn't stop. It isn't always a good feeling either. But it always stays where it's needed, no matter what. I'm beginning to understand why. Most parents understand this well. Unfortunately, I don't think we apply it as broadly as God intended for us to. It also applies to our "neighbor" The payoff is great, when there is one! Mine this week was having my friend and pastor from Red River come into the Center with his wife. They are reconciled and he's back in the game. She looked beautiful and loved. Thank you Lord. And thank all of you who prayed for this situation. Please don't stop! I saw Yura's hesitation in greeting me -- I just enfolded him in a great bear hug and told him I loved him and was so happy to see him. He just beamed. In departing he told me he was back in the ministry and at home. He expressed regret for wasting so much time.
We all fall -- over and over and over again. We will again. But our God never quits and He always stays right where we left Him, to be found and returned to when we come to our senses. A good model to emulate.
I've invited Renata to come visit me as often as possible, for support and lots of loving. Her husband has told her to divorce him. He will not be faithful to her and is staying in the world. "Crack," goes the heart again. I will continue praying that he will come to his senses and return to his family -- both earthly and heavenly. Please pray for Renata and her family. She has to find another apartment that she can afford. There's nothing for rent and only God can provide. I continue to give her translating work she can do at home to supplement her income. She's holding up very well -- I'm really proud of her. I'm looking forward to her visit today, along with Nastya and Lillia -- my grandkids! Tanya realized last night that this makes her an aunt. Our family keeps growing and growing -- but that's okay. We have lots of love to spare.
THE FUTURE
Please pray with me about the future of the Center. I'm amazed at the possibilities this ministry has -- and we need to expand. The rent on our small facility will be raised soon. What we really need is a building of our own, with many rooms for various ministries. This will require prayer and financial support. Please consider this and pass the word around, will you? I've also requested additional missionary staff -- most urgently a youth worker. MSUM will recruit for this position. Please pray that someone will answer the call soon.
I'd love to be able to have a place where kids could come any day of the week just to hang out and be loved, instead of running around loose on the streets getting into all the available trouble. We also need day care for moms that need to work, but can't afford to pay to have their children watched. Renata already watches one baby and earns enough for bus fare. I'd like to see her expand on this. We need a conference/school room for meetings and classes, as well as a "living room" for fellowship. A workroom for crafts, etc. would be wonderful as well. We're now on top of each other all the time, it seems. We're having to keep a tight calendar and turn folks away in order to accommodate all that's going on. The Center is unique and much needed. We'd also like to open a Christian bookstore. The list goes on. We need room!
Galya is working on a Christmas celebration for kids and youth this year. We're using this project as our model for learning how to plan and implement a project. Many, many local churches are invited to participate, and many have agreed. We hope to fund this project locally.
IN CLOSING
Together we've done a lot in the past year and a half. I can't thank you enough for your active participation, both in prayer and in financial support. Also, your personal notes are so welcome and appreciated. Sometimes someone's e-mail gets me over the hump. Thanks for "relating" to me from so far away. This is just the beginning! Please look ahead and think big. Ask God to bless you with greater abundance so that more can be done here in your ministry in Khabarovsk. Let me know if there is any way I can make things more "real" for you here. I "feel" you with me all the time -- I know we do this together. I'm just the on-the-ground representative. Remember that. Thank you, thank you, thank you!
Blessings and peace to you,
E'beth
Khabarovsk Journal
October 1, 2001
Dear ones,
Where did the time go? I knew I was due to write an update, but didn’t realize I was OVERdue! Throughout the last few weeks I’ve asked myself what I’d write. I didn’t have the answer and still don’t. It’s been a rough month, but we’re all still here and the better for the challenge, no doubt.
Yesterday was the first day in over three weeks that I actually felt good. I’ve battled a cold and then a relapse flu, while trying to maintain some semblance of order in our lives. Tanya started school, and the first few weeks are always an adjustment. However, this is a different kid from the one who started school last year! Praise the Lord she now takes ownership of her schooling and takes all things seriously—her school work as well as her social relationships. Both continue to be a challenge, but one she’s facing head-on. She’s growing up in many ways—including physically, which is keeping my pocketbook pretty lean trying to keep up with replacement shoes and clothing!
To add to the burden, some maniacs ran passenger jets into buildings in my country! I will not describe for you my reaction, nor the depression that hit following the shock. I’m sure you all have your own stories to tell. Just know my heart was with you, as were the prayers and concerns of our Russian brethren.
It seems that the beginning of a new school year has hit in several ways. After carefully observing my Russian colleagues for the past year or so, and following some energetic discussions, we’ve decided it’s time to move forward. Tomorrow we will start learning how to develop and implement project plans. This is a new concept to my friends here. They have absolutely no idea how to go about it. They have some pretty good ideas, in general, and now it’s time to show them how to make them real. One dream is a Christian bookstore—there is not one in this city, or perhaps in the whole Far East! I’ve also instituted several other procedures that are new to them. Reporting on activities at the center as well as financial activity. With Ira on staff now, this will be done routinely. Whew… one less thing on my plate… well, after the training and consistent oversight for a while anyway.
I’m happy to report that my two personal ministries, the Monday night Bible study and the quilting group, are flourishing and growing weekly. More and more join us in both, some overlap. Which brings me to what I consider to be a very important observation… my work is centering on women. Most of those in attendance at my Bible study are single mothers, in fact. I have been praying and asking our God for some time now why it was that He made me a mom at this late stage in my life—and a single mom to boot, in a foreign country, etc. I know it was never in His plan that anyone be a single parent—I’m convinced of it now for there are many, many reasons why two are better than one! Because I’ve submitted my entire life to God, I knew that I did not go against His will by taking in Tanya—there is ample evidence of this even now as she (and I) grows and heals in my care. So, I asked Him, “What are You doing with this situation? How does it fulfill Your plans? How does it glorify You?” I know God wastes nothing and that everything His servants do, in full submission to His will, have everything to do with His long-term plan—the salvation of humans. I think I might have at least a partial answer.
First, I think God needed me to truly understand the realities of Russian women—as women and as mothers. Most of Russian society is run by the women, while the men run away from their troubles, their families, their responsibilities. Many are alcoholics. Christians are not exempt from this. Just this last month, a dear friend of mine, a Christian young man I’ve know since 1997, abandoned his wife and three toddlers (he also ran off with my digital camera). He got involved in gambling, Mafia run, no doubt, and is in debt with his life. Now, if reports are accurate, he is pretty much the slave of his debtors, working off his gambling debts. He has much to offer as he is very skilled in computers and advertising and promotion. Now his young wife is stuck with an apartment, the rent of which she cannot afford, three children that keep her at home, and a family on the other side of Russia. Fortunately Renata is pretty fluent in English so I’ve been able to employ her doing some translating of writings for our youth ministry, which she can do at home while watching the babes.
I think I’ve become a grandma. Yikes! Renata comes frequently to visit. Her birthday was this past week and she came to me to celebrate—no one else was around or available. I did the Russian mom thing, fixed a good meal for her and we visited and talked over problems and just gave support and encouragement. She told me I was like a mom, doing all this for her. Her littlest one, Nastia, not yet a year, roamed about the living room while we chased her down whenever she got a hold of something we didn’t want her to have (not hard to do given that my home is NOT baby-proof!). So, my ministry grows. I think I’ll be Mama Leeza the rest of my life! And don’t think I haven’t fought against it real hard.
Being a mom also overlaps into our Bible study. I use examples of how God is leading to me raise, correct and discipline Tanya as we study His character in the Bible. Some of the women have said they are learning to be mothers through our study! Now, that’s the last thing I ever expected to happen. Goes to show you God can do anything with anyone. Even someone with no experience and one so broken by life herself. I have never faced a greater challenge than motherhood, and there are days when I’m absolutely appalled at the thoughts and desires that enter my head—totally contrary to anything God might want me to do or think! So, don’t go thinking I’m a good person… quite the contrary. It’s just that God is holy, perfect, ever faithful and Love itself. As long as I keep giving in to Him, everything will be okay. He’s running this show.
So, what do I know of being a Russian mom? I’m tired all the time. Most days I don’t know what to do, but do it anyway. I’m constantly chasing down food, lost things, rebellious kids, loud kids, all the neighborhood kids… wiping tears and treating inner wounds. Toughening up the too-soft places, and softening up the too hard ones. Juggling ministry (work) and home in an environment where everything is hard work. No frozen dinners, no McDonalds… everything must be done from scratch. Having men steal and lie and just disappoint you to no end. Cleaning up after their messes and filling the many gaps they leave. Explaining to the children where their dads went and that it had nothing to do with them. And loving them anyway.
But there’s an even greater challenge for we Christian women. That is to become the women God created us to be. No one gender was meant to cover all the bases. But that’s what is happening here, in many, many ways. Now I’m teaching the women, as I learn, what it is God wants us to be and how we can help the men become godly men. We also have an even bigger job… creating a legacy. We much teach our children to be men and women of God. Women will have to teach their sons, without the benefit of a male role-model. We also must teach our daughters not to take over for the men in the future, but to encourage, support and honor them so that they will grow into being the heads of the family God created them to be. How will we do that without the help of godly men? I pray about this constantly.
First we must realize we cannot change the men, but only ourselves. We must seek after God to be transformed into His image as women. Second, we must honor the men, no matter how much they hurt and disappoint us. Men keep falling because of the contempt their culture, government and society has for them—a society, quite frankly, run by women. Oh, we don’t blame the women. What else were they to do? There was no one to teach them otherwise. But now God is here, alive and real, and He will teach us.
We must obey the Word of God. The first time Renata came to me confessing what had happened in her family, she told me that not one Christian, including her sister and her pastor (her sister’s husband no less) exhorted her to obey God’s word. They all told her to divorce her husband, leave him… you deserve better, they said. Not knowing this, I exhorted her to obey God’s word—obedience to God always contains a blessing. She cried in gratitude because she so wanted to please her Lord. I thank Him every day that He spoke through me and gave this broken young woman the right instructions. I, in turn, told her that her husband was welcome back, camera or no, to be forgiven and guided. Tanya learned from this that people are always more valuable than things.
Renata is only one of several women I know personally, dealing with horrible circumstances and choosing to obey God. In each and every case, they come to me with reports of blessings that fill them with joy. In the face of their struggles, their heartache and loneliness, they see God’s hand and rejoice! In the end, I’m the one who’s blessed and encouraged.
But there are hundreds, if not thousands, of women—nay, families—who are falling apart. The result? Abandoned and orphaned children. Their numbers increase every single day. And only about 10% survive as functional citizens. Most die or enter crime, thus filling the jails, and spreading disease and more unwanted children through prostitution. My friend Joy showed me a picture of a 9-year-old prostitute who was specifically bred by her parents for this function. You see, social services pays for children—they are uneducated and simply serve as slaves for the parents. They in turn will continue the practice. The streets are filled with such kids.
A legacy must be left for the future. I think this may be our Lord’s plan. My life is easy compared to that of the women I serve. And yet, there are days when I don’t think I can go on. I can’t imagine the strength these women must possess who do keep going despite all the odds. I pray fervently that God will become the head of more families in the absence of the men. God the Father is the best parent, Christ is the best husband, and the Holy Spirit the greatest and most wonderful comforter, teacher and guide.
After all this, I ask that you pray with me that God will provide more workers for Khabarovsk to create a legacy for the children. To work with the mothers, and the young ones coming up who will hold the future of their country and culture in their hearts and hands. We need help…
I have joined a prayer chain in the States committed to pray for President Bush every days. Let us pray together for wisdom—God’s holy wisdom—in the struggle we face against terrorism. Pray also, with us, for Russia and her leaders; for Khabarovsk, for the families, for the children, for the women… for the men. Pray that we will build a holy legacy, in every part of the world, so that the love of God might flourish and bring all men and women to Him.
For His glory!
E’beth
October 1, 2001
Dear ones,
Where did the time go? I knew I was due to write an update, but didn’t realize I was OVERdue! Throughout the last few weeks I’ve asked myself what I’d write. I didn’t have the answer and still don’t. It’s been a rough month, but we’re all still here and the better for the challenge, no doubt.
Yesterday was the first day in over three weeks that I actually felt good. I’ve battled a cold and then a relapse flu, while trying to maintain some semblance of order in our lives. Tanya started school, and the first few weeks are always an adjustment. However, this is a different kid from the one who started school last year! Praise the Lord she now takes ownership of her schooling and takes all things seriously—her school work as well as her social relationships. Both continue to be a challenge, but one she’s facing head-on. She’s growing up in many ways—including physically, which is keeping my pocketbook pretty lean trying to keep up with replacement shoes and clothing!
To add to the burden, some maniacs ran passenger jets into buildings in my country! I will not describe for you my reaction, nor the depression that hit following the shock. I’m sure you all have your own stories to tell. Just know my heart was with you, as were the prayers and concerns of our Russian brethren.
It seems that the beginning of a new school year has hit in several ways. After carefully observing my Russian colleagues for the past year or so, and following some energetic discussions, we’ve decided it’s time to move forward. Tomorrow we will start learning how to develop and implement project plans. This is a new concept to my friends here. They have absolutely no idea how to go about it. They have some pretty good ideas, in general, and now it’s time to show them how to make them real. One dream is a Christian bookstore—there is not one in this city, or perhaps in the whole Far East! I’ve also instituted several other procedures that are new to them. Reporting on activities at the center as well as financial activity. With Ira on staff now, this will be done routinely. Whew… one less thing on my plate… well, after the training and consistent oversight for a while anyway.
I’m happy to report that my two personal ministries, the Monday night Bible study and the quilting group, are flourishing and growing weekly. More and more join us in both, some overlap. Which brings me to what I consider to be a very important observation… my work is centering on women. Most of those in attendance at my Bible study are single mothers, in fact. I have been praying and asking our God for some time now why it was that He made me a mom at this late stage in my life—and a single mom to boot, in a foreign country, etc. I know it was never in His plan that anyone be a single parent—I’m convinced of it now for there are many, many reasons why two are better than one! Because I’ve submitted my entire life to God, I knew that I did not go against His will by taking in Tanya—there is ample evidence of this even now as she (and I) grows and heals in my care. So, I asked Him, “What are You doing with this situation? How does it fulfill Your plans? How does it glorify You?” I know God wastes nothing and that everything His servants do, in full submission to His will, have everything to do with His long-term plan—the salvation of humans. I think I might have at least a partial answer.
First, I think God needed me to truly understand the realities of Russian women—as women and as mothers. Most of Russian society is run by the women, while the men run away from their troubles, their families, their responsibilities. Many are alcoholics. Christians are not exempt from this. Just this last month, a dear friend of mine, a Christian young man I’ve know since 1997, abandoned his wife and three toddlers (he also ran off with my digital camera). He got involved in gambling, Mafia run, no doubt, and is in debt with his life. Now, if reports are accurate, he is pretty much the slave of his debtors, working off his gambling debts. He has much to offer as he is very skilled in computers and advertising and promotion. Now his young wife is stuck with an apartment, the rent of which she cannot afford, three children that keep her at home, and a family on the other side of Russia. Fortunately Renata is pretty fluent in English so I’ve been able to employ her doing some translating of writings for our youth ministry, which she can do at home while watching the babes.
I think I’ve become a grandma. Yikes! Renata comes frequently to visit. Her birthday was this past week and she came to me to celebrate—no one else was around or available. I did the Russian mom thing, fixed a good meal for her and we visited and talked over problems and just gave support and encouragement. She told me I was like a mom, doing all this for her. Her littlest one, Nastia, not yet a year, roamed about the living room while we chased her down whenever she got a hold of something we didn’t want her to have (not hard to do given that my home is NOT baby-proof!). So, my ministry grows. I think I’ll be Mama Leeza the rest of my life! And don’t think I haven’t fought against it real hard.
Being a mom also overlaps into our Bible study. I use examples of how God is leading to me raise, correct and discipline Tanya as we study His character in the Bible. Some of the women have said they are learning to be mothers through our study! Now, that’s the last thing I ever expected to happen. Goes to show you God can do anything with anyone. Even someone with no experience and one so broken by life herself. I have never faced a greater challenge than motherhood, and there are days when I’m absolutely appalled at the thoughts and desires that enter my head—totally contrary to anything God might want me to do or think! So, don’t go thinking I’m a good person… quite the contrary. It’s just that God is holy, perfect, ever faithful and Love itself. As long as I keep giving in to Him, everything will be okay. He’s running this show.
So, what do I know of being a Russian mom? I’m tired all the time. Most days I don’t know what to do, but do it anyway. I’m constantly chasing down food, lost things, rebellious kids, loud kids, all the neighborhood kids… wiping tears and treating inner wounds. Toughening up the too-soft places, and softening up the too hard ones. Juggling ministry (work) and home in an environment where everything is hard work. No frozen dinners, no McDonalds… everything must be done from scratch. Having men steal and lie and just disappoint you to no end. Cleaning up after their messes and filling the many gaps they leave. Explaining to the children where their dads went and that it had nothing to do with them. And loving them anyway.
But there’s an even greater challenge for we Christian women. That is to become the women God created us to be. No one gender was meant to cover all the bases. But that’s what is happening here, in many, many ways. Now I’m teaching the women, as I learn, what it is God wants us to be and how we can help the men become godly men. We also have an even bigger job… creating a legacy. We much teach our children to be men and women of God. Women will have to teach their sons, without the benefit of a male role-model. We also must teach our daughters not to take over for the men in the future, but to encourage, support and honor them so that they will grow into being the heads of the family God created them to be. How will we do that without the help of godly men? I pray about this constantly.
First we must realize we cannot change the men, but only ourselves. We must seek after God to be transformed into His image as women. Second, we must honor the men, no matter how much they hurt and disappoint us. Men keep falling because of the contempt their culture, government and society has for them—a society, quite frankly, run by women. Oh, we don’t blame the women. What else were they to do? There was no one to teach them otherwise. But now God is here, alive and real, and He will teach us.
We must obey the Word of God. The first time Renata came to me confessing what had happened in her family, she told me that not one Christian, including her sister and her pastor (her sister’s husband no less) exhorted her to obey God’s word. They all told her to divorce her husband, leave him… you deserve better, they said. Not knowing this, I exhorted her to obey God’s word—obedience to God always contains a blessing. She cried in gratitude because she so wanted to please her Lord. I thank Him every day that He spoke through me and gave this broken young woman the right instructions. I, in turn, told her that her husband was welcome back, camera or no, to be forgiven and guided. Tanya learned from this that people are always more valuable than things.
Renata is only one of several women I know personally, dealing with horrible circumstances and choosing to obey God. In each and every case, they come to me with reports of blessings that fill them with joy. In the face of their struggles, their heartache and loneliness, they see God’s hand and rejoice! In the end, I’m the one who’s blessed and encouraged.
But there are hundreds, if not thousands, of women—nay, families—who are falling apart. The result? Abandoned and orphaned children. Their numbers increase every single day. And only about 10% survive as functional citizens. Most die or enter crime, thus filling the jails, and spreading disease and more unwanted children through prostitution. My friend Joy showed me a picture of a 9-year-old prostitute who was specifically bred by her parents for this function. You see, social services pays for children—they are uneducated and simply serve as slaves for the parents. They in turn will continue the practice. The streets are filled with such kids.
A legacy must be left for the future. I think this may be our Lord’s plan. My life is easy compared to that of the women I serve. And yet, there are days when I don’t think I can go on. I can’t imagine the strength these women must possess who do keep going despite all the odds. I pray fervently that God will become the head of more families in the absence of the men. God the Father is the best parent, Christ is the best husband, and the Holy Spirit the greatest and most wonderful comforter, teacher and guide.
After all this, I ask that you pray with me that God will provide more workers for Khabarovsk to create a legacy for the children. To work with the mothers, and the young ones coming up who will hold the future of their country and culture in their hearts and hands. We need help…
I have joined a prayer chain in the States committed to pray for President Bush every days. Let us pray together for wisdom—God’s holy wisdom—in the struggle we face against terrorism. Pray also, with us, for Russia and her leaders; for Khabarovsk, for the families, for the children, for the women… for the men. Pray that we will build a holy legacy, in every part of the world, so that the love of God might flourish and bring all men and women to Him.
For His glory!
E’beth
Khabarovsk Journal
August 30, 2001
Dear Partners, Friends and Family,
Autumn comes early to the Russian Far East, and we're seeing signs of it's approach lying on the ground in golden flakes as well as in the cool of the evenings. Soon sweaters and coats will be brought out of their hiding places as the season makes its rapid decent upon us. Another year passes irrevocably into the oncoming winter, while our hearts and spirits are warmed by God's goodness and grace.
The last week has been pretty exciting. Last night our team got together for prayer and fellowship -- and to welcome our new teammates, Michelle and Emily. We are a group of single women of various ages brought together in this far place, finding common ground among us and looking to our Lord Jesus as our husband and defender. At one point last night I saw the humor in it -- if we were Catholics we'd be starting a convent! Ya gotta keep a sense of humor at all times! Michelle is with us for two years and Emily for one. They'll be working primarily with the orphan ministry, taking up where Helen and Roger Spaulding leave off as they depart the field September 9th. Please pray with me that the newcomers will adjust quickly and find as much joy in their work as the Spauldings have. Also pray that the Spauldings will make a smooth transition back into their home and church. It's hard for a missionary to leave the field, as I well remember. Please pray that Helen and Roger will receive the much needed support, love and welcome that will make their homecoming a joy.
Today (Thursday) is a special day as it marks the beginning of Christ's Heritage Christian Center's new ministry focus: Prayer. Six of us gathered at 10:00 this morning and lifted to God the country of Russia and its leaders, the Far Eastern Region and Khabarovsk specifically. We also prayed for individual churches, pastors and our own ministries. It was an exciting and blessed time and I can't wait till the next prayer gathering! We would like to invite you to join us, wherever you are. If you feel called to join our prayer brigade, please join us at 7:00 p.m. US Eastern time on Wednesdays. Let's call on God's power together to bring this country and city to Christ! It's been done before in other places. I believe!
We have a new office assistant at the Center. Ira came to us through the strong recommendation of one of the local churches. She is in possession of a college degree, is quiet yet assertive, calm yet gets the job done. Just what we need in our volatile environment! She just started on Monday so we're working out the wrinkles as she learns her new job. She got a great start by organizing our library much to Fyodor's delight. She's very excited to have joined us and we're thrilled to have her. Ira has been a Christian for 10 years so brings with her a passion for our Lord and His plan of salvation. She also speaks a bit of English, which is a huge help to me!
The required agreements between my home church, Pender UMC, and our local Khabarovsk church, Blessing UMC, are in the hands of Pender for signature and express mail back to me. I am overjoyed at my home church's willingness to partner me so directly in my ministry here. Once Pastor Fyodor has signed the agreement, I'll be making an appointment with Mr. Nikulnikov, the Minister of Religious Affairs for the Khabarovsk Region. Mr. Nikulnikov is who will either approve or deny the issuance of the letter of invitation required to apply for a visa. Your prayers are much needed and appreciated during this time.
In our Bible study last Monday, we enjoyed a wonderful discussion, which I'm sure blessed us all. So often the question of how God speaks to us and how we are to know it is His voice, not the enemy's, arises. The entire purpose of our study focus, "Who is God?" helps to answer this question. If we know God's character, we'll easily be able to discern His voice. But what then? What if we don't like what we hear? Ah! Now there's the rub. It happens so often that we don't recognize God's voice because it doesn't go along with our own desires and plans. We must be willing to fully surrender to God, even if what He wants us to do doesn't make sense! That's how I live my life every day! Wouldn't do it any differently, either. Just look at how He's handling my visa application process. Every obstacle is removed -- quite easily. Prayer and trust alone are what is required of me and those with me. Our Russian friends see how God can influence the agencies they most fear and trust the least. They are amazed. I know God will continue to use me to reveal Himself and grow these young Christians in faith and hope.
Some of the ladies in our quilting group are preparing for an exposition of their craft in a local art establishment. This is very exciting! They're skills has improved over the past year and I know others will be very impressed. I will be bringing back with me next month a sample of their work -- also some of the lace work Anya has mastered so well. It is our hope to raise some funds for the ladies to buy materials to continue their craft and, hopefully, make a bit of a living at it.
Our family Anniversary celebration last Sunday was wonderful. Tanya got roses for Mama Natasha and me, and she presented them to us before the whole company. She said to me, "I'm so glad you're my Mama and I want to stay with you always!" We hugged and both cried as I reassured her that I'd never leave her and would always love her. May God make it so! How did I get so lucky?
Overwhelmed with gratitude,
E'beth
August 30, 2001
Dear Partners, Friends and Family,
Autumn comes early to the Russian Far East, and we're seeing signs of it's approach lying on the ground in golden flakes as well as in the cool of the evenings. Soon sweaters and coats will be brought out of their hiding places as the season makes its rapid decent upon us. Another year passes irrevocably into the oncoming winter, while our hearts and spirits are warmed by God's goodness and grace.
The last week has been pretty exciting. Last night our team got together for prayer and fellowship -- and to welcome our new teammates, Michelle and Emily. We are a group of single women of various ages brought together in this far place, finding common ground among us and looking to our Lord Jesus as our husband and defender. At one point last night I saw the humor in it -- if we were Catholics we'd be starting a convent! Ya gotta keep a sense of humor at all times! Michelle is with us for two years and Emily for one. They'll be working primarily with the orphan ministry, taking up where Helen and Roger Spaulding leave off as they depart the field September 9th. Please pray with me that the newcomers will adjust quickly and find as much joy in their work as the Spauldings have. Also pray that the Spauldings will make a smooth transition back into their home and church. It's hard for a missionary to leave the field, as I well remember. Please pray that Helen and Roger will receive the much needed support, love and welcome that will make their homecoming a joy.
Today (Thursday) is a special day as it marks the beginning of Christ's Heritage Christian Center's new ministry focus: Prayer. Six of us gathered at 10:00 this morning and lifted to God the country of Russia and its leaders, the Far Eastern Region and Khabarovsk specifically. We also prayed for individual churches, pastors and our own ministries. It was an exciting and blessed time and I can't wait till the next prayer gathering! We would like to invite you to join us, wherever you are. If you feel called to join our prayer brigade, please join us at 7:00 p.m. US Eastern time on Wednesdays. Let's call on God's power together to bring this country and city to Christ! It's been done before in other places. I believe!
We have a new office assistant at the Center. Ira came to us through the strong recommendation of one of the local churches. She is in possession of a college degree, is quiet yet assertive, calm yet gets the job done. Just what we need in our volatile environment! She just started on Monday so we're working out the wrinkles as she learns her new job. She got a great start by organizing our library much to Fyodor's delight. She's very excited to have joined us and we're thrilled to have her. Ira has been a Christian for 10 years so brings with her a passion for our Lord and His plan of salvation. She also speaks a bit of English, which is a huge help to me!
The required agreements between my home church, Pender UMC, and our local Khabarovsk church, Blessing UMC, are in the hands of Pender for signature and express mail back to me. I am overjoyed at my home church's willingness to partner me so directly in my ministry here. Once Pastor Fyodor has signed the agreement, I'll be making an appointment with Mr. Nikulnikov, the Minister of Religious Affairs for the Khabarovsk Region. Mr. Nikulnikov is who will either approve or deny the issuance of the letter of invitation required to apply for a visa. Your prayers are much needed and appreciated during this time.
In our Bible study last Monday, we enjoyed a wonderful discussion, which I'm sure blessed us all. So often the question of how God speaks to us and how we are to know it is His voice, not the enemy's, arises. The entire purpose of our study focus, "Who is God?" helps to answer this question. If we know God's character, we'll easily be able to discern His voice. But what then? What if we don't like what we hear? Ah! Now there's the rub. It happens so often that we don't recognize God's voice because it doesn't go along with our own desires and plans. We must be willing to fully surrender to God, even if what He wants us to do doesn't make sense! That's how I live my life every day! Wouldn't do it any differently, either. Just look at how He's handling my visa application process. Every obstacle is removed -- quite easily. Prayer and trust alone are what is required of me and those with me. Our Russian friends see how God can influence the agencies they most fear and trust the least. They are amazed. I know God will continue to use me to reveal Himself and grow these young Christians in faith and hope.
Some of the ladies in our quilting group are preparing for an exposition of their craft in a local art establishment. This is very exciting! They're skills has improved over the past year and I know others will be very impressed. I will be bringing back with me next month a sample of their work -- also some of the lace work Anya has mastered so well. It is our hope to raise some funds for the ladies to buy materials to continue their craft and, hopefully, make a bit of a living at it.
Our family Anniversary celebration last Sunday was wonderful. Tanya got roses for Mama Natasha and me, and she presented them to us before the whole company. She said to me, "I'm so glad you're my Mama and I want to stay with you always!" We hugged and both cried as I reassured her that I'd never leave her and would always love her. May God make it so! How did I get so lucky?
Overwhelmed with gratitude,
E'beth
Khabarvosk Journal
August 23, 2001
Dear friends,
A few weeks ago Tanya approached me saying, "Mom, guess what?!" Now, I have to tell you, I hate guessing games. I'm no fun at all! I don't like surprises either. Tanya loves both so it gets challenging sometimes. So I answer, "What?" "Guess!" she replies with great enthusiasm and that beatific smile on her face. She does have one of the most beautiful smiles I've ever seen. Well, finally I convince her I'm no good at this game and to just tell me what she has in mind. Disappointed, as usual, she finally gives in (she's discovered that Mama is more stubborn that she is, which is saying something!). Well, it turns out our-one year anniversary is coming up. We've been together for a year! Can you believe it? And we've both survived remarkably well.
So, Sunday evening we're gathering a small crowd to celebrate. Tanya is full of memories -- happy ones, much to my surprise and delight -- of our year together. She tells me she just KNEW something special would happen when she came to stay with me. And it did, so she reports. Well, I have to agree. It's been a very challenging year, to say the least, and I despaired many times that I'd ever pull off motherhood at this late stage. It's still a challenge and I'm very disappointed with my meager efforts of nurture and love. But somehow Tanya doesn't seem to see it that way, so much the better.
For my part, I'm so proud of Tanya I could just bust! She is so brave and determined. She's full of love and life. I'm amazed to see her act as a kid magnate she has quite a following here in the neighborhood. Whenever we come home from being out and about, the kids gathered in the yard come racing to Tanya upon seeing her. "Watch out!" she cries. "Here they come!" It's all a mystery to her, how these kids love her. I watch in wonder wherever we go as any child present simply gravitates to this 12-year-old who seems to delight in loving and entertaining them. I think God has gifted her especially and so I have informed her and I'm excited to see how she develops to serve Him as an adult. To think I had a small part in being God's instrument to prepare her for His calling upon her life. Wow!
School starts September 1st. We both look forward to a better school year. With all the adjustments she had to go through last year, it wasn't until the last quarter that Tanya finally found her footing both scholastically as well as socially. But she made it and I know she'll do well this year. She lacks nothing in intelligence and imagination. Now I pray she's motivated to do well for her own sake.
All credit and praise goes to our loving Heavenly Father and this amazing kid I've been blessed with.
THE CENTER
Things slowed down a bit for me these passed few weeks because Klavdia, my translator, was off working with a mission school here in the area. I hate to limit Klavdia's world and so released her to translate for a great crew from Australia. She's so much more than my translator she's also a trusted friend and staff member of the center and we all missed her. I can make due with my limited Russian, but deep, meaningful and intimate conversations are impossible, and we all miss her. Galya, most particularly, expressed a deep need to communicate with me and Klavdia. Her eyes were brimming with tears. But she's back! And we look forward to a long chat.
Prayer Ministry
We also look forward to getting things moving in our prayer ministry. Fyodor, Galya and I began compiling a list of folks we know are interested in joining our prayer and fasting chain. Our goal is to have at least one person fasting and praying every day of the year. Our prayer concerns include Russia as a whole, and Khabarovsk specifically, including the Far Eastern Region. We'll focus on spiritual warfare, government influences upon freedom of religion, revival in the Church with special emphasis on the Russian Orthodox Church, and the church leaders and ministries in place here now. We believe God has big things planned for Khabarovsk! You are invited to join our prayer chain. Would you like to pick a day out of each month in which to fast and pray with us? Let me know! The more, the better.
We purchased a TV and VCR this week. We'll soon be inviting pastors and ministry leaders to the center to view the documentary Transformation. This documentary was done in various cities around the world where prayer alone won the city to Christ. I saw this video when I as in mission training in Colorado Springs and was so inspired! I pray our Russian brothers and sisters will also be touched by the power God releases through His servants when the pray with true hunger for Him!
Connections
I was privileged last week to be invited to join a meeting between a visiting American team and a group of pastors. The Americans had a vision to form a foundation with the purpose of raising funds to support the churches in their work in the local orphanages. The vision and approach of the Americans and that of the Russian Nationals was completely different. I thank God for my training in communication as I was able to step in and facilitate the meeting to a mutually agreeable end. I so admire both groups for their acceptance of my intercession and their flexibility as they strove to understand each other and adjust to each other's cultural paradigms. Not an easy thing to do!
This is one example of how God uses me here. I've really enjoyed connecting different groups together who have the same interests and then helping them communicate effectively. Cross-cultural communication is very challenging even more so when the people are so similar to each other in appearance! I will continue to make myself available to visiting foreigners as well as to the various ministries in the area, connecting interests and visions.
Looking Forward
Funding continues to be a challenge for the Center. I am so grateful to those of you who have responded so generously. My own departing teammates, Helen and Roger Spaulding, made a donation to the Center which enabled us to purchase the TV and VCR. Helen and Roger have served as missionaries for many, many years. Due to age and health problems they are retiring from field service. We'll miss them terribly! But I know God isn't done with them yet! They have much to give in experience and wisdom, which they have gathered throughout the years in the various countries where they have served.
We are also in need of help! I pray God will send someone to help me with the many, many ministry opportunities that exist here. Most especially I pray for someone to take on the youth program. We need someone who has experience working with youth, including program planning and implementation experience. Additionally, we need someone to be a model and guide for our pastors. Please pray with us.
We've gotten the word out that we're in search of a Russian National office manager. Some suggestions have come in. Please pray that we are connected with the right person for the job!
TRAVELS
Yep, I'm off again too soon. I do hate traveling. I love living in foreign countries, I just hate the coming and going part. I'll be returning to Virginia for a very short visit next month in order to do interviews needed for the home study required for Tanya's adoption. Please keep the adoption process in your prayers consistently. Any number of things can go wrong.
I will also be applying for my new religious visa. We're working on the required paperwork now and, once the contract between the US and Russian churches is signed, I'm off to see the big boss in the Ministry of Foreign Affairs. He must sign off on the paperwork in order for me to receive the required letter of invitation. Please pray for God's grace throughout this process.
IN CLOSING
I sometimes feel that what happens in my life is in the hands of way too many people. The adoption, the visa, my independence, use of my time, control over my environment on and on. Some days I get really tired of it all. Then I'm reminded, by that still small voice, that my life is really only in One Person's hands Christ's. Am I not here in response to His Great Commission? Jesus begins "All authority in heaven and on earth has been given to me. Therefore...(Matt. 28:18b-19a)." Now there's someone you can trust with your life! And surely I am with you always, to the very end of the age. So, I guess I'll just relax and let Him handle things.
Grace and Peace,
E'beth
August 23, 2001
Dear friends,
A few weeks ago Tanya approached me saying, "Mom, guess what?!" Now, I have to tell you, I hate guessing games. I'm no fun at all! I don't like surprises either. Tanya loves both so it gets challenging sometimes. So I answer, "What?" "Guess!" she replies with great enthusiasm and that beatific smile on her face. She does have one of the most beautiful smiles I've ever seen. Well, finally I convince her I'm no good at this game and to just tell me what she has in mind. Disappointed, as usual, she finally gives in (she's discovered that Mama is more stubborn that she is, which is saying something!). Well, it turns out our-one year anniversary is coming up. We've been together for a year! Can you believe it? And we've both survived remarkably well.
So, Sunday evening we're gathering a small crowd to celebrate. Tanya is full of memories -- happy ones, much to my surprise and delight -- of our year together. She tells me she just KNEW something special would happen when she came to stay with me. And it did, so she reports. Well, I have to agree. It's been a very challenging year, to say the least, and I despaired many times that I'd ever pull off motherhood at this late stage. It's still a challenge and I'm very disappointed with my meager efforts of nurture and love. But somehow Tanya doesn't seem to see it that way, so much the better.
For my part, I'm so proud of Tanya I could just bust! She is so brave and determined. She's full of love and life. I'm amazed to see her act as a kid magnate she has quite a following here in the neighborhood. Whenever we come home from being out and about, the kids gathered in the yard come racing to Tanya upon seeing her. "Watch out!" she cries. "Here they come!" It's all a mystery to her, how these kids love her. I watch in wonder wherever we go as any child present simply gravitates to this 12-year-old who seems to delight in loving and entertaining them. I think God has gifted her especially and so I have informed her and I'm excited to see how she develops to serve Him as an adult. To think I had a small part in being God's instrument to prepare her for His calling upon her life. Wow!
School starts September 1st. We both look forward to a better school year. With all the adjustments she had to go through last year, it wasn't until the last quarter that Tanya finally found her footing both scholastically as well as socially. But she made it and I know she'll do well this year. She lacks nothing in intelligence and imagination. Now I pray she's motivated to do well for her own sake.
All credit and praise goes to our loving Heavenly Father and this amazing kid I've been blessed with.
THE CENTER
Things slowed down a bit for me these passed few weeks because Klavdia, my translator, was off working with a mission school here in the area. I hate to limit Klavdia's world and so released her to translate for a great crew from Australia. She's so much more than my translator she's also a trusted friend and staff member of the center and we all missed her. I can make due with my limited Russian, but deep, meaningful and intimate conversations are impossible, and we all miss her. Galya, most particularly, expressed a deep need to communicate with me and Klavdia. Her eyes were brimming with tears. But she's back! And we look forward to a long chat.
Prayer Ministry
We also look forward to getting things moving in our prayer ministry. Fyodor, Galya and I began compiling a list of folks we know are interested in joining our prayer and fasting chain. Our goal is to have at least one person fasting and praying every day of the year. Our prayer concerns include Russia as a whole, and Khabarovsk specifically, including the Far Eastern Region. We'll focus on spiritual warfare, government influences upon freedom of religion, revival in the Church with special emphasis on the Russian Orthodox Church, and the church leaders and ministries in place here now. We believe God has big things planned for Khabarovsk! You are invited to join our prayer chain. Would you like to pick a day out of each month in which to fast and pray with us? Let me know! The more, the better.
We purchased a TV and VCR this week. We'll soon be inviting pastors and ministry leaders to the center to view the documentary Transformation. This documentary was done in various cities around the world where prayer alone won the city to Christ. I saw this video when I as in mission training in Colorado Springs and was so inspired! I pray our Russian brothers and sisters will also be touched by the power God releases through His servants when the pray with true hunger for Him!
Connections
I was privileged last week to be invited to join a meeting between a visiting American team and a group of pastors. The Americans had a vision to form a foundation with the purpose of raising funds to support the churches in their work in the local orphanages. The vision and approach of the Americans and that of the Russian Nationals was completely different. I thank God for my training in communication as I was able to step in and facilitate the meeting to a mutually agreeable end. I so admire both groups for their acceptance of my intercession and their flexibility as they strove to understand each other and adjust to each other's cultural paradigms. Not an easy thing to do!
This is one example of how God uses me here. I've really enjoyed connecting different groups together who have the same interests and then helping them communicate effectively. Cross-cultural communication is very challenging even more so when the people are so similar to each other in appearance! I will continue to make myself available to visiting foreigners as well as to the various ministries in the area, connecting interests and visions.
Looking Forward
Funding continues to be a challenge for the Center. I am so grateful to those of you who have responded so generously. My own departing teammates, Helen and Roger Spaulding, made a donation to the Center which enabled us to purchase the TV and VCR. Helen and Roger have served as missionaries for many, many years. Due to age and health problems they are retiring from field service. We'll miss them terribly! But I know God isn't done with them yet! They have much to give in experience and wisdom, which they have gathered throughout the years in the various countries where they have served.
We are also in need of help! I pray God will send someone to help me with the many, many ministry opportunities that exist here. Most especially I pray for someone to take on the youth program. We need someone who has experience working with youth, including program planning and implementation experience. Additionally, we need someone to be a model and guide for our pastors. Please pray with us.
We've gotten the word out that we're in search of a Russian National office manager. Some suggestions have come in. Please pray that we are connected with the right person for the job!
TRAVELS
Yep, I'm off again too soon. I do hate traveling. I love living in foreign countries, I just hate the coming and going part. I'll be returning to Virginia for a very short visit next month in order to do interviews needed for the home study required for Tanya's adoption. Please keep the adoption process in your prayers consistently. Any number of things can go wrong.
I will also be applying for my new religious visa. We're working on the required paperwork now and, once the contract between the US and Russian churches is signed, I'm off to see the big boss in the Ministry of Foreign Affairs. He must sign off on the paperwork in order for me to receive the required letter of invitation. Please pray for God's grace throughout this process.
IN CLOSING
I sometimes feel that what happens in my life is in the hands of way too many people. The adoption, the visa, my independence, use of my time, control over my environment on and on. Some days I get really tired of it all. Then I'm reminded, by that still small voice, that my life is really only in One Person's hands Christ's. Am I not here in response to His Great Commission? Jesus begins "All authority in heaven and on earth has been given to me. Therefore...(Matt. 28:18b-19a)." Now there's someone you can trust with your life! And surely I am with you always, to the very end of the age. So, I guess I'll just relax and let Him handle things.
Grace and Peace,
E'beth
Khabarovsk Journal
August 10, 2001
Dear all,
Oh, boy! This is gonna be packed with lots of doings. As the old question goes: "What do you want first, the good news or the bad news?" But for us, under God's protective wing, eventually all turns out good. Romans 8:28 says, "And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose." That's me! That's us.
FRIENDS
You know, true friends are those who'll go to the ends of the world for you or with you, as in this case. I've thoroughly been enjoying Holly's visit with me. Tanya has a new "aunt," and they play well together. Frankly, I feel like I have two 12-year-olds in the house instead of just one. Holly's response is, "I thought that was part of the job description for coming!" It's been so good having her here I've started praying that God would send her to stay. I did warn her.
THE CENTER
Things are hopping at Christ's Heritage. We all feel commanded to pray more, so we are. God is bringing more believers to us who have a passion for prayer. Prayer circles with pastors, prayer for the country and its leaders, prayer with the young people God even sent an American businessman over here to talk on prayer! I think we've got the message.
THE VISIT
I finally receive the informal visit by a deputy from the Ministry of Religious Affairs this past Monday. He was a very nice man, and we enjoyed a deep conversation on issues of religion and culture here in Russia. The thing he most wanted to know, it seems, is where my support comes from (and that of other foreign nationals). He shared with me that his superiors and the people of Russia don't understand Americans like me, who come here to help without gaining anything. They wonder if the FBI is funding us, for instance. His personal interest in this phenomenon is such that he wants to conduct some research into the systems that provide funding for humanitarian aid and missions to Russia. Russia has nothing like it and doesn't understand it. He solicited my help, and I=92m glad to give it to him. After all, the answer to how did it all get started is in the church. The deputy expressed his opinion that he didn't feel religion did much good, but people seem to want it. So, I guess the government has to deal with it. I am reminded just how different our cultures are in moments like these, and just how hard it is for us to understand one another.
I've just found out that a full-blown investigation is ongoing now -- that it is known that I want to change my visa status. Our current hostess, Nina, will receive a visit from authorities -- most likely the FSB. Please pray for her and that this investigation, which turns everyone upside down and sideways, will end pleasantly and soon. Please pray for me that I will continue to be calm and confident in our Lord. Also that my visa will be granted!
BROKEN FAMILY
Please pray with me for our church in the village of Red River. The pastor there has fallen into temptation and has turned his back on his family. There is nothing more heart-breaking than seeing a man, called by God and filled with potential, lose his footing so thoroughly. As I've shared with you before, the greatest challenge the Christians face here, is being able to make the transition from the world's culture to a Kingdom culture. Many profess Christianity, indeed many serve in our churches, but their attitudes and thus their lives don't really change. It is heart-breaking, to say the least.
IN CLOSING
Nothing has been taken from my plate, since my last missive to you. If anything, more has been added. But I am still enjoying the miracle of my time of fasting and prayer. I'm filled with energy and motivation, and enjoy a strange peace despite the chaos around me. Romans 8:31 says it well: "What, then, shall we say in response to this? If God is for us, who can be against us?" One revelation during my fast was that my prayers no longer engaged my heart. Somehow I had closed the doors on my heart to protect it from the onslaught of pain, hunger and evil we are confronted with each day. The Lord invited me to open my heart once again and allow HIM to protect it. Now my prayers are heart-felt, deep with longing for my brothers and sisters. Have mercy on us. Have mercy on us. Have mercy on us.
With Christ's love,
E'beth
August 10, 2001
Dear all,
Oh, boy! This is gonna be packed with lots of doings. As the old question goes: "What do you want first, the good news or the bad news?" But for us, under God's protective wing, eventually all turns out good. Romans 8:28 says, "And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose." That's me! That's us.
FRIENDS
You know, true friends are those who'll go to the ends of the world for you or with you, as in this case. I've thoroughly been enjoying Holly's visit with me. Tanya has a new "aunt," and they play well together. Frankly, I feel like I have two 12-year-olds in the house instead of just one. Holly's response is, "I thought that was part of the job description for coming!" It's been so good having her here I've started praying that God would send her to stay. I did warn her.
THE CENTER
Things are hopping at Christ's Heritage. We all feel commanded to pray more, so we are. God is bringing more believers to us who have a passion for prayer. Prayer circles with pastors, prayer for the country and its leaders, prayer with the young people God even sent an American businessman over here to talk on prayer! I think we've got the message.
THE VISIT
I finally receive the informal visit by a deputy from the Ministry of Religious Affairs this past Monday. He was a very nice man, and we enjoyed a deep conversation on issues of religion and culture here in Russia. The thing he most wanted to know, it seems, is where my support comes from (and that of other foreign nationals). He shared with me that his superiors and the people of Russia don't understand Americans like me, who come here to help without gaining anything. They wonder if the FBI is funding us, for instance. His personal interest in this phenomenon is such that he wants to conduct some research into the systems that provide funding for humanitarian aid and missions to Russia. Russia has nothing like it and doesn't understand it. He solicited my help, and I=92m glad to give it to him. After all, the answer to how did it all get started is in the church. The deputy expressed his opinion that he didn't feel religion did much good, but people seem to want it. So, I guess the government has to deal with it. I am reminded just how different our cultures are in moments like these, and just how hard it is for us to understand one another.
I've just found out that a full-blown investigation is ongoing now -- that it is known that I want to change my visa status. Our current hostess, Nina, will receive a visit from authorities -- most likely the FSB. Please pray for her and that this investigation, which turns everyone upside down and sideways, will end pleasantly and soon. Please pray for me that I will continue to be calm and confident in our Lord. Also that my visa will be granted!
BROKEN FAMILY
Please pray with me for our church in the village of Red River. The pastor there has fallen into temptation and has turned his back on his family. There is nothing more heart-breaking than seeing a man, called by God and filled with potential, lose his footing so thoroughly. As I've shared with you before, the greatest challenge the Christians face here, is being able to make the transition from the world's culture to a Kingdom culture. Many profess Christianity, indeed many serve in our churches, but their attitudes and thus their lives don't really change. It is heart-breaking, to say the least.
IN CLOSING
Nothing has been taken from my plate, since my last missive to you. If anything, more has been added. But I am still enjoying the miracle of my time of fasting and prayer. I'm filled with energy and motivation, and enjoy a strange peace despite the chaos around me. Romans 8:31 says it well: "What, then, shall we say in response to this? If God is for us, who can be against us?" One revelation during my fast was that my prayers no longer engaged my heart. Somehow I had closed the doors on my heart to protect it from the onslaught of pain, hunger and evil we are confronted with each day. The Lord invited me to open my heart once again and allow HIM to protect it. Now my prayers are heart-felt, deep with longing for my brothers and sisters. Have mercy on us. Have mercy on us. Have mercy on us.
With Christ's love,
E'beth
Khabarovsk Journal
April 15, 2001
Happy Easter!
Jesus has risen! He has risen indeed!
Like Christmas, Easter has become somewhat of a commercial holiday all over the world. While many of us worship Jesus in our churches and hearts, many still limit themselves to coloring eggs, egg hunts and too much candy (well, I do that part too). This Easter Sunday it’s no struggle for me to remember Christ’s resurrection and it’s purpose. When surrounded with so much hopelessness, crime and poverty, the only place one truly finds life is in Jesus Christ. It’s good to be reminded how much we need Him!
So, happy resurrection day! This is the day on which we received the greatest gift of all, eternal life and our return to our Creator God. This is the day on which the Son of God claimed victory over death and sin. This is your day!
IN THE NEWS…
Whew! It’s been busy, busy, busy. I find myself caught up in a whirlwind of activity and gratitude. I have to update the pictures on the website so you can all see what’s been going on.
Sunday School Teachers Conference: We had our first annual conference yesterday with a great turnout. Over 65 teachers showed up for fellowship and instruction. We had several experts in teaching children available to speak and answer and myriad of questions. Joy McRae from Australia is a specialist in cross-cultural education for children as well as teaching children the Word. She is currently employed as a professor at the local Pedagogical University. Her presentation was extremely good and many got writer’s cramp taking notes.
Another gift from God was Joe Lynn Daugherty from Ohio. She’s a specialist in children’s Sunday school and is the children’s program director at her church. Lynn spoke on the important of child evangelism.
Two Russian National teachers were also provided to speak. In the end we had a full day and many blessings. The participants exclaimed over the value of such a conference, felt reinvigorated and inspired to continue loving the children and teaching them about Jesus.
Next we will identify areas of need and try to find ways if meeting them. Seminars will be organized as well as a search for much needed materials. Joe Lynn is excited to get involved in this project with us and we’re very grateful to take advantage of her vast experience, love of children and networking resources. Joe Lynn asked the teachers what help they needed and what their greatest challenges were. She’s going to do what she can to help out, including coming back next year to do a longer seminar with them, in collaboration with Christ’s Heritage Christian Center, and see about securing desperately needed teaching materials. Thank you Joe Lynn!
FACTS: Just a note of interest for you. Some of the problems we experience here are the difficulty people have in loving children other than their own (in some cases they can’t even love their own). I believe this is one reason we have so many children stuck away in orphanages and children’s homes. I praised the teacher’s for loving the children and we pray more will arise who can do so. Another challenge is convincing the pastors of the importance of children’s Christian education. They mostly want to have the kids entertained and kept out of the adult service so the pastors can focus on that aspect of their ministry. Thus they ignore the children, their needs and the teacher’s who desperately try to provide for them.
Visit to Nicolayevka: I was invited by pastor Misha to visit his ministry in the village of Nicolayevka. Misha is an ex-convict who met the Lord in prison. He is now one of our most valued ministers. His calling is to the ex-cons, recovering alcoholics and drug addicts. Misha has been desperate to find materials for his ministry, such as the AA 12 step program. I was searching the Internet the other day and, lo and behold! I found a down-loadable Russian translation of the “Big Book.” He was thrilled to get it. Misha established a rehabilitation center in the village and I was privileged to visit them and share my testimony. Three of the men also shared their testimony with us. Wow! God does still perform miracles, believe me. Misha wants to expand his ministry into the jails and prisons, especially into the juvenile offenders’ facilities where the kids are idle because government programs have ceased due to the economic crisis in the country.
Who Is God? Bible Study: We finally finished studying the book of Genesis! Can you believe it? We have all learned so much about our God from this one book in the Bible and have been abundantly blessed. We have now begun in Exodus and continue to be amazed and enlightened.
Quilting: We are learning how to hand quilt at the moment, practicing on the quilt I’ve been making for daughter Tanya. We’ve had a wonderful opportunity to chat and share what’s on our hearts as our fingers struggle with this new craft. We are also each working on projects at home, which we will bring to the Center to finish off together.
Christian Concert: Last Saturday I attended a wonderful concert of songs perform by the original writers and composers. It was thrilling to see the number of pastors from various churches that sponsored this event as well. The Spirit of God is moving across this land and many are being called to come together and become “one!” The music, singing, instrumentation, and production were extremely good as well. I understand the concert was taped and broadcast on a local television station here in Khabarovsk yesterday. When I walked into the concert hall, I immediately realized why I’m so busy and have so little time to myself. I knew at least half of those in attendance! That’s good… I think?
Future Projects: It’s seems that by the time you’ve completed one project you’re handed another. Two new ideas have been conceived: 1) A children’s Sunday school materials symposium and 2) a year-round youth program.
Symposium: having determined that there is a desperate need for teaching materials for children’s Sunday school, I thought we’d tap into the local talent and see if we can’t develop some of our own. So, the idea of a symposium where we invite artists, storytellers and songwriters to come together and start creating!
Youth Program: Russia is in desperate need of active programs that attract youth and young adults. I spoke with Pastor Grisha who has a passion for the youth and many great ideas. He’s also worked with American youth leaders and can tap into those resources. We need to develop something that will work year-around in an inclement land. So indoor facilities will be needed along with outdoor grounds. I also suggested that we develop a program where the youth are taught to help others. This appears to have been a new concept! Please pray for us as we develop a working program.
Prayer Counseling Seminar: And of course, we're looking forward to our June seminar on prayer counseling. More on this soon!
WEATHER
Spring has sprung… mud. Temperatures fluctuate greatly making it impossible to know how to dress. Always carry an umbrella and sunglasses. Be prepared for anything! The wind was so strong yesterday I spent quite some time getting grit out of my teeth and eyes.
FROM THE HEART
Here comes my favorite part… One of the most heartbreaking experiences I’ve had is when a friend disappears and hides from me because of a wrong they have done. I want so desperately to nurture relationships and, when necessary, forgive. A dear friend borrowed money from me to pay rent. He has a wife and three kids and his business and ministry fell apart in this crippled economy. I was pleased to help. But then he disappeared! Why? Because he couldn’t repay me as he said he would. Finally he returned, repentant and in tears, begging my forgiveness. Oh what joy! I can imagine how Jesus feels when we come to him in humility, asking forgiveness for all we’ve done. After all, He died for us, making forgiveness available at all times. All we have to do is reach out in repentance and accept it. In the same way forgiveness was always available to my friend…all he had to do was come and get it. Now our relationship is restored! And his debt? Forgiven, of course! And my reward? Joy, joy, joy!
“A new command I give you: Love one another. As I have loved you, so you must love one another. By this all men will know that you are my disciples, if you love one another.” (John 13:34-35)
In Christ,
E’beth
April 15, 2001
Happy Easter!
Jesus has risen! He has risen indeed!
Like Christmas, Easter has become somewhat of a commercial holiday all over the world. While many of us worship Jesus in our churches and hearts, many still limit themselves to coloring eggs, egg hunts and too much candy (well, I do that part too). This Easter Sunday it’s no struggle for me to remember Christ’s resurrection and it’s purpose. When surrounded with so much hopelessness, crime and poverty, the only place one truly finds life is in Jesus Christ. It’s good to be reminded how much we need Him!
So, happy resurrection day! This is the day on which we received the greatest gift of all, eternal life and our return to our Creator God. This is the day on which the Son of God claimed victory over death and sin. This is your day!
IN THE NEWS…
Whew! It’s been busy, busy, busy. I find myself caught up in a whirlwind of activity and gratitude. I have to update the pictures on the website so you can all see what’s been going on.
Sunday School Teachers Conference: We had our first annual conference yesterday with a great turnout. Over 65 teachers showed up for fellowship and instruction. We had several experts in teaching children available to speak and answer and myriad of questions. Joy McRae from Australia is a specialist in cross-cultural education for children as well as teaching children the Word. She is currently employed as a professor at the local Pedagogical University. Her presentation was extremely good and many got writer’s cramp taking notes.
Another gift from God was Joe Lynn Daugherty from Ohio. She’s a specialist in children’s Sunday school and is the children’s program director at her church. Lynn spoke on the important of child evangelism.
Two Russian National teachers were also provided to speak. In the end we had a full day and many blessings. The participants exclaimed over the value of such a conference, felt reinvigorated and inspired to continue loving the children and teaching them about Jesus.
Next we will identify areas of need and try to find ways if meeting them. Seminars will be organized as well as a search for much needed materials. Joe Lynn is excited to get involved in this project with us and we’re very grateful to take advantage of her vast experience, love of children and networking resources. Joe Lynn asked the teachers what help they needed and what their greatest challenges were. She’s going to do what she can to help out, including coming back next year to do a longer seminar with them, in collaboration with Christ’s Heritage Christian Center, and see about securing desperately needed teaching materials. Thank you Joe Lynn!
FACTS: Just a note of interest for you. Some of the problems we experience here are the difficulty people have in loving children other than their own (in some cases they can’t even love their own). I believe this is one reason we have so many children stuck away in orphanages and children’s homes. I praised the teacher’s for loving the children and we pray more will arise who can do so. Another challenge is convincing the pastors of the importance of children’s Christian education. They mostly want to have the kids entertained and kept out of the adult service so the pastors can focus on that aspect of their ministry. Thus they ignore the children, their needs and the teacher’s who desperately try to provide for them.
Visit to Nicolayevka: I was invited by pastor Misha to visit his ministry in the village of Nicolayevka. Misha is an ex-convict who met the Lord in prison. He is now one of our most valued ministers. His calling is to the ex-cons, recovering alcoholics and drug addicts. Misha has been desperate to find materials for his ministry, such as the AA 12 step program. I was searching the Internet the other day and, lo and behold! I found a down-loadable Russian translation of the “Big Book.” He was thrilled to get it. Misha established a rehabilitation center in the village and I was privileged to visit them and share my testimony. Three of the men also shared their testimony with us. Wow! God does still perform miracles, believe me. Misha wants to expand his ministry into the jails and prisons, especially into the juvenile offenders’ facilities where the kids are idle because government programs have ceased due to the economic crisis in the country.
Who Is God? Bible Study: We finally finished studying the book of Genesis! Can you believe it? We have all learned so much about our God from this one book in the Bible and have been abundantly blessed. We have now begun in Exodus and continue to be amazed and enlightened.
Quilting: We are learning how to hand quilt at the moment, practicing on the quilt I’ve been making for daughter Tanya. We’ve had a wonderful opportunity to chat and share what’s on our hearts as our fingers struggle with this new craft. We are also each working on projects at home, which we will bring to the Center to finish off together.
Christian Concert: Last Saturday I attended a wonderful concert of songs perform by the original writers and composers. It was thrilling to see the number of pastors from various churches that sponsored this event as well. The Spirit of God is moving across this land and many are being called to come together and become “one!” The music, singing, instrumentation, and production were extremely good as well. I understand the concert was taped and broadcast on a local television station here in Khabarovsk yesterday. When I walked into the concert hall, I immediately realized why I’m so busy and have so little time to myself. I knew at least half of those in attendance! That’s good… I think?
Future Projects: It’s seems that by the time you’ve completed one project you’re handed another. Two new ideas have been conceived: 1) A children’s Sunday school materials symposium and 2) a year-round youth program.
Symposium: having determined that there is a desperate need for teaching materials for children’s Sunday school, I thought we’d tap into the local talent and see if we can’t develop some of our own. So, the idea of a symposium where we invite artists, storytellers and songwriters to come together and start creating!
Youth Program: Russia is in desperate need of active programs that attract youth and young adults. I spoke with Pastor Grisha who has a passion for the youth and many great ideas. He’s also worked with American youth leaders and can tap into those resources. We need to develop something that will work year-around in an inclement land. So indoor facilities will be needed along with outdoor grounds. I also suggested that we develop a program where the youth are taught to help others. This appears to have been a new concept! Please pray for us as we develop a working program.
Prayer Counseling Seminar: And of course, we're looking forward to our June seminar on prayer counseling. More on this soon!
WEATHER
Spring has sprung… mud. Temperatures fluctuate greatly making it impossible to know how to dress. Always carry an umbrella and sunglasses. Be prepared for anything! The wind was so strong yesterday I spent quite some time getting grit out of my teeth and eyes.
FROM THE HEART
Here comes my favorite part… One of the most heartbreaking experiences I’ve had is when a friend disappears and hides from me because of a wrong they have done. I want so desperately to nurture relationships and, when necessary, forgive. A dear friend borrowed money from me to pay rent. He has a wife and three kids and his business and ministry fell apart in this crippled economy. I was pleased to help. But then he disappeared! Why? Because he couldn’t repay me as he said he would. Finally he returned, repentant and in tears, begging my forgiveness. Oh what joy! I can imagine how Jesus feels when we come to him in humility, asking forgiveness for all we’ve done. After all, He died for us, making forgiveness available at all times. All we have to do is reach out in repentance and accept it. In the same way forgiveness was always available to my friend…all he had to do was come and get it. Now our relationship is restored! And his debt? Forgiven, of course! And my reward? Joy, joy, joy!
“A new command I give you: Love one another. As I have loved you, so you must love one another. By this all men will know that you are my disciples, if you love one another.” (John 13:34-35)
In Christ,
E’beth
Khabarovsk Journal
March 1, 2001
Dear friends and family,
It's early morning on my day of departure from Khabarovsk to spend three weeks State-side. I'm praying the weather will cooperate, along with jet engines and other mechanicals, to get me safely home. Yesterday we had a good bit of snow here, but the weather seems to be cooperating in Magadan. So, if we can take off from Khabarovsk and land in Magadan, then take off the next day from Magadan and arrive safely in Anchorage, I'll feel much better. The one place I DON'T want to get stuck is in Magadan, which is known for it's freezing weather (it's located on the Kamchatka Peninsula) mines, and prisons!
Important NOTE: Please use the following e-mail address during the next month. Actually, you can use this address always, if it gets confusing. I can't access my account in Russian from the U.S. ebethheart@yahoo.com
This month has been extremely eventful in wonderful ways.
Christian Center
Pastor's Forum: We conducted our second Pastor's forum and more joined us. Represented were the Pentecostal church, United Methodist, independent churches and the Baptist church. Each pastor was very interested in our ministry and in joining ranks under Christ's banner. Our greatest desire is to answer Christ's prayer that we might be one. We exhorted each other saying that people came to church looking for Jesus Christ. We need to make sure that's who the find there. We pray this group will continue to grow in numbers and in faithfulness to Lord Jesus' Way. We were very pleased that our long-time friend, Pastor Yura Stadnik from Triumph of Fire church joined us. He informed us that he planned to feed 500 people who dig around at the local dump for sustenance and a living. Wow! Also joining us was Tim Springer, here with the Southern Baptist Convention. Tim shares our passion and we look forward to working with him.
Staff: The Center is now well staffed. Our newest addition is Galina, who is our Children's Ministries Coordinator and who's first task is organizing the Sunday School Teacher's Conference in April. Talk about jumping in the deep end! Galina also teaches the Teen's Sunday school class for Grace Church. My own Tanya has begun attending and enjoys it very much. We are truly blessed! Pastor Yura Sokolov is with us often as well, teaching the staff to use the computer, setting them up on e-mail, making graphics for our conference and just being helpful all around. Yura has also agreed to take care of advertising for the Center's activities on the website he and a couple of friends are developing to give all Christian churches a place to post their calendars and activities. Yura also does a radio broadcast at the local Christian radio station once a month and is able to advertise for us there as well.
Equipment: We've also completed most of our equipment purchases with the purchase of a Hewlett Packard lazer printer. It was quite a find! Fyodor is really good at digging things up. Computer firms are having some difficulties getting equipment through customs in Moscow so we were very pleased to get our hands on our printer. Now we're ready to roll!
Sunday School Teacher's Conference: This conference is getting more and more popular. We're hearing from folks from far and wide. The need for materials and training is nearly desperate. We anticipate a good turn-out and crave your prayers and loving support. We need to find a good facility for the conference and collect information and resources to give our participants.
WOMEN'S WORK
Here too we have an addition. A teacher of sewing and crafts at a local school will be joining us. Galina (yes, another one!) was brought to our Monday Night Bible Study by one of our participants. Seeing our quilts on the wall, she asked about them. In the end she has decided to join our merry band. Galina joined us briefly this past Tuesday, bringing samples of her work and that of her students. She has entrusted me with some crocheted works that I'll bring home and hope to turn into dollars to continue to supply her work. I'll also post pictures of some of the work they've done. Great stuff!
ON THE MOVE
As I've been preparing to travel home for three weeks, I've been constantly amazed at the love of these people. You'd think I was leaving permanently! It's wonderful to have so many good friends to miss you while you're gone and to welcome you back. It's hard to leave, I'll tell you! Tanya is not overly thrilled either. It will be our first separation. Please keep her in prayer.
IN CLOSING
I'm frequently asked how one knows if God is speaking to them and how one can avoid being deceived by our enemy. The answer is so simple, but must be repeated over and over. If you know God, you'll recognize His voice. It also helps to listen! Our Monday Bible Study focuses on who God is. The more we focus on and know His character, the more we hear Him and the less likely we are to be deceived by another voice. God will never tell us and ask us to do anything that does not agree 100% with His perfect, holy and unchanging character. This land is filled with superstition and spiritism. Many voices can be heard, and one must be careful. One sure way to know if the real God speaks is if His Son Jesus is glorified. Jesus told us that the only way to the Father is through the Son. There are those who think Christians are harsh and spiritually bigoted. Why claim that only one religious belief, Christianity, leads to the one true God? We Christians didn't make the rules, and I don't believe God is fickle or moody. He didn't set it up this way just to make our lives difficult. Jesus is actually our guarantee. We are guaranteed entrance into the presence of the Creator God through Jesus Christ. We cannot be deceived! So, the WAY was provided for our own assurance, not for our inconvenience nor to provide us opportunity to judge others. I hear many wonderful words that move me and see much "good" done in the world. But if Jesus Christ is not claimed as Lord and Savior, if He is not glorified, these words and actions are empty deceptions that can only lead to death.
Our Heavenly Father provided for us in every eventuality. We need never be deceived if we keep our focus on Jesus Christ.
Blessings and love, to the glory of Jesus,
E'beth
March 1, 2001
Dear friends and family,
It's early morning on my day of departure from Khabarovsk to spend three weeks State-side. I'm praying the weather will cooperate, along with jet engines and other mechanicals, to get me safely home. Yesterday we had a good bit of snow here, but the weather seems to be cooperating in Magadan. So, if we can take off from Khabarovsk and land in Magadan, then take off the next day from Magadan and arrive safely in Anchorage, I'll feel much better. The one place I DON'T want to get stuck is in Magadan, which is known for it's freezing weather (it's located on the Kamchatka Peninsula) mines, and prisons!
Important NOTE: Please use the following e-mail address during the next month. Actually, you can use this address always, if it gets confusing. I can't access my account in Russian from the U.S. ebethheart@yahoo.com
This month has been extremely eventful in wonderful ways.
Christian Center
Pastor's Forum: We conducted our second Pastor's forum and more joined us. Represented were the Pentecostal church, United Methodist, independent churches and the Baptist church. Each pastor was very interested in our ministry and in joining ranks under Christ's banner. Our greatest desire is to answer Christ's prayer that we might be one. We exhorted each other saying that people came to church looking for Jesus Christ. We need to make sure that's who the find there. We pray this group will continue to grow in numbers and in faithfulness to Lord Jesus' Way. We were very pleased that our long-time friend, Pastor Yura Stadnik from Triumph of Fire church joined us. He informed us that he planned to feed 500 people who dig around at the local dump for sustenance and a living. Wow! Also joining us was Tim Springer, here with the Southern Baptist Convention. Tim shares our passion and we look forward to working with him.
Staff: The Center is now well staffed. Our newest addition is Galina, who is our Children's Ministries Coordinator and who's first task is organizing the Sunday School Teacher's Conference in April. Talk about jumping in the deep end! Galina also teaches the Teen's Sunday school class for Grace Church. My own Tanya has begun attending and enjoys it very much. We are truly blessed! Pastor Yura Sokolov is with us often as well, teaching the staff to use the computer, setting them up on e-mail, making graphics for our conference and just being helpful all around. Yura has also agreed to take care of advertising for the Center's activities on the website he and a couple of friends are developing to give all Christian churches a place to post their calendars and activities. Yura also does a radio broadcast at the local Christian radio station once a month and is able to advertise for us there as well.
Equipment: We've also completed most of our equipment purchases with the purchase of a Hewlett Packard lazer printer. It was quite a find! Fyodor is really good at digging things up. Computer firms are having some difficulties getting equipment through customs in Moscow so we were very pleased to get our hands on our printer. Now we're ready to roll!
Sunday School Teacher's Conference: This conference is getting more and more popular. We're hearing from folks from far and wide. The need for materials and training is nearly desperate. We anticipate a good turn-out and crave your prayers and loving support. We need to find a good facility for the conference and collect information and resources to give our participants.
WOMEN'S WORK
Here too we have an addition. A teacher of sewing and crafts at a local school will be joining us. Galina (yes, another one!) was brought to our Monday Night Bible Study by one of our participants. Seeing our quilts on the wall, she asked about them. In the end she has decided to join our merry band. Galina joined us briefly this past Tuesday, bringing samples of her work and that of her students. She has entrusted me with some crocheted works that I'll bring home and hope to turn into dollars to continue to supply her work. I'll also post pictures of some of the work they've done. Great stuff!
ON THE MOVE
As I've been preparing to travel home for three weeks, I've been constantly amazed at the love of these people. You'd think I was leaving permanently! It's wonderful to have so many good friends to miss you while you're gone and to welcome you back. It's hard to leave, I'll tell you! Tanya is not overly thrilled either. It will be our first separation. Please keep her in prayer.
IN CLOSING
I'm frequently asked how one knows if God is speaking to them and how one can avoid being deceived by our enemy. The answer is so simple, but must be repeated over and over. If you know God, you'll recognize His voice. It also helps to listen! Our Monday Bible Study focuses on who God is. The more we focus on and know His character, the more we hear Him and the less likely we are to be deceived by another voice. God will never tell us and ask us to do anything that does not agree 100% with His perfect, holy and unchanging character. This land is filled with superstition and spiritism. Many voices can be heard, and one must be careful. One sure way to know if the real God speaks is if His Son Jesus is glorified. Jesus told us that the only way to the Father is through the Son. There are those who think Christians are harsh and spiritually bigoted. Why claim that only one religious belief, Christianity, leads to the one true God? We Christians didn't make the rules, and I don't believe God is fickle or moody. He didn't set it up this way just to make our lives difficult. Jesus is actually our guarantee. We are guaranteed entrance into the presence of the Creator God through Jesus Christ. We cannot be deceived! So, the WAY was provided for our own assurance, not for our inconvenience nor to provide us opportunity to judge others. I hear many wonderful words that move me and see much "good" done in the world. But if Jesus Christ is not claimed as Lord and Savior, if He is not glorified, these words and actions are empty deceptions that can only lead to death.
Our Heavenly Father provided for us in every eventuality. We need never be deceived if we keep our focus on Jesus Christ.
Blessings and love, to the glory of Jesus,
E'beth
Khabarovsk Journal
February 16, 2001
Dear friends and family,
So much has happened since I last wrote I thought I’d sent out another update before I forget. We sure are busy in this part of the world.
THE WEATHER
Temperatures should start climbing now. February marks the “windy” month and wind chills are so low we don’t even measure them anymore. Too depressing. Once the arctic winds do their thing, we usually look forward to spring, which has arrived if you ask anyone here. I’ve never considered –20 spring-like, myself. However, I believed the locals when I went looking for a winter coat for a friend…most of the winter stuff had been put away and the spring fashions were out. Of course, spring fashions here are like winter fashions in Virginia, so it can be rather confusing. We did finally find a coat, much to our collective relief.
Besides the cold, another hazard is the sun reflecting off of the snow and ice. My friend and translator, Klavdia, went for a walk yesterday and stared at the ice-covered river for too long. She suffered terrible headaches behind her eyes, and her eyes burned so bad she was in tears. Ouch!
CHRISTIAN CENTER
Things are hopping at the Center. Studies are well attended and enthusiastically enjoyed. We are already seeing the benefits of having an e-mail address, having heard from a Christian worker in the middle of Russia who read our announcement of the Sunday School teachers conference coming up in April.
S.S. Teacher’s Conference: We had our first planning meeting yesterday, with great results. We now have an agenda and have assigned individual responsibilities for planning. I was pleased as punch to hear that the Nationals have scheduled another planning meeting tomorrow... without me! Delegation, that’s the trick.
In our discussion we discovered that there was a need for three separate conferences. One for teachers of young children, one for teachers of youth and young adults, and one for pastors. Teaching styles are quite different depending on ages, I’m informed (I know next to nothing about teaching children, but we have an expert Ph.D. at our disposal who does!) and I also learned that the pastors here do not support children’s ministries sufficiently. Mostly they just try to keep the kids out of the adult services. Got to work on that. Please keep us in prayer.
Our agenda includes worship, introductions (a major goal of the conference is to have teachers meet each other and enjoy fellowship with and support of each other on a continuing basis). Following this a lecture on how children learn and particular challenges faced in this environment and culture by our education expert and an open forum for representatives of each church attending to speak about their ministries and particular challenges and solutions. After lunch, small group discussions on specific topics will be provided followed by a round table Q&A forum with the discussion group leaders. We will close with worship and communion, exhorting the teachers to pray for their pastors and reconcile any differences they might have with church leadership because of lack of support of their programs. It turns out that this is quite an issue to be resolved.
Our goals are: 1) to encourage fellowship among the Sunday School teachers in the various churches; 2) to identify the leading needs of the children’s ministries in the region and provide training and materials to better equip the teachers and the churches and; 3) to discover various means by which these needs can be addressed. We anticipate arranging several seminars to address specific pressing needs and challenges in the future.
Your prayers and support will be much appreciated. If anyone is interested in visiting Khabarovsk to teach seminars on ministering to children and youth, we’d be thrilled to have your help. Materials that are cross-cultural are much needed as well. We will be providing packets to each participating church containing lists of resources in Russia as well as other materials and helps as we are able.
Pastor’s Forum: On Monday the 19th, we will again meet with pastors of various churches in Khabarovsk to discuss ways in which they can work together to further the work of the Kingdom. You can bet they’ll be hearing about the Sunday School teachers conference and be exhorted to support these programs with more enthusiasm.
I’m excited about a new member of this forum. Slava was Pastor Sokolov’s assistant in our UM church in Red River when I was here in 1998. He is now the director of the Society for Christian military personnel in Khabarovsk. This is an exciting ministry—there are over 40 such societies now in Russia. Their goals include encouraging religious freedom for military personnel, support and encouragement of believers in service, discipling, providing study and worship opportunities, and instituting a Chaplaincy in the Russian armed forces. Since chaplains do not exist as of yet, we invited Slava to join our pastors forum as a representative spiritual leader for military personnel in Khabarovsk. This is very exciting, as the spiritual needs of the young indentured soldiers, as well as that of the cadets in training and graduated officers, are very great. The suicide rate is extremely high, as is drug and alcohol abuse, and aggression against one another and innocent bystanders.
Youth Group: I’m continually surprised at the topics that come up in our young people’s discussion group. This past week we discussed murder—can we accept as a universal truth that murder is evil? They all agreed. Then the real challenge… is abortion murder? It was a very thoughtful and thought provoking discussion. Was there agreement in the end? Yes. In a land where the average abortion rate is eight per woman, it might surprise you to know that these young people did agree that, no matter what rational is used to justify abortion, it cannot change the “truth” that abortion is murder. How do you like them apples?
PICTURES!
The sermonaudio.com website photo albums have been updated. Check out the following:
Khabarovsk…
Christian Churches: http://www.sermonaudio.com/gallery.asp?GalleryID=eb12100225514
Follow along with Pastor Yura Sokolov and Svyetlaya UMC as they continue serving the children of Red River in partnership with their sister church, FUMC of Arlington, Texas.
Women’s Work: http://www.sermonaudio.com/gallery.asp?GalleryID=10220022113
Quilting continues to fascinate us all. Check out the results of our latest efforts.
Christian Center: http://www.sermonaudio.com/gallery.asp?GalleryID=eb1210022524
Our first Pastor’s Forum was recorded for posterity… it does seem that we drink a lot of tea over here…
Faces and Places: http://www.sermonaudio.com/gallery.asp?GalleryID=10220022548
Shopping at the outdoor Chinese market is quite an experience in below zero weather. Talk about a quick trip to the market!
FAMILY
The big news on this front is that daughter Tanya is to be baptized this Sunday. Our own Rev. Jack Stevenson, here visiting and checking on the orphanage work, will do the honors. We’ll all go to Svyetalaya UMC in Red River where Pastor Yura Sokolov and Rev. Stevens will officiate. Another woman who attends Svyetlaya will also be baptized that day and we’ll all celebrate at the Lord’s table. Quite a celebration! My own spirit is eased to know Tanya will officially become a member of God’s family. Many have been praying that Tanya’s heart would be prepared for this day.
TIC TOC…
Time keeps flying along when we’re not watching (or even if we are!). In just a few weeks I’ll be flying back to Virginia for my mini-visit. Already my calendar is filling up with many visits and activities. I’ll be speaking at the March Emmaus gathering for the Loudoun Valley Emmaus Community and at a potluck at my church, Pender United Methodist Church, in Fairfax, VA. That’s both Saturdays! I’m excited to see as many family, friends and partners as I can. I’ll try to get some rest in there somewhere as well.
IN CLOSING
Maybe one of these days I’ll stop being amazed by God. Strike that… It’ll never happen. Yesterday was another amazing day. Jack Stevenson came to the Christian Center for the first time. The staff put on an abundant tea and enjoyed fellowship together. Present were Pastor Yura and Svyeta Sokolov, Pastor Fyodor Golubyev, office assistant Edik, Klavdia, Galina, friend Joy and me. As I looked around the table, I saw for the first time how God had recruited each one of us to fill a specific role in the Center’s ministry. Galina will now be the coordinator for Children’s ministries and Fyodor’s focus is the Pastors Forum. (Quite honestly, I’m not sure how Galina even came to us! She’s an answer to more than one prayer as Tanya will now be attending her Sunday School class for her age group.) Yura and his partners have built a co-op webpage where all Christian churches can post announcements, schedules and submit articles—he’s become our coordinator for advertising. Joy is our Education specialist for the children’s conferences.
How did this happen? Only the Holy Spirit knows as He is the Boss, the Counselor, the Director… the All of our work. There was some talk going around the Christian community here that I, Elizabeth, had opened a center… it was Elizabeth’s center. This had to stop for we have only one Leader, one Director, one Master, and one Creator of all the work of the Church… that is Jesus Christ Himself. He is our inheritance and it is Him we serve and to whom we must answer. All honor and glory are to be Christ’s…it is His success, His significance we crave.
Each individual involved in the ministry of the Center is passionately determined to see Jesus’ prayer in John 17 answered—“that they may be ONE!” We committed to each other that day to not allow any division among ourselves to take root. The unity must begin with us. There are thousands of Christians throughout the world who share Christ’s vision. We are a small dot on the map and pray that one day we will be linked with others who also strive for this one goal. It breaks my heart when I hear myself and others complain that God hasn’t answered our prayers to our satisfaction when I realize that His own Son’s prayer has yet to be answered. WE are the answer to that prayer. If only we’ll be faithful…
With love in Christ,
E’beth
February 16, 2001
Dear friends and family,
So much has happened since I last wrote I thought I’d sent out another update before I forget. We sure are busy in this part of the world.
THE WEATHER
Temperatures should start climbing now. February marks the “windy” month and wind chills are so low we don’t even measure them anymore. Too depressing. Once the arctic winds do their thing, we usually look forward to spring, which has arrived if you ask anyone here. I’ve never considered –20 spring-like, myself. However, I believed the locals when I went looking for a winter coat for a friend…most of the winter stuff had been put away and the spring fashions were out. Of course, spring fashions here are like winter fashions in Virginia, so it can be rather confusing. We did finally find a coat, much to our collective relief.
Besides the cold, another hazard is the sun reflecting off of the snow and ice. My friend and translator, Klavdia, went for a walk yesterday and stared at the ice-covered river for too long. She suffered terrible headaches behind her eyes, and her eyes burned so bad she was in tears. Ouch!
CHRISTIAN CENTER
Things are hopping at the Center. Studies are well attended and enthusiastically enjoyed. We are already seeing the benefits of having an e-mail address, having heard from a Christian worker in the middle of Russia who read our announcement of the Sunday School teachers conference coming up in April.
S.S. Teacher’s Conference: We had our first planning meeting yesterday, with great results. We now have an agenda and have assigned individual responsibilities for planning. I was pleased as punch to hear that the Nationals have scheduled another planning meeting tomorrow... without me! Delegation, that’s the trick.
In our discussion we discovered that there was a need for three separate conferences. One for teachers of young children, one for teachers of youth and young adults, and one for pastors. Teaching styles are quite different depending on ages, I’m informed (I know next to nothing about teaching children, but we have an expert Ph.D. at our disposal who does!) and I also learned that the pastors here do not support children’s ministries sufficiently. Mostly they just try to keep the kids out of the adult services. Got to work on that. Please keep us in prayer.
Our agenda includes worship, introductions (a major goal of the conference is to have teachers meet each other and enjoy fellowship with and support of each other on a continuing basis). Following this a lecture on how children learn and particular challenges faced in this environment and culture by our education expert and an open forum for representatives of each church attending to speak about their ministries and particular challenges and solutions. After lunch, small group discussions on specific topics will be provided followed by a round table Q&A forum with the discussion group leaders. We will close with worship and communion, exhorting the teachers to pray for their pastors and reconcile any differences they might have with church leadership because of lack of support of their programs. It turns out that this is quite an issue to be resolved.
Our goals are: 1) to encourage fellowship among the Sunday School teachers in the various churches; 2) to identify the leading needs of the children’s ministries in the region and provide training and materials to better equip the teachers and the churches and; 3) to discover various means by which these needs can be addressed. We anticipate arranging several seminars to address specific pressing needs and challenges in the future.
Your prayers and support will be much appreciated. If anyone is interested in visiting Khabarovsk to teach seminars on ministering to children and youth, we’d be thrilled to have your help. Materials that are cross-cultural are much needed as well. We will be providing packets to each participating church containing lists of resources in Russia as well as other materials and helps as we are able.
Pastor’s Forum: On Monday the 19th, we will again meet with pastors of various churches in Khabarovsk to discuss ways in which they can work together to further the work of the Kingdom. You can bet they’ll be hearing about the Sunday School teachers conference and be exhorted to support these programs with more enthusiasm.
I’m excited about a new member of this forum. Slava was Pastor Sokolov’s assistant in our UM church in Red River when I was here in 1998. He is now the director of the Society for Christian military personnel in Khabarovsk. This is an exciting ministry—there are over 40 such societies now in Russia. Their goals include encouraging religious freedom for military personnel, support and encouragement of believers in service, discipling, providing study and worship opportunities, and instituting a Chaplaincy in the Russian armed forces. Since chaplains do not exist as of yet, we invited Slava to join our pastors forum as a representative spiritual leader for military personnel in Khabarovsk. This is very exciting, as the spiritual needs of the young indentured soldiers, as well as that of the cadets in training and graduated officers, are very great. The suicide rate is extremely high, as is drug and alcohol abuse, and aggression against one another and innocent bystanders.
Youth Group: I’m continually surprised at the topics that come up in our young people’s discussion group. This past week we discussed murder—can we accept as a universal truth that murder is evil? They all agreed. Then the real challenge… is abortion murder? It was a very thoughtful and thought provoking discussion. Was there agreement in the end? Yes. In a land where the average abortion rate is eight per woman, it might surprise you to know that these young people did agree that, no matter what rational is used to justify abortion, it cannot change the “truth” that abortion is murder. How do you like them apples?
PICTURES!
The sermonaudio.com website photo albums have been updated. Check out the following:
Khabarovsk…
Christian Churches: http://www.sermonaudio.com/gallery.asp?GalleryID=eb12100225514
Follow along with Pastor Yura Sokolov and Svyetlaya UMC as they continue serving the children of Red River in partnership with their sister church, FUMC of Arlington, Texas.
Women’s Work: http://www.sermonaudio.com/gallery.asp?GalleryID=10220022113
Quilting continues to fascinate us all. Check out the results of our latest efforts.
Christian Center: http://www.sermonaudio.com/gallery.asp?GalleryID=eb1210022524
Our first Pastor’s Forum was recorded for posterity… it does seem that we drink a lot of tea over here…
Faces and Places: http://www.sermonaudio.com/gallery.asp?GalleryID=10220022548
Shopping at the outdoor Chinese market is quite an experience in below zero weather. Talk about a quick trip to the market!
FAMILY
The big news on this front is that daughter Tanya is to be baptized this Sunday. Our own Rev. Jack Stevenson, here visiting and checking on the orphanage work, will do the honors. We’ll all go to Svyetalaya UMC in Red River where Pastor Yura Sokolov and Rev. Stevens will officiate. Another woman who attends Svyetlaya will also be baptized that day and we’ll all celebrate at the Lord’s table. Quite a celebration! My own spirit is eased to know Tanya will officially become a member of God’s family. Many have been praying that Tanya’s heart would be prepared for this day.
TIC TOC…
Time keeps flying along when we’re not watching (or even if we are!). In just a few weeks I’ll be flying back to Virginia for my mini-visit. Already my calendar is filling up with many visits and activities. I’ll be speaking at the March Emmaus gathering for the Loudoun Valley Emmaus Community and at a potluck at my church, Pender United Methodist Church, in Fairfax, VA. That’s both Saturdays! I’m excited to see as many family, friends and partners as I can. I’ll try to get some rest in there somewhere as well.
IN CLOSING
Maybe one of these days I’ll stop being amazed by God. Strike that… It’ll never happen. Yesterday was another amazing day. Jack Stevenson came to the Christian Center for the first time. The staff put on an abundant tea and enjoyed fellowship together. Present were Pastor Yura and Svyeta Sokolov, Pastor Fyodor Golubyev, office assistant Edik, Klavdia, Galina, friend Joy and me. As I looked around the table, I saw for the first time how God had recruited each one of us to fill a specific role in the Center’s ministry. Galina will now be the coordinator for Children’s ministries and Fyodor’s focus is the Pastors Forum. (Quite honestly, I’m not sure how Galina even came to us! She’s an answer to more than one prayer as Tanya will now be attending her Sunday School class for her age group.) Yura and his partners have built a co-op webpage where all Christian churches can post announcements, schedules and submit articles—he’s become our coordinator for advertising. Joy is our Education specialist for the children’s conferences.
How did this happen? Only the Holy Spirit knows as He is the Boss, the Counselor, the Director… the All of our work. There was some talk going around the Christian community here that I, Elizabeth, had opened a center… it was Elizabeth’s center. This had to stop for we have only one Leader, one Director, one Master, and one Creator of all the work of the Church… that is Jesus Christ Himself. He is our inheritance and it is Him we serve and to whom we must answer. All honor and glory are to be Christ’s…it is His success, His significance we crave.
Each individual involved in the ministry of the Center is passionately determined to see Jesus’ prayer in John 17 answered—“that they may be ONE!” We committed to each other that day to not allow any division among ourselves to take root. The unity must begin with us. There are thousands of Christians throughout the world who share Christ’s vision. We are a small dot on the map and pray that one day we will be linked with others who also strive for this one goal. It breaks my heart when I hear myself and others complain that God hasn’t answered our prayers to our satisfaction when I realize that His own Son’s prayer has yet to be answered. WE are the answer to that prayer. If only we’ll be faithful…
With love in Christ,
E’beth
Khabarovsk Journal
February 7, 2001
Dear friends, partners and family,
I have been contemplating writing an update for days now... but I didn't make it past the contemplation phase until now. Nata tells me I work too much. Little Tanya bemoans the fact that I don't spend much time with her. My friends complain I never see them or call them. I owe more personal notes to folks than I can count and sleep is hard to come by. But you know how it is when you start anything new. It takes all your time and energy at first. I hope to slow down a bit soon.
THE WEATHER
It's cold. It's REAL cold. The first couple of weeks in February are always windy...so the wind-chill factor has added to our discomfort. This is the coldest spell of the year--things will start warming up towards the end of the month and we'll see spring around May or so. I haven't had any more falls on the icy ground and Mom sent me "Get-A-Grip" rubber things you put over your shoes with these metal spikes in them for extra gripping. Really work great! Now I don't walk like a penguin any more--that was the her whole point, so she says. It's the little things...
THE CENTER
Equipment: Well, let's move on to bigger things. We've named the Center "Christ's Heritage Christian Center." It now boasts a copier and a new computer. Now I get to learn how to use Windows in Russian. We have a new e-mail account: christcenter@e-mail.kht.ru . It's exciting to have this equipment because now the poorer churches can link up to the internet, get e-mail accounts and communicate with the rest of the body. They can also learn how to design and reproduce outreach and ministry materials. We still have to buy a printer and a fax machine. That's next!
Pastor's Meet: More interesting by far was our first meeting with several pastors of local 1QA\churches where we introduced the Center and it's mission. Their response to the ministry of the Center was overwhelmingly positive. One, in fact, stated in parting, "Finally, a place that's Bible-centered!" Only a few were able to come, but we know more will drop by as the word spreads. Please keep us in prayer regarding all of this. For those of you interested, I'll attach an MSWord file with the first draft of our statement of values. We have quite a challenge ahead of us! Check out the website for the latest pictures. http://www.sermonaudio.com/gallerylist.asp
Future Plans: In the planning phase are a gathering of Sunday School teachers, which promises to be quite large and successful; a visit by Al Vom Steeg, President of the Mission Society for United Methodists at the end of March when he will also be available to speak to local Christian leaders; several short-term mission teams this summer, one of which brings a couple of sisters who will teach pastors how to counsel through prayer. We're looking forward to all of these events.
`
Challenges: I'm finding that there is a great need for staff training--which requires a lot of my time and effort. Our paradigms are quite different in some ways and we're working towards a shared vision and application. Some of our differences in perspective are due to culture; however, much is due also to life experience. Many I work with are orphans/abandoned and suffer the effects of this experience. That they survived into adulthood at all is a miracle. I apply some of the same principles in working with them as I do with Little Tanya. There's nothing so devastating to a human being than to believe that they are unwanted by their birth parents. Many times this destroys their lives and makes them unable to succeed in any way. They are filled with fear and feelings of worthlessness. They desperately need to belong to someone somewhere, are overly protective of their space and position, paranoid of people's thoughts and treatment of them, and constantly sabotage relationships due to all of this. In addition, their competence is hampered because their attention is focused on surviving, so there's little opportunity to move forward. Russia is full of such people and God wants to heal them and give them purpose. Please keep us in prayer as we work toward that goal!
MOTHERHOOD
Speaking of the abandoned, my own Tanya continues to grow and flourish. It's been very difficult for all of us, but she's finally catching on! Her grades are improving drastically as is her behavior. She actually pulled an "A" in Russian language where she was struggling with D's and C's. As a matter of fact, her teacher pointed this out in class and all her classmates actually applauded! Talk about positive feedback from the right source! That's the good news....
The bad news is the adoption process. I've met with folks involved in adoptions here and I'm told that the fact that I don't own a home in the States will most probably make it impossible for me to adopt Tanya. The judges only care about the law and that's part of the requirement for foreign adoptions--and yes, they want to see the evidence. In addition, there's an age limit for adoptable children--around 15 or so. The process can take up to two years. Tanya is 12 now. I'm struggling with feelings of guilt because it might have been possible for a family in the States to adopt her and I felt it was better for her to remain with me and among people she knows. I still believe this is God's will...but I do struggle with the "what ifs."
Frankly, I don't know what to do. But I know that God does and I'm counting on Him to let me know. I have nightmares about Tanya being shuffled off yet again when she seems to be doing well now. In addition, because of my own experience in life and the latest in research findings, I know that things will not get easier for her for quite some time. It will take a lot of patience and tenacity to go the course with her as she struggles to bring meaning and worth to her own identity. She struggles, as do all people separated from their birth mothers, with a feeling that she shouldn't even be alive. I don't fear suicidal tendencies, but know only too well the confusion over one's existence and purpose in life. I don't want her to spend her life in depression, dysfunction and failure... vigilance, and constancy are needed. Also an acceptance and understanding of the realities of her psyche. Natasha and I truly love Little Tanya. We'll go the course with her no matter what. But Nata is not in best of health and fears she won't be able to stay strong enough to mother Tanya alone if I should be recalled from the field. Her home is not large enough to accommodate another person--Nata and her two grown sons live in two rooms and the bath tub is in the kitchen! I am also committed to Tanya for life--but I will release her if God wants that, despite the pain it might bring me. We just want the best for Tanya. Please pray about this issue with me. Any suggestions are also most welcome!
YOUTH GROUP
Our youth discussion group on Thursday evenings is very interesting and growing. We're discussing our life values and the standard by which we make choices. Last week I left them with the thought that perhaps truth has a life of it's own and cannot be invented by humans to suit their convenience. Are we willing to search for the REAL truth, no matter what? Hmm... I thanked the newcomers for their perspectives. I told them that I learn from them too. One young lady (probably no more than 16) replied that she'd be happy to come a teach me any time!
NETWORKING
I seem to have an obsession with connecting people and ministries together. This week I invited Pastor Yura Sokolov and our own Roger and Helen Spaulding to get together and discuss their work at Internot 31 (an internot is kind of a dormitory/training place for children who for some reason cannot live with their families). The Spauldings are going to assist Yura by providing children's Bibles and a TV and VCR. They'll also stay in touch about what they are each doing and with whom so there's no duplication of effort and all resources are put to best use.
I am also very concerned for a colleague who's been here for over 7 years. Her funding is drying up for unknown reasons but the work keeps spreading and she's VERY successful at what she does! I want to connect her with potential donors in the U.S. (she is not an American but English speaking) who will help this wonderful woman continue her work here with the homeless children and the ex-convicts. Due to her perceived security needs, I am not at liberty to say more from here. However, if you will pray about this and let me know of any prospects, I'd sure appreciated. When I'm home in March I'll send out more details, along with a great detailed summary she has provided of her work.
The Eurasian Conference of the United Methodist Church is still seeking a partner U.S. church to support Pastor Fyodor's fledgling church. The Center continues to support this effort as funding allows, but we desperately need your prayers and a willing church to provide the support needed. I was excited this last Sunday to see how many men attend his services. This is wonderful as most churches here seem filled only with women and children. Fyodor works with a segment of the population that few reach--the disenfranchised, the rejected, the difficult and dysfunctional. Although our God does not always protect us from harm, He will use the wisdom and compassion acquired from that experience to fulfill His plan for others. This is certainly true of Fyodor.
IN CLOSING
What do you do when you don't know WHAT to do? Some of us might believe that doing ANYTHING is better than doing nothing. I've discovered this to be a deception. In God's universe, when I don't know what to do, it's best that I do nothing! That's when He goes to work--and He does NOT require my help, thank you very much anyway. I find things work much better when I allow God to help me instead of the other way around. Tanya is learning this about Nata and me as well. If she doesn't know what to do, she can rely on us if she'll be still and allow us to help her--this is preferred to cleaning up the messes she makes trying to do it alone.
Do you believe God to be who He says He is? How can you trust Him otherwise? This is such an important component of any relationship. Little Tanya is learning this lesson as well. She's learning that Nata and I are who we say we are and will do what we say we'll do. She can trust us. Just because we discipline and correct, doesn't mean we enjoy the process! I don't think our Heavenly Father enjoys the process much either. He'd much rather be in loving fellowship with us. Tanya agrees that our relationship is much happier when she trusts us and obeys. But she also realizes that the discipline and correction are one way we show we love her. I informed her that if God stopped correcting me I be really worried. We're finally getting it!
So, I'm learning from God and teaching the same principles to Tanya. Works great! Right now I'm waiting on God... because I don't know what to do.
With love and gratitude,
E'beth
February 7, 2001
Dear friends, partners and family,
I have been contemplating writing an update for days now... but I didn't make it past the contemplation phase until now. Nata tells me I work too much. Little Tanya bemoans the fact that I don't spend much time with her. My friends complain I never see them or call them. I owe more personal notes to folks than I can count and sleep is hard to come by. But you know how it is when you start anything new. It takes all your time and energy at first. I hope to slow down a bit soon.
THE WEATHER
It's cold. It's REAL cold. The first couple of weeks in February are always windy...so the wind-chill factor has added to our discomfort. This is the coldest spell of the year--things will start warming up towards the end of the month and we'll see spring around May or so. I haven't had any more falls on the icy ground and Mom sent me "Get-A-Grip" rubber things you put over your shoes with these metal spikes in them for extra gripping. Really work great! Now I don't walk like a penguin any more--that was the her whole point, so she says. It's the little things...
THE CENTER
Equipment: Well, let's move on to bigger things. We've named the Center "Christ's Heritage Christian Center." It now boasts a copier and a new computer. Now I get to learn how to use Windows in Russian. We have a new e-mail account: christcenter@e-mail.kht.ru . It's exciting to have this equipment because now the poorer churches can link up to the internet, get e-mail accounts and communicate with the rest of the body. They can also learn how to design and reproduce outreach and ministry materials. We still have to buy a printer and a fax machine. That's next!
Pastor's Meet: More interesting by far was our first meeting with several pastors of local 1QA\churches where we introduced the Center and it's mission. Their response to the ministry of the Center was overwhelmingly positive. One, in fact, stated in parting, "Finally, a place that's Bible-centered!" Only a few were able to come, but we know more will drop by as the word spreads. Please keep us in prayer regarding all of this. For those of you interested, I'll attach an MSWord file with the first draft of our statement of values. We have quite a challenge ahead of us! Check out the website for the latest pictures. http://www.sermonaudio.com/gallerylist.asp
Future Plans: In the planning phase are a gathering of Sunday School teachers, which promises to be quite large and successful; a visit by Al Vom Steeg, President of the Mission Society for United Methodists at the end of March when he will also be available to speak to local Christian leaders; several short-term mission teams this summer, one of which brings a couple of sisters who will teach pastors how to counsel through prayer. We're looking forward to all of these events.
`
Challenges: I'm finding that there is a great need for staff training--which requires a lot of my time and effort. Our paradigms are quite different in some ways and we're working towards a shared vision and application. Some of our differences in perspective are due to culture; however, much is due also to life experience. Many I work with are orphans/abandoned and suffer the effects of this experience. That they survived into adulthood at all is a miracle. I apply some of the same principles in working with them as I do with Little Tanya. There's nothing so devastating to a human being than to believe that they are unwanted by their birth parents. Many times this destroys their lives and makes them unable to succeed in any way. They are filled with fear and feelings of worthlessness. They desperately need to belong to someone somewhere, are overly protective of their space and position, paranoid of people's thoughts and treatment of them, and constantly sabotage relationships due to all of this. In addition, their competence is hampered because their attention is focused on surviving, so there's little opportunity to move forward. Russia is full of such people and God wants to heal them and give them purpose. Please keep us in prayer as we work toward that goal!
MOTHERHOOD
Speaking of the abandoned, my own Tanya continues to grow and flourish. It's been very difficult for all of us, but she's finally catching on! Her grades are improving drastically as is her behavior. She actually pulled an "A" in Russian language where she was struggling with D's and C's. As a matter of fact, her teacher pointed this out in class and all her classmates actually applauded! Talk about positive feedback from the right source! That's the good news....
The bad news is the adoption process. I've met with folks involved in adoptions here and I'm told that the fact that I don't own a home in the States will most probably make it impossible for me to adopt Tanya. The judges only care about the law and that's part of the requirement for foreign adoptions--and yes, they want to see the evidence. In addition, there's an age limit for adoptable children--around 15 or so. The process can take up to two years. Tanya is 12 now. I'm struggling with feelings of guilt because it might have been possible for a family in the States to adopt her and I felt it was better for her to remain with me and among people she knows. I still believe this is God's will...but I do struggle with the "what ifs."
Frankly, I don't know what to do. But I know that God does and I'm counting on Him to let me know. I have nightmares about Tanya being shuffled off yet again when she seems to be doing well now. In addition, because of my own experience in life and the latest in research findings, I know that things will not get easier for her for quite some time. It will take a lot of patience and tenacity to go the course with her as she struggles to bring meaning and worth to her own identity. She struggles, as do all people separated from their birth mothers, with a feeling that she shouldn't even be alive. I don't fear suicidal tendencies, but know only too well the confusion over one's existence and purpose in life. I don't want her to spend her life in depression, dysfunction and failure... vigilance, and constancy are needed. Also an acceptance and understanding of the realities of her psyche. Natasha and I truly love Little Tanya. We'll go the course with her no matter what. But Nata is not in best of health and fears she won't be able to stay strong enough to mother Tanya alone if I should be recalled from the field. Her home is not large enough to accommodate another person--Nata and her two grown sons live in two rooms and the bath tub is in the kitchen! I am also committed to Tanya for life--but I will release her if God wants that, despite the pain it might bring me. We just want the best for Tanya. Please pray about this issue with me. Any suggestions are also most welcome!
YOUTH GROUP
Our youth discussion group on Thursday evenings is very interesting and growing. We're discussing our life values and the standard by which we make choices. Last week I left them with the thought that perhaps truth has a life of it's own and cannot be invented by humans to suit their convenience. Are we willing to search for the REAL truth, no matter what? Hmm... I thanked the newcomers for their perspectives. I told them that I learn from them too. One young lady (probably no more than 16) replied that she'd be happy to come a teach me any time!
NETWORKING
I seem to have an obsession with connecting people and ministries together. This week I invited Pastor Yura Sokolov and our own Roger and Helen Spaulding to get together and discuss their work at Internot 31 (an internot is kind of a dormitory/training place for children who for some reason cannot live with their families). The Spauldings are going to assist Yura by providing children's Bibles and a TV and VCR. They'll also stay in touch about what they are each doing and with whom so there's no duplication of effort and all resources are put to best use.
I am also very concerned for a colleague who's been here for over 7 years. Her funding is drying up for unknown reasons but the work keeps spreading and she's VERY successful at what she does! I want to connect her with potential donors in the U.S. (she is not an American but English speaking) who will help this wonderful woman continue her work here with the homeless children and the ex-convicts. Due to her perceived security needs, I am not at liberty to say more from here. However, if you will pray about this and let me know of any prospects, I'd sure appreciated. When I'm home in March I'll send out more details, along with a great detailed summary she has provided of her work.
The Eurasian Conference of the United Methodist Church is still seeking a partner U.S. church to support Pastor Fyodor's fledgling church. The Center continues to support this effort as funding allows, but we desperately need your prayers and a willing church to provide the support needed. I was excited this last Sunday to see how many men attend his services. This is wonderful as most churches here seem filled only with women and children. Fyodor works with a segment of the population that few reach--the disenfranchised, the rejected, the difficult and dysfunctional. Although our God does not always protect us from harm, He will use the wisdom and compassion acquired from that experience to fulfill His plan for others. This is certainly true of Fyodor.
IN CLOSING
What do you do when you don't know WHAT to do? Some of us might believe that doing ANYTHING is better than doing nothing. I've discovered this to be a deception. In God's universe, when I don't know what to do, it's best that I do nothing! That's when He goes to work--and He does NOT require my help, thank you very much anyway. I find things work much better when I allow God to help me instead of the other way around. Tanya is learning this about Nata and me as well. If she doesn't know what to do, she can rely on us if she'll be still and allow us to help her--this is preferred to cleaning up the messes she makes trying to do it alone.
Do you believe God to be who He says He is? How can you trust Him otherwise? This is such an important component of any relationship. Little Tanya is learning this lesson as well. She's learning that Nata and I are who we say we are and will do what we say we'll do. She can trust us. Just because we discipline and correct, doesn't mean we enjoy the process! I don't think our Heavenly Father enjoys the process much either. He'd much rather be in loving fellowship with us. Tanya agrees that our relationship is much happier when she trusts us and obeys. But she also realizes that the discipline and correction are one way we show we love her. I informed her that if God stopped correcting me I be really worried. We're finally getting it!
So, I'm learning from God and teaching the same principles to Tanya. Works great! Right now I'm waiting on God... because I don't know what to do.
With love and gratitude,
E'beth
Khabarovsk Journal
January 15, 2001
Greetings and salutations,
I suppose I’d better get caught up with the news before it catches up with me…
It’s cold here. It’s veeerrryy cold here. They’re predicting –32 centigrade today (that’s about –25 Fahrenheit). One is less tempted to wander around outside in these temperatures. However, I did venture out to take pictures of the ice sculptures on Lenin Square. You can take a look at them on the photo gallery webpage under “Khabarovsk Faces and Places. I’ll venture out again today and every day going to the Center and shopping and all that living stuff one does. Hawaii and the Bahamas are starting to sound really good… actually, home in Northern Virginia doesn’t sound so bad either!
SPEAKING OF HOME
I’ll be making a very quick trip to Virginia in March. Quite honestly I hope I can get some R&R as I’m pretty worn out and need to recoup. So please forgive me if I don’t make the rounds this trip. Next year I’ll be coming home for a mid-term furlough for three months and I’ll be sure to see as many of you as I can!
LABORS OF LOVE
Motherhood
Despite my exhaustion, I’m blessed beyond words at seeing the results of my efforts in God’s hands. Tanya is settling in nicely and improving in every visible area. She’s a delight to her Mama Leeza, if not a bit of a challenge to Mama Natasha. Please continue to pray for our little girl. I asked Tanya the other day if she was baptized. Her answer was no. Pastor Yura Sokolov spoke with her Sunday regarding this. As she’s turning 12 on the 23rd, I want to determine her spiritual standing and either have her baptized or at the very least dedicated to the Lord on or near her birthday. She’s thinking about this now.
Oh, by the way, Pippin is doing very well. He’s more trusting and extremely interactive. No more missing tails!
Christ’s Heritage
The Resource Center is going gangbusters. The staff have been meeting twice weekly to discuss our statement of values and creating a vision and a purpose/mission statement. This has been quite challenging, believe me! We’ve also selected a name for the center: “Christ’s Heritage.” Once we develop our statements we want to put together a brochure to be given out to interested individuals. We’ll also be designing an invitation for the pastors in the area to come and find out about our services and measure their interest. The driving force of the Center is to encourage collaboration within the body of Christ. I’m proud of our two UM pastors, Yura Sokolov and Fyodor Golubyev who are demonstrating this unity as they work together, pray together, share each other’s burdens and blessings, and hold one another accountable to Christ’s standard. They are drawing in other pastors of various churches in the area as well. It’s a real privilege to be a part of this growing work and flourishing relationships among Christians. How I long to witness the answer to Jesus’ last prayer! “…that all of them may be one, Father, just as you are in me and I am in you. May they also be in us so that the world may believe that you have sent me.” John 17: 21
We are slowing supplying the Center. One thing I try to keep around is food. I usually end up eating my mid-day meal at the office so I keep fruit, cheese, bread and sausage around as well as drinks including tea and coffee. When lunchtime comes, we prepare our humble feast and many times host those who drop in. This was always my intention and I’m pleased to offer this small service. So far no one is taking advantage of us, but those who are hungry will be fed if they come—not only their bodies, but also their spirits.
Women’s Work
Quilting goes on uninterrupted. Our current project is quilts for the older orphans. I’ve taken my sewing machine into the Center and all the tools we have so we can work there. We put our first new block together last week… here we go again!
A Life—Not a Religion
We’ve begun a new ministry! On Thursday evenings we will have a group of young people come together to discuss life issues and learn how to apply Christian values to life. Our first meeting was a mix of believers and non-believers. We will be discussing and comparing various belief systems and practices in this area of the world and act some situations out using the Christian approach versus another worldly approach so that the difference can be seen. We’re approaching Christianity not as a religion but as a life. Please keep us in prayer! I don’t’ know how to determine the level of interest after our first introductory meeting. Time will tell.
Who Is God?
Our Bible Study/Cell Church continues on strongly as well. We’re attracting more individuals and the discussion is lively and interesting. I’ve been unable to keep up with summarizing our studies given everything else on my plate, including the need for rest. I do keep a written log, however, and hope one day to catch up. Last week the big question of predestination came up and we stopped and discussed this at length. We also were entrusted with the heartache of one of our young participants. We learned a bit about listening instead of advising and prayed over her sharing her pain as one body. Now our sister will come once a week to talk with me one-on-one to help clear up some of the chaos in her mind and heart. Thus begins the counseling ministry.
N.T. Study
Fyodor conducts a New Testament Bible study on Wednesday evenings. It is also well attended and flourishing.
This means that the only evenings not booked so far are Friday and Saturday evenings. Whew! We’re busy. Fyodor continues to hold Sunday services in the Center while he energetically looks for an alternate location for his fledgling church. We’d appreciate your prayers in this regard.
IN CLOSING
Our driver, Valodya, is in the hospital. On New Years he went to work at his second job, tending a boiler in an electric plant near the airport. His buddies brought vodka to celebrate, of which he partook. As is many times the case, this was bootleg alcohol and turned out to be poisonous. Fortunately he was taken to the hospital and is thus recovering well.
Poisoning is a big problem with the bootleg vodka. The government continues to try to control the market, but the poor make and drink what they can afford—sometimes it kills them. But this was only the surface issue…
Valodya took me aside when I went to visit him. He asked me if I believed in evil spirits. Having reassured him that, indeed I did believe in Satan and his minions, he proceeded to tell me that one of his cousins, who’s involved in the black arts, had put a curse on him and his sister. The very next day, both ended up in the hospital.
I’m not certain what to believe about curses, per se, but I know Satan has power and uses it as he uses people who let him in. I know that Valodya believes in God and Christ…but he also “plays it safe” embracing any spiritual belief that floats around. Ever watchful for an opportunity to spread truth abroad, I saw an open door into Valodya’s spirit. I prayed with him for deliverance and protection, having made certain that he did believe in the power of Jesus’ name. I then invited Pastor Fyodor and Pastor Yura to disciple him and pray with him. They agreed to do this and went that very same day to pray over him and instruct him in the ways of our Lord, including His power over our dark enemy.
I shiver with delight and wonder as I read of Christ’s own work on earth. He healed the sick, raised the dead, and cast out demons. So many of those healed and cleansed followed Him and learned His way. It is so today, except our Lord gives us fallen humans the privilege to act on His behalf. Please pray with me that Valodya will follow Jesus, healed of his afflictions and cleansed of his sins.
Filled with wonder,
E’beth
January 15, 2001
Greetings and salutations,
I suppose I’d better get caught up with the news before it catches up with me…
It’s cold here. It’s veeerrryy cold here. They’re predicting –32 centigrade today (that’s about –25 Fahrenheit). One is less tempted to wander around outside in these temperatures. However, I did venture out to take pictures of the ice sculptures on Lenin Square. You can take a look at them on the photo gallery webpage under “Khabarovsk Faces and Places. I’ll venture out again today and every day going to the Center and shopping and all that living stuff one does. Hawaii and the Bahamas are starting to sound really good… actually, home in Northern Virginia doesn’t sound so bad either!
SPEAKING OF HOME
I’ll be making a very quick trip to Virginia in March. Quite honestly I hope I can get some R&R as I’m pretty worn out and need to recoup. So please forgive me if I don’t make the rounds this trip. Next year I’ll be coming home for a mid-term furlough for three months and I’ll be sure to see as many of you as I can!
LABORS OF LOVE
Motherhood
Despite my exhaustion, I’m blessed beyond words at seeing the results of my efforts in God’s hands. Tanya is settling in nicely and improving in every visible area. She’s a delight to her Mama Leeza, if not a bit of a challenge to Mama Natasha. Please continue to pray for our little girl. I asked Tanya the other day if she was baptized. Her answer was no. Pastor Yura Sokolov spoke with her Sunday regarding this. As she’s turning 12 on the 23rd, I want to determine her spiritual standing and either have her baptized or at the very least dedicated to the Lord on or near her birthday. She’s thinking about this now.
Oh, by the way, Pippin is doing very well. He’s more trusting and extremely interactive. No more missing tails!
Christ’s Heritage
The Resource Center is going gangbusters. The staff have been meeting twice weekly to discuss our statement of values and creating a vision and a purpose/mission statement. This has been quite challenging, believe me! We’ve also selected a name for the center: “Christ’s Heritage.” Once we develop our statements we want to put together a brochure to be given out to interested individuals. We’ll also be designing an invitation for the pastors in the area to come and find out about our services and measure their interest. The driving force of the Center is to encourage collaboration within the body of Christ. I’m proud of our two UM pastors, Yura Sokolov and Fyodor Golubyev who are demonstrating this unity as they work together, pray together, share each other’s burdens and blessings, and hold one another accountable to Christ’s standard. They are drawing in other pastors of various churches in the area as well. It’s a real privilege to be a part of this growing work and flourishing relationships among Christians. How I long to witness the answer to Jesus’ last prayer! “…that all of them may be one, Father, just as you are in me and I am in you. May they also be in us so that the world may believe that you have sent me.” John 17: 21
We are slowing supplying the Center. One thing I try to keep around is food. I usually end up eating my mid-day meal at the office so I keep fruit, cheese, bread and sausage around as well as drinks including tea and coffee. When lunchtime comes, we prepare our humble feast and many times host those who drop in. This was always my intention and I’m pleased to offer this small service. So far no one is taking advantage of us, but those who are hungry will be fed if they come—not only their bodies, but also their spirits.
Women’s Work
Quilting goes on uninterrupted. Our current project is quilts for the older orphans. I’ve taken my sewing machine into the Center and all the tools we have so we can work there. We put our first new block together last week… here we go again!
A Life—Not a Religion
We’ve begun a new ministry! On Thursday evenings we will have a group of young people come together to discuss life issues and learn how to apply Christian values to life. Our first meeting was a mix of believers and non-believers. We will be discussing and comparing various belief systems and practices in this area of the world and act some situations out using the Christian approach versus another worldly approach so that the difference can be seen. We’re approaching Christianity not as a religion but as a life. Please keep us in prayer! I don’t’ know how to determine the level of interest after our first introductory meeting. Time will tell.
Who Is God?
Our Bible Study/Cell Church continues on strongly as well. We’re attracting more individuals and the discussion is lively and interesting. I’ve been unable to keep up with summarizing our studies given everything else on my plate, including the need for rest. I do keep a written log, however, and hope one day to catch up. Last week the big question of predestination came up and we stopped and discussed this at length. We also were entrusted with the heartache of one of our young participants. We learned a bit about listening instead of advising and prayed over her sharing her pain as one body. Now our sister will come once a week to talk with me one-on-one to help clear up some of the chaos in her mind and heart. Thus begins the counseling ministry.
N.T. Study
Fyodor conducts a New Testament Bible study on Wednesday evenings. It is also well attended and flourishing.
This means that the only evenings not booked so far are Friday and Saturday evenings. Whew! We’re busy. Fyodor continues to hold Sunday services in the Center while he energetically looks for an alternate location for his fledgling church. We’d appreciate your prayers in this regard.
IN CLOSING
Our driver, Valodya, is in the hospital. On New Years he went to work at his second job, tending a boiler in an electric plant near the airport. His buddies brought vodka to celebrate, of which he partook. As is many times the case, this was bootleg alcohol and turned out to be poisonous. Fortunately he was taken to the hospital and is thus recovering well.
Poisoning is a big problem with the bootleg vodka. The government continues to try to control the market, but the poor make and drink what they can afford—sometimes it kills them. But this was only the surface issue…
Valodya took me aside when I went to visit him. He asked me if I believed in evil spirits. Having reassured him that, indeed I did believe in Satan and his minions, he proceeded to tell me that one of his cousins, who’s involved in the black arts, had put a curse on him and his sister. The very next day, both ended up in the hospital.
I’m not certain what to believe about curses, per se, but I know Satan has power and uses it as he uses people who let him in. I know that Valodya believes in God and Christ…but he also “plays it safe” embracing any spiritual belief that floats around. Ever watchful for an opportunity to spread truth abroad, I saw an open door into Valodya’s spirit. I prayed with him for deliverance and protection, having made certain that he did believe in the power of Jesus’ name. I then invited Pastor Fyodor and Pastor Yura to disciple him and pray with him. They agreed to do this and went that very same day to pray over him and instruct him in the ways of our Lord, including His power over our dark enemy.
I shiver with delight and wonder as I read of Christ’s own work on earth. He healed the sick, raised the dead, and cast out demons. So many of those healed and cleansed followed Him and learned His way. It is so today, except our Lord gives us fallen humans the privilege to act on His behalf. Please pray with me that Valodya will follow Jesus, healed of his afflictions and cleansed of his sins.
Filled with wonder,
E’beth
Khabarovsk Journal
January 1, 2001
A very Happy New Year and New Millenium to you all!
We had an interesting ride home tonight from friend's in the north of the city on an extremely crowded bus--dangerously so. It turns out everyone was coming into the center to see the fireworks. As we were passing by the musical comedy theatre and adjoining park, we saw the fireworks and heard the strains of... what!? As the Saints Go Marching In? The Yellow Rose of Texas?! No kidding folks... we experienced a most unexpected bit of Americana in the Far East of Russia.
ON SLIPPING
It's hard to believe another year has slipped by us. Around here, everything slips...mostly because of the ice covered ground. I even had to correct the date above from 2000 to 2001 'cause it slipped my mind. Speaking of slipping, I slipped on the ice the other day and gave my head a good bang. Scared poor Tanya out of her wits, but I came away unscathed. I did have to move rather quickly to avoid the car coming at me. Now I walk like a penguin and look ridiculous but do tend to stay on my feet (so far). I've been watching the kids in the playground across the street from the Resource Center. They've created this great big ice slide down a small hill and they slide down this thing on their feet without falling. Now I understand the huge advantage these folks have over us foreigners when it comes to ice walking.
IT'S ART
Speaking of ice... One of the cultural events in this frigid part of the world is the creation of exquisite ice sculptures. Lenin Square, but a block away from our home, is bedecked with these wondrous creations. A local electronics merchant had one made as an advertisement in front of their store. I'll have to get pictures of these things and post them on the web so you can see them. I'm waiting for the crowds to dissipate--I get enough of the pushing and shoving on crowded buses and in the market place, no need to go looking for trouble!
SETTING A STANDARD
Ah, the market place... seems like everything I write leads to something else. Anyway, I was sharing with my Cell group the other day about my experience in our little grocery store downstairs. Russians tend to be pretty abrupt--well, let's face it--they can be very rude. Merchants and sales people haven't got the hang of customer relations and the competitiveness of a free market economy. Gives us Christians plenty of opportunities to demonstrate Christ-like behavior (a new concept for many, I'm afraid). I told them how I've been going to this little store since I moved into this building. At first, the sales girls were quite rude and abrupt, making the shopping experience rather tedious--sometimes dreadful. Every customer seemed to be a bother to them. No smiles, no helpfulness. I kept smiling, saying thank you, and encouraging them to break out a bit. One day a little redhead at the cosmetic counter said hello before I did and smiled at me. I thought the sun had come out after weeks of cloudy days! Each time I came in and she was there, we exchanged a friendly greeting. Several weeks later I came in and received such a surprise. There are four separate counters in this little store and at each one, the sales girls were openly friendly. They each smiled and greeted me--they even asked me if I wanted "the usual!" I could hardly believe it! Now it's a joy to go into the little shop where I once so dreaded. There have been days when perseverance seemed to elude me and I struggled to maintain a friendly demeanor. But the Holy Spirit reigns in my being and praise God it is so! Who knows where things might lead?
As I told my friends in the Cell, if the Christians in Russia do not set a new standard, who will? If no new standard is set, how will things change? If the world doesn't see a difference, how will they know they have a choice? If they don't see Christ in us, how will the know He even exists, much less that He loves them and died so that they might live? Words are empty if they are not lived. So, I challenged them to take one shop at a time until they reach the hearts of the vendors. Even in the huge central market I now receive smiles and even free gifts--once a lemon, another time a small handful of walnuts. And do I ever have a gift for them. Now, that's joy!
MORE JOY
Here I go again... I felt a surge of joy and wonder last week as I sat at my desk at the Resource Center. In the other room sat several visitors who'd dropped in. They spoke with Fyodor about the Bible, asking questions, receiving guidance. Edik came in and told me a young woman wanted to meet with me at a convenient time. She had some questions like, why did God use Egypt? First He brought the children of Israel there and then rescued them... then His own son found protection there and emerged later to save His people in His own land. I thought of Fyodor's long journey to fulfill God's calling on his life. He has brought young Edik in--a dysfunctional orphaned young adult seeking firm ground for his feet and spirit. Edik now works at the Center as a greeter/secretary/jack of all trades. And he is discipled by Fyodor and me. As I contemplate all around me, I'm taken back to the months of support raising in the U.S. where this Center was only a hazy vision whose fulfillment I could not see. But one thing I knew--it's door would be open to all who sought our Lord. A comfortable, warm and welcoming environment would be provided and we would all sit at Jesus' feet while He taught us His Way. Now I see the vision unfolding in reality and am overwhelmed with joy and wonder--joy because I see His hand from beginning to end and wonder that He has allowed me the privilege to be a tool with which He has created this place.
NEW TOOLS
Thanks to Svyetlaya UMC in Red River and her sister church, First UMC of Arlington, Texas, we have a new copier coming our way. It will be delivered to the Center on the 5th. Part of the concept for the Center is collaboration with the various Christian churches in the Far East. We want to provide the help and support the young struggling churches and workers have in spreading the Gospel and assisting the poor and needy, while those churches who are able can contribute to the Center and its work. Pastor Yura Sokolov has been the first and we are blessed. The Center assists Pastor Yura in that I act as a communication liaison with FUMC so that the two churches may enjoy a fruitful partnership in God's work here in the Russian Far East.
IN CLOSING
Among the celebrations welcoming the new year, I attended Svyetlaya UMC's potluck dinner on the 30th. Pastor Yura asked me to say a few words (purportedly because he was tired of talking). I felt a bit tongue tied, which is just as unusual for me as it is for Yura to get tired of talking! However, the Holy Spirit was prepared with a message. I shared how God had taught me to stay where and when He is--that is TODAY. I told of the time I was rudely awakened from a deep sleep by loud noises emanating from the street below only to realize suddenly that it was exactly midnight on New Year's Eve. I mumbled a sleep "Happy New Year" and turned over to return to my dreams. Anyone who knows me will tell you it is nearly impossible to keep me awake until midnight. So New Years is not a big deal to me...it is even less impressive following God's discipline. So, instead of wishing you all a Happy New Year, may I instead pray that you will all have a Happy New Day, every day, because that's where and when God is.
With love and delight,
E'beth
Elizabeth A. Salisbury
MSUM
Khabarovsk, Russian Far East
January 1, 2001
A very Happy New Year and New Millenium to you all!
We had an interesting ride home tonight from friend's in the north of the city on an extremely crowded bus--dangerously so. It turns out everyone was coming into the center to see the fireworks. As we were passing by the musical comedy theatre and adjoining park, we saw the fireworks and heard the strains of... what!? As the Saints Go Marching In? The Yellow Rose of Texas?! No kidding folks... we experienced a most unexpected bit of Americana in the Far East of Russia.
ON SLIPPING
It's hard to believe another year has slipped by us. Around here, everything slips...mostly because of the ice covered ground. I even had to correct the date above from 2000 to 2001 'cause it slipped my mind. Speaking of slipping, I slipped on the ice the other day and gave my head a good bang. Scared poor Tanya out of her wits, but I came away unscathed. I did have to move rather quickly to avoid the car coming at me. Now I walk like a penguin and look ridiculous but do tend to stay on my feet (so far). I've been watching the kids in the playground across the street from the Resource Center. They've created this great big ice slide down a small hill and they slide down this thing on their feet without falling. Now I understand the huge advantage these folks have over us foreigners when it comes to ice walking.
IT'S ART
Speaking of ice... One of the cultural events in this frigid part of the world is the creation of exquisite ice sculptures. Lenin Square, but a block away from our home, is bedecked with these wondrous creations. A local electronics merchant had one made as an advertisement in front of their store. I'll have to get pictures of these things and post them on the web so you can see them. I'm waiting for the crowds to dissipate--I get enough of the pushing and shoving on crowded buses and in the market place, no need to go looking for trouble!
SETTING A STANDARD
Ah, the market place... seems like everything I write leads to something else. Anyway, I was sharing with my Cell group the other day about my experience in our little grocery store downstairs. Russians tend to be pretty abrupt--well, let's face it--they can be very rude. Merchants and sales people haven't got the hang of customer relations and the competitiveness of a free market economy. Gives us Christians plenty of opportunities to demonstrate Christ-like behavior (a new concept for many, I'm afraid). I told them how I've been going to this little store since I moved into this building. At first, the sales girls were quite rude and abrupt, making the shopping experience rather tedious--sometimes dreadful. Every customer seemed to be a bother to them. No smiles, no helpfulness. I kept smiling, saying thank you, and encouraging them to break out a bit. One day a little redhead at the cosmetic counter said hello before I did and smiled at me. I thought the sun had come out after weeks of cloudy days! Each time I came in and she was there, we exchanged a friendly greeting. Several weeks later I came in and received such a surprise. There are four separate counters in this little store and at each one, the sales girls were openly friendly. They each smiled and greeted me--they even asked me if I wanted "the usual!" I could hardly believe it! Now it's a joy to go into the little shop where I once so dreaded. There have been days when perseverance seemed to elude me and I struggled to maintain a friendly demeanor. But the Holy Spirit reigns in my being and praise God it is so! Who knows where things might lead?
As I told my friends in the Cell, if the Christians in Russia do not set a new standard, who will? If no new standard is set, how will things change? If the world doesn't see a difference, how will they know they have a choice? If they don't see Christ in us, how will the know He even exists, much less that He loves them and died so that they might live? Words are empty if they are not lived. So, I challenged them to take one shop at a time until they reach the hearts of the vendors. Even in the huge central market I now receive smiles and even free gifts--once a lemon, another time a small handful of walnuts. And do I ever have a gift for them. Now, that's joy!
MORE JOY
Here I go again... I felt a surge of joy and wonder last week as I sat at my desk at the Resource Center. In the other room sat several visitors who'd dropped in. They spoke with Fyodor about the Bible, asking questions, receiving guidance. Edik came in and told me a young woman wanted to meet with me at a convenient time. She had some questions like, why did God use Egypt? First He brought the children of Israel there and then rescued them... then His own son found protection there and emerged later to save His people in His own land. I thought of Fyodor's long journey to fulfill God's calling on his life. He has brought young Edik in--a dysfunctional orphaned young adult seeking firm ground for his feet and spirit. Edik now works at the Center as a greeter/secretary/jack of all trades. And he is discipled by Fyodor and me. As I contemplate all around me, I'm taken back to the months of support raising in the U.S. where this Center was only a hazy vision whose fulfillment I could not see. But one thing I knew--it's door would be open to all who sought our Lord. A comfortable, warm and welcoming environment would be provided and we would all sit at Jesus' feet while He taught us His Way. Now I see the vision unfolding in reality and am overwhelmed with joy and wonder--joy because I see His hand from beginning to end and wonder that He has allowed me the privilege to be a tool with which He has created this place.
NEW TOOLS
Thanks to Svyetlaya UMC in Red River and her sister church, First UMC of Arlington, Texas, we have a new copier coming our way. It will be delivered to the Center on the 5th. Part of the concept for the Center is collaboration with the various Christian churches in the Far East. We want to provide the help and support the young struggling churches and workers have in spreading the Gospel and assisting the poor and needy, while those churches who are able can contribute to the Center and its work. Pastor Yura Sokolov has been the first and we are blessed. The Center assists Pastor Yura in that I act as a communication liaison with FUMC so that the two churches may enjoy a fruitful partnership in God's work here in the Russian Far East.
IN CLOSING
Among the celebrations welcoming the new year, I attended Svyetlaya UMC's potluck dinner on the 30th. Pastor Yura asked me to say a few words (purportedly because he was tired of talking). I felt a bit tongue tied, which is just as unusual for me as it is for Yura to get tired of talking! However, the Holy Spirit was prepared with a message. I shared how God had taught me to stay where and when He is--that is TODAY. I told of the time I was rudely awakened from a deep sleep by loud noises emanating from the street below only to realize suddenly that it was exactly midnight on New Year's Eve. I mumbled a sleep "Happy New Year" and turned over to return to my dreams. Anyone who knows me will tell you it is nearly impossible to keep me awake until midnight. So New Years is not a big deal to me...it is even less impressive following God's discipline. So, instead of wishing you all a Happy New Year, may I instead pray that you will all have a Happy New Day, every day, because that's where and when God is.
With love and delight,
E'beth
Elizabeth A. Salisbury
MSUM
Khabarovsk, Russian Far East
Khabarovsk Journal
December 23, 2000
My dear friends and family,
I feel like I've been running a race where there's no finish line! It helped once I woke up and got off the treadmill. Sometimes life is like a treadmill here.
Things don't make sense a lot of times and accomplishing tasks takes more time than the day possesses. But we add days together, change our expectations and perspectives, and eventually we find an end--only to realize we've reached the beginning of yet another thing to be done. A sense of humor is imperative! I think I've located mine and will retrieve it soon.
All seriousness aside... I pray that the Lord will bless you this wondrous season. I can't imagine what it must have been like for the Creator of the universe to take human form and live among us. First He leaves the glory and majesty of heaven where He's surrounded by worshiping angels, music beyond our imagining, light, warmth... to enter a woman's womb and then to be ripped from it and brought into a world at war with itself--where the battle for the souls of all creatures is being fought in the heavenlies. How did our Lord even survive seeing His beautiful, perfect world nearly destroyed by human sin? And He walked the dirty roads, dung filled... and washed His own disciples' feet. I try to imagine the most beautiful place I've ever seen on earth and realize it is ugly compared to the original creation. And yet He loved...
Every winter I wait for the snow to arrive to cover the ugliness of the world around me here. It is no insult to my hosts for they too await the beautiful white blanket that covers the horror that lies beneath. So our Lord has covered us--we could not bear to see ourselves as we truly are. Yet He sees and loves us even so. Then He covers us and makes us white as snow.
As I focus on the purpose of our Christmas celebration, I praise God for His Son, for His covering and await His return more impatiently each day. Oh, to be transformed into the perfect creation of our Almighty God so that we might indeed have true fellowship with Him in His presence!
As I attempt to keep my heart and mind focused on the important things, I also prepare for the mundane. We have a Christmas tree all decorated and ready, it's base filled with gifts sent from home and others purchased here. Tanya is expectantly counting the days until those gifts can be unwrapped to expose the treasures they hide. It's fun to have a daughter to share this time with. On Christmas Eve my team will get together in my home for a Mexican dinner (yes, I can do that!) and gift exchange. Christmas day is family day where Tanya and I, along with our extended family will begin our family Christmas traditions. I found a Turkey, believe it or not, so Christmas day we'll have the bird with other familiar goodies. No candied yams, unfortunately. Can't find those here, and I do miss them. On the 26th our team has arranged a dinner for our many Russian helpers and friends.
Well, I'm off to the market to get ready for all of this stuff. I'll write more interesting news as soon as I find some breathing room! Just know I'm thinking of you this season and know you are the best gift ever and I'm grateful for you every single day!
Check out our updated Pictures!
http://www.sermonaudio.com/gallery.asp?GalleryID=10220022548
Love and hugs,
E'beth
Elizabeth A. Salisbury
MSUM
Khabarovsk, Russian Far East
December 23, 2000
My dear friends and family,
I feel like I've been running a race where there's no finish line! It helped once I woke up and got off the treadmill. Sometimes life is like a treadmill here.
Things don't make sense a lot of times and accomplishing tasks takes more time than the day possesses. But we add days together, change our expectations and perspectives, and eventually we find an end--only to realize we've reached the beginning of yet another thing to be done. A sense of humor is imperative! I think I've located mine and will retrieve it soon.
All seriousness aside... I pray that the Lord will bless you this wondrous season. I can't imagine what it must have been like for the Creator of the universe to take human form and live among us. First He leaves the glory and majesty of heaven where He's surrounded by worshiping angels, music beyond our imagining, light, warmth... to enter a woman's womb and then to be ripped from it and brought into a world at war with itself--where the battle for the souls of all creatures is being fought in the heavenlies. How did our Lord even survive seeing His beautiful, perfect world nearly destroyed by human sin? And He walked the dirty roads, dung filled... and washed His own disciples' feet. I try to imagine the most beautiful place I've ever seen on earth and realize it is ugly compared to the original creation. And yet He loved...
Every winter I wait for the snow to arrive to cover the ugliness of the world around me here. It is no insult to my hosts for they too await the beautiful white blanket that covers the horror that lies beneath. So our Lord has covered us--we could not bear to see ourselves as we truly are. Yet He sees and loves us even so. Then He covers us and makes us white as snow.
As I focus on the purpose of our Christmas celebration, I praise God for His Son, for His covering and await His return more impatiently each day. Oh, to be transformed into the perfect creation of our Almighty God so that we might indeed have true fellowship with Him in His presence!
As I attempt to keep my heart and mind focused on the important things, I also prepare for the mundane. We have a Christmas tree all decorated and ready, it's base filled with gifts sent from home and others purchased here. Tanya is expectantly counting the days until those gifts can be unwrapped to expose the treasures they hide. It's fun to have a daughter to share this time with. On Christmas Eve my team will get together in my home for a Mexican dinner (yes, I can do that!) and gift exchange. Christmas day is family day where Tanya and I, along with our extended family will begin our family Christmas traditions. I found a Turkey, believe it or not, so Christmas day we'll have the bird with other familiar goodies. No candied yams, unfortunately. Can't find those here, and I do miss them. On the 26th our team has arranged a dinner for our many Russian helpers and friends.
Well, I'm off to the market to get ready for all of this stuff. I'll write more interesting news as soon as I find some breathing room! Just know I'm thinking of you this season and know you are the best gift ever and I'm grateful for you every single day!
Check out our updated Pictures!
http://www.sermonaudio.com/gallery.asp?GalleryID=10220022548
Love and hugs,
E'beth
Elizabeth A. Salisbury
MSUM
Khabarovsk, Russian Far East
Thursday, October 17, 2002
November 18, 2000
Dear friends and family,
Let me first wish you a very happy Thanksgiving in advance. Who knows when I’ll get around to writing again! I pray you have as much to be thankful for as I do. There are a few things I’m not overjoyed about, but all in all, I do count more positives than negatives. And I certainly know who’s responsible for the blessings. The negatives usually start with me… and then He gets to clean my messes up. Yeah, I mean God. For that I’m eternally grateful.
So, here’s to our blessings…
THE CENTER
It’s been hectic—It’s been crazy. There have been times when I wasn’t sure who the boss was, how things would end up, and if Fyodor and I would survive this experience together (I’d be surprised if husbands and wives have any more conflict and stress than Fyodor and I have enjoyed!). I’ve never been yelled at by someone I pay as much as I’ve been yelled at by our contractor. At first it scared me…then I took offense…then I started laughing because he just yells a lot. I really enjoyed the yelling sessions between Fyodor and the contractor.
I’ve learned more cross-cultural lessons through this remodeling experience as well. It simply isn’t clear who’s in charge most of the time. There doesn’t seem to be such a thing as customer service. Telling these people our sales motto “The Customer is always right” sends them into a frenzy of laughter. (It’s always nice to be entertaining to your hosts.) Construction standards appear to be a bit different as well. Nothing is plum or level…and no one expects anything to be. I get dizzy walking into our office because there are waves in the floor and ripples in the walls. I feel like I’ve walked into one of the houses of mirrors or horrors… but after a while you do seem to get used to it. And it appears that I’m the only one it’s bothering so… We will have to put props under table legs, etc., to keep them from wobbling. Our contractor has been very patient with me overall. He kind of laughs, shakes his head and then generally goes on and does exactly what he wants to anyway.
I really had a good time explaining the need for a back door (which we have anyway) in a public establishment. They wanted to seal it shut—what do you want with two doors anyway? Our fire marshals would simply keel over if they saw how things are here. I finally just told them to do what I told them, even if they did think I was nuts. It’ll make me feel better and, no, I won’t give up, so it’s the only way to shut me up.
Today is D-Day for the office, I understand. We went by today to see if they needed any more materials (why Fyodor and I are running around buying construction materials remains an unsolved mystery to me). Anyway, I think we’re done. They were putting the last coat of pain (I mean paint!) down and doing other finishing touches when we left (after delivering needed materials). It really does look quite wonderful and it will be a very pleasant place to work and study. We have purchased and/or ordered furnishings that will complement the surroundings nicely. Now if I could just find a decent toilet seat… I’ll get pictures of the place taken as soon as things are cleared up and update the website.
Now for the bill…
MINISTRIES
Everything is pretty much on hold right now. Two reasons: 1) There’s a bit of political unrest going on here that seems to affect us a bit, so we’re laying low. 2) We’re waiting for the office to be done to resume activities in a place other than my home. This will make me happier (and our Russian coordinator happier too). This is a good thing.
I have suggested to our quilting group that we work on gift ideas for the holidays. So I’ve put my creative headgear on and come up with some possibilities. I’ve used a Planters Peanuts can to make a pretty thing-a-ma-bob box covered with fabric, ruffles and blows. I took a common jar and covered it with fabric. Looks kind if nice. Also found a cheap, ugly plastic basket at the market (a bit over $1) and covered it with fabric to make a really nice breadbasket. The ladies are impressed. Me, I’m just playing. I actually found a glue gun here today! I was excited. That will make crafting much easier. Ah! It’s the little things.
THE FAMILY
Having a daughter opens a lot of new worlds I would never venture into otherwise. I’m learning about the “mother” world, which contains more challenges that I care to enumerate. The “school” world is interesting here too…not something I’d voluntarily get involved in with their constantly changing schedules, teachers taking days off mid-week, and other uncontrollables. Now I’ve had the unique opportunity to learn about the healthcare system in more detail.
As I write, my little girl is in a hospital and has been for two weeks—she may be there for a total of four! Why? Because she has had some kidney problems since birth and, rather than go in for tests and then come home, they make the kids stay in the hospital, whether they’re doing anything to them or not. So I trudge off most days to visit Tanya between four and six in the evening. This is not my idea of fun, especially in below zero weather and with so much on my plate already. I am most displeased at not having my child in my home but I’m quite sure that if I should voice my feelings, the doctors and nurses would just laugh (just like my building contractor), shake their heads and tell me to go home…alone. Poor Tanya is bored stiff and getting behind in her studies (however they do have an in-house tutor). All I know is that her kidneys are functioning but not at 100%--maybe at 90%, one kidney is a bit smaller than the other (Natasha was surprised to learn that people actually donate kidneys and live quite well with only one) and… that’s it! So, can she come home now? No…but they will allow her to come home between two and seven on Thanksgiving day to celebrate with us. I’m grateful and not saying a thing!
Now, let see… I can add to my life resume the Russian school system, healthcare system, church, shopping, politics, transportation, construction, weather, language, culture, cuisine, and interpersonal relationships. Also parenting, teaching, preaching, crafting, writing, translating, peace making (conflict making?), eating humble pie a lot, praying incessantly…
I was thinking the other day how eventful each day seems to me here. I never noticed things much back home. Wonder why that is?
IN CLOSING
I’ve been reminded today of a value difference between our cultures. After many years of working and living in the U.S., I’ve developed a work ethic and a set of professional expectations that seem to be a bit incompatible with this environment. I’ve discovered (and had verified) that folks here find it a bit embarrassing, almost shameful, to have to work for a living outside of the state system. Coming out of the Communist system where they were taught to put the state first and that the state would take care of them, they simply do not understand private business and customer service. This accounts for some of the “who’s the boss” games we play. I was reminded today that the way they save face is not to consider themselves as your employee but as your friend. They accept pay (expect it and want more too!) but they will not accept a subordinate role in any shape or form. This creates some major challenges when it comes to giving instructions and correction. It’s not a bad thing, really. After all, our entire purpose is to develop relationships as Christ would. But it’s much easier to conduct business when the roles are clearer. Oh well… more messes for my Master to clean up for me.
God bless you all this holiday season. Despite this tongue-in-cheek account, I’m truly grateful to be here and doing what I’m doing. I have much to be thankful for and I’m very, very thankful for you.
Love,
E’beth
Dear friends and family,
Let me first wish you a very happy Thanksgiving in advance. Who knows when I’ll get around to writing again! I pray you have as much to be thankful for as I do. There are a few things I’m not overjoyed about, but all in all, I do count more positives than negatives. And I certainly know who’s responsible for the blessings. The negatives usually start with me… and then He gets to clean my messes up. Yeah, I mean God. For that I’m eternally grateful.
So, here’s to our blessings…
THE CENTER
It’s been hectic—It’s been crazy. There have been times when I wasn’t sure who the boss was, how things would end up, and if Fyodor and I would survive this experience together (I’d be surprised if husbands and wives have any more conflict and stress than Fyodor and I have enjoyed!). I’ve never been yelled at by someone I pay as much as I’ve been yelled at by our contractor. At first it scared me…then I took offense…then I started laughing because he just yells a lot. I really enjoyed the yelling sessions between Fyodor and the contractor.
I’ve learned more cross-cultural lessons through this remodeling experience as well. It simply isn’t clear who’s in charge most of the time. There doesn’t seem to be such a thing as customer service. Telling these people our sales motto “The Customer is always right” sends them into a frenzy of laughter. (It’s always nice to be entertaining to your hosts.) Construction standards appear to be a bit different as well. Nothing is plum or level…and no one expects anything to be. I get dizzy walking into our office because there are waves in the floor and ripples in the walls. I feel like I’ve walked into one of the houses of mirrors or horrors… but after a while you do seem to get used to it. And it appears that I’m the only one it’s bothering so… We will have to put props under table legs, etc., to keep them from wobbling. Our contractor has been very patient with me overall. He kind of laughs, shakes his head and then generally goes on and does exactly what he wants to anyway.
I really had a good time explaining the need for a back door (which we have anyway) in a public establishment. They wanted to seal it shut—what do you want with two doors anyway? Our fire marshals would simply keel over if they saw how things are here. I finally just told them to do what I told them, even if they did think I was nuts. It’ll make me feel better and, no, I won’t give up, so it’s the only way to shut me up.
Today is D-Day for the office, I understand. We went by today to see if they needed any more materials (why Fyodor and I are running around buying construction materials remains an unsolved mystery to me). Anyway, I think we’re done. They were putting the last coat of pain (I mean paint!) down and doing other finishing touches when we left (after delivering needed materials). It really does look quite wonderful and it will be a very pleasant place to work and study. We have purchased and/or ordered furnishings that will complement the surroundings nicely. Now if I could just find a decent toilet seat… I’ll get pictures of the place taken as soon as things are cleared up and update the website.
Now for the bill…
MINISTRIES
Everything is pretty much on hold right now. Two reasons: 1) There’s a bit of political unrest going on here that seems to affect us a bit, so we’re laying low. 2) We’re waiting for the office to be done to resume activities in a place other than my home. This will make me happier (and our Russian coordinator happier too). This is a good thing.
I have suggested to our quilting group that we work on gift ideas for the holidays. So I’ve put my creative headgear on and come up with some possibilities. I’ve used a Planters Peanuts can to make a pretty thing-a-ma-bob box covered with fabric, ruffles and blows. I took a common jar and covered it with fabric. Looks kind if nice. Also found a cheap, ugly plastic basket at the market (a bit over $1) and covered it with fabric to make a really nice breadbasket. The ladies are impressed. Me, I’m just playing. I actually found a glue gun here today! I was excited. That will make crafting much easier. Ah! It’s the little things.
THE FAMILY
Having a daughter opens a lot of new worlds I would never venture into otherwise. I’m learning about the “mother” world, which contains more challenges that I care to enumerate. The “school” world is interesting here too…not something I’d voluntarily get involved in with their constantly changing schedules, teachers taking days off mid-week, and other uncontrollables. Now I’ve had the unique opportunity to learn about the healthcare system in more detail.
As I write, my little girl is in a hospital and has been for two weeks—she may be there for a total of four! Why? Because she has had some kidney problems since birth and, rather than go in for tests and then come home, they make the kids stay in the hospital, whether they’re doing anything to them or not. So I trudge off most days to visit Tanya between four and six in the evening. This is not my idea of fun, especially in below zero weather and with so much on my plate already. I am most displeased at not having my child in my home but I’m quite sure that if I should voice my feelings, the doctors and nurses would just laugh (just like my building contractor), shake their heads and tell me to go home…alone. Poor Tanya is bored stiff and getting behind in her studies (however they do have an in-house tutor). All I know is that her kidneys are functioning but not at 100%--maybe at 90%, one kidney is a bit smaller than the other (Natasha was surprised to learn that people actually donate kidneys and live quite well with only one) and… that’s it! So, can she come home now? No…but they will allow her to come home between two and seven on Thanksgiving day to celebrate with us. I’m grateful and not saying a thing!
Now, let see… I can add to my life resume the Russian school system, healthcare system, church, shopping, politics, transportation, construction, weather, language, culture, cuisine, and interpersonal relationships. Also parenting, teaching, preaching, crafting, writing, translating, peace making (conflict making?), eating humble pie a lot, praying incessantly…
I was thinking the other day how eventful each day seems to me here. I never noticed things much back home. Wonder why that is?
IN CLOSING
I’ve been reminded today of a value difference between our cultures. After many years of working and living in the U.S., I’ve developed a work ethic and a set of professional expectations that seem to be a bit incompatible with this environment. I’ve discovered (and had verified) that folks here find it a bit embarrassing, almost shameful, to have to work for a living outside of the state system. Coming out of the Communist system where they were taught to put the state first and that the state would take care of them, they simply do not understand private business and customer service. This accounts for some of the “who’s the boss” games we play. I was reminded today that the way they save face is not to consider themselves as your employee but as your friend. They accept pay (expect it and want more too!) but they will not accept a subordinate role in any shape or form. This creates some major challenges when it comes to giving instructions and correction. It’s not a bad thing, really. After all, our entire purpose is to develop relationships as Christ would. But it’s much easier to conduct business when the roles are clearer. Oh well… more messes for my Master to clean up for me.
God bless you all this holiday season. Despite this tongue-in-cheek account, I’m truly grateful to be here and doing what I’m doing. I have much to be thankful for and I’m very, very thankful for you.
Love,
E’beth
Saturday, October 28, 2000
Khabarovsk, Russian Far East
Dear Friends and Family,
Getting the weather report out of the way... it cold and windy. We went to the Chinese Market yesterday--a large flea-market style place where you can buy goods for a good bargain--to buy a winter hat. You've never seen a group of women make decisions so quickly and come out of there with their purchases in hand! When that arctic wind comes in, it ain't foolin'! The good news is that it's sunny with beautiful bright blue skies. When you're inside in the warmth (yes, we do have heat now), you don't even notice the time of year. You can't get tired of winter too soon in the part of the word because it lasts so long. They say there are two seasons here... summer for three months and winter for nine.
I've purchased a couple of oil paintings of beautiful flowers for my home from a woman I met through our quilting group. They are nice to gaze at. One graces the living room and one Tanya's room. Tanya was thrilled to have her very own painting. They are great additions and prized mementos of a good friendship.
THE FAMILY
Tanya is getting better and I'm getting worse. Oh well. Just a cold, no doubt. I'm taking Cold-Eze, which normally works well. Cuts illness time in half and minimizes symptoms. My Dad swears by it and got me hooked too. Tanya's been going to get some strange treatments that have something to do with electric currents and heat that's supposed to loosen up whatever's stuck in your lungs. I have no idea how it works or if it works...but it isn't hurting her and it keeps my Russian friends and doctor happy. Normally Mama Natasha has been taking Tanya to the hospital each day for these treatments; however, the other day I (Mama Leeza) took her because Nata was stuck waiting for some people at her apartment. I was surprised at the long line of people, mostly children, waiting for these treatments. They all came out alive so I figured it was okay.
NEW ADDITION
I have good news for all you folks who like to put faces and places to names. I stopped sending pictures and other attachments with my e-mails because some folks have really slow servers or can't receive them. Also, viruses abound. Hopefully I've found a solution that will work for everyone. I've put together a web photo album through a free Christian service you can now access on the internet. There are three albums, all beginning with the word "Khabarovsk." Here you'll see pictures of our orphan ministries, faces and places and our quilting ministry. I've even included some pictures of the Center's new office before repair. We're still working on it! It's always fun to see the "before and after" shots. To see the photos, just click on this link and off you go! http://www.sermonaudio.com/source_detail.asp?sourceid=ebethheart.
THE CENTER
As I said, the Center office is still under repair. It's taking longer and costing more than we anticipated, but that's pretty normal anywhere in the world. It is looking good, however. One room is papered and has linoleum down. I'm happy with our selection and with the work. Now if they'll just get it done so we can get back to work.
More good news is that the curiosity over our team's activities has been satisfied so all is well. We'll still wait till the Center is ready before starting up our study again. This will comfort our coordinator...there are many "curious" folks in my building I'm told. Keeping the traffic down is advisable.
NEW DOORS OPENING
I had a lot of fun Thursday. One of my friends, whom I met last term, invited me to speak at her university. Lena Sheronova is studying to be an interpreter of English and Russian at the Pedagogical University. She's very good and is used by the Spauldings as a translator. She's also a believer. So Thursday I spoke to a full room of English teachers and students about interpersonal communication. They were fascinated by the subject and took notes (yikes!). I had a great time doing what I do best (talking) and kept them laughing most of the time. Our communication foibles are quite humorous, you know. We had a good time talking about cross-cultural communication as well. They appreciated some of my struggles in their country and we all had a good laugh on me. At one point a woman came to the door and asked a question...I just looked stupid because I didn't understand what she was saying. We all started laughing at her confusion (and my paralysis) when I didn't answer, and someone came to my rescue. I guess the answer was "nyet" because she went away. I told them I say "da" and "nyet" indiscriminately sometimes, much to the consternation or entertainment of my hosts. I always say "nyet" to men... although I don't get that opportunity so much these days. Must be getting old.
It was great to see so many familiar faces in the class...many were students I'd met at the Pedagogical University in 1997/98 when I was here with CoMission. They all smiled in acknowledgement. I hope to get back into these relationships and develop them further this time around. Who knows where it will lead?
IN CLOSING
Well, that's it for now. Pippin is sporting a nice new tail, by the way. It's so nice to know that injuries can heal. It will be interesting to see how he'll react when I leave his cage door open again. Of course, I have to let go of my fear for him before I'll do that! Guess I'd better learn that now...I know there's going to be a lot of "letting go" with my Tanya as the years go by. I dread having to watch her heal from the wounds life inflicts so often--she already has so many. But we are blessed with the love and power of the greatest healer ever--Jesus Christ Himself. I'll just keep placing her in His hands, as I've placed my own life, and let Him walk beside her or carry her as need-be. May this same Lord bless each and every one of you abundantly!
With love,
E'beth
Khabarovsk, Russian Far East
Dear Friends and Family,
Getting the weather report out of the way... it cold and windy. We went to the Chinese Market yesterday--a large flea-market style place where you can buy goods for a good bargain--to buy a winter hat. You've never seen a group of women make decisions so quickly and come out of there with their purchases in hand! When that arctic wind comes in, it ain't foolin'! The good news is that it's sunny with beautiful bright blue skies. When you're inside in the warmth (yes, we do have heat now), you don't even notice the time of year. You can't get tired of winter too soon in the part of the word because it lasts so long. They say there are two seasons here... summer for three months and winter for nine.
I've purchased a couple of oil paintings of beautiful flowers for my home from a woman I met through our quilting group. They are nice to gaze at. One graces the living room and one Tanya's room. Tanya was thrilled to have her very own painting. They are great additions and prized mementos of a good friendship.
THE FAMILY
Tanya is getting better and I'm getting worse. Oh well. Just a cold, no doubt. I'm taking Cold-Eze, which normally works well. Cuts illness time in half and minimizes symptoms. My Dad swears by it and got me hooked too. Tanya's been going to get some strange treatments that have something to do with electric currents and heat that's supposed to loosen up whatever's stuck in your lungs. I have no idea how it works or if it works...but it isn't hurting her and it keeps my Russian friends and doctor happy. Normally Mama Natasha has been taking Tanya to the hospital each day for these treatments; however, the other day I (Mama Leeza) took her because Nata was stuck waiting for some people at her apartment. I was surprised at the long line of people, mostly children, waiting for these treatments. They all came out alive so I figured it was okay.
NEW ADDITION
I have good news for all you folks who like to put faces and places to names. I stopped sending pictures and other attachments with my e-mails because some folks have really slow servers or can't receive them. Also, viruses abound. Hopefully I've found a solution that will work for everyone. I've put together a web photo album through a free Christian service you can now access on the internet. There are three albums, all beginning with the word "Khabarovsk." Here you'll see pictures of our orphan ministries, faces and places and our quilting ministry. I've even included some pictures of the Center's new office before repair. We're still working on it! It's always fun to see the "before and after" shots. To see the photos, just click on this link and off you go! http://www.sermonaudio.com/source_detail.asp?sourceid=ebethheart.
THE CENTER
As I said, the Center office is still under repair. It's taking longer and costing more than we anticipated, but that's pretty normal anywhere in the world. It is looking good, however. One room is papered and has linoleum down. I'm happy with our selection and with the work. Now if they'll just get it done so we can get back to work.
More good news is that the curiosity over our team's activities has been satisfied so all is well. We'll still wait till the Center is ready before starting up our study again. This will comfort our coordinator...there are many "curious" folks in my building I'm told. Keeping the traffic down is advisable.
NEW DOORS OPENING
I had a lot of fun Thursday. One of my friends, whom I met last term, invited me to speak at her university. Lena Sheronova is studying to be an interpreter of English and Russian at the Pedagogical University. She's very good and is used by the Spauldings as a translator. She's also a believer. So Thursday I spoke to a full room of English teachers and students about interpersonal communication. They were fascinated by the subject and took notes (yikes!). I had a great time doing what I do best (talking) and kept them laughing most of the time. Our communication foibles are quite humorous, you know. We had a good time talking about cross-cultural communication as well. They appreciated some of my struggles in their country and we all had a good laugh on me. At one point a woman came to the door and asked a question...I just looked stupid because I didn't understand what she was saying. We all started laughing at her confusion (and my paralysis) when I didn't answer, and someone came to my rescue. I guess the answer was "nyet" because she went away. I told them I say "da" and "nyet" indiscriminately sometimes, much to the consternation or entertainment of my hosts. I always say "nyet" to men... although I don't get that opportunity so much these days. Must be getting old.
It was great to see so many familiar faces in the class...many were students I'd met at the Pedagogical University in 1997/98 when I was here with CoMission. They all smiled in acknowledgement. I hope to get back into these relationships and develop them further this time around. Who knows where it will lead?
IN CLOSING
Well, that's it for now. Pippin is sporting a nice new tail, by the way. It's so nice to know that injuries can heal. It will be interesting to see how he'll react when I leave his cage door open again. Of course, I have to let go of my fear for him before I'll do that! Guess I'd better learn that now...I know there's going to be a lot of "letting go" with my Tanya as the years go by. I dread having to watch her heal from the wounds life inflicts so often--she already has so many. But we are blessed with the love and power of the greatest healer ever--Jesus Christ Himself. I'll just keep placing her in His hands, as I've placed my own life, and let Him walk beside her or carry her as need-be. May this same Lord bless each and every one of you abundantly!
With love,
E'beth
October 19, 2000
Dear Friends and Family,
It seems like so much has been going on lately. I keep waiting for things to come to closure before reporting, only to find that when one door closes, another one opens. So... guess I'd better start writing or you'll never hear from me!
WINTER IS FOR REAL
I spent the hot and humid summer wishing for cooler days. Now that winter is setting in, I'm not sure I wanted my wish to come true! Yesterday was below freezing with arctic winds whipping us around like so much debri. The trees are going naked, with only patches of green left as teasers. Buildings are appearing in unexpected places as the trees undress, and some of us are still waiting for the heat to be turned on. We've already had snow twice. Just the other day I looked outside to see what appeared to be cotton balls falling from the sky... either that or someone's mattress exploded. The flakes were so big! All told, I don't recognize my surroundings, I'm cold, I don't have control over the heat in my apartment (or anything else, for that matter), and I'm enjoying myself thoroughly. Quite a confusing time. Oh well, that's what happens when you live in paradox.
MOTHERING
I'm finally getting used to having a kid in the house, despite her nearly flooding me out of my bedroom and a few other unexpected odds and ends. All in all I find Tanya delightful, intelligent and interesting. I don't know about you, but it doesn't usually occur to me to get to know a child as I would an adult. But in many ways, I'm "making friends" with my little girl and we're doing quite well.
I've also discovered new names for "Mom" thanks to a dear friend. "Guilt" is one of those names. Since I don't know what I'm doing, I'm always making mistakes, or at least thinking I am. Tanya is pretty sick with either tonsillitis or strep throat (can't figure out the translation) as well as bronchitis. She had to cough up blood for me to realize how serious it was. Fortunately the blood came from her irritated throat, rather than her lungs... but I've been feeling guilty about waiting so long to get her some help. Now she's on antibiotics and under good care. Her cough is nearly gone and I'm feeling much better, thanks for asking... I think I'll go back to pulling out Pippin's tail...
My friend told me that another name for Mom is "fatigue." Well, at least I know I'm not experiencing anything new or abnormal.
The good news is that all the paperwork for Tanya's guardianship is ready and Natasha will be picking it up today. Now we know Tanya will be safe in our loving care, despite my clumsiness.
QUILTING
Yesterday most of the quilting group went to Hospital #4 to deliver our first quilts to the director of the infant wing. She was effusive with her praise and wonder at our creativity. We then went to see the babies and they made quite an impression on the group. It's one thing to make quilts for babies you've never met--there's love and care in that. But to be overwhelmed by the numbers of them and meeting them face-to-face is another thing entirely. One of our ladies had to leave the room, she was so overcome and in tears. One infant had been found the night before abandoned in a basement. Another was so thin we were afraid to touch her. It's so easy to think about people and problems that are far from you. But seeing and touching the reality can be overwhelming. All of these women are mothers themselves--I think they will now approach quilt-making with a greater abundance of love and care for these babes.
The good news is that many of the babies are being adopted. Six in the recent past were adopted by Russian families, which is reason enough for praise and thanksgiving. Others have been adopted by Americans and other foreigners. The director is very caring and we're very pleased to help in any way we can.
THE CENTER
Well, our office is taking shape. New windows have been installed (along with thick bars for protection) and the workers are busy putting in a new door and repairing floors and walls. I've been having fun playing interior decorator, selecting wall paper and linoleum, etc. Shopping here is tiring, but the selection is much better than it was in the past. The Center will be quite attractive once we're done. We should be in by the end of the month, I think. The timing is good as I've ceased having studies in my home due to some official curiosity about our team's activities. It will also be great to have more room in which to work. I have quilting supplies all over the place as well as songbooks and Bibles. I'm not sure if I live in a home or a storeroom these days.
Please keep the Center's needs in mind as we still need to furnish and equip it in every way. Also, the cost of repairs has exceeded our initial estimate by a bit. Big surprise, I'm sure. If you are interested in becoming a partner with us in developing the Resource and Training Center, you may send donations as follows:
Make checks payable to: MSUM
Mark checks: "Salisbury Resource Center"
Mail checks to: MSUM
P.O. Box 922637
Norcross, GA 30010-2637
Please let me know if you have any questions or would like more specific details regarding our needs.
FOR THE BIRDS
We almost lost it the other day during our worhship time. We were singing hymns together when Pippin decided to join in! Our praise and worship of our Lord contained more joy and laughter than usual. I wonder if that's what the birds are always singing about?
IN CLOSING
I've had many serious talks with Tanya regarding responsibility, respect, honor, love, obedience, etc. When I talk to her about these things, I use the same method I do in my work--I use my own witness. Sometimes she complains about all the school work and other responsibilities she must meet. Then I tell her about my responsibilities and my work. The hardest work I have to do is to be a constant example to Tanya and to the Nationals. "Do what I say and not what I do" just doesn't cut it. I think this accounts somewhat for my constant fatigue! You see, there's no "vacation" from our responsibilities. The laws of nature that God established are in force 24-7--we never get a day off. I used the example of God's natural laws to help Tanya understand. I asked her how she'd react if she woke up one morning and discovered that the sky had changed from blue to purple polkadots. She laughed, of course, until I explained that the reason the sky is blue each day (with the exception of overcast days, of course) is that God set it up that way. There are laws that are observed all the time to ensure that our universe works the way God intended it to. In the same way, the rules I enforce for Tanya are to be observed and obeyed every waking moment in order for her life to be orderly, healthy and successful. I pray Tanya presents me with fewer purple polkadots in the future... Are there any purple polkadot skys in your world?
Oh! And here's an interesting web link I found in one of the e-mails I received. Great presentation of the Gospel done by Campus Crusades for Christ. http://www.ccci.org/whoisjesus/interactive-journey/
Blessings and love,
E'beth
Dear Friends and Family,
It seems like so much has been going on lately. I keep waiting for things to come to closure before reporting, only to find that when one door closes, another one opens. So... guess I'd better start writing or you'll never hear from me!
WINTER IS FOR REAL
I spent the hot and humid summer wishing for cooler days. Now that winter is setting in, I'm not sure I wanted my wish to come true! Yesterday was below freezing with arctic winds whipping us around like so much debri. The trees are going naked, with only patches of green left as teasers. Buildings are appearing in unexpected places as the trees undress, and some of us are still waiting for the heat to be turned on. We've already had snow twice. Just the other day I looked outside to see what appeared to be cotton balls falling from the sky... either that or someone's mattress exploded. The flakes were so big! All told, I don't recognize my surroundings, I'm cold, I don't have control over the heat in my apartment (or anything else, for that matter), and I'm enjoying myself thoroughly. Quite a confusing time. Oh well, that's what happens when you live in paradox.
MOTHERING
I'm finally getting used to having a kid in the house, despite her nearly flooding me out of my bedroom and a few other unexpected odds and ends. All in all I find Tanya delightful, intelligent and interesting. I don't know about you, but it doesn't usually occur to me to get to know a child as I would an adult. But in many ways, I'm "making friends" with my little girl and we're doing quite well.
I've also discovered new names for "Mom" thanks to a dear friend. "Guilt" is one of those names. Since I don't know what I'm doing, I'm always making mistakes, or at least thinking I am. Tanya is pretty sick with either tonsillitis or strep throat (can't figure out the translation) as well as bronchitis. She had to cough up blood for me to realize how serious it was. Fortunately the blood came from her irritated throat, rather than her lungs... but I've been feeling guilty about waiting so long to get her some help. Now she's on antibiotics and under good care. Her cough is nearly gone and I'm feeling much better, thanks for asking... I think I'll go back to pulling out Pippin's tail...
My friend told me that another name for Mom is "fatigue." Well, at least I know I'm not experiencing anything new or abnormal.
The good news is that all the paperwork for Tanya's guardianship is ready and Natasha will be picking it up today. Now we know Tanya will be safe in our loving care, despite my clumsiness.
QUILTING
Yesterday most of the quilting group went to Hospital #4 to deliver our first quilts to the director of the infant wing. She was effusive with her praise and wonder at our creativity. We then went to see the babies and they made quite an impression on the group. It's one thing to make quilts for babies you've never met--there's love and care in that. But to be overwhelmed by the numbers of them and meeting them face-to-face is another thing entirely. One of our ladies had to leave the room, she was so overcome and in tears. One infant had been found the night before abandoned in a basement. Another was so thin we were afraid to touch her. It's so easy to think about people and problems that are far from you. But seeing and touching the reality can be overwhelming. All of these women are mothers themselves--I think they will now approach quilt-making with a greater abundance of love and care for these babes.
The good news is that many of the babies are being adopted. Six in the recent past were adopted by Russian families, which is reason enough for praise and thanksgiving. Others have been adopted by Americans and other foreigners. The director is very caring and we're very pleased to help in any way we can.
THE CENTER
Well, our office is taking shape. New windows have been installed (along with thick bars for protection) and the workers are busy putting in a new door and repairing floors and walls. I've been having fun playing interior decorator, selecting wall paper and linoleum, etc. Shopping here is tiring, but the selection is much better than it was in the past. The Center will be quite attractive once we're done. We should be in by the end of the month, I think. The timing is good as I've ceased having studies in my home due to some official curiosity about our team's activities. It will also be great to have more room in which to work. I have quilting supplies all over the place as well as songbooks and Bibles. I'm not sure if I live in a home or a storeroom these days.
Please keep the Center's needs in mind as we still need to furnish and equip it in every way. Also, the cost of repairs has exceeded our initial estimate by a bit. Big surprise, I'm sure. If you are interested in becoming a partner with us in developing the Resource and Training Center, you may send donations as follows:
Make checks payable to: MSUM
Mark checks: "Salisbury Resource Center"
Mail checks to: MSUM
P.O. Box 922637
Norcross, GA 30010-2637
Please let me know if you have any questions or would like more specific details regarding our needs.
FOR THE BIRDS
We almost lost it the other day during our worhship time. We were singing hymns together when Pippin decided to join in! Our praise and worship of our Lord contained more joy and laughter than usual. I wonder if that's what the birds are always singing about?
IN CLOSING
I've had many serious talks with Tanya regarding responsibility, respect, honor, love, obedience, etc. When I talk to her about these things, I use the same method I do in my work--I use my own witness. Sometimes she complains about all the school work and other responsibilities she must meet. Then I tell her about my responsibilities and my work. The hardest work I have to do is to be a constant example to Tanya and to the Nationals. "Do what I say and not what I do" just doesn't cut it. I think this accounts somewhat for my constant fatigue! You see, there's no "vacation" from our responsibilities. The laws of nature that God established are in force 24-7--we never get a day off. I used the example of God's natural laws to help Tanya understand. I asked her how she'd react if she woke up one morning and discovered that the sky had changed from blue to purple polkadots. She laughed, of course, until I explained that the reason the sky is blue each day (with the exception of overcast days, of course) is that God set it up that way. There are laws that are observed all the time to ensure that our universe works the way God intended it to. In the same way, the rules I enforce for Tanya are to be observed and obeyed every waking moment in order for her life to be orderly, healthy and successful. I pray Tanya presents me with fewer purple polkadots in the future... Are there any purple polkadot skys in your world?
Oh! And here's an interesting web link I found in one of the e-mails I received. Great presentation of the Gospel done by Campus Crusades for Christ. http://www.ccci.org/whoisjesus/interactive-journey/
Blessings and love,
E'beth
September 13, 2000
Dear Partners, Friends and Family,
Where to start? I feel like months have passed rather than days and weeks. So much has happened. I'll have to break the news down into my various roles and responsibilities! Lets see...
MOTHERHOOD
My newest and most unexpected role is that of "Mom." I'm finally answering to the name! Tanya immediately asked if she could call me Mom. I balked at first and then gave in. I guess she needs someone to call Mom! Now it seems pretty natural. After all, I'm doing the work, why not get the title? LOL! Nata and I are Mom interchangeably and refer to each other when speaking to Tanya as Mama Natasha and Mama Leeza. Tanya's homeroom teacher says the kids are all in awe of her having so many moms! Of course there's also Tanya, Sue and Ari to account for. This kid has plenty of care--she may live to regret it!
I'm pleased that Tanya seems to be adjusting well. My few days away in Vladivostok for R&R were beneficial to us all, allowing Natasha and Tanya time to bond in my absence. God's timing is always perfect. I'm also grateful and amazed that Nata and I seem to be on the same wavelength in all that regards Tanya. How did God get two women to work so well together over one child? The last story I read about two women and one child was when a baby was brought before King Solomon and he threatened to cut the kid in half to solve the dispute as to who the mother was! It looks like Tanya will remain whole.
I attended my first parents/teachers meeting this week. I really like Tanya's homeroom teacher, Ludmila Mikhaelovna. It's interesting to see how schools are run here. I don't have a frame of reference for the U.S. as I went to grade school in Mexico City and don't have children I've put through school. So this is my first experience. The teacher asked the parents to make donations towards making repairs to the schoolroom. I was happy to do this as it won't get done otherwise. One thing that drives me nuts is the lack of a schedule right now. The kids start school at the same time, but each day can be different as far as number of classes and end-time. It's impossible to plan my own work right now! However, this should even out pretty soon. The problem is that teachers who taught this summer are still on vacation. Once they return things will even out, I'm told. Another interesting thing is that kids go to school on Saturday here. They haven't had classes the past two Saturdays and may not this one. The reason for this is that it's still dacha season and people are harvesting their vegetables. The saying is "One day's work feeds a family for a year." Gives us another view into Russian life.
Needless to say, I'm pretty tired these days. I have a lot of adjusting to do too--that includes getting everything done in the same amount of time I had before. Living for two people is quite a challenge! But Tanya is holding up her end by doing her homework and getting good grades and helping around the house. We'll get a routine going one of these days. The most important thing is that we love each other. I truly love her as if she were my very own. How did God do that?
THE CENTER
Good news! Yesterday Fyodor and I found and secured an office space to begin the Resource and Training Center! It was getting pretty discouraging. Khabarovsk has become the official capital of the Far Eastern Region under President Putin. There are fewer regions now and so they are larger and thus Khabarovsk has gone up in importance to Russia. This means that businesses and other moneymaking schemes are moving into Khabarovsk making space hard to find. Prices are going up as well. As Fyodor and I discussed all this, I decided to settle for one large room to start with. Anything to get the work out of my living room! Now that I have a family, I need to have a proper home. Praise the Lord we found something right away. We found a spot with one large room for activities and a smaller room for an office. It has it's own bathroom (this isn't always the case!) and has a telephone line installed. The place needs to be fixed up, but the folks renting it to us will do the work for a very reasonable price so we should be able to move in within two to three weeks. The agreement is that we'll pay for the repairs and not pay rent for six months. This is done a lot here as cash flow is such a problem. It's hard to come up with large amounts of money at one time. Many people are being evicted because they can't pay the rent. Other places remain vacant because the owners don't have the capital to do the needed repairs in order to make the place usable. Quite a dilemma.
Although this space is smaller than I had envisioned, perhaps this is what God had in mind all along. Sometimes it takes us humans a while to see where He's leading. Now we can take our time finding a larger facility in God's time.
BIBLE STUDY
More good news! We are now officially a cell church. The group agreed they wanted to become a cell and so we made the transition this past Saturday. We all took roles and responsibilities, including someone to lead a children's cell. We average between four to six kids each week, including one babe in arms. Little Tanya is great with the kids but they need to have someone teach them the Bible, including Tanya. Margarita will take this task on. We have three Natasha's! The youngest we'll call Natasha #1--she's the mom of most of the kids and has taken on the role of group communicator. She'll make sure everyone is contacted when needed. Margarita will also lead worship and then take the kids into the other room for their program. Edik and I will be co-leaders. We'll take turns fixing tea afterwards for fellowship.
I described what a Cell Church is all about and watched as each member became more and more excited. We talked about the New Testament church model in Acts. I told them we were making a commitment to each other, just like in marriage or in an adoption. We were becoming a real family and would do everything as a family--never alone again. We talked about the work of the Holy Spirit within the group and in reaching out to non-believers. Our purpose as a cell is evangelism and discipling. We are to proactively reach out to friends and relatives and invite them into our Cell so they can be introduced to Jesus in a warm, safe and loving environment. Then we are to grow each other into strong disciples, be accountable to one another in love, and multiply our cell into more and more cells. Each of us is to be trained as a leader, as God calls us, so we are all prepared to lead a new Cell. We will continue studying the Bible as we have been, but we'll add worship and prayer at either end of the study.
I can't tell you how exciting this move is! I can also not express how surprised I am that it has happened. You just never know what God has in mind sometimes. The feedback I received after our first meeting as a cell nearly knocked me over. Margarita took me aside to tell me that she's 61 years old, has had husbands and children and has been a Christian for many years. But all this time she felt an empty place in her heart. My description of the Cell Church and her experience with us thus far filled that empty space for her, she told me. Wow! Valodia and his wife Natasha (#2) come every week from Red River, an hour's journey by foot and bus, each week. But it's worth it to them, they say, for what they receive here. They find Jesus in this group, I'm told. Valodia said he's in construction and offered his services to anyone in the group who needed it. Already we are a family, giving our gifts to one another so no one will lack!
All the believers were one in heart and mind. No one claimed that any of his possessions was his own, but they shared everything they had. With great power the apostles continued to testify to the resurrection of the Lord Jesus, and much grace was upon them all. There were no needy persons among them. For from time to time those who owned lands or houses sold them, brought the money from the sales and put it at the apostles’ feet, and it was distributed to anyone as he had need. (Acts 4:32-35)
QUILTING BEE
We continue making our quilts and have completed four with four more to be completed this week. Our new facility will make this so much easier as we’ll be able to set up sewing machines and have a quilting frame made and placed there. We hope we can take our completed quilts to Hospital #4 soon so they can begin using them when the weather changes. It gets chilly here pretty quickly and the heating isn’t turned on until it gets pretty cold so the quilts will be needed for the babies soon.
I’m told that the women from the First United Methodist Church in Arlington, Texas have become our quilting partners. Gayla Fletcher, their Missions Chair, tells me she has secured some fabric donations from quilting store as well. FUMC in Arlington is the sister church to Yura Sokolov’s church, Svyetlaya UMC in Red River through the Russia Initiative. We’re all excited for Yura who will be visiting his sister church this month for the first time and grateful for Arlington FUMC’s support of Svyetlaya.
I was once again privileged to preach at Svyetlaya UMC last Sunday. I brought a finished quilt, a partially completed quilt, the pieces of a quilt still not connected, squares not yet sewn together, and pieces of old clothes and fabrics we start with to demonstrate the transformation work of the Holy Spirit in our lives. We start out torn, dirty, with holes in us. God takes us, washes us, cuts us into a mold after His likeness, sews us together with strong thread—with the Holy Spirit Himself—and quilts us together with the filling of the Word and the backing of the church. Our rough, unfinished edges are then completed as we grow in Christ. We have a choice as to which stage we find ourselves in. Our completion is up to us…we are as complete as our surrender to God allows. Each member received a small square of fabric to remind them of the lesson.
You were taught, with regard to your former way of life, to put off your old self, which is being corrupted by its deceitful desires; to be made new in the attitude of your minds; and to put on the new self, created to be like God in true righteousness and holiness. (Ephesians 4:22-24)
IN CLOSING
Becoming a mother has broadened my perspective quite a bit. I learn something new every day! One thing I’m learning more about is Christ’s sacrifice for us. This past week Tanya asked me if she was with me because I wanted her. I nearly cried! I just held her and said there could be no other reason! She then asked if I was going to adopt her. I told her I didn’t know, I didn’t’ know what God wanted me to do in that regard yet. But I told her it didn’t matter, that she’d always be my daughter no matter what! She was happy with this and just held on for dear life.
When I took Tanya in I committed my life to her—isn’t that what every parent must do? What does a child know that we don’t teach her? What chance does a child have that we don’t give him? How will a child survive if we don’t equip her? I do indeed feel like I’m living my life for her now. Someone expressed concern about my ability to take care of Tanya and continue my ministry work. My response was simply—Tanya IS ministry! Being a parent is one of the most important ministries God can give to any of us, I believe. Tanya shares in my other ministries with me and is thus discipled by our Lord and prepared to fulfill His purpose in her life. I just follow the model God has given us in the way He cares for and disciplines us. God’s ministry as our Father included dying for us in the form of Jesus. I’m so grateful He was resurrected and that He also resurrects me each morning to face another day filled with work and lots of love. Maybe it’s not such a sacrifice after all…
In the love of our Heavenly Father,
E'beth
Dear Partners, Friends and Family,
Where to start? I feel like months have passed rather than days and weeks. So much has happened. I'll have to break the news down into my various roles and responsibilities! Lets see...
MOTHERHOOD
My newest and most unexpected role is that of "Mom." I'm finally answering to the name! Tanya immediately asked if she could call me Mom. I balked at first and then gave in. I guess she needs someone to call Mom! Now it seems pretty natural. After all, I'm doing the work, why not get the title? LOL! Nata and I are Mom interchangeably and refer to each other when speaking to Tanya as Mama Natasha and Mama Leeza. Tanya's homeroom teacher says the kids are all in awe of her having so many moms! Of course there's also Tanya, Sue and Ari to account for. This kid has plenty of care--she may live to regret it!
I'm pleased that Tanya seems to be adjusting well. My few days away in Vladivostok for R&R were beneficial to us all, allowing Natasha and Tanya time to bond in my absence. God's timing is always perfect. I'm also grateful and amazed that Nata and I seem to be on the same wavelength in all that regards Tanya. How did God get two women to work so well together over one child? The last story I read about two women and one child was when a baby was brought before King Solomon and he threatened to cut the kid in half to solve the dispute as to who the mother was! It looks like Tanya will remain whole.
I attended my first parents/teachers meeting this week. I really like Tanya's homeroom teacher, Ludmila Mikhaelovna. It's interesting to see how schools are run here. I don't have a frame of reference for the U.S. as I went to grade school in Mexico City and don't have children I've put through school. So this is my first experience. The teacher asked the parents to make donations towards making repairs to the schoolroom. I was happy to do this as it won't get done otherwise. One thing that drives me nuts is the lack of a schedule right now. The kids start school at the same time, but each day can be different as far as number of classes and end-time. It's impossible to plan my own work right now! However, this should even out pretty soon. The problem is that teachers who taught this summer are still on vacation. Once they return things will even out, I'm told. Another interesting thing is that kids go to school on Saturday here. They haven't had classes the past two Saturdays and may not this one. The reason for this is that it's still dacha season and people are harvesting their vegetables. The saying is "One day's work feeds a family for a year." Gives us another view into Russian life.
Needless to say, I'm pretty tired these days. I have a lot of adjusting to do too--that includes getting everything done in the same amount of time I had before. Living for two people is quite a challenge! But Tanya is holding up her end by doing her homework and getting good grades and helping around the house. We'll get a routine going one of these days. The most important thing is that we love each other. I truly love her as if she were my very own. How did God do that?
THE CENTER
Good news! Yesterday Fyodor and I found and secured an office space to begin the Resource and Training Center! It was getting pretty discouraging. Khabarovsk has become the official capital of the Far Eastern Region under President Putin. There are fewer regions now and so they are larger and thus Khabarovsk has gone up in importance to Russia. This means that businesses and other moneymaking schemes are moving into Khabarovsk making space hard to find. Prices are going up as well. As Fyodor and I discussed all this, I decided to settle for one large room to start with. Anything to get the work out of my living room! Now that I have a family, I need to have a proper home. Praise the Lord we found something right away. We found a spot with one large room for activities and a smaller room for an office. It has it's own bathroom (this isn't always the case!) and has a telephone line installed. The place needs to be fixed up, but the folks renting it to us will do the work for a very reasonable price so we should be able to move in within two to three weeks. The agreement is that we'll pay for the repairs and not pay rent for six months. This is done a lot here as cash flow is such a problem. It's hard to come up with large amounts of money at one time. Many people are being evicted because they can't pay the rent. Other places remain vacant because the owners don't have the capital to do the needed repairs in order to make the place usable. Quite a dilemma.
Although this space is smaller than I had envisioned, perhaps this is what God had in mind all along. Sometimes it takes us humans a while to see where He's leading. Now we can take our time finding a larger facility in God's time.
BIBLE STUDY
More good news! We are now officially a cell church. The group agreed they wanted to become a cell and so we made the transition this past Saturday. We all took roles and responsibilities, including someone to lead a children's cell. We average between four to six kids each week, including one babe in arms. Little Tanya is great with the kids but they need to have someone teach them the Bible, including Tanya. Margarita will take this task on. We have three Natasha's! The youngest we'll call Natasha #1--she's the mom of most of the kids and has taken on the role of group communicator. She'll make sure everyone is contacted when needed. Margarita will also lead worship and then take the kids into the other room for their program. Edik and I will be co-leaders. We'll take turns fixing tea afterwards for fellowship.
I described what a Cell Church is all about and watched as each member became more and more excited. We talked about the New Testament church model in Acts. I told them we were making a commitment to each other, just like in marriage or in an adoption. We were becoming a real family and would do everything as a family--never alone again. We talked about the work of the Holy Spirit within the group and in reaching out to non-believers. Our purpose as a cell is evangelism and discipling. We are to proactively reach out to friends and relatives and invite them into our Cell so they can be introduced to Jesus in a warm, safe and loving environment. Then we are to grow each other into strong disciples, be accountable to one another in love, and multiply our cell into more and more cells. Each of us is to be trained as a leader, as God calls us, so we are all prepared to lead a new Cell. We will continue studying the Bible as we have been, but we'll add worship and prayer at either end of the study.
I can't tell you how exciting this move is! I can also not express how surprised I am that it has happened. You just never know what God has in mind sometimes. The feedback I received after our first meeting as a cell nearly knocked me over. Margarita took me aside to tell me that she's 61 years old, has had husbands and children and has been a Christian for many years. But all this time she felt an empty place in her heart. My description of the Cell Church and her experience with us thus far filled that empty space for her, she told me. Wow! Valodia and his wife Natasha (#2) come every week from Red River, an hour's journey by foot and bus, each week. But it's worth it to them, they say, for what they receive here. They find Jesus in this group, I'm told. Valodia said he's in construction and offered his services to anyone in the group who needed it. Already we are a family, giving our gifts to one another so no one will lack!
All the believers were one in heart and mind. No one claimed that any of his possessions was his own, but they shared everything they had. With great power the apostles continued to testify to the resurrection of the Lord Jesus, and much grace was upon them all. There were no needy persons among them. For from time to time those who owned lands or houses sold them, brought the money from the sales and put it at the apostles’ feet, and it was distributed to anyone as he had need. (Acts 4:32-35)
QUILTING BEE
We continue making our quilts and have completed four with four more to be completed this week. Our new facility will make this so much easier as we’ll be able to set up sewing machines and have a quilting frame made and placed there. We hope we can take our completed quilts to Hospital #4 soon so they can begin using them when the weather changes. It gets chilly here pretty quickly and the heating isn’t turned on until it gets pretty cold so the quilts will be needed for the babies soon.
I’m told that the women from the First United Methodist Church in Arlington, Texas have become our quilting partners. Gayla Fletcher, their Missions Chair, tells me she has secured some fabric donations from quilting store as well. FUMC in Arlington is the sister church to Yura Sokolov’s church, Svyetlaya UMC in Red River through the Russia Initiative. We’re all excited for Yura who will be visiting his sister church this month for the first time and grateful for Arlington FUMC’s support of Svyetlaya.
I was once again privileged to preach at Svyetlaya UMC last Sunday. I brought a finished quilt, a partially completed quilt, the pieces of a quilt still not connected, squares not yet sewn together, and pieces of old clothes and fabrics we start with to demonstrate the transformation work of the Holy Spirit in our lives. We start out torn, dirty, with holes in us. God takes us, washes us, cuts us into a mold after His likeness, sews us together with strong thread—with the Holy Spirit Himself—and quilts us together with the filling of the Word and the backing of the church. Our rough, unfinished edges are then completed as we grow in Christ. We have a choice as to which stage we find ourselves in. Our completion is up to us…we are as complete as our surrender to God allows. Each member received a small square of fabric to remind them of the lesson.
You were taught, with regard to your former way of life, to put off your old self, which is being corrupted by its deceitful desires; to be made new in the attitude of your minds; and to put on the new self, created to be like God in true righteousness and holiness. (Ephesians 4:22-24)
IN CLOSING
Becoming a mother has broadened my perspective quite a bit. I learn something new every day! One thing I’m learning more about is Christ’s sacrifice for us. This past week Tanya asked me if she was with me because I wanted her. I nearly cried! I just held her and said there could be no other reason! She then asked if I was going to adopt her. I told her I didn’t know, I didn’t’ know what God wanted me to do in that regard yet. But I told her it didn’t matter, that she’d always be my daughter no matter what! She was happy with this and just held on for dear life.
When I took Tanya in I committed my life to her—isn’t that what every parent must do? What does a child know that we don’t teach her? What chance does a child have that we don’t give him? How will a child survive if we don’t equip her? I do indeed feel like I’m living my life for her now. Someone expressed concern about my ability to take care of Tanya and continue my ministry work. My response was simply—Tanya IS ministry! Being a parent is one of the most important ministries God can give to any of us, I believe. Tanya shares in my other ministries with me and is thus discipled by our Lord and prepared to fulfill His purpose in her life. I just follow the model God has given us in the way He cares for and disciplines us. God’s ministry as our Father included dying for us in the form of Jesus. I’m so grateful He was resurrected and that He also resurrects me each morning to face another day filled with work and lots of love. Maybe it’s not such a sacrifice after all…
In the love of our Heavenly Father,
E'beth
September 4, 2000
Dear friends and family,
Life has gotten mighty interesting lately. Who'd a thought that I'd become a 'Mom' at my age--to an 11-year-old to boot!? Little Tanya joined me on August 24th and made herself at home immediately. Part of this settling in process was obviously establishing roles in her relationships with different people. I don't remember if it was the first or the second day when Tanya asked if she could call me "Mom." My first response was--no! Later I talked with Nata and she convinced me that Tanya needed someone to call Mom so... I later told Tanya it would be okay for her to call me "Mom" if she wanted to. She jumped up and hugged me and immediately began "practicing" by beginning and ending almost every sentence with "Mom." After the first day I was praying that she'd get over this phase soon! That first night I had trouble going to sleep as the butterflies in my stomach did their acrobatics. What WAS I doing, anyway? I remember looking in the mirror and not being quite sure who I was looking at. Suddenly I felt rather old... Being on my own for so many years has kept my mind in stasis regarding my age--I feel like a 22-year-old, rather than a 42-year-old. Oh well... I am responding to "Mom" a bit quicker but it still feels very strange.
My first task has been to equip Tanya for the fifth grade. So Tanya V., Nata, little Tanya and I went off to the Chinese Market and had a ball picking out clothes and shoes appropriate for her new school. Although they don't wear a uniform, they do ask that the kids be dressed in dark skirts/pants and light tops. We found several lovely things that meet these requirements.
Her first day at school was September first and I experienced my first Russian "First Bell." It reminded me a bit of my childhood in Mexico--a lot more pomp and circumstance than we put on in the States. It was great! There was a small army band playing well known and loved Russian marches as each grade lined up behind their home-room teachers and marched passed the school director, teachers, fellow students, parents and friends. Our own Nina Karpachova was the event's M.C. The kids certainly knew school was beginning! One precious event was seeing the 11th graders (the last grade) escort the 1st graders to their classrooms. One of the 11th grade boys carried one of the 1st grade girls around the circle on his shoulders while she rang the "first bell." This tradition has been held for as long as memory serves, I believe. Tanya V. was reminiscing about her experiences. I understand we have "last bell" to look forward to as well. This, of course, is most significant to the 11th graders who move on to trade schools, universities and work. I sure hope I'll be able to experience this last bell with little Tanya upon her completion of school.
Today is the first normal school day and I was up at 6:00 a.m. getting myself ready to get Tanya ready. Things went pretty smoothly. We walked down the hill together to Nina's house where her nephew, who lives with her and goes to the same school, will escort Tanya to school and back each day. This arrangement is a God-send as Nina will be one of those helping us raise Tanya and keep an eye on her at school. So, I got a morning walk in before starting my day. I'm tired already!
Last night I prepared a big pot of borsch (Russian soup) and Russian meat salad (potato salad with meat cut up in it--quite tasty) to leave in the fridge for this hungry, growing girl to have on hand. This morning I fried chicken. This evening Ari, Tanya V. and I go to Vladivostok for a couple of days, leaving Little Tanya in Nata's care. I seem to have fallen right in to a routine of caring for Tanya and making sure all her needs are met in my absence. How did THAT happen?
As much as I need the break in Vlad, I really don't want to leave Tanya behind! She's already crawled under my skin. So far her behavior has been exemplary--but honeymoons are like that! I don't harbor any illusions of things to come and, quite frankly, don't have a clue what I'll do when I'm faced with disciplinary needs. But I guess God will tell me what to do in that as in everything else. One thing I DO know is that those times will come. I don't look forward to that--but then, who does?
This morning the regional administrator who is responsible for giving the go-ahead for Tanya's guardianship was by today to do a home study. She was very impressed as Tanya will have more in my home than most kids have in their Russian homes--most definitely more than any kid in an orphanage would ever have. Tanya has her own room and all the bells and whistles a home needs to run smoothly along with a number of luxuries. Nata and the administrator are off to do more paperwork; then we are off to the orphanage from which Tanya came originally to get more papers and their approval. Olga Borisovna, the administrator, is going to contact the Krai administration (a krai is like a state or region--pronounced like "cry") to see if an American can get legal guardianship so Nata won't have to act as a go-between in this regard. Olga doesn't seem to see any reason why we can't do it, although there's no provision in the current law for this. It may simply be a matter of no one ever dreaming an American would actually be living in Russia and thus be in the position to be the guardian to a Russian child! We'll see. Please do keep this issue in prayer.
Well, that's it for now. Thought I'd send off a note about a more personal issue to you folks. I'm attaching a picture of Tanya and me--yep, she's real!
Love and hugs,
Mom... I mean... E'beth :-)
Dear friends and family,
Life has gotten mighty interesting lately. Who'd a thought that I'd become a 'Mom' at my age--to an 11-year-old to boot!? Little Tanya joined me on August 24th and made herself at home immediately. Part of this settling in process was obviously establishing roles in her relationships with different people. I don't remember if it was the first or the second day when Tanya asked if she could call me "Mom." My first response was--no! Later I talked with Nata and she convinced me that Tanya needed someone to call Mom so... I later told Tanya it would be okay for her to call me "Mom" if she wanted to. She jumped up and hugged me and immediately began "practicing" by beginning and ending almost every sentence with "Mom." After the first day I was praying that she'd get over this phase soon! That first night I had trouble going to sleep as the butterflies in my stomach did their acrobatics. What WAS I doing, anyway? I remember looking in the mirror and not being quite sure who I was looking at. Suddenly I felt rather old... Being on my own for so many years has kept my mind in stasis regarding my age--I feel like a 22-year-old, rather than a 42-year-old. Oh well... I am responding to "Mom" a bit quicker but it still feels very strange.
My first task has been to equip Tanya for the fifth grade. So Tanya V., Nata, little Tanya and I went off to the Chinese Market and had a ball picking out clothes and shoes appropriate for her new school. Although they don't wear a uniform, they do ask that the kids be dressed in dark skirts/pants and light tops. We found several lovely things that meet these requirements.
Her first day at school was September first and I experienced my first Russian "First Bell." It reminded me a bit of my childhood in Mexico--a lot more pomp and circumstance than we put on in the States. It was great! There was a small army band playing well known and loved Russian marches as each grade lined up behind their home-room teachers and marched passed the school director, teachers, fellow students, parents and friends. Our own Nina Karpachova was the event's M.C. The kids certainly knew school was beginning! One precious event was seeing the 11th graders (the last grade) escort the 1st graders to their classrooms. One of the 11th grade boys carried one of the 1st grade girls around the circle on his shoulders while she rang the "first bell." This tradition has been held for as long as memory serves, I believe. Tanya V. was reminiscing about her experiences. I understand we have "last bell" to look forward to as well. This, of course, is most significant to the 11th graders who move on to trade schools, universities and work. I sure hope I'll be able to experience this last bell with little Tanya upon her completion of school.
Today is the first normal school day and I was up at 6:00 a.m. getting myself ready to get Tanya ready. Things went pretty smoothly. We walked down the hill together to Nina's house where her nephew, who lives with her and goes to the same school, will escort Tanya to school and back each day. This arrangement is a God-send as Nina will be one of those helping us raise Tanya and keep an eye on her at school. So, I got a morning walk in before starting my day. I'm tired already!
Last night I prepared a big pot of borsch (Russian soup) and Russian meat salad (potato salad with meat cut up in it--quite tasty) to leave in the fridge for this hungry, growing girl to have on hand. This morning I fried chicken. This evening Ari, Tanya V. and I go to Vladivostok for a couple of days, leaving Little Tanya in Nata's care. I seem to have fallen right in to a routine of caring for Tanya and making sure all her needs are met in my absence. How did THAT happen?
As much as I need the break in Vlad, I really don't want to leave Tanya behind! She's already crawled under my skin. So far her behavior has been exemplary--but honeymoons are like that! I don't harbor any illusions of things to come and, quite frankly, don't have a clue what I'll do when I'm faced with disciplinary needs. But I guess God will tell me what to do in that as in everything else. One thing I DO know is that those times will come. I don't look forward to that--but then, who does?
This morning the regional administrator who is responsible for giving the go-ahead for Tanya's guardianship was by today to do a home study. She was very impressed as Tanya will have more in my home than most kids have in their Russian homes--most definitely more than any kid in an orphanage would ever have. Tanya has her own room and all the bells and whistles a home needs to run smoothly along with a number of luxuries. Nata and the administrator are off to do more paperwork; then we are off to the orphanage from which Tanya came originally to get more papers and their approval. Olga Borisovna, the administrator, is going to contact the Krai administration (a krai is like a state or region--pronounced like "cry") to see if an American can get legal guardianship so Nata won't have to act as a go-between in this regard. Olga doesn't seem to see any reason why we can't do it, although there's no provision in the current law for this. It may simply be a matter of no one ever dreaming an American would actually be living in Russia and thus be in the position to be the guardian to a Russian child! We'll see. Please do keep this issue in prayer.
Well, that's it for now. Thought I'd send off a note about a more personal issue to you folks. I'm attaching a picture of Tanya and me--yep, she's real!
Love and hugs,
Mom... I mean... E'beth :-)
August 9, 2000
Dear friends,
I cringe when I think of how must time has passed since I sent an update and just how much has happened in that time! I’ll try to keep it short.
WHO IS GOD? BIBLE STUDY
We continue to make slow progress as we struggle with disciplining ourselves to stay with the scripture we are reading and God’s revelation, rather than what we think we already know. It is not an easy thing and one of our participants is having an especially difficult time sticking with our approach. It seems to be in our nature to want to come across as knowledgeable and wise. Sometimes, however, we are asked to be like little children. Children don’t know a whole lot, don’t hold important positions and are mostly busy trying to figure out how life works by asking a bunch of questions. This is what we must do! Jesus told us: “I tell you the truth, unless you change and become like little children, you will never enter the kingdom of heaven. Therefore, whoever humbles himself like this child is the greatest in the kingdom of heaven.” (Matt. 18:3 & 4)
Despite our struggles, the study continues to be intriguing and stimulating. The discipline will have far-reaching benefits as well. We pray that it is a blessing to many of you as it is to us.
NEWLY APPOINTED UMC PASTOR
I am very pleased to tell you that Fyodor was selected as a pastor with the Russian UMC and appointed to Khabarovsk at this year’s Annual Conference. It has been his wish for several years and I praise God for granting him this privilege. Now we can register the Resource and Training Center under the umbrella of the UMC he will pastor and move forward.
WOMEN’S GROUP
I am continually amazed by this group of women. Only two of the ten have been consistent in coming—but they are very dedicated and engaged in our work. Because this is dacha season (kitchen gardens) and because Nata has been on vacation, some of the ladies may not be coming. Perhaps when Nata returns they will feel more comfortable. But between the four of us (Klavdia is translating for me in Nata’s absence), we actually have a working quilt on our hands! Anya and Luda are also full of ideas. They propose to go to the local sewing school and invite any of the students who want to “practice” to join us. In addition, it may be possible to use the schools facilities and machines for a small price. This will certainly speed our work up and give us more room. My living room is shrinking!
As they were leaving Monday evening, I told them how much I was enjoying working with them and just being with them. They both hugged me and said they truly enjoyed the fellowship and that the work helped them keep their minds off their own problems. Praise God!
NEW FAMILIES
I mentioned in a previous update that the adoption laws in Russian had been changed, requiring each adoption agency to be certified—a three-month process. During this time, any pending adoptions were put on hold. In some cases, prospective parents were sent home with empty arms after making the long trek from the U.S. to Khabarovsk. During this time, Tanya has been taking pictures with my digital camera of the babies at the hospital and sending them along with updates to these broken hearted folks. It is heart-wrenching to realize that you are watching a baby take its first steps—a real benchmark in a babies life all parents cherish—and their parents are nowhere near. Well, I have good news!
Two weeks ago I went to the airport to see Ari, Sue, Tanya and Tom off to the Amsterdam 2000. We arrive early because one of the couples who were sent home without their babies were arriving to try again. They were given a 50/50 chance that they would be able to return home with the children they now called their own. They came bearing gifts and thanks to Tanya. Since Tanya and the girls were leaving, I gave the couple my phone number and invited them to call me for any reason. A couple days later I got a call from Susan, another prospective parent with whom Tanya had corresponded saying they all wanted to meet me. So I invited Chris and Karen Barrett and Susan Savant, a single adopting parent, and her traveling companion Jo Ann Differding over for lunch. And they came bearing their newly adopted families! I cannot begin to express the joy I felt at seeing two of the three babies I had held in the hospital and had to leave behind once a week in the arms of their permanent new family!
Today these two new families are flying home. Susan plans to be married in the near future and her fiancée will be at the airport with open arms to welcome his new son. The Barretts adopted two children at the same time so they’ll have their hands full! Thank you, dear friends, for your prayers regarding these adoptions. Please keep these new families and the orphaned and abandoned children of Russia in your prayers continually. There are so many—and so many are lost.
IN CLOSING
Pippin and I are still struggling—him to develop trust in and me to have patience with him. I’m not sure if either of us will succeed! But I am learning a lot about love and trust (and yes, patience too!) and wonder how God must feel. All I do is feed and love the bird, but he’s just plain scared of me. Only when he’s really hungry will he allow me close so he can eat out of my hand. Reminds me of me. How many times do I turn my back on God, wanting to do everything myself my own way—until I get hungry. Then I turn to Him with a cry of despair. He always comes and meets my need. But once my hunger is satiated, I go off again. How often my Heavenly Father’s heart must be broken! Maybe I too will get the bird a mate so he won’t perish of loneliness, leaving my purpose for his life defeated completely. What patience our God possesses! I pray the lesson will be well learned so that God and I might enjoy true communion as He intended it.
With love, in Christ,
E’beth
Dear friends,
I cringe when I think of how must time has passed since I sent an update and just how much has happened in that time! I’ll try to keep it short.
WHO IS GOD? BIBLE STUDY
We continue to make slow progress as we struggle with disciplining ourselves to stay with the scripture we are reading and God’s revelation, rather than what we think we already know. It is not an easy thing and one of our participants is having an especially difficult time sticking with our approach. It seems to be in our nature to want to come across as knowledgeable and wise. Sometimes, however, we are asked to be like little children. Children don’t know a whole lot, don’t hold important positions and are mostly busy trying to figure out how life works by asking a bunch of questions. This is what we must do! Jesus told us: “I tell you the truth, unless you change and become like little children, you will never enter the kingdom of heaven. Therefore, whoever humbles himself like this child is the greatest in the kingdom of heaven.” (Matt. 18:3 & 4)
Despite our struggles, the study continues to be intriguing and stimulating. The discipline will have far-reaching benefits as well. We pray that it is a blessing to many of you as it is to us.
NEWLY APPOINTED UMC PASTOR
I am very pleased to tell you that Fyodor was selected as a pastor with the Russian UMC and appointed to Khabarovsk at this year’s Annual Conference. It has been his wish for several years and I praise God for granting him this privilege. Now we can register the Resource and Training Center under the umbrella of the UMC he will pastor and move forward.
WOMEN’S GROUP
I am continually amazed by this group of women. Only two of the ten have been consistent in coming—but they are very dedicated and engaged in our work. Because this is dacha season (kitchen gardens) and because Nata has been on vacation, some of the ladies may not be coming. Perhaps when Nata returns they will feel more comfortable. But between the four of us (Klavdia is translating for me in Nata’s absence), we actually have a working quilt on our hands! Anya and Luda are also full of ideas. They propose to go to the local sewing school and invite any of the students who want to “practice” to join us. In addition, it may be possible to use the schools facilities and machines for a small price. This will certainly speed our work up and give us more room. My living room is shrinking!
As they were leaving Monday evening, I told them how much I was enjoying working with them and just being with them. They both hugged me and said they truly enjoyed the fellowship and that the work helped them keep their minds off their own problems. Praise God!
NEW FAMILIES
I mentioned in a previous update that the adoption laws in Russian had been changed, requiring each adoption agency to be certified—a three-month process. During this time, any pending adoptions were put on hold. In some cases, prospective parents were sent home with empty arms after making the long trek from the U.S. to Khabarovsk. During this time, Tanya has been taking pictures with my digital camera of the babies at the hospital and sending them along with updates to these broken hearted folks. It is heart-wrenching to realize that you are watching a baby take its first steps—a real benchmark in a babies life all parents cherish—and their parents are nowhere near. Well, I have good news!
Two weeks ago I went to the airport to see Ari, Sue, Tanya and Tom off to the Amsterdam 2000. We arrive early because one of the couples who were sent home without their babies were arriving to try again. They were given a 50/50 chance that they would be able to return home with the children they now called their own. They came bearing gifts and thanks to Tanya. Since Tanya and the girls were leaving, I gave the couple my phone number and invited them to call me for any reason. A couple days later I got a call from Susan, another prospective parent with whom Tanya had corresponded saying they all wanted to meet me. So I invited Chris and Karen Barrett and Susan Savant, a single adopting parent, and her traveling companion Jo Ann Differding over for lunch. And they came bearing their newly adopted families! I cannot begin to express the joy I felt at seeing two of the three babies I had held in the hospital and had to leave behind once a week in the arms of their permanent new family!
Today these two new families are flying home. Susan plans to be married in the near future and her fiancée will be at the airport with open arms to welcome his new son. The Barretts adopted two children at the same time so they’ll have their hands full! Thank you, dear friends, for your prayers regarding these adoptions. Please keep these new families and the orphaned and abandoned children of Russia in your prayers continually. There are so many—and so many are lost.
IN CLOSING
Pippin and I are still struggling—him to develop trust in and me to have patience with him. I’m not sure if either of us will succeed! But I am learning a lot about love and trust (and yes, patience too!) and wonder how God must feel. All I do is feed and love the bird, but he’s just plain scared of me. Only when he’s really hungry will he allow me close so he can eat out of my hand. Reminds me of me. How many times do I turn my back on God, wanting to do everything myself my own way—until I get hungry. Then I turn to Him with a cry of despair. He always comes and meets my need. But once my hunger is satiated, I go off again. How often my Heavenly Father’s heart must be broken! Maybe I too will get the bird a mate so he won’t perish of loneliness, leaving my purpose for his life defeated completely. What patience our God possesses! I pray the lesson will be well learned so that God and I might enjoy true communion as He intended it.
With love, in Christ,
E’beth
July 19, 2000
Dear friends and partners,
These past several days have been pretty eventful, overall. The weather has been delightful, cool for this time of year (no complaints from me!). My teammates are preparing to go to Amsterdam or to Irkutzk. I have new faucets in my kitchen and bathroom and both leaks have been fixed. I've had hot and cold running water and all other systems are go. Oh, don't worry, the other shoe will drop soon, it always does and will give me fodder for another story, no doubt.
Here's the news:
WHO IS GOD? BIBLE STUDY
We had another great study, still moving slow--not quite through chapter two of Genesis. But it was certainly enlightening.
WOMEN'S GROUP
Sometimes we get good surprises here. This was certainly one of them. Monday ten women came to my home. Most of them are teachers with whom Nata has worked. Three or so have other professions (including the most honorable of all, mothers!), and most of them asked to be included--they didn't wait for an invitation! We didn't have to twist arms or persuade anyone and had an absolutely wonderful time.
We talked about craft traditions in our two countries. One of the crafts I want to learn to do is quilting. I thought this would be a great task to take on for a group. Where in the States we have re-kindled the various handicraft traditions and have come to appreciate them as hobbies, as professions and as art, in the New Russia there is still shame attached to the handicrafts--everyone wants the new things. I think it will take quite a bit of time for these people to once again appreciate the work of their hands. Despite this trend, the women expressed a desire to create with their hands and are anxious to begin. I also asked the women to share their hobbies with us--one woman came prepared and showed us some of the most beautiful lace embroidery I've ever seen! Others do cross-stitch, one is a painter. There was enough talent in that room to start a business--which we just might do!
As happens so often, the Holy Spirit took over this gathering. I had shared with the ladies how our volunteer programs in the U.S. had been started by women, such as themselves. Now we have more non-profit and volunteer organizations that we can keep track of, involving women AND men from all walks of life. As I shared my vision for this group, I suddenly found myself talking about the orphanages. I had no intention of doing so...but God had other ideas. I have such a concern for the orphans of this country. I am especially concerned with the lack of involvement by the Russian people themselves. Few will actually adopt an orphan because of pride. Why adopt a child whose bloodline is uncertain when you can have one of your own? With this attitude and the abortion rate where it is, there's no end to the carnage. There is no fostering program here. As I shared some of the statistics and described conditions I'd witnessed, one of the women spoke up. She said she'd worked in an orphanage for a while and things were actually worse than I had described them! As we talked, I could see the women responding. I was overwhelmed as they all agreed that we did indeed need to do something to help the orphans.
Lena, a teacher, told us about how she came to Khabarovsk while her husband went to another city to look for work. He basically disappeared for two years, leaving her without money and two children to support! She was able to get a job at the school where Nata taught and the teachers got together and gave her things for her children. Nata is a good seamstress and she took older clothes, cut them to size and made new ones for the children. Now Lena's husband is back and all is well. Since Lena had this experience, she was able to clearly identify with being in need and receiving help from others. She knows she has something to give and is one of the most enthusiastic. She even asked me where she could go to help with the orphan babies!
The women are excited and ready to come back next Monday. We plan to decide on a project to do--perhaps baby quilts, using odds and ends we have around the house. One concern the women had was the cost of materials. Hopefully we can by-pass this concern creatively. One of my friends from my home church is a quilter and has offered to send us some quilting materials. Thanks, Pam! We'll also try to use what we already have on hand. I think we may have just begun the resource ministry of the Center! I had no idea where to begin or how, but obviously God had this well in hand.
A HOME FOR THE CENTER?
Fyodor has been beating the pavement looking for some kind of office space we can use for our work. He located an interesting possibility I looked at this week. It's a building that was donated to the Russian Children's Fund, which I didn't know existed (the fund, I mean). The building is in terrible shape and needs lots of work, but God seems to be leading in that direction. The Fund has no money to do repairs and basically let folks do their own repairs in lieu of rent until the amount paid out is exhausted. We would make this same arrangement. I like the building for several reasons. It's one story, which is a bit unusual in this part of the world, and solid brick. It's located in a courtyard surrounded by other taller buildings so it's secluded and off the street. There are a few other tenants in the building, but not many and we might be able to take over the whole building at some point as we grow. I liked the head of the Children's Fund too. She's a dynamo who's work for 25 years without pay, providing what she can beg from who knows who to clothe and feed orphans and other wayfarers. I don't know if she's a believer or not, but she certainly didn't have a problem with my being one! I think we can help each other in our work with orphanages as well.
There's one problem right now and that is that we don't have a registered organization here. The Director is reluctant to rent to us without legal papers of registration with the government because she's had to fight in court to keep the building from some get rich quick schemers who want it because of its prime location. So the director is s under deep scrutiny by not so nice people who want to make a profit off the building. They could and would use the excuse that she's got an organization in her building that is not fully registered to wrest it from her. I told her we are working toward registration but that it will take some time. She was going to talk to another person to determine what we can do. Please keep us in prayer!
IN CLOSING
I bought a parakeet. He's scared to death of me and there are feathers all over the place to prove it. I just want to love him and teach him. I understand him very well... I've shed a few feathers myself as God lovingly tried to train me to be a companion to Him. I hope I can be as patient with Pippin as God was with me.
With Christ's love,
E'beth
Dear friends and partners,
These past several days have been pretty eventful, overall. The weather has been delightful, cool for this time of year (no complaints from me!). My teammates are preparing to go to Amsterdam or to Irkutzk. I have new faucets in my kitchen and bathroom and both leaks have been fixed. I've had hot and cold running water and all other systems are go. Oh, don't worry, the other shoe will drop soon, it always does and will give me fodder for another story, no doubt.
Here's the news:
WHO IS GOD? BIBLE STUDY
We had another great study, still moving slow--not quite through chapter two of Genesis. But it was certainly enlightening.
WOMEN'S GROUP
Sometimes we get good surprises here. This was certainly one of them. Monday ten women came to my home. Most of them are teachers with whom Nata has worked. Three or so have other professions (including the most honorable of all, mothers!), and most of them asked to be included--they didn't wait for an invitation! We didn't have to twist arms or persuade anyone and had an absolutely wonderful time.
We talked about craft traditions in our two countries. One of the crafts I want to learn to do is quilting. I thought this would be a great task to take on for a group. Where in the States we have re-kindled the various handicraft traditions and have come to appreciate them as hobbies, as professions and as art, in the New Russia there is still shame attached to the handicrafts--everyone wants the new things. I think it will take quite a bit of time for these people to once again appreciate the work of their hands. Despite this trend, the women expressed a desire to create with their hands and are anxious to begin. I also asked the women to share their hobbies with us--one woman came prepared and showed us some of the most beautiful lace embroidery I've ever seen! Others do cross-stitch, one is a painter. There was enough talent in that room to start a business--which we just might do!
As happens so often, the Holy Spirit took over this gathering. I had shared with the ladies how our volunteer programs in the U.S. had been started by women, such as themselves. Now we have more non-profit and volunteer organizations that we can keep track of, involving women AND men from all walks of life. As I shared my vision for this group, I suddenly found myself talking about the orphanages. I had no intention of doing so...but God had other ideas. I have such a concern for the orphans of this country. I am especially concerned with the lack of involvement by the Russian people themselves. Few will actually adopt an orphan because of pride. Why adopt a child whose bloodline is uncertain when you can have one of your own? With this attitude and the abortion rate where it is, there's no end to the carnage. There is no fostering program here. As I shared some of the statistics and described conditions I'd witnessed, one of the women spoke up. She said she'd worked in an orphanage for a while and things were actually worse than I had described them! As we talked, I could see the women responding. I was overwhelmed as they all agreed that we did indeed need to do something to help the orphans.
Lena, a teacher, told us about how she came to Khabarovsk while her husband went to another city to look for work. He basically disappeared for two years, leaving her without money and two children to support! She was able to get a job at the school where Nata taught and the teachers got together and gave her things for her children. Nata is a good seamstress and she took older clothes, cut them to size and made new ones for the children. Now Lena's husband is back and all is well. Since Lena had this experience, she was able to clearly identify with being in need and receiving help from others. She knows she has something to give and is one of the most enthusiastic. She even asked me where she could go to help with the orphan babies!
The women are excited and ready to come back next Monday. We plan to decide on a project to do--perhaps baby quilts, using odds and ends we have around the house. One concern the women had was the cost of materials. Hopefully we can by-pass this concern creatively. One of my friends from my home church is a quilter and has offered to send us some quilting materials. Thanks, Pam! We'll also try to use what we already have on hand. I think we may have just begun the resource ministry of the Center! I had no idea where to begin or how, but obviously God had this well in hand.
A HOME FOR THE CENTER?
Fyodor has been beating the pavement looking for some kind of office space we can use for our work. He located an interesting possibility I looked at this week. It's a building that was donated to the Russian Children's Fund, which I didn't know existed (the fund, I mean). The building is in terrible shape and needs lots of work, but God seems to be leading in that direction. The Fund has no money to do repairs and basically let folks do their own repairs in lieu of rent until the amount paid out is exhausted. We would make this same arrangement. I like the building for several reasons. It's one story, which is a bit unusual in this part of the world, and solid brick. It's located in a courtyard surrounded by other taller buildings so it's secluded and off the street. There are a few other tenants in the building, but not many and we might be able to take over the whole building at some point as we grow. I liked the head of the Children's Fund too. She's a dynamo who's work for 25 years without pay, providing what she can beg from who knows who to clothe and feed orphans and other wayfarers. I don't know if she's a believer or not, but she certainly didn't have a problem with my being one! I think we can help each other in our work with orphanages as well.
There's one problem right now and that is that we don't have a registered organization here. The Director is reluctant to rent to us without legal papers of registration with the government because she's had to fight in court to keep the building from some get rich quick schemers who want it because of its prime location. So the director is s under deep scrutiny by not so nice people who want to make a profit off the building. They could and would use the excuse that she's got an organization in her building that is not fully registered to wrest it from her. I told her we are working toward registration but that it will take some time. She was going to talk to another person to determine what we can do. Please keep us in prayer!
IN CLOSING
I bought a parakeet. He's scared to death of me and there are feathers all over the place to prove it. I just want to love him and teach him. I understand him very well... I've shed a few feathers myself as God lovingly tried to train me to be a companion to Him. I hope I can be as patient with Pippin as God was with me.
With Christ's love,
E'beth
Dear all,
APOLOGIES!!!
First, let me apologize for that huge, unwieldy e-mail I sent yesterday. I had NO idea it was so large and would take so much of your computer and telephone time to download. Please forgive this ignorant, albeit well-intended, computer user. It won't happen again, I promise! From now on I'll test any message I send out with graphics. If it takes too long, I'll just send the text. Mostly I'll only send text, however. I did test this message and it came pretty fast so all should be well.
I do send "Living Water" out via regular mail to those for whom I do not have an e-mail address. If you would like to receive the hard-copy with the pictures, let me know and send me your address and I'll add you to the "snail-mail" list.
BIBLE STUDY
As I reported, we have begun our Bible study where we intend to go through the Bible from Genesis to Revelation focusing entirely on who God is. The interest in this study on this end of the world seems pretty high, with more people interested in attending. My living room won't hold them all if this is the case! We'll see.
At any rate, this is how we begin. Each week I'll assign chapters of the Bible to read. I'm using a format that, if followed faithfully, will allow us to cover the entire Bible in a year. We'll adjust the pace as needed. Each person is to have a notebook in which to record how God has revealed Himself to them through their daily reading and prayer. I've suggested that each develop the discipline of reading at a certain time each day--whichever part of the day they experience the most energy and alertness. We should, after all, offer God our best! The seventh day is reserved for the review of what we've written and meditating upon what we've learned. I have asked our participants to pray that God will cleans them of any distortion of the truth of who He is and remove anything from our reflections that are not from Him. The following week we will bring our notebooks and share with each other what God taught us about Himself.
Here's the first weeks reading assignment, beginning Monday of this week:
July 3 Genesis 1 and 2
July 4 Genesis 3, 4 and 5
July 5 Genesis 6, 7, 8 and 9
July 6 Genesis 10 and 11
July 7 Genesis 12, 13 and 14
July 8 Genesis 15, 16 and 17
July 9 Review, prayer and meditation
This is a completely inductive study--that means that I am not being a "teacher" nor am I imposing any particular doctrine or interpretation to the study. I will act as a facilitator and allow the Holy Spirit to be the teacher. Please keep me in prayer that I will remain an empty vessel for the Spirit of the God we study to use and speak through!
As I shared with our Russian group, our approach may cause us to feel a bit afraid. Why is that? Because we each have an image of who God is--and no one person's image entirely agrees with that of another! I discovered this clearly when I first came to Khabarovsk. The cultural view of God here is in many ways quite different from our American view. I had to ask, "God, who are you really?" God is ONE god and the Bible tells us He's immutable, meaning unchangeable. If this is true, then why do we have so many varying opinions about who He is and about His character?
So where does the fear come in? In the giving up of our comfortable image of God and leaving a "blank" where that image once existed. Human beings can't stand a vacuum... if there's a blank somewhere, we fill it in with "something." We've learned this through research of the human mind. When faced with a drawing where a line or a portion is missing, the human mind will "fill it in." When reading a sentence where a word is missing, the human mind will fill in the word--and each person may choose a different word many times! We do this with our view of God as well. To many of us, God is a "blank." We've never "seen" Him. His existence does not satisfy our sensory perceptions... we cannot see Him, touch Him, smell Him, feel Him or hear Him in any physical sense. So we fill in the blank by developing a satisfactory image we can identify with somehow. I had to wonder if I wasn't breaking the first two Commandments by doing this... had I actually made an idol--a graven image? Did I know and worship the true God, the Almighty Creator of all? Or was I actually worshipping "other gods" before Him...an idol or two of my own making? This too can be frightening. I would never do this intentionally--but the enemy could cause me to go that direction without my knowing it. What really scared me was my inability to "love the Lord your God with all of your heart, soul and might" if I didn't "know" Him. How can I obey Him in this if I don't know Him and thus cannot love Him?
So this study, inspired by the Holy Spirit, will hopefully help us throw out our idols and graven image of God and allow Him to tell us who He is! We will be facing a "blank" if we're honest and committed. It will be interesting, I think, to get a multi-cultural perspective as well. In Khabarovsk I heard people say God is unpredictable and a cruel, punishing God. This was not the God I knew! And when I described God as a forgiving and loving God, my brothers and sisters in Russia could not understand! We filter everything believe through what we've been taught and what we've actually experienced in this life.
So, we'll try to discover together who God REALLY is, by letting HIM tell us. The only way we will succeed is if we focus ONLY on God and not on the application of what we read to our own lives, or focusing on the human characters we read about--those with whom we can identify. This is not about how we feel, what our lives are about or how the Bible characters might have felt or have experienced. This is about GOD and nothing and no-one else. This focus will be difficult... we are by nature self-centered and apply everything we encounter to ourselves. So, here's the basic approach we must take:
1. We will be willing to search for the truth even if we don't like what we find. There are aspects of God's character I'm not terribly comfortable with! But God isn't human... He isn't like me and I'm not like Him. IT'S OKAY TO BE UNCOMFORTABLE. If we seek to be comfortable we won't get anywhere because our comfort lies in the "known" and we seek the "unknown."
2. We will give each other permission to politely and lovingly interrupt each other if we get off course--especially if we start focusing on ourselves or other humans. The only time we should be focusing on the "known" is to get it out of the way so we can see what God wants to reveal to us about Himself.
3. We will be willing to face our fear and share it. We will work through our fears together with the Holy Spirit so that we can keep our focus on God. Fear must not be denied--it must be expected. Remember, "Faith is not fearlessness." Faith is facing the unknown in God despite our fears.
4. We will faithfully pray for protection and Christ's intercession as we journey into this unknown territory. Believe me, satan does not want us to do this. He does not want us to know the One True God! We expect trouble in that department and must pray, pray, pray.
You are invited to join us. I'll try to send out weekly summaries of our discussions and welcome your views as well to share with the group. I think doing this study in a group is most effective because we are all such unique beings, each with his or her own gifts, abilities, personalities and preferred method of processing information. I believe God communicates to us through our uniqueness and we can bring that special communication to the group and share it, giving us a broader view of God than we would achieve on our own. The Apostle Paul was very eloquent in his articulation of the body of Christ and its many parts--I think this applies in our study of the Word as well. So, if you can get a group together where you are for this study, we might learn even more!
You know what's really frightening? As we focus on God, we lose ourselves in Him... and then we discover who WE really are! After all, He's the creator and we His creatures.
I hope you will join us in this study. I will send out the first summary to all of you and then let you decide if you want to continue receiving them. If so, I'll make a separate list for participants in the study. I hope to share what you hear from God with our brothers and sisters in Khabarovsk.
Hungry for God,
E'beth
APOLOGIES!!!
First, let me apologize for that huge, unwieldy e-mail I sent yesterday. I had NO idea it was so large and would take so much of your computer and telephone time to download. Please forgive this ignorant, albeit well-intended, computer user. It won't happen again, I promise! From now on I'll test any message I send out with graphics. If it takes too long, I'll just send the text. Mostly I'll only send text, however. I did test this message and it came pretty fast so all should be well.
I do send "Living Water" out via regular mail to those for whom I do not have an e-mail address. If you would like to receive the hard-copy with the pictures, let me know and send me your address and I'll add you to the "snail-mail" list.
BIBLE STUDY
As I reported, we have begun our Bible study where we intend to go through the Bible from Genesis to Revelation focusing entirely on who God is. The interest in this study on this end of the world seems pretty high, with more people interested in attending. My living room won't hold them all if this is the case! We'll see.
At any rate, this is how we begin. Each week I'll assign chapters of the Bible to read. I'm using a format that, if followed faithfully, will allow us to cover the entire Bible in a year. We'll adjust the pace as needed. Each person is to have a notebook in which to record how God has revealed Himself to them through their daily reading and prayer. I've suggested that each develop the discipline of reading at a certain time each day--whichever part of the day they experience the most energy and alertness. We should, after all, offer God our best! The seventh day is reserved for the review of what we've written and meditating upon what we've learned. I have asked our participants to pray that God will cleans them of any distortion of the truth of who He is and remove anything from our reflections that are not from Him. The following week we will bring our notebooks and share with each other what God taught us about Himself.
Here's the first weeks reading assignment, beginning Monday of this week:
July 3 Genesis 1 and 2
July 4 Genesis 3, 4 and 5
July 5 Genesis 6, 7, 8 and 9
July 6 Genesis 10 and 11
July 7 Genesis 12, 13 and 14
July 8 Genesis 15, 16 and 17
July 9 Review, prayer and meditation
This is a completely inductive study--that means that I am not being a "teacher" nor am I imposing any particular doctrine or interpretation to the study. I will act as a facilitator and allow the Holy Spirit to be the teacher. Please keep me in prayer that I will remain an empty vessel for the Spirit of the God we study to use and speak through!
As I shared with our Russian group, our approach may cause us to feel a bit afraid. Why is that? Because we each have an image of who God is--and no one person's image entirely agrees with that of another! I discovered this clearly when I first came to Khabarovsk. The cultural view of God here is in many ways quite different from our American view. I had to ask, "God, who are you really?" God is ONE god and the Bible tells us He's immutable, meaning unchangeable. If this is true, then why do we have so many varying opinions about who He is and about His character?
So where does the fear come in? In the giving up of our comfortable image of God and leaving a "blank" where that image once existed. Human beings can't stand a vacuum... if there's a blank somewhere, we fill it in with "something." We've learned this through research of the human mind. When faced with a drawing where a line or a portion is missing, the human mind will "fill it in." When reading a sentence where a word is missing, the human mind will fill in the word--and each person may choose a different word many times! We do this with our view of God as well. To many of us, God is a "blank." We've never "seen" Him. His existence does not satisfy our sensory perceptions... we cannot see Him, touch Him, smell Him, feel Him or hear Him in any physical sense. So we fill in the blank by developing a satisfactory image we can identify with somehow. I had to wonder if I wasn't breaking the first two Commandments by doing this... had I actually made an idol--a graven image? Did I know and worship the true God, the Almighty Creator of all? Or was I actually worshipping "other gods" before Him...an idol or two of my own making? This too can be frightening. I would never do this intentionally--but the enemy could cause me to go that direction without my knowing it. What really scared me was my inability to "love the Lord your God with all of your heart, soul and might" if I didn't "know" Him. How can I obey Him in this if I don't know Him and thus cannot love Him?
So this study, inspired by the Holy Spirit, will hopefully help us throw out our idols and graven image of God and allow Him to tell us who He is! We will be facing a "blank" if we're honest and committed. It will be interesting, I think, to get a multi-cultural perspective as well. In Khabarovsk I heard people say God is unpredictable and a cruel, punishing God. This was not the God I knew! And when I described God as a forgiving and loving God, my brothers and sisters in Russia could not understand! We filter everything believe through what we've been taught and what we've actually experienced in this life.
So, we'll try to discover together who God REALLY is, by letting HIM tell us. The only way we will succeed is if we focus ONLY on God and not on the application of what we read to our own lives, or focusing on the human characters we read about--those with whom we can identify. This is not about how we feel, what our lives are about or how the Bible characters might have felt or have experienced. This is about GOD and nothing and no-one else. This focus will be difficult... we are by nature self-centered and apply everything we encounter to ourselves. So, here's the basic approach we must take:
1. We will be willing to search for the truth even if we don't like what we find. There are aspects of God's character I'm not terribly comfortable with! But God isn't human... He isn't like me and I'm not like Him. IT'S OKAY TO BE UNCOMFORTABLE. If we seek to be comfortable we won't get anywhere because our comfort lies in the "known" and we seek the "unknown."
2. We will give each other permission to politely and lovingly interrupt each other if we get off course--especially if we start focusing on ourselves or other humans. The only time we should be focusing on the "known" is to get it out of the way so we can see what God wants to reveal to us about Himself.
3. We will be willing to face our fear and share it. We will work through our fears together with the Holy Spirit so that we can keep our focus on God. Fear must not be denied--it must be expected. Remember, "Faith is not fearlessness." Faith is facing the unknown in God despite our fears.
4. We will faithfully pray for protection and Christ's intercession as we journey into this unknown territory. Believe me, satan does not want us to do this. He does not want us to know the One True God! We expect trouble in that department and must pray, pray, pray.
You are invited to join us. I'll try to send out weekly summaries of our discussions and welcome your views as well to share with the group. I think doing this study in a group is most effective because we are all such unique beings, each with his or her own gifts, abilities, personalities and preferred method of processing information. I believe God communicates to us through our uniqueness and we can bring that special communication to the group and share it, giving us a broader view of God than we would achieve on our own. The Apostle Paul was very eloquent in his articulation of the body of Christ and its many parts--I think this applies in our study of the Word as well. So, if you can get a group together where you are for this study, we might learn even more!
You know what's really frightening? As we focus on God, we lose ourselves in Him... and then we discover who WE really are! After all, He's the creator and we His creatures.
I hope you will join us in this study. I will send out the first summary to all of you and then let you decide if you want to continue receiving them. If so, I'll make a separate list for participants in the study. I hope to share what you hear from God with our brothers and sisters in Khabarovsk.
Hungry for God,
E'beth
June 19, 2000
GAMES
I'm sitting here waiting for the bucket of water to heat up in the bathroom so I can take yet another bucket bath. Yes, I'm having water problems again...still. This is not unusual and it has no answer. Day before yesterday I was lugging hot water from the kitchen to the bathroom and ended up washing my hair in the kitchen. Today I lugged cold water from the bathroom to the kitchen to fill the water filter. Life in Russia is kind of like an on-going game of Jeopardy where a healthy and active sense of humor is your only real weapon. It's just that some answers don't really have questions. Like today, the answers are: 1) No hot water in the bathroom; 2) No water at all in the kitchen. So, what's the question? "Why?" Not on your life! Asking "why" is an indication that you are simply out of touch with reality or a bit dim...depending on who you ask.
But "Why" is a great game to play--the rules are simple: Make up any answer that satisfies your North American "I have a right to know what is going on around me, why it's happening, who's to blame, who's going to fix it, how and when" right (that's in our Bill of Rights, isn't it?). In this case my questions might be: 1) Do I not have hot water in my bathroom because of the on-going repairs/remodeling/destruction of the apartment above mine? 2) Same question regarding the lack of any water in the kitchen. Don't like those? How about: Q: Do I not have water in the kitchen because they're cleaning out the pipes in this area? Or perhaps: Q: Do I not have water of one sort or another in one place or another simply because someone messed up? A real good one is: Q: Do I not have water, etc... because some person in charge of water facilities for this building is mad at one of the tenants for the misuse of the water supply or mistreatment of said person in charge and thus the entire building is being punished? (This has actually happened). You see how much fun this can be.
Another fun game is "When"... like, Q: When will the water come back on? Now there's a good, useless question. It's like asking a weatherman to give you the local forecast. Yeah, right.
So, the real games are "How to Make Do" and "Wait." Great games that can help you while away many hours... Instead of playing the "Wait" game just now (because I played the "Wait" game yesterday and desperately need a bath today) I'm playing the "How to Make Do" game and have filled a metal bucket with cold water and placed an electric heating rod in said water and am now waiting for it to heat up. Woops! I guess I am playing the "Wait" game after all! Ah! It's wonderful to have some predictability in your life, isn't it? And there's so much fun to be had! So many games to play! (And you thought I was over here working hard? Sorry!)
So, if you decide to come visit me in Khabarovsk (and you'd be most welcome!) don't be too surprised at seeing 2 liter pop bottles and other assorted containers, filled with water hanging out in strange places. No, that's not a new fad in interior decor! Or to see your host/hostess trudging across the apartment from one plumbed room to another with a container of water. It certainly beats what some folks have to do here who live in little wooden houses that aren't plumbed at all. And trust me, bucket baths work as well as any other method...they get you clean. Just think of it as camping without the bugs (well at least in my case because I do have screens on my windows...bright aquamarine, don't you know. Can't miss the place!).
FAILSAFES
We have several failsafes available to us here. In my case, I have a gas stove. Should the power go out, I can always heat water on the stove (and always eat a hot meal, which is really important!). Should the gas run out, I have an electric hotplate stowed away for such an emergency. If I lose all utilities...I just punt and play the "Wait" game and/or find someone who has one or the other and go visiting. Water heaters are now available here too...they're strange looking things, small contraptions with a heating element in them that you screw into the wall, the water passes through them and gets heated, then out the nozzle it comes. Might have to go for one of those... eventually the hot water will be turned off completely until the fall.
I think of all of these challenges as spiritual failsafes sometimes. Folks out in the field are as challenged by pride and over- confidence as anyone. I'm reminded that I need help a lot here--either physically, emotionally or spiritually. Life is not something to be done alone. Our ultimate failsafe is Jesus Christ. All we must do is accept His gift of forgiveness (which requires repentance, which requires acknowledging sin in oneself [Rom. 3:23]), and the salvation He offers (presumably you realize you need to be saved? [Rom. 5]). If I want a bath, all I have to do is get some water and heat it up and get clean. But the cleansing I received from my baptism by the fire of the Holy Spirit required Jesus Christ's death. Last night I was thinking about Jesus having to die for me...it breaks my heart. However, without His failsafe... well, let's just say I'm glad I saw that I was dirty and needed a bath.
VISITORS
We've been blessed with many visitors from the States this month. Fellow CoMissioner Joyce Titus and Pastor Fay are here; Joyce to say hello to old friends, and Fay getting the charge of her life! I'd met Fay while visiting her church in Western Pennsylvania and knew she was cut out for a visit. It's wonderful to see how God blesses those who come to His fields of harvest. I expect a whole bunch of folks to show up at my home on Saturday. A short-term team is in Khabarovsk, led by Joe and Jan Orsini of Sacramento, California. They want their team of 14 or so young folks to talk to career missionaries and get the real scoop about short-term and career opportunities and requirements. Can't help but believe they'll leave here just wanting to come back for more! They may also be surprised at our answers to their questions...how one ends up in God's service seems to be entirely up to Him! This group is currently working with Pastor Yura Stadnik and his church in orphanages and the garbage dump...they'll see a lot of hungry folks, both physically and spiritually!
COMING UP
1. I expect to start the Genesis to Revelation Bible study in the upcoming weeks. Folks are anxious to start, praise God! We'll focus entirely on who God is...and let HIM tell us for a change! As I told Natasha, the Truth has a life of its own. You have to be willing to go searching for it and also willing to accept it knowing you might not like what you find! If you can't approach it with that attitude, chances are you won't find the Truth at all. There are aspects to God's character that I'm not wholly comfortable with. But then, one can't expect sin to be comfortable around holiness, now can one? I've come to understand that if I'm not willing to accept those aspects, I'll never know God.
2. Natasha's son, Dennis, and his girlfriend want to study the Bible too. She also knows other young adults that are interested. I might end up with two Bible studies soon!
3. Speaking of Natasha; we were talking on Sunday and I got zapped by the Holy Spirit. One of the "visions" I have for the ministry of the Resource Center is a women's club, sort of like the United Methodist Women and such, where women can come together and talk and share and do things for the community. Trust is a big issue here--there isn't much of it. So I thought a Sewing Bee of some sort would be a good start--busy hands working on a common project might build some relationships and trust. Natasha, it turns out, is very gifted when it comes to making things with her hands. She also had a vision to start a women's group for windows and singles, etc. when her husband died a few years ago. So, God's putting her in charge of this ministry! I told her I was interested in learning how to quilt and had picked up some books on the subject at home. She's all enthused so I expect to get started on this soon.
4. I don't know if this has occurred to you, but most of these things will be going on in my home! Fyodor is out looking for a place for the Center now. Please pray that he finds one soon or I'll have to move to get some privacy!
5. A new issue of "Living Water" will be coming out soon too. I'll try to get that out quarterly so those not on e-mail can get a general update. It may seem a bit repetitive to those of you who get these regular e-mail updates--sorry about that. But I'll be sure to include some surprises so you might want to skim through it anyway. :-)
NOTE: Before anyone gets too nervous about my getting too busy to study the Russian language (am I having any fun yet?), every one of my activities requires that I communicate in Russian and thus I learn more and more each day. Natasha translates for me only when absolutely necessary...mostly I try to understand and talk on my own. Don't get too far, but each day adds a new word or phrase to my limited lexicon. Yesterday, for instance, I learned how to say "mop" (because I needed to buy one) "it's raining" (because it was) and "no rain" (because it stopped!). Olya and I "talk" each evening, usually ending up in giggles as we both struggle with dictionaries, hand signals and known words. For all I know, we might be making up a new language all our own! Yikes!
Speaking of learning the language, I'd better get this finished and get on with my homework...yes, I also have semi-formal lessons with Tanya, who is only a little less stubborn that I am (or I'm just older and more practiced) and insists on my doing my work! What I don't understand is, if God wanted me to work in Russia, why didn't He have me learn Russian instead of Spanish as a child? Haven't found Spanish of any use here so far... Oh well, asking God why is more senseless than asking why things happen the way they do in Russia. Besides, there's no reason He should start explaining Himself now--and to me, of all people. It really is fun to look back and see how His plans work out so perfectly when they make no earthly sense to me looking forward. Wouldn't have it any other way.
PRAYERS AND PRAISES
1. Praise God that most of us "sickies" are finally getting over our various ailments. Between colds, ear infections, stomach troubles, headaches and allergies, we've been a sad looking crew! Do pray for our dear team-mate Helen Spaulding who is currently experiencing intense back pain.
2. Praise God that Ellen and Tom Tarver just celebrated they're 17th wedding anniversary. Congratulations! They've got a few to go to reach the Spaulding's record of 52 years, who keep asking me, "Do you think it'll last?" Yeah, right.
3. Praise God for such a great bunch of folks on my team and great friends among the Russian people. I'm truly blessed beyond measure!
4. Praise God for my beautiful and comfortable home. I'm very happy here, love the location and am feeling quite at home.
5. Praise the Lord that there's such an interest in studying His Word. I ran into one of the ladies who'll be joining our study at a bus stop yesterday. She asked me, "when are we going to start?" (I actually understood her and answered her in Russian!)
6. Please pray that Fyodor will find a suitable location for the Center soon.
7. Please do pray for Helen Spaulding. She and all of us want her back up and going strong!
8. Pray that they turn my water back on! Well, that's really not so important...
9. Language acquisition!!! 'Nough said.
10. Pray that I use God's time as He wants me to use it.
Thank you all for your continued fellowship over the wires, through letters, and in your prayers. I pray for God's richest blessings for you and yours.
Anything for Jesus,
E'beth
GAMES
I'm sitting here waiting for the bucket of water to heat up in the bathroom so I can take yet another bucket bath. Yes, I'm having water problems again...still. This is not unusual and it has no answer. Day before yesterday I was lugging hot water from the kitchen to the bathroom and ended up washing my hair in the kitchen. Today I lugged cold water from the bathroom to the kitchen to fill the water filter. Life in Russia is kind of like an on-going game of Jeopardy where a healthy and active sense of humor is your only real weapon. It's just that some answers don't really have questions. Like today, the answers are: 1) No hot water in the bathroom; 2) No water at all in the kitchen. So, what's the question? "Why?" Not on your life! Asking "why" is an indication that you are simply out of touch with reality or a bit dim...depending on who you ask.
But "Why" is a great game to play--the rules are simple: Make up any answer that satisfies your North American "I have a right to know what is going on around me, why it's happening, who's to blame, who's going to fix it, how and when" right (that's in our Bill of Rights, isn't it?). In this case my questions might be: 1) Do I not have hot water in my bathroom because of the on-going repairs/remodeling/destruction of the apartment above mine? 2) Same question regarding the lack of any water in the kitchen. Don't like those? How about: Q: Do I not have water in the kitchen because they're cleaning out the pipes in this area? Or perhaps: Q: Do I not have water of one sort or another in one place or another simply because someone messed up? A real good one is: Q: Do I not have water, etc... because some person in charge of water facilities for this building is mad at one of the tenants for the misuse of the water supply or mistreatment of said person in charge and thus the entire building is being punished? (This has actually happened). You see how much fun this can be.
Another fun game is "When"... like, Q: When will the water come back on? Now there's a good, useless question. It's like asking a weatherman to give you the local forecast. Yeah, right.
So, the real games are "How to Make Do" and "Wait." Great games that can help you while away many hours... Instead of playing the "Wait" game just now (because I played the "Wait" game yesterday and desperately need a bath today) I'm playing the "How to Make Do" game and have filled a metal bucket with cold water and placed an electric heating rod in said water and am now waiting for it to heat up. Woops! I guess I am playing the "Wait" game after all! Ah! It's wonderful to have some predictability in your life, isn't it? And there's so much fun to be had! So many games to play! (And you thought I was over here working hard? Sorry!)
So, if you decide to come visit me in Khabarovsk (and you'd be most welcome!) don't be too surprised at seeing 2 liter pop bottles and other assorted containers, filled with water hanging out in strange places. No, that's not a new fad in interior decor! Or to see your host/hostess trudging across the apartment from one plumbed room to another with a container of water. It certainly beats what some folks have to do here who live in little wooden houses that aren't plumbed at all. And trust me, bucket baths work as well as any other method...they get you clean. Just think of it as camping without the bugs (well at least in my case because I do have screens on my windows...bright aquamarine, don't you know. Can't miss the place!).
FAILSAFES
We have several failsafes available to us here. In my case, I have a gas stove. Should the power go out, I can always heat water on the stove (and always eat a hot meal, which is really important!). Should the gas run out, I have an electric hotplate stowed away for such an emergency. If I lose all utilities...I just punt and play the "Wait" game and/or find someone who has one or the other and go visiting. Water heaters are now available here too...they're strange looking things, small contraptions with a heating element in them that you screw into the wall, the water passes through them and gets heated, then out the nozzle it comes. Might have to go for one of those... eventually the hot water will be turned off completely until the fall.
I think of all of these challenges as spiritual failsafes sometimes. Folks out in the field are as challenged by pride and over- confidence as anyone. I'm reminded that I need help a lot here--either physically, emotionally or spiritually. Life is not something to be done alone. Our ultimate failsafe is Jesus Christ. All we must do is accept His gift of forgiveness (which requires repentance, which requires acknowledging sin in oneself [Rom. 3:23]), and the salvation He offers (presumably you realize you need to be saved? [Rom. 5]). If I want a bath, all I have to do is get some water and heat it up and get clean. But the cleansing I received from my baptism by the fire of the Holy Spirit required Jesus Christ's death. Last night I was thinking about Jesus having to die for me...it breaks my heart. However, without His failsafe... well, let's just say I'm glad I saw that I was dirty and needed a bath.
VISITORS
We've been blessed with many visitors from the States this month. Fellow CoMissioner Joyce Titus and Pastor Fay are here; Joyce to say hello to old friends, and Fay getting the charge of her life! I'd met Fay while visiting her church in Western Pennsylvania and knew she was cut out for a visit. It's wonderful to see how God blesses those who come to His fields of harvest. I expect a whole bunch of folks to show up at my home on Saturday. A short-term team is in Khabarovsk, led by Joe and Jan Orsini of Sacramento, California. They want their team of 14 or so young folks to talk to career missionaries and get the real scoop about short-term and career opportunities and requirements. Can't help but believe they'll leave here just wanting to come back for more! They may also be surprised at our answers to their questions...how one ends up in God's service seems to be entirely up to Him! This group is currently working with Pastor Yura Stadnik and his church in orphanages and the garbage dump...they'll see a lot of hungry folks, both physically and spiritually!
COMING UP
1. I expect to start the Genesis to Revelation Bible study in the upcoming weeks. Folks are anxious to start, praise God! We'll focus entirely on who God is...and let HIM tell us for a change! As I told Natasha, the Truth has a life of its own. You have to be willing to go searching for it and also willing to accept it knowing you might not like what you find! If you can't approach it with that attitude, chances are you won't find the Truth at all. There are aspects to God's character that I'm not wholly comfortable with. But then, one can't expect sin to be comfortable around holiness, now can one? I've come to understand that if I'm not willing to accept those aspects, I'll never know God.
2. Natasha's son, Dennis, and his girlfriend want to study the Bible too. She also knows other young adults that are interested. I might end up with two Bible studies soon!
3. Speaking of Natasha; we were talking on Sunday and I got zapped by the Holy Spirit. One of the "visions" I have for the ministry of the Resource Center is a women's club, sort of like the United Methodist Women and such, where women can come together and talk and share and do things for the community. Trust is a big issue here--there isn't much of it. So I thought a Sewing Bee of some sort would be a good start--busy hands working on a common project might build some relationships and trust. Natasha, it turns out, is very gifted when it comes to making things with her hands. She also had a vision to start a women's group for windows and singles, etc. when her husband died a few years ago. So, God's putting her in charge of this ministry! I told her I was interested in learning how to quilt and had picked up some books on the subject at home. She's all enthused so I expect to get started on this soon.
4. I don't know if this has occurred to you, but most of these things will be going on in my home! Fyodor is out looking for a place for the Center now. Please pray that he finds one soon or I'll have to move to get some privacy!
5. A new issue of "Living Water" will be coming out soon too. I'll try to get that out quarterly so those not on e-mail can get a general update. It may seem a bit repetitive to those of you who get these regular e-mail updates--sorry about that. But I'll be sure to include some surprises so you might want to skim through it anyway. :-)
NOTE: Before anyone gets too nervous about my getting too busy to study the Russian language (am I having any fun yet?), every one of my activities requires that I communicate in Russian and thus I learn more and more each day. Natasha translates for me only when absolutely necessary...mostly I try to understand and talk on my own. Don't get too far, but each day adds a new word or phrase to my limited lexicon. Yesterday, for instance, I learned how to say "mop" (because I needed to buy one) "it's raining" (because it was) and "no rain" (because it stopped!). Olya and I "talk" each evening, usually ending up in giggles as we both struggle with dictionaries, hand signals and known words. For all I know, we might be making up a new language all our own! Yikes!
Speaking of learning the language, I'd better get this finished and get on with my homework...yes, I also have semi-formal lessons with Tanya, who is only a little less stubborn that I am (or I'm just older and more practiced) and insists on my doing my work! What I don't understand is, if God wanted me to work in Russia, why didn't He have me learn Russian instead of Spanish as a child? Haven't found Spanish of any use here so far... Oh well, asking God why is more senseless than asking why things happen the way they do in Russia. Besides, there's no reason He should start explaining Himself now--and to me, of all people. It really is fun to look back and see how His plans work out so perfectly when they make no earthly sense to me looking forward. Wouldn't have it any other way.
PRAYERS AND PRAISES
1. Praise God that most of us "sickies" are finally getting over our various ailments. Between colds, ear infections, stomach troubles, headaches and allergies, we've been a sad looking crew! Do pray for our dear team-mate Helen Spaulding who is currently experiencing intense back pain.
2. Praise God that Ellen and Tom Tarver just celebrated they're 17th wedding anniversary. Congratulations! They've got a few to go to reach the Spaulding's record of 52 years, who keep asking me, "Do you think it'll last?" Yeah, right.
3. Praise God for such a great bunch of folks on my team and great friends among the Russian people. I'm truly blessed beyond measure!
4. Praise God for my beautiful and comfortable home. I'm very happy here, love the location and am feeling quite at home.
5. Praise the Lord that there's such an interest in studying His Word. I ran into one of the ladies who'll be joining our study at a bus stop yesterday. She asked me, "when are we going to start?" (I actually understood her and answered her in Russian!)
6. Please pray that Fyodor will find a suitable location for the Center soon.
7. Please do pray for Helen Spaulding. She and all of us want her back up and going strong!
8. Pray that they turn my water back on! Well, that's really not so important...
9. Language acquisition!!! 'Nough said.
10. Pray that I use God's time as He wants me to use it.
Thank you all for your continued fellowship over the wires, through letters, and in your prayers. I pray for God's richest blessings for you and yours.
Anything for Jesus,
E'beth
June 5, 2000
Dear Friends and family,
I guess an update is a bit overdue. Things have been pretty busy and chaotic but are now settling down. I'm all moved into my new apartment and slowly but surely Olya and I are starting to feel at home. I really missed my previous roommates the first week or so! Our visitors from the MSUM Home Office have returned to the US after providing us with great support, feedback and affirmation. Besides that, we really like Jan, Frank and Jack. We were just a bunch of friends getting reacquainted. We enjoyed a three day retreat in a nice setting along the river.
LOCKS ON DOORS
My latest adventure deserves telling. Our team and our MSUM guests went to dinner last Tuesday evening. I walked home alone confidently as we have daylight until nearly 10:00 p.m. this time of year. If I recall correctly I arrived at my apartment building a bit after 9:00. I walked up to the outer door and found it locked, requiring that a code be entered in its shiny new electronic pad. The only problem was, I didn't know the code. This new lock system was a work-in-progress for a long time and I had no idea when to expect it to be in operation. I found out the hard way! There was a note taped to the door, which I couldn't understand so I paced and prayed. First I got a bit frazzled--then I asked God for help. I asked that He'd send someone to rescue me--literally! I hoped someone would come out or go into the building so I could get in...no such luck. So I got more frazzled. For a good 20 minutes I looked up longingly to my newly screened windows (the only ones with screens in the entire building), and paced. I tried not to notice if any one was looking at me, wondering what this foolish woman was up to.
At last a man who was out walking his dog came up to me. He said something I didn't get because 1) he spoke entirely too fast and 2) I'd suddenly forgotten all the Russian I knew! I found that my voice was shaking, as were my hands, and that I couldn't remember my numbers. I did figure out he was asking me for my apartment number. He finally said "English!" in his frustration. I found that a challenge as well! He was about to enter a code and then changed his mind and began motioning for me to follow him. He went to a door which opened onto a stairway that went down...into the basement. Again I prayed. Here I was, locked out of my home and about to follow a complete stranger and his dog down a dark stairway into the basement to who knows what end! I wondered if things weren't going from bad to worse! Fortunately he was a very nice man and led me to the building's caretaker who proceeded to give me my "secret code" so I could get into my apartment building. It turns out that each apartment has it's own code. She was also polite and friendly, demonstrating how to enter the code and making sure I understood. I thanked them both profusely and gratefully went upstairs to my third-floor flat.
All this time Olya was home, watching TV in the dark. I tried to explain to her what had happened. I was shaking so badly I could hardly communicate. She just nodded her head benignly and took my hand and led me to the bathroom door. She then demonstrated, quite adequately, that our bathroom door was locked from the inside! This was just too much. First I couldn't get into my home and, now that I was in, I couldn't get into the one room that I needed the most at the time! Too many doors, not enough keys! I called Tanya who said she'd call her dad for advice. As I waited for Tanya to come up with something, I decided to try breaking and entering. I'd heard about credit cards being used to open simple locks so I thought, why not? I dug up an plastic card and did manage to get the silly door open. I'm glad I succeeded since Tanya reported that her dad hadn't come up with any solution quite yet and was getting quite a kick out of my predicament. She did advise him that it probably wasn't a good time to tease me. Now I've also developed a new skill that just might come in handy again!
I was able to determine that Olya had accidentally pushed the lock in on the bathroom door and closed it. I wouldn't be surprised if she'd never encountered such a locking mechanism in her life. She'll certainly remember from now on!
Our next problem was how to know when someone came to see us. There was a phone next to our door that I supposed was to ring when someone entered our apartment number into the number pad by the street door. Well, it didn't work. So today I had three men come to install a new phone and make sure it worked. Once again I became the source of amusement as I struggled to understand them. They seemed to get a kick out of the "American." All I asked was that they speak slower--they overcompensated and decided I couldn't understand anything. Oh well, more work for them and very amusing for me. That can go both ways, you know!
So now all the doors open and close upon demand. I think I might try to get to know my neighbors in case I get locked out again! I also feel highly motivated to learn more of this language. Mostly I feel like a coward. I was very surprised at how distressed I had become over the situation. It's just no fun at all being alone in a strange land, not knowing the language, not knowing your neighbors, having to buy special tokens for public phones (I still don't know where to get those) and just becoming paralyzed in such an unexpected situation. So, next time one of you thinks I'm brave, remember this story! I was just a scared little girl, grateful beyond words to know my Heavenly Father was looking out for me. I pray that I will grow in faith so that I will react with less distress next time something goes wrong. I keep wondering when I'll actually believe that God will answer my prayers and just relax! He always answers, as He did this time by sending a very nice man to help me. It just seemed to take so long! I'm still under construction...
COMMUNICATING
The good news is that my comprehension of the Russian language is improving. A good indicator of this improvement is using the telephone. I've actually carried on conversations in Russian with Fyodor, exchanging instructions on when and where to meet and with whom, and actually have everything come out right! The phone is a real challenge because, in a face-to-face situation, I rely heavily on non-verbal messages to figure out people are saying--there are so many non-verbal signals we send that are helpful. These are not available over the phone making communication that much more challenging. Words are so limiting, especially when you have such a limited vocabulary. I do find myself growing fatigued as I struggle to communicate. It takes a lot of energy to listen and process. I study formally with Tanya twice a week or so and with Natasha another two or three days. Then Olya and I struggle together running the house and just enjoying fellowship on a daily basis. She's a brave soul and eminently patient with me. We are getting good use out of a dictionary that follows us from room to room. I sure enjoy the times I spend with my teammates speaking in my native tongue. It's so restful...
CABBAGE PATCHES
Last Saturday I went to the Vinodradova's dacha (Tanya's parent's garden plot). Vova and Ellie, Aunt Afka and Cousin Katya, Tanya Tarver and I made up the garden party. I did a credible job weeding the cabbage patch and was highly praised by all. It's enjoyable to do something so simple and see such results. Doesn't happen often! The day started out cloudy and rainy but ended up being one of the most beautiful days I've seen here. It was a good and needed break. Not everyone goes for gardening, but I find it therapeutic and enjoyable.
A BIT 'O PAIN
Aside from all my adventures in every-day living, I find myself struggling with migraine headaches for the first time in my life as well as some pretty fierce stomach acid and pain. I do hope these will not become a part of my life from now on! Hopefully, once I've fully adjusted to my new environment and life, they will pass. I receive much TLC--little 11-year-old Tanya Tarver is my favorite nurse. Her concern for me is so touching! She offered to pray for me and she
bought me a little key chain to cheer me up. We're becoming fast friends. My teammates have been wonderful in their concern and support as well. Roger is my prayer warrior. He called this evening to see how I was feeling and let me know he'd been praying for me during the day. He made me feel so loved! Natasha massaged my head and everyone sent me to bed! So, I guess if you have to feel bad, it's best to be surrounded by such great friends.
IN CLOSING
The best news of all is that I have hot water again after two weeks of bucket baths! hmm...doors that open, gardens that grown, friends that love and comfort, hot baths, A loving God that answers prayers...now that's life!
God bless and keep you all!
E'beth
PRAYERS AND PRAISES
1. Praises for my new home, which I love! All the furniture has been delivered and needed items added. I really couldn't ask for better!
2. Praises for good language helpers. I have wonderful language instructors in Tanya and Natasha. Everyone I know seems to have taken on the role of language coach--Fyodor (who heard Frank from MSUM clearly say my job this first year is to learn Russian and is highly motivated to hurry the process along), Olya, Valodia our driver, strange men who help me get into my apartment, and little Tanya Tarver is a great help in translating and coaching too! Sue and Ari's language skills are so good I ask them for help too!
3. Praises for good friends who nurture and encourage in times of stress and illness.
4. Praises for English speaking friends! :-)
5. Praises for a great office staff at MSUM Home Office. We're so grateful to Frank Decker, Jan Francis and Jack Stevenson for coming and spending a couple of weeks with us here. The value of these visits cannot be overstated and the benefit of their concern, training and affirmation has far-reaching effects on all of us personally and in our ministries.
6. Prayer requested for better health--both physically and emotionally!
7. Please pray that I'll simply fall in love with the Russian language, desire to know it and have the capacity to remember and use it more and more every day.
8. Please keep Fyodor in prayer as he pursues his ministries and our new Center.
Dear Friends and family,
I guess an update is a bit overdue. Things have been pretty busy and chaotic but are now settling down. I'm all moved into my new apartment and slowly but surely Olya and I are starting to feel at home. I really missed my previous roommates the first week or so! Our visitors from the MSUM Home Office have returned to the US after providing us with great support, feedback and affirmation. Besides that, we really like Jan, Frank and Jack. We were just a bunch of friends getting reacquainted. We enjoyed a three day retreat in a nice setting along the river.
LOCKS ON DOORS
My latest adventure deserves telling. Our team and our MSUM guests went to dinner last Tuesday evening. I walked home alone confidently as we have daylight until nearly 10:00 p.m. this time of year. If I recall correctly I arrived at my apartment building a bit after 9:00. I walked up to the outer door and found it locked, requiring that a code be entered in its shiny new electronic pad. The only problem was, I didn't know the code. This new lock system was a work-in-progress for a long time and I had no idea when to expect it to be in operation. I found out the hard way! There was a note taped to the door, which I couldn't understand so I paced and prayed. First I got a bit frazzled--then I asked God for help. I asked that He'd send someone to rescue me--literally! I hoped someone would come out or go into the building so I could get in...no such luck. So I got more frazzled. For a good 20 minutes I looked up longingly to my newly screened windows (the only ones with screens in the entire building), and paced. I tried not to notice if any one was looking at me, wondering what this foolish woman was up to.
At last a man who was out walking his dog came up to me. He said something I didn't get because 1) he spoke entirely too fast and 2) I'd suddenly forgotten all the Russian I knew! I found that my voice was shaking, as were my hands, and that I couldn't remember my numbers. I did figure out he was asking me for my apartment number. He finally said "English!" in his frustration. I found that a challenge as well! He was about to enter a code and then changed his mind and began motioning for me to follow him. He went to a door which opened onto a stairway that went down...into the basement. Again I prayed. Here I was, locked out of my home and about to follow a complete stranger and his dog down a dark stairway into the basement to who knows what end! I wondered if things weren't going from bad to worse! Fortunately he was a very nice man and led me to the building's caretaker who proceeded to give me my "secret code" so I could get into my apartment building. It turns out that each apartment has it's own code. She was also polite and friendly, demonstrating how to enter the code and making sure I understood. I thanked them both profusely and gratefully went upstairs to my third-floor flat.
All this time Olya was home, watching TV in the dark. I tried to explain to her what had happened. I was shaking so badly I could hardly communicate. She just nodded her head benignly and took my hand and led me to the bathroom door. She then demonstrated, quite adequately, that our bathroom door was locked from the inside! This was just too much. First I couldn't get into my home and, now that I was in, I couldn't get into the one room that I needed the most at the time! Too many doors, not enough keys! I called Tanya who said she'd call her dad for advice. As I waited for Tanya to come up with something, I decided to try breaking and entering. I'd heard about credit cards being used to open simple locks so I thought, why not? I dug up an plastic card and did manage to get the silly door open. I'm glad I succeeded since Tanya reported that her dad hadn't come up with any solution quite yet and was getting quite a kick out of my predicament. She did advise him that it probably wasn't a good time to tease me. Now I've also developed a new skill that just might come in handy again!
I was able to determine that Olya had accidentally pushed the lock in on the bathroom door and closed it. I wouldn't be surprised if she'd never encountered such a locking mechanism in her life. She'll certainly remember from now on!
Our next problem was how to know when someone came to see us. There was a phone next to our door that I supposed was to ring when someone entered our apartment number into the number pad by the street door. Well, it didn't work. So today I had three men come to install a new phone and make sure it worked. Once again I became the source of amusement as I struggled to understand them. They seemed to get a kick out of the "American." All I asked was that they speak slower--they overcompensated and decided I couldn't understand anything. Oh well, more work for them and very amusing for me. That can go both ways, you know!
So now all the doors open and close upon demand. I think I might try to get to know my neighbors in case I get locked out again! I also feel highly motivated to learn more of this language. Mostly I feel like a coward. I was very surprised at how distressed I had become over the situation. It's just no fun at all being alone in a strange land, not knowing the language, not knowing your neighbors, having to buy special tokens for public phones (I still don't know where to get those) and just becoming paralyzed in such an unexpected situation. So, next time one of you thinks I'm brave, remember this story! I was just a scared little girl, grateful beyond words to know my Heavenly Father was looking out for me. I pray that I will grow in faith so that I will react with less distress next time something goes wrong. I keep wondering when I'll actually believe that God will answer my prayers and just relax! He always answers, as He did this time by sending a very nice man to help me. It just seemed to take so long! I'm still under construction...
COMMUNICATING
The good news is that my comprehension of the Russian language is improving. A good indicator of this improvement is using the telephone. I've actually carried on conversations in Russian with Fyodor, exchanging instructions on when and where to meet and with whom, and actually have everything come out right! The phone is a real challenge because, in a face-to-face situation, I rely heavily on non-verbal messages to figure out people are saying--there are so many non-verbal signals we send that are helpful. These are not available over the phone making communication that much more challenging. Words are so limiting, especially when you have such a limited vocabulary. I do find myself growing fatigued as I struggle to communicate. It takes a lot of energy to listen and process. I study formally with Tanya twice a week or so and with Natasha another two or three days. Then Olya and I struggle together running the house and just enjoying fellowship on a daily basis. She's a brave soul and eminently patient with me. We are getting good use out of a dictionary that follows us from room to room. I sure enjoy the times I spend with my teammates speaking in my native tongue. It's so restful...
CABBAGE PATCHES
Last Saturday I went to the Vinodradova's dacha (Tanya's parent's garden plot). Vova and Ellie, Aunt Afka and Cousin Katya, Tanya Tarver and I made up the garden party. I did a credible job weeding the cabbage patch and was highly praised by all. It's enjoyable to do something so simple and see such results. Doesn't happen often! The day started out cloudy and rainy but ended up being one of the most beautiful days I've seen here. It was a good and needed break. Not everyone goes for gardening, but I find it therapeutic and enjoyable.
A BIT 'O PAIN
Aside from all my adventures in every-day living, I find myself struggling with migraine headaches for the first time in my life as well as some pretty fierce stomach acid and pain. I do hope these will not become a part of my life from now on! Hopefully, once I've fully adjusted to my new environment and life, they will pass. I receive much TLC--little 11-year-old Tanya Tarver is my favorite nurse. Her concern for me is so touching! She offered to pray for me and she
bought me a little key chain to cheer me up. We're becoming fast friends. My teammates have been wonderful in their concern and support as well. Roger is my prayer warrior. He called this evening to see how I was feeling and let me know he'd been praying for me during the day. He made me feel so loved! Natasha massaged my head and everyone sent me to bed! So, I guess if you have to feel bad, it's best to be surrounded by such great friends.
IN CLOSING
The best news of all is that I have hot water again after two weeks of bucket baths! hmm...doors that open, gardens that grown, friends that love and comfort, hot baths, A loving God that answers prayers...now that's life!
God bless and keep you all!
E'beth
PRAYERS AND PRAISES
1. Praises for my new home, which I love! All the furniture has been delivered and needed items added. I really couldn't ask for better!
2. Praises for good language helpers. I have wonderful language instructors in Tanya and Natasha. Everyone I know seems to have taken on the role of language coach--Fyodor (who heard Frank from MSUM clearly say my job this first year is to learn Russian and is highly motivated to hurry the process along), Olya, Valodia our driver, strange men who help me get into my apartment, and little Tanya Tarver is a great help in translating and coaching too! Sue and Ari's language skills are so good I ask them for help too!
3. Praises for good friends who nurture and encourage in times of stress and illness.
4. Praises for English speaking friends! :-)
5. Praises for a great office staff at MSUM Home Office. We're so grateful to Frank Decker, Jan Francis and Jack Stevenson for coming and spending a couple of weeks with us here. The value of these visits cannot be overstated and the benefit of their concern, training and affirmation has far-reaching effects on all of us personally and in our ministries.
6. Prayer requested for better health--both physically and emotionally!
7. Please pray that I'll simply fall in love with the Russian language, desire to know it and have the capacity to remember and use it more and more every day.
8. Please keep Fyodor in prayer as he pursues his ministries and our new Center.
May 8, 2000
Greetings from the Russian Far East!
Does it ever seem to you that a lot has been going on, but nothing has happened? That doesn’t make sense on the face of it, any more than a double negative might. But, bear with me and somewhere along the line in this letter I’ll see if I can clarify!
CHILDREN AND HOME
When you think of children, what do you envision? Somehow in many of our minds children belong with families that belong in homes. Unfortunately, that isn’t always their reality, and my time in Khabarovsk has certainly adjusted my view of many things.
I had the privilege of visiting an orphanage in Karsakova, a village an hour from Khabarovsk. The children there range in age from five to about 17 or so, when they are expected to go face the world, either by going to a technical school or by finding work and a home. Many of the girls become prostitutes and the boys end up in jail. For now, their only home is the orphanage where they are all relegated to bunk beds in a room assigned by gender and ages. Their family is comprised of other orphans or throw-aways and their parents are teachers and directors who are paid to care for them. Here they develop an institutional mentality, which makes it extremely hard for them to leave to face a world without boundaries and clear-cut rules. So we go to visit them, talking clothes and other needed items. And what does that accomplish in the long run?
Here’s what my teammate Ari reported:
Today we were out at the village orphanage in Karsakova. The kids come running when they see us approaching. We were commenting on how affectionate the girls are becoming- they grab an arm or a hand and don't let go. Tanya, the Tarvers' daughter who is in the process of being adopted, went with us. I think it was sobering for her to go with us, and I also think it was a little sad for the older girls who we spend time with. One of them said that she wanted to be in a family, but that it hadn't worked out that way. I certainly didn't have the words to reply to her in Russian, but I'm not sure I would have had an answer for her in English either.
So what do you do? It's so easy to get overwhelmed by the need here, and yet we aren't called to 'everybody's everything', as my roommate Sue puts it. But we are called to go and hold babies at an infant hospital- to let them know in a small way that they are loved. And to provide some needed supplies to a director who is trying to care for infants in an understaffed and under-funded hospital- to let her know that there are people in America who love them and care about their needs, though they've never met. And for the kids at Karsakova- particularly the older girls- we're people outside their caretakers who want to spend time with them and get to know them. Over the next two weekends, we're going to bring them downtown for the day-just to eat out, do a little shopping and show them where we live. Tom and our driver will take the older boys the following weekend. It really is a small gesture on our part, but a memorable one for them. The girls still remember- down to the dates- when we went last year and what we did. We should never underestimate how our acts and actions affect others.
I look forward to going to the babies’ hospital again this week. Last week I held and changed more babies—it felt so natural. I remember commenting to the girls at home later that I had the crazy impression that I was still holding one! Either I’m going nuts and having tactile hallucinations or something! Quite obviously, they’ve stolen my heart. One little girl was born with some of her internal organs on the outside…making these organs “internal” again will require surgery, which is expensive and can be dangerous. She is emotionally quite demanding and cries most of the time. I picked her up and she literally clung to me, grabbing my smock in her fists as if her life depended on it. I then fell in love with little Anya shown below who smiled and gurgled in my arms. Babies are babies, and they respond to love and nurture in exactly the same way, no matter where they may be found in the world and whether or not they are “wanted.” I praise God that He knows each one of these dear little ones by name, has counted the fine little hairs on their heads, and does care for and wants, each and every one. I’m honored beyond words to act as his arms to hold them, and His lips whispering loving words and dropping sweet kisses from their Heavenly Father. I even found myself singing softly songs I’d never heard before. I understand a bit how the psalmists must have felt, putting awkward words together building fragile prayers, trying desperately to express so much.
We have found a source for new cribs for the hospital—plastic cribs hopefully so when the babies chew on the bars they won’t get splinters in their mouths. They will be brought in from China. The director will be ecstatic!
And the saddest thing? Because of the changing adoption laws judges sent two families back to the States who had come to adopt two of the babies. Our hearts break to know there are so many open arms, ready to welcome these dear one’s into their hearts and homes, only to be turned back because of red tape. We saw Polaroid pictures of the prospective parents holding the children…the hospital director nearly cried…so did we. Please pray that these children will be given a family and a home!
SPEAKING OF HOME…
Last week I had somewhat of a sleepless night and spent much of the time in prayer. I asked God why I didn’t have a home of my own yet. Now “why” is not a good question to ask God, in Russia or anywhere else, but especially in Russia! So I changed my questions, no doubt by the prompting of the Holy Spirit. I asked God, “Do you want me to be in Khabarovsk? Did I get it wrong?” I didn’t feel that I’d heard Him wrong on that score…but then what? “Do you want me to live somewhere other than in the north of the city with most of the team?” Now we were getting somewhere. “Are Tanya and I not to live together?” Closer still. Hmm… I’m feeling pretty uncomfortable by now but realize I’m opening up to other options, other than my own. Have you heard the one that goes, “If you want to hear God laugh, tell Him your plans?”
The next day I receive confirmation that I should probably be living in the center of the city. There are several reasons for this. One is that I’d be closer to Roger and Helen Spaulding who are part of our team but live a bit of a distance from everyone and it would be good to have a team member closer to them. Another is that my friend and language helper Natasha Germanovna, along with other friends and folks I work with live closer to the center. In addition, it seems strategic to place the Resource & Training Center in the center of the city where it’s most accessible to everyone.
I will continue working closely with the team in the Cell church planting ministry as well as my fellowship with the team and language study with Tanya. Tanya will be staying with Sue and Ari, where she’s been happily ensconced for months now, keeping her close to most of her friends and her parents. I have no problem “commuting” from the center to see everyone often—which I will do as I like them all so well!
So now our prayer focus can change a bit. If this is indeed God’s will, I expect to see all the right doors open and for all to go relatively smoothly. We’ll be looking for two apartments—one for me to live in and one in which to house the Center. Please pray that we can find large places at affordable rates!
AND ABOUT THE “CENTER”…
Yes, we’ve decided to move forward to get a facility for the Resource and Training Center. We will rent a space for now that will house the library, provide office, storage and meeting space and a room for Fyodor to live in. Hopefully Fyodor will one day have his own home again, but for now it is practical for financial as well as safety reasons that he live on premises. We hope to acquire supplies and equipment that might be a bit too tempting for someone to pilfer if not protected. There will be many people coming in and out, some we will know, some we won’t. Also, we’ll have only one rent to deal with for now. I pray that God’s people will respond to the resource needs of the center so it will grow and serve as God intends it to. Currently Fyodor has three start-up churches in mind to help out. It’s a beginning!
THE END IS NEAR!
Well, this has gotten a bit longer than I intended for it to…but then, don’t they all? I hope you enjoy the picture. I do realize there are some of you who cannot receive pictures over the internet. If you cannot get pictures on your e-mail server, let me know and I’ll see if we can get them mailed to you instead. Any volunteers to provide this service to your teammates? I also have many more pictures that I’ll try to put on a web site so you can see them all.
God bless and keep you all. Thank you ever so much for your continued support and prayers. It’s a far reach, but I can feel your touch every day! Know you are in my prayers as well.
PRAYERS PLEASE:
1. PRAISE the Lord spring has arrived!!!! It’s turning green—green is my favorite color, especially in winter when there’s so little of it!
2. Please pray that I go in the right direction as I look for a home, and that one will be provided quickly that best meets all of our needs.
3. That we also find a facility for the Center and that the work will go forward as God intends for it to.
4. That I’ll keep learning more of this language…I learned three new words today that I can’t always remember…aarg! Let me think…got it! Whew! Sky, cloud and river—I learned those today because it was a beautiful spring day and Tanya and I walked to the river to have my language lesson.
5. Please pray for traveling mercies for our MSUM visitors who will be arriving in a week or so for some team building with us. We pray that this will be a fruitful time for all.
6. Please also remember in your prayers the fate of the orphans in this country. With the laws changing and other political adjustments going on now, many adoptions are being stopped mid-stride, sometimes after years of red tape on two continents with two different governments, travel, and tens of thousands of dollars expended. A family on our own team here has been trying to adopt a young girl, now eleven and living with them, for three years! All the work they have done up to this point could be completely rejected, forcing them to start all over again. For the sake of the prospective parents and the children who need them, please pray fervently for God's intercession! One never knows, the new laws may actually make things easier, rather than hard, for the adoption process. I pray that it will be so.
Greetings from the Russian Far East!
Does it ever seem to you that a lot has been going on, but nothing has happened? That doesn’t make sense on the face of it, any more than a double negative might. But, bear with me and somewhere along the line in this letter I’ll see if I can clarify!
CHILDREN AND HOME
When you think of children, what do you envision? Somehow in many of our minds children belong with families that belong in homes. Unfortunately, that isn’t always their reality, and my time in Khabarovsk has certainly adjusted my view of many things.
I had the privilege of visiting an orphanage in Karsakova, a village an hour from Khabarovsk. The children there range in age from five to about 17 or so, when they are expected to go face the world, either by going to a technical school or by finding work and a home. Many of the girls become prostitutes and the boys end up in jail. For now, their only home is the orphanage where they are all relegated to bunk beds in a room assigned by gender and ages. Their family is comprised of other orphans or throw-aways and their parents are teachers and directors who are paid to care for them. Here they develop an institutional mentality, which makes it extremely hard for them to leave to face a world without boundaries and clear-cut rules. So we go to visit them, talking clothes and other needed items. And what does that accomplish in the long run?
Here’s what my teammate Ari reported:
Today we were out at the village orphanage in Karsakova. The kids come running when they see us approaching. We were commenting on how affectionate the girls are becoming- they grab an arm or a hand and don't let go. Tanya, the Tarvers' daughter who is in the process of being adopted, went with us. I think it was sobering for her to go with us, and I also think it was a little sad for the older girls who we spend time with. One of them said that she wanted to be in a family, but that it hadn't worked out that way. I certainly didn't have the words to reply to her in Russian, but I'm not sure I would have had an answer for her in English either.
So what do you do? It's so easy to get overwhelmed by the need here, and yet we aren't called to 'everybody's everything', as my roommate Sue puts it. But we are called to go and hold babies at an infant hospital- to let them know in a small way that they are loved. And to provide some needed supplies to a director who is trying to care for infants in an understaffed and under-funded hospital- to let her know that there are people in America who love them and care about their needs, though they've never met. And for the kids at Karsakova- particularly the older girls- we're people outside their caretakers who want to spend time with them and get to know them. Over the next two weekends, we're going to bring them downtown for the day-just to eat out, do a little shopping and show them where we live. Tom and our driver will take the older boys the following weekend. It really is a small gesture on our part, but a memorable one for them. The girls still remember- down to the dates- when we went last year and what we did. We should never underestimate how our acts and actions affect others.
I look forward to going to the babies’ hospital again this week. Last week I held and changed more babies—it felt so natural. I remember commenting to the girls at home later that I had the crazy impression that I was still holding one! Either I’m going nuts and having tactile hallucinations or something! Quite obviously, they’ve stolen my heart. One little girl was born with some of her internal organs on the outside…making these organs “internal” again will require surgery, which is expensive and can be dangerous. She is emotionally quite demanding and cries most of the time. I picked her up and she literally clung to me, grabbing my smock in her fists as if her life depended on it. I then fell in love with little Anya shown below who smiled and gurgled in my arms. Babies are babies, and they respond to love and nurture in exactly the same way, no matter where they may be found in the world and whether or not they are “wanted.” I praise God that He knows each one of these dear little ones by name, has counted the fine little hairs on their heads, and does care for and wants, each and every one. I’m honored beyond words to act as his arms to hold them, and His lips whispering loving words and dropping sweet kisses from their Heavenly Father. I even found myself singing softly songs I’d never heard before. I understand a bit how the psalmists must have felt, putting awkward words together building fragile prayers, trying desperately to express so much.
We have found a source for new cribs for the hospital—plastic cribs hopefully so when the babies chew on the bars they won’t get splinters in their mouths. They will be brought in from China. The director will be ecstatic!
And the saddest thing? Because of the changing adoption laws judges sent two families back to the States who had come to adopt two of the babies. Our hearts break to know there are so many open arms, ready to welcome these dear one’s into their hearts and homes, only to be turned back because of red tape. We saw Polaroid pictures of the prospective parents holding the children…the hospital director nearly cried…so did we. Please pray that these children will be given a family and a home!
SPEAKING OF HOME…
Last week I had somewhat of a sleepless night and spent much of the time in prayer. I asked God why I didn’t have a home of my own yet. Now “why” is not a good question to ask God, in Russia or anywhere else, but especially in Russia! So I changed my questions, no doubt by the prompting of the Holy Spirit. I asked God, “Do you want me to be in Khabarovsk? Did I get it wrong?” I didn’t feel that I’d heard Him wrong on that score…but then what? “Do you want me to live somewhere other than in the north of the city with most of the team?” Now we were getting somewhere. “Are Tanya and I not to live together?” Closer still. Hmm… I’m feeling pretty uncomfortable by now but realize I’m opening up to other options, other than my own. Have you heard the one that goes, “If you want to hear God laugh, tell Him your plans?”
The next day I receive confirmation that I should probably be living in the center of the city. There are several reasons for this. One is that I’d be closer to Roger and Helen Spaulding who are part of our team but live a bit of a distance from everyone and it would be good to have a team member closer to them. Another is that my friend and language helper Natasha Germanovna, along with other friends and folks I work with live closer to the center. In addition, it seems strategic to place the Resource & Training Center in the center of the city where it’s most accessible to everyone.
I will continue working closely with the team in the Cell church planting ministry as well as my fellowship with the team and language study with Tanya. Tanya will be staying with Sue and Ari, where she’s been happily ensconced for months now, keeping her close to most of her friends and her parents. I have no problem “commuting” from the center to see everyone often—which I will do as I like them all so well!
So now our prayer focus can change a bit. If this is indeed God’s will, I expect to see all the right doors open and for all to go relatively smoothly. We’ll be looking for two apartments—one for me to live in and one in which to house the Center. Please pray that we can find large places at affordable rates!
AND ABOUT THE “CENTER”…
Yes, we’ve decided to move forward to get a facility for the Resource and Training Center. We will rent a space for now that will house the library, provide office, storage and meeting space and a room for Fyodor to live in. Hopefully Fyodor will one day have his own home again, but for now it is practical for financial as well as safety reasons that he live on premises. We hope to acquire supplies and equipment that might be a bit too tempting for someone to pilfer if not protected. There will be many people coming in and out, some we will know, some we won’t. Also, we’ll have only one rent to deal with for now. I pray that God’s people will respond to the resource needs of the center so it will grow and serve as God intends it to. Currently Fyodor has three start-up churches in mind to help out. It’s a beginning!
THE END IS NEAR!
Well, this has gotten a bit longer than I intended for it to…but then, don’t they all? I hope you enjoy the picture. I do realize there are some of you who cannot receive pictures over the internet. If you cannot get pictures on your e-mail server, let me know and I’ll see if we can get them mailed to you instead. Any volunteers to provide this service to your teammates? I also have many more pictures that I’ll try to put on a web site so you can see them all.
God bless and keep you all. Thank you ever so much for your continued support and prayers. It’s a far reach, but I can feel your touch every day! Know you are in my prayers as well.
PRAYERS PLEASE:
1. PRAISE the Lord spring has arrived!!!! It’s turning green—green is my favorite color, especially in winter when there’s so little of it!
2. Please pray that I go in the right direction as I look for a home, and that one will be provided quickly that best meets all of our needs.
3. That we also find a facility for the Center and that the work will go forward as God intends for it to.
4. That I’ll keep learning more of this language…I learned three new words today that I can’t always remember…aarg! Let me think…got it! Whew! Sky, cloud and river—I learned those today because it was a beautiful spring day and Tanya and I walked to the river to have my language lesson.
5. Please pray for traveling mercies for our MSUM visitors who will be arriving in a week or so for some team building with us. We pray that this will be a fruitful time for all.
6. Please also remember in your prayers the fate of the orphans in this country. With the laws changing and other political adjustments going on now, many adoptions are being stopped mid-stride, sometimes after years of red tape on two continents with two different governments, travel, and tens of thousands of dollars expended. A family on our own team here has been trying to adopt a young girl, now eleven and living with them, for three years! All the work they have done up to this point could be completely rejected, forcing them to start all over again. For the sake of the prospective parents and the children who need them, please pray fervently for God's intercession! One never knows, the new laws may actually make things easier, rather than hard, for the adoption process. I pray that it will be so.
April 18, 2000
Dear Partners, friends and family,
It's warming up on this side of the world and we've actually spied sprouts of green peeking out of the ground. A television news report last evening showed video of Washington DC and everything is green already! My sister in North Carolina told me flowers are in bloom there. Soon, I keep telling myself, soon...
I was writing to a dear friend and colleague and decided to share some of those thoughts with you--so she'll recognize some of this as a repeat!
We're still praying and looking for another apartment. We've all come to the conclusion that God is using this time to work in each one of us and, when we get it, He'll release the needed space! Meanwhile, everything is close and within reach, including each other! This can be a good thing and generally is. As much as I look forward to the time when Tanya and I can work on our own home, we are grateful for Ari and Sue's loving hospitality. I am reminded that everything is Christ's and not ours. But through Christ everything is ours! I am grateful.
We have recently been advised that the FSB authorities have been asking questions about us, a copy of my passport and visa in hand. It served to remind us that this is not surprising and should be expected. But we are good at ignoring this aspect of our lives here and feel invaded and a bit frightened by the reminder. And then God reminds us also that the world belongs to Lord Jesus, who has authority over all there is, and so His hand is in this as well. I am grateful.
At the babies hospital, I went from baby to baby, holding and changing each in turn. Once around the room and it's time to start again! There are certainly not enough people to keep these poor babies dry and comfortable, much less hold them and love them. I was nervous before I went--it had been decades since I'd held or cared for a babe in arms. But God's love covers a lot of things, and it certainly provided the needed knowledge and touch at this time. As I walked around the room, babies smiled and giggled at me, opening their mouths like little fledglings seeking a morsel from a returning parent. Feeding time came around and I could only hold one baby at a time. The others simply received their bottles gratefully, if only propped up beside them so they could suckle. So one must pick one baby...and the others? Next week I must be sure to pick a different one! So many dirty bottoms, so many hungry mouths, so many aching hearts reaching for a bit of love that passes only too quickly by. And I have so little of me, only two hands and not enough time. But I give them what little I have and they and I are grateful. It causes me to think that God's arms are big enough for us all. I also am taught how to be vulnerable before my caretaker, reaching for Him and opening my heart, soul and mind for feeding from above.
The babies appeared to be well cared for--as the small staff would allow. As we exited the hospital, one of the doctors called after us, "Come again! You are welcome here." I am grateful.
Today I was reunited with an old friend--it was a surprise as I didn't expect to see her. We all went to Helen and Roger Spaulding's house to celebrate his 79th birthday--and there was Natasha as well. Now we will get
together more often and resume our friendship. She will also help me practice the Russian language as she improves her English with me. We will share tea together and talk of life the Russian way. I look forward to next Tuesday when we will begin. And Roger was happy with our celebration, his gift, and the shared ice-cream cake we all enjoyed. Grateful...
Tomorrow six of us women leave for Vladivostok for a much needed holiday. At least for the five who have been here a while. I don't appreciate this opportunity nearly as much since I just arrived. But I'm grateful to be included with these wonderful, interesting women, serving God in this far off land. In no other way would I have ever met them and found myself in their company. What a loss that would have been! We will take the train overnight, arriving in the morning to begin our exploration and enjoyment of what the city has to offer. A connection over e-mail with another woman in Vlad has assured us of transportation from the station to our hotel. Connections! Wonderful! Grateful...
And so my thoughts wander in this bleak, harsh land, stubbornly fighting the oncoming spring. The small and transient gifts bring bursts of joy and color on this backdrop--if we're looking. I think I'll keep looking--I like
the view! God is present, His hand is found in everything. He is good. He is always. I am grateful.
Prayer Requests (not in any order of importance!):
1. Where to start? Please pray that we may continue to help the orphan babies as much as possible and that our limited attention to them will benefit them as they grow. Also keep the staff in your prayers as they are so short-handed, underpaid and many times work 24 hours straight causing some irritability.
2. Please continue with us to pray for an apartment--perhaps our prayers should best be targeted at the potential inhabitants of that apartment! Sometimes one must surrender one's desires to receive even greater gifts from the Creator.
3. Pray that we women will enjoy a safe and pleasant journey to and from Vladivostok.
4. We continue preparing for our work here. Please pray that we will hear the will of God and act accordingly. Also remember the National leaders as it is they who must rise up and lead their people to their Savior.
5. Language, of course! Day by day I learn a word or phrase here and there. Not enough to communicate with, but at least an improvement... so frustrating... May God help me to learn more faster!
Thank you and may God bless and keep you.
E'beth
Elizabeth Salisbury
Khabarovsk, Russia
Dear Partners, friends and family,
It's warming up on this side of the world and we've actually spied sprouts of green peeking out of the ground. A television news report last evening showed video of Washington DC and everything is green already! My sister in North Carolina told me flowers are in bloom there. Soon, I keep telling myself, soon...
I was writing to a dear friend and colleague and decided to share some of those thoughts with you--so she'll recognize some of this as a repeat!
We're still praying and looking for another apartment. We've all come to the conclusion that God is using this time to work in each one of us and, when we get it, He'll release the needed space! Meanwhile, everything is close and within reach, including each other! This can be a good thing and generally is. As much as I look forward to the time when Tanya and I can work on our own home, we are grateful for Ari and Sue's loving hospitality. I am reminded that everything is Christ's and not ours. But through Christ everything is ours! I am grateful.
We have recently been advised that the FSB authorities have been asking questions about us, a copy of my passport and visa in hand. It served to remind us that this is not surprising and should be expected. But we are good at ignoring this aspect of our lives here and feel invaded and a bit frightened by the reminder. And then God reminds us also that the world belongs to Lord Jesus, who has authority over all there is, and so His hand is in this as well. I am grateful.
At the babies hospital, I went from baby to baby, holding and changing each in turn. Once around the room and it's time to start again! There are certainly not enough people to keep these poor babies dry and comfortable, much less hold them and love them. I was nervous before I went--it had been decades since I'd held or cared for a babe in arms. But God's love covers a lot of things, and it certainly provided the needed knowledge and touch at this time. As I walked around the room, babies smiled and giggled at me, opening their mouths like little fledglings seeking a morsel from a returning parent. Feeding time came around and I could only hold one baby at a time. The others simply received their bottles gratefully, if only propped up beside them so they could suckle. So one must pick one baby...and the others? Next week I must be sure to pick a different one! So many dirty bottoms, so many hungry mouths, so many aching hearts reaching for a bit of love that passes only too quickly by. And I have so little of me, only two hands and not enough time. But I give them what little I have and they and I are grateful. It causes me to think that God's arms are big enough for us all. I also am taught how to be vulnerable before my caretaker, reaching for Him and opening my heart, soul and mind for feeding from above.
The babies appeared to be well cared for--as the small staff would allow. As we exited the hospital, one of the doctors called after us, "Come again! You are welcome here." I am grateful.
Today I was reunited with an old friend--it was a surprise as I didn't expect to see her. We all went to Helen and Roger Spaulding's house to celebrate his 79th birthday--and there was Natasha as well. Now we will get
together more often and resume our friendship. She will also help me practice the Russian language as she improves her English with me. We will share tea together and talk of life the Russian way. I look forward to next Tuesday when we will begin. And Roger was happy with our celebration, his gift, and the shared ice-cream cake we all enjoyed. Grateful...
Tomorrow six of us women leave for Vladivostok for a much needed holiday. At least for the five who have been here a while. I don't appreciate this opportunity nearly as much since I just arrived. But I'm grateful to be included with these wonderful, interesting women, serving God in this far off land. In no other way would I have ever met them and found myself in their company. What a loss that would have been! We will take the train overnight, arriving in the morning to begin our exploration and enjoyment of what the city has to offer. A connection over e-mail with another woman in Vlad has assured us of transportation from the station to our hotel. Connections! Wonderful! Grateful...
And so my thoughts wander in this bleak, harsh land, stubbornly fighting the oncoming spring. The small and transient gifts bring bursts of joy and color on this backdrop--if we're looking. I think I'll keep looking--I like
the view! God is present, His hand is found in everything. He is good. He is always. I am grateful.
Prayer Requests (not in any order of importance!):
1. Where to start? Please pray that we may continue to help the orphan babies as much as possible and that our limited attention to them will benefit them as they grow. Also keep the staff in your prayers as they are so short-handed, underpaid and many times work 24 hours straight causing some irritability.
2. Please continue with us to pray for an apartment--perhaps our prayers should best be targeted at the potential inhabitants of that apartment! Sometimes one must surrender one's desires to receive even greater gifts from the Creator.
3. Pray that we women will enjoy a safe and pleasant journey to and from Vladivostok.
4. We continue preparing for our work here. Please pray that we will hear the will of God and act accordingly. Also remember the National leaders as it is they who must rise up and lead their people to their Savior.
5. Language, of course! Day by day I learn a word or phrase here and there. Not enough to communicate with, but at least an improvement... so frustrating... May God help me to learn more faster!
Thank you and may God bless and keep you.
E'beth
Elizabeth Salisbury
Khabarovsk, Russia
April 6, 2000
Khabarovsk, Russia
Dear Partners, Friends and Family,
Khabarovsk is covered with a fresh blanket of snow, concealing the bleak grayness of the Far Eastern long winter. It was a welcome sight this morning when I arose, feeling contented and settled for the first time since I arrived. I¡¦m on week two of my second term in Khabarovsk and have survived thus far. ƒº As anticipated, I have been experiencing some homesickness and other adjustment emotions that are part and parcel of moving to a foreign environment from the comfort and nurture of home. My time with you was so precious and I thank each and every one of you for your hospitality, friendship, support and love.
As an expression of that love, there were 15 friends and family at the Washington Dulles airport to see me off (along with several others who were only able to be present in spirit). We had a party, including appetizers (I was hungry, finally, and we all shared a TGIF snack¡Xwon¡¦t see that for a while)! Thank you so much for such a great send-off! It is a cherished memory that will get me over some of the humps. Is it not cause for celebration that one has reason to miss loved ones? I think so!
As I reported in brief previously, my trip was a miracle of uneventfullness! Every flight and transition went smoothly. I had help with all that luggage when I needed it (I did have to ask!) and managed to get to and from the motel in Anchorage with every piece intact. I then faced the ¡§mystery¡¨ portion of the trip. As you know, I was experimenting with a Russian air carrier (Magadan Airlines) no one I know has used before (the travel agent hadn¡¦t even heard of them!). Natasha, the clerk I spoke to over the phone to make reservations and to whom I mailed a check to prepay for my ticket, was there. She seemed to know exactly what would comfort and reassure me and volunteered information I probably wouldn¡¦t have known how to ask for. Everyone was extremely polite and helpful.
I was grateful beyond words to find that the flight was non-smoking throughout. The plane appeared to be in good condition (no visible duct tape or bailing wire) and, although the landings were a bit rough, perhaps due to a rough tarmac (perhaps not!), we did manage to lift and settle without too much stress on the plane or its passengers! We stopped in Magadan for refueling and were all asked to de-plane and wait in the terminal for about an hour. We then took off again and landed two hours later in Khabarovsk. I was thrilled to see both teammates and Russian friends waiting for me there with smiles and waves as I passed delicately through the various passport and customs checkpoints.
I knew God had been with me throughout the trip¡XI don¡¦t think I¡¦ve ever experienced such a smooth journey in my life! But I really felt his presence palpably once I arrived in Khabarovsk. I actually got smiles from the various officials who checked my documents and helped me fill out entry forms. Once I got my luggage off the decrepit luggage belt (felt tempted to pull out my miniature can of WD-40), I was faced with an incredulous customs agent¡Kso many bags! Why so many? Hmmm¡K
Being a brave soul (or just plain ignorant) I used what little Russian I knew with the agent. Unfortunately she thought I knew more than I do and became frustrated. I was able to invite Tanya into the sacred domain for translation. The Customs agent said I shouldn¡¦t try to speak Russian if I can¡¦t communicate! Oh well¡K one does have to practice, after all¡K I don¡¦t know all that transpired, as I trust Tanya to work us through these official stations. I soon saw Fyoder, Yura and another guy I was to discover was our driver Valodia, come into the customs area and start piling my nine bags on the big scale. At this point there were three customs agents there to assist me in the process (!?) and it got pretty funny. There were many discussions, I understood done of, and finally Tanya was able to inform me that they were talking about charging me $700 for all my luggage. More discussion ensued, the result of which was to determine that a new law had just been passed (great timing, huh?) that stated that only goods that are brought in and left in Russia are taxed. Any personal goods that would be taken out again were not taxed. Since most of what I brought was of a personal nature, I ended up being charged for about 10 kg.¡Xa total of 1,500 Rubles or about $54 USD. We¡¦re all still shaking our heads in wonder!
As if that weren't enough...one day of jet lag...that's it! I'm astounded beyond words. I normally suffer greatly and for a long time (at least a week). The first night I stayed up till 7:00 p.m. and slept relatively well, waking around 8:00 a.m. After that, back to normal! Those who know me well will understand just what a miracle this is! God is good, ALWAYS!
So, I thank you all for your prayers¡Xthey were answered in a BIG way! I feel very secure knowing that you are in partnership with me and that your prayers are an active, essential part of our ministry in Russia. You couldn¡¦t be more effective if you were here! God bless you abundantly and overwhelmingly!
Speaking of answers to prayer, some time back I forwarded a message from Ari, my teammate, regarding the need for an apartment really quickly. That prayer was also answered in perfect timing¡XI am living in that apartment with Ari, Sue and Tanya now. Yes, four women in a three room apartment with one bathroom! It¡¦s pretty interesting and we¡¦re doing very well. I¡¦ve had a theory that if we, the people, would concentrate on giving to each other, we wouldn¡¦t ever notice we lacked anything. This seems to be the case in this household. Of course, I¡¦ve joined some pretty remarkable women over here so this is not surprising!
Despite all of this, I would ask you to pray for another apartment for Tanya and me. We have some very specific needs or wants. We¡¦d like it to be at least three or four rooms. We¡¦d also like it to be within walking distance of Ari and Sue¡¦s place. If you would keep these details in mind as you pray, we¡¦d greatly appreciate it!
So now what?, you may ask. Well, I¡¦m focusing on learning the language (a focus I think I¡¦ll have to keep for a lifetime!) and getting adjusted. I¡¦ve met with Fyoder and we¡¦re talking about how to get started with the Center. We¡¦ll probably start a Bible study soon. I also want to investigate what other ministries exist in the city, what they are doing and where they are located so that we¡¦re not duplicating effort or reinventing the wheel! This is a difficult time for Fyoder as he has waited a long time to ¡§begin.¡¨ Please pray that he will continue to be patient and wait on the Lord.
I will also go with Ari, Sue and Tanya to the children¡¦s hospital on Tuesdays to help care for the babies. They are precious but all needed changing and bathing when we were there. They also just need to be held and nurtured¡Xthat¡¦s the easy part! The hospital is terribly understaffed and we¡¦re happy to help. We took plastic sheeting for them and a box of supplies from another missionary couple here in town. They are always so grateful to receive anything! This and other hospitals are transition points for orphans and children who have been abandoned or taken from their parents by the state. They are kept here until they are fit or old enough to be transferred to an orphanage where they are cared for and from where they can be adopted. Two interesting facts: 1) I saw a couple of children who had been brought back to the hospital from their assigned orphanage for care¡Xone was so emaciated from malnourishment I could hardly look at him! The little one is brain damaged and so we don¡¦t necessarily think he was mistreated¡Xit may just mean they couldn¡¦t get him to eat. Most of the babies looked pretty healthy and were active, however. 2) Some babies could have been transferred to an orphanage but the director of the baby unit was holding them there so they would be adopted from the hospital and thus, the hospital would receive money from the adoption for much needed supplies and improvements. Whichever agency has the child that is adopted receives the financial benefits! Such a system¡Kbut being here one does understand somewhat. In the end, although the babies seem to be used as pawns in this complicated game, they hopefully do benefit in the end.
I¡¦m going to stop for now as this is getting long. I¡¦ll keep you posted with shorter e-mails in the future¡Xor try, at least!
Prayer Requests:
1. Please pray that I will continue to become adjusted to Khabarovsk and my new activities and new friends.
2. Pray that I will hear the Holy Spirit¡¦s voice in everything I do and say. I need to know how to ¡§start¡¨ and how to proceed within God¡¦s will.
3. We need another apartment really badly! Please keep that in your prayers daily! I am very happy with Ari, Sue and Tanya¡XSue has generously given up her bedroom so I have a space of my own for the duration¡Khowever, I¡¦d really like to give it back to her! She and Tanya are sleeping in the front room on a sofabed for now.
4. Please keep the Russian National Christians in your prayers as well¡Xespecially the pastors and leaders. There are some attitudes and behaviors we find a bit disturbing for Christians in them. It can be a challenge to determine what¡¦s cultural and what¡¦s inappropriate in God¡¦s kingdom as well as how to exhort lovingly without causing defensiveness or outright rejection. Grace and love seem to be a mystery to these dear, battered people.
5. Please pray for the city of Khabarovsk. May the doors of the hearts and minds of the people be opened to the Good News and the hope of our Lord, Jesus. May the enemy be vanquished and the people set free!
6. I will always appreciate your prayers regarding language acquisition. I need to discipline myself to study and practice a lot! I also have difficulty memorizing and that can be a real handicap! ļ Knowing the language is essential to our ministry and I truly desire to learn as much as possible, as quickly as possible. I am using the program I was taught during my training in Colorado Springs. I pray that it will bear fruit in me!
My prayer for you:
Dear Father, Almighty God: I lift my heart to You on behalf of those You have chosen to serve You through their gifts and prayers in this, Your work in the Russian Far East. I pray that You will give each one a real sense of their participation and effectiveness as warriors for Christ. Allow them glimpses, Lord, of the fruit of Your Spirit born in them and in their brothers and sisters in Khabarovsk. Keep us all connected through Your Spirit and bless us with Your abundant love, peace, joy and provision. But mostly, My God, I pray that You will instill in each one of us the reality of Your presence in our world and our daily lives, that we may know and acknowledge that You are the One True God, and live our lives accordingly, in worship and praise of the Name of Your Son and our Savior and Master, Jesus Christ.
And all the people said¡K AMEN!
With love and gratitude,
E'beth
Khabarovsk, Russia
Dear Partners, Friends and Family,
Khabarovsk is covered with a fresh blanket of snow, concealing the bleak grayness of the Far Eastern long winter. It was a welcome sight this morning when I arose, feeling contented and settled for the first time since I arrived. I¡¦m on week two of my second term in Khabarovsk and have survived thus far. ƒº As anticipated, I have been experiencing some homesickness and other adjustment emotions that are part and parcel of moving to a foreign environment from the comfort and nurture of home. My time with you was so precious and I thank each and every one of you for your hospitality, friendship, support and love.
As an expression of that love, there were 15 friends and family at the Washington Dulles airport to see me off (along with several others who were only able to be present in spirit). We had a party, including appetizers (I was hungry, finally, and we all shared a TGIF snack¡Xwon¡¦t see that for a while)! Thank you so much for such a great send-off! It is a cherished memory that will get me over some of the humps. Is it not cause for celebration that one has reason to miss loved ones? I think so!
As I reported in brief previously, my trip was a miracle of uneventfullness! Every flight and transition went smoothly. I had help with all that luggage when I needed it (I did have to ask!) and managed to get to and from the motel in Anchorage with every piece intact. I then faced the ¡§mystery¡¨ portion of the trip. As you know, I was experimenting with a Russian air carrier (Magadan Airlines) no one I know has used before (the travel agent hadn¡¦t even heard of them!). Natasha, the clerk I spoke to over the phone to make reservations and to whom I mailed a check to prepay for my ticket, was there. She seemed to know exactly what would comfort and reassure me and volunteered information I probably wouldn¡¦t have known how to ask for. Everyone was extremely polite and helpful.
I was grateful beyond words to find that the flight was non-smoking throughout. The plane appeared to be in good condition (no visible duct tape or bailing wire) and, although the landings were a bit rough, perhaps due to a rough tarmac (perhaps not!), we did manage to lift and settle without too much stress on the plane or its passengers! We stopped in Magadan for refueling and were all asked to de-plane and wait in the terminal for about an hour. We then took off again and landed two hours later in Khabarovsk. I was thrilled to see both teammates and Russian friends waiting for me there with smiles and waves as I passed delicately through the various passport and customs checkpoints.
I knew God had been with me throughout the trip¡XI don¡¦t think I¡¦ve ever experienced such a smooth journey in my life! But I really felt his presence palpably once I arrived in Khabarovsk. I actually got smiles from the various officials who checked my documents and helped me fill out entry forms. Once I got my luggage off the decrepit luggage belt (felt tempted to pull out my miniature can of WD-40), I was faced with an incredulous customs agent¡Kso many bags! Why so many? Hmmm¡K
Being a brave soul (or just plain ignorant) I used what little Russian I knew with the agent. Unfortunately she thought I knew more than I do and became frustrated. I was able to invite Tanya into the sacred domain for translation. The Customs agent said I shouldn¡¦t try to speak Russian if I can¡¦t communicate! Oh well¡K one does have to practice, after all¡K I don¡¦t know all that transpired, as I trust Tanya to work us through these official stations. I soon saw Fyoder, Yura and another guy I was to discover was our driver Valodia, come into the customs area and start piling my nine bags on the big scale. At this point there were three customs agents there to assist me in the process (!?) and it got pretty funny. There were many discussions, I understood done of, and finally Tanya was able to inform me that they were talking about charging me $700 for all my luggage. More discussion ensued, the result of which was to determine that a new law had just been passed (great timing, huh?) that stated that only goods that are brought in and left in Russia are taxed. Any personal goods that would be taken out again were not taxed. Since most of what I brought was of a personal nature, I ended up being charged for about 10 kg.¡Xa total of 1,500 Rubles or about $54 USD. We¡¦re all still shaking our heads in wonder!
As if that weren't enough...one day of jet lag...that's it! I'm astounded beyond words. I normally suffer greatly and for a long time (at least a week). The first night I stayed up till 7:00 p.m. and slept relatively well, waking around 8:00 a.m. After that, back to normal! Those who know me well will understand just what a miracle this is! God is good, ALWAYS!
So, I thank you all for your prayers¡Xthey were answered in a BIG way! I feel very secure knowing that you are in partnership with me and that your prayers are an active, essential part of our ministry in Russia. You couldn¡¦t be more effective if you were here! God bless you abundantly and overwhelmingly!
Speaking of answers to prayer, some time back I forwarded a message from Ari, my teammate, regarding the need for an apartment really quickly. That prayer was also answered in perfect timing¡XI am living in that apartment with Ari, Sue and Tanya now. Yes, four women in a three room apartment with one bathroom! It¡¦s pretty interesting and we¡¦re doing very well. I¡¦ve had a theory that if we, the people, would concentrate on giving to each other, we wouldn¡¦t ever notice we lacked anything. This seems to be the case in this household. Of course, I¡¦ve joined some pretty remarkable women over here so this is not surprising!
Despite all of this, I would ask you to pray for another apartment for Tanya and me. We have some very specific needs or wants. We¡¦d like it to be at least three or four rooms. We¡¦d also like it to be within walking distance of Ari and Sue¡¦s place. If you would keep these details in mind as you pray, we¡¦d greatly appreciate it!
So now what?, you may ask. Well, I¡¦m focusing on learning the language (a focus I think I¡¦ll have to keep for a lifetime!) and getting adjusted. I¡¦ve met with Fyoder and we¡¦re talking about how to get started with the Center. We¡¦ll probably start a Bible study soon. I also want to investigate what other ministries exist in the city, what they are doing and where they are located so that we¡¦re not duplicating effort or reinventing the wheel! This is a difficult time for Fyoder as he has waited a long time to ¡§begin.¡¨ Please pray that he will continue to be patient and wait on the Lord.
I will also go with Ari, Sue and Tanya to the children¡¦s hospital on Tuesdays to help care for the babies. They are precious but all needed changing and bathing when we were there. They also just need to be held and nurtured¡Xthat¡¦s the easy part! The hospital is terribly understaffed and we¡¦re happy to help. We took plastic sheeting for them and a box of supplies from another missionary couple here in town. They are always so grateful to receive anything! This and other hospitals are transition points for orphans and children who have been abandoned or taken from their parents by the state. They are kept here until they are fit or old enough to be transferred to an orphanage where they are cared for and from where they can be adopted. Two interesting facts: 1) I saw a couple of children who had been brought back to the hospital from their assigned orphanage for care¡Xone was so emaciated from malnourishment I could hardly look at him! The little one is brain damaged and so we don¡¦t necessarily think he was mistreated¡Xit may just mean they couldn¡¦t get him to eat. Most of the babies looked pretty healthy and were active, however. 2) Some babies could have been transferred to an orphanage but the director of the baby unit was holding them there so they would be adopted from the hospital and thus, the hospital would receive money from the adoption for much needed supplies and improvements. Whichever agency has the child that is adopted receives the financial benefits! Such a system¡Kbut being here one does understand somewhat. In the end, although the babies seem to be used as pawns in this complicated game, they hopefully do benefit in the end.
I¡¦m going to stop for now as this is getting long. I¡¦ll keep you posted with shorter e-mails in the future¡Xor try, at least!
Prayer Requests:
1. Please pray that I will continue to become adjusted to Khabarovsk and my new activities and new friends.
2. Pray that I will hear the Holy Spirit¡¦s voice in everything I do and say. I need to know how to ¡§start¡¨ and how to proceed within God¡¦s will.
3. We need another apartment really badly! Please keep that in your prayers daily! I am very happy with Ari, Sue and Tanya¡XSue has generously given up her bedroom so I have a space of my own for the duration¡Khowever, I¡¦d really like to give it back to her! She and Tanya are sleeping in the front room on a sofabed for now.
4. Please keep the Russian National Christians in your prayers as well¡Xespecially the pastors and leaders. There are some attitudes and behaviors we find a bit disturbing for Christians in them. It can be a challenge to determine what¡¦s cultural and what¡¦s inappropriate in God¡¦s kingdom as well as how to exhort lovingly without causing defensiveness or outright rejection. Grace and love seem to be a mystery to these dear, battered people.
5. Please pray for the city of Khabarovsk. May the doors of the hearts and minds of the people be opened to the Good News and the hope of our Lord, Jesus. May the enemy be vanquished and the people set free!
6. I will always appreciate your prayers regarding language acquisition. I need to discipline myself to study and practice a lot! I also have difficulty memorizing and that can be a real handicap! ļ Knowing the language is essential to our ministry and I truly desire to learn as much as possible, as quickly as possible. I am using the program I was taught during my training in Colorado Springs. I pray that it will bear fruit in me!
My prayer for you:
Dear Father, Almighty God: I lift my heart to You on behalf of those You have chosen to serve You through their gifts and prayers in this, Your work in the Russian Far East. I pray that You will give each one a real sense of their participation and effectiveness as warriors for Christ. Allow them glimpses, Lord, of the fruit of Your Spirit born in them and in their brothers and sisters in Khabarovsk. Keep us all connected through Your Spirit and bless us with Your abundant love, peace, joy and provision. But mostly, My God, I pray that You will instill in each one of us the reality of Your presence in our world and our daily lives, that we may know and acknowledge that You are the One True God, and live our lives accordingly, in worship and praise of the Name of Your Son and our Savior and Master, Jesus Christ.
And all the people said¡K AMEN!
With love and gratitude,
E'beth
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